You're As Dirty As I Am

Monika Pov's 

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I wiped the unwanted tears which fell from my eyes without my permission. I had never cried in the past five years, but seeing him with someone else brought tears to my eyes. I don't understand why that ruthless cheater matters so much to me and why I always fall for the wrong person.

I took a deep breath to calm myself, not wanting to cry for him and was about to open the door of my room when a maid came near me.

"Do you want something?" She asked. I scrunched my eyebrow.

"No... why?"

"You're opening the door of my room so I thought you might need something" She said.

"Your room?" I asked and looked at the door, then her. "But Ryan's mother assigned this room to me" I muttered.

"You're mistaken, Luna... She must have assigned you that room," she pointed at the nearby room.

"But", I clamped up and then looked at the doors of both rooms; they looked similar.

"You are new here. That's why you might have got confused", she said and shrugged her shoulders. I nodded, agreeing with you.

"yeah... Thank you," I replied and turned to go towards the room she pointed at. That's when my eyes went to Ryan, who was looking at me, standing at a little distance. I tightened my fist after seeing the mark of lipstick on his shirt.

"How can someone be so shameless?" I grunted under my breath and opened the door of the room the maid pointed at. Before I would have walked inside, the bucket kept above the door flipped and a lot of mud fell on me. I gasped and moved back and my back hit something hard. I turned and found Ryan standing behind me. 

"Ry--Ryan" I took a step away from him but my leg slipped. He held me by the waist before my butt would have touched the ground and pulled me closer to him.

I kept my hands on his chest to balance myself, looking at him shockingly while he was glaring at me. I could feel his heart which was beating at a higher speed, showing how furious he was at me.

I gulped when he looked at his white shirt, which I ruined with my dirty hands. 

"I'm sorry" I apologise and try to move away from him, but his hand is still wrapped around my waist. My heart was pounding in my chest heavily, realising how close we were.

"If his one touch can do this to us, then I wonder what will happen when he will make love to us", Anika giggled. I closed my eyes and cursed under my breath, then opened my eyes after a minute, only to find his eyes still on me. 

"Ryan" 

"huh," He looked at me as if he came to his senses after I called him.

"Your hand" I whispered in a low tone, not even sure if he heard me or not. He nodded and removed his hand.

"What is happening over here?" He grunted and looked at the maids, who were laughing after seeing me covered in mud. They stopped laughing and bowed their heads.

"We were just welcoming our friend", One of the maids said. Ryan sighed and looked at me.

"How can someone be so dumb. I thought you would survive here but" He shook his head in disappointment. Anika was growling in my head, wanting to come out and rip the head off all she-wolves for playing this stupid prank, but I didn't let her. I want to win this pack member's heart with love, not with fear.

"I was coming back to my room when this lady came ." Before I could complete he kept his finger on my lips. My eyes shot up and my heart again started jumping in my chest at higher speed.

"You should think twice before taking a single step in this villa... Everyone hates you here including me." He warned me, looking into my eyes. I frowned, wondering if he was also involved in this stupid prank. 

"You should've been cautious after seeing the hatred everyone held for you." He said and then removed his finger from my lips, taking his steps away from me. I took a deep breath which I don't know since when I'm holding.

"How are we going to fight or say anything in front of him when his single touch makes me forget everything? Why has he still had so much effect on me despite us rejecting each other a long time ago?" I asked Anika frustratingly who laughed at my words.

"Clean this mess" I came back to the world, hearing Ryan. I looked at the maid, who was laughing at me…

“Why  are they so happy? He just ordered them to clean up this mess.” I thought and frowned, unable to understand the reason behind their smile.

"Why are you looking at maids?" He snarled. I scrunched my eyebrow and looked at him.

"Clean this floor" He repeated his order, looking at me.

"Are you ordering me?" I ask, pointing a finger at my chest.

"Yes, you... You need to learn a lesson so that next time you will be careful before trusting anyone… Now clean this floor and" he took a step closer to me, trying to intimidate me.

"And?"

"Next time, don't come closer to me. Your presence makes me feel suffocated," He said in a venomous tone, making my heart twitch in pain. My eyes went to the lipstick mark on the collar of his shirt. I tightened my fist in anger and jealousy.

"Of course, my presence will suffocate you when you have someone else to warm your bed" He looked at me bewildered as if he didn't know what I was talking about.

"I saw you kissing that girl", I hissed in a low tone and pushed him away, not caring if my dirty hands ruined his shirt. Everyone present there gasped and looked at me shockingly, not expecting that I would give a reply to their as*hole Alpha. 

Ryan smirked after seeing my reaction, maybe enjoying how jealous I am after seeing him with someone else.

"Marry, give her a bucket of clean water and a mob to clean the floor" he ordered, showing me how much power he held on me. I smirked and shook my head.

"You want me to clean this floor?" I asked and then grinned when he nodded. He raised his eyebrow seeing my confidence. My wedding gown has three layers. I lifted the first layer and tore it... Everyone's eyes widened seeing my action. 

I threw the torn piece of gown on the ground and mopped the floor with that cloth using my feet. Make sure not to leave a single clean surface around. Now the entire floor around me is covered with mud.

Ryan's eyes were fixed on me, observing every single thing I was doing. There was a smirk on his lips which I badly wanted to wipe off. I left that cloth and moved towards him.

"My presence suffocates you... My hands are dirty... I'm a piece of"

"Don't", he hissed, interrupting me. He can say those words to me but I can't repeat them. I kept my hand on his cheek, spoiling his handsome face with mud. 

"Now you're as dirty as I am, my fated mate" I smirked, looking into his eyes.