Monika Pov's."You're scaring me now, Moon... What happened?" He asked, breaking the hug and cupping my face."Why are you crying?" he asked anxiously when I didn't reply. I was about to keep my hand on his cheek but stopped when I saw my palm covered in blood."Ryan" I look at him, widening my eyes. He was so worried for me that he didn't even complain when I accidentally touched his wound."Yeah... I'm listening... Tell me why you're crying" He asked, still ignoring his pain for me. Tears were falling from my eyes non-stop."Yo---You were injured and I-- I doubted you... Yo---You" I wasn't even able to speak properly because of crying. He shook his head and wiped my tears."Hey...Calm down... It's okay... I'm not mad at you" He said. I shook my head."No... You... You are injured" I sobbed. I don't know why his injury is affecting me so much. It feels like he is not the one who is in pain but me."I'm fine... It's a small injury," He said, trying to calm me down. I didn't listen to
Ryan Pov's . I was looking at Monika who fell asleep in my arms while crying. It took me half an hour to calm her. Unintentionally, again, I became the reason behind her tears. "She was crying because we were in pain" Wild whispered as if Monika would wake up hearing his voice. I kissed Monika's forehead. "Shouldn't she hate us after how we behave with her?" I asked Wild. "Some people are like this only, Ryan. They don't know how to hurt or hate someone" he replied. I nodded and picked Monika up in my arms to take her to her room so that she could sleep properly on her bed. After lying her body on the bed, I was about to go, but she didn't let go of my arm, and when I tried to release my hand from her grip, she squirmed. "Dare you to wake her up" Wild scowled. I sighed and lay down beside Monika, waiting for her to go into deep slumber so that I could release my arm from her grip without waking her up, but what I didn't know was that I would fall asleep with her. "Ryan" I wok
Ryan Pov's .I gulped when Monika tightened her fist in anger and then turned her head in another direction."I can't believe this" She grunted and then started cursing me under her breath."You're cursing me in front of me only" I muttered shockingly."You can cheat on me and I can't even curse... Slow clap to you" She scoffed and took a step closer to me."You're feeling offended because I curse you.. what will you do when I break your junior for playing around?" She hissed. I gulped and took a step back. "It's not what you're thinking, Moon," I said and kept my hand on my cr*tch, knowing this woman could do anything."Stop moving" She snarled and took a step closer to me. I shook my head and took two steps back. She glares at me and shows me her claws."Stop all this nuisance, Ryan, because you don't know how dangerous and possessive I am. If I saw you romancing with her or any other girl, then you're dead," She warned me and then smiled when I nodded. She tapped on my cheek."Go
Author Pov's .Flashback(After Ryan decided to accept Monika as her mate).Ryan was looking at Monika, adoring her in the red dress she was wearing while Monika was waiting for him to speak or say she was waiting for him to ask her to reject him."I know why you came here" she whispered, fidgeting with her fingers, then raised her head to finally look at Ryan."Believe me you don't" he said, smiling like a fool. She squeezed her eyebrows. His smile was confusing her."Monika" he called her lovingly and then took her hand in his hand."I know you're here to ask me to reject you" She muttered and closed her eyes to control the unwanted tears. He shook his head."I'm ready to reject you," she said, and a tear rolled from her eyes. Ryan kept her hand on her cheek and lovingly wiped her tears."Monika" She opened her eyes and looked at him."I accept" Before he could complete and tell her he wanted to accept her, a woman in her forties came near them while calling for Monika.Ryan parte
Author Pov's . Ryan kneeled in front of Monika and wiped her tears, then held her shoulder to make her stand. She was looking at him silently. "Why are you crying now?" He snarled, hating to see tears in her eyes. "I never wanted to hurt you," she whispered. He looked at her and then sighed. "Stop crying," he said in a calm tone, not wanting to see her like this. She nodded and tightened her lips to keep herself from crying. After a minute of silence, she raised her head and looked at him, only to find him staring at her. She again broke down into tears, realising she lost her friendship and love again. After falling in love with Ryan, she is sure she can't come into a relationship with Gabriel, and now, Smshe is afraid that Gabriel will break the friendship after hearing her decision, and it won't change anything because her love, Ryan, already hates her. She lost both Ryan and Gabriel today. "What do you want, Monika? I will do as you say, but please stop crying," Ryan said,
Author Pov's . Monika was looking at Gabriel's fated mate, Rose, widening her eyes while Gabriel, who was expecting this reaction from Monika, became anxious suddenly. He knew that it would be hard for Monika to accept that his fated mate had returned. He stood up and went near Monika. "She is alive" Monika kept her hand over her mouth, and a tear of happiness rolled from her eyes because she knew how much Rose meant to his friend, Gabriel. Monika was happy, but Gabriel took the wrong meaning behind her tears, thinking she was feeling bad that Rose was alive, which indirectly meant the end of their relationship. "Rose" Monika was about to go near Rose when Gabriel blocked her path confusing her with his action. "I won't let you harm her," He said, glaring at her. "Harm her?" She frowned. "If you think you can hurt my mate like you hurt Aana then you're wrong. I won't let you touch a single strand of my mate's hair," He grimaces. "I---I was happy that she is alive and was going
Author Pov's . Monika was looking at Gabriel who opened his eyes and looked at her when she didn't respond. "Huh?" She gave him a confusing look because the whole time, the thought of their relationship didn't even cross her mind. She was just worried for Gabriel before and was now happy that he had found his mate, but Gabriel was adamant about ending things between him and Monika. "Ohh... Wait! Our relationship" Monika muttered and then closed her eyes and cursed herself for being so stupid and taking things slow. She opened her eyes and looked at Gabriel. She felt awkward now that he brought up the topic of their relationship. "I... I can understand... Rose is alive." She bites her tongue, realising she is making things complicated. "I mean to say I can understand you can't be with me," She said and passed him a smile, unable to understand how to share with him that even she didn't want to continue this relationship and had feelings for Ryan. She shook her head, thinking of te
Author Pov's . "Wh--what?" Monika asked Anika shockingly, unable to believe what she heard. "You heard me" Anika growled and whimpered in pain. "But why?" Monika panicked, knowing this was the worst thing among the bad things that were happening to her, in a single day. "What do you mean by why? When a she-wolf meets her fated mate, she goes on heat because of the constant desire in her heart to make love with her mate. The Moon Goddess created us this way... There is a want of every single she-wolf that needs to be fulfilled after they meet their mate to strengthen their mate bond." She hissed at me for asking a stupid question while explaining things that I already knew. "So it means you went on heat because you wanted to have s*x with Ryan" Monika muttered and then hissed in pain. "Hey! Don't interpret my words like this. I wanted to mate with Ryan to make our bond stronger," she said, getting defensive because I use the word 's*x' instead of 'making love'. I laughed in sarca
Author Pov's .Monika was waiting for her Mom in her office cabin, but her mother didn't show up the entire day, and when she tried to mindlink Olivia, she blocked her, which increased Monika's frustration and anger two times. "I just want to bang someone's head on the wall." Monika groaned and looked at the door when someone knocked, only to find her assistant standing there with a file."Come in" "Olivia, ma'am, asked me to give you this file" Monika scrunched her eyebrow in confusion as her mother never took an interest in office work."Put it on the table and ask Mom to call me when she gets free", Monika told her assistant, who nodded her head and left after bowing her head.Monika opened the file, and a low growl escaped from her mouth after seeing the pictures of a few men along with their bio-data. It didn't take her long to understand that Olivia sent these pictures as a marriage proposal."Mom" " she growled and cursed under her breath before picking up her car keys and s
Author Pov's ."Jenny" She ran back to her room before Monika could say anything or try to fix the damage she accidentally caused."Mom" Monika turned her head towards her mother. "she heard everything" "Go talk to her," Olivia said. Monika nodded and ran behind Jenny to her room. Monika was about to knock on the door but stopped when she saw Jenny lying on the bed, crying while hugging her teddy. Her tears were enough to twitch Monika's heart in pain. Monika wiped her tears and took a deep breath to calm herself. She went inside and sat beside her princess."Princess", She called Jenny lovingly, who hid her face in a teddy bear. "Princess.. Please look at your Mommy," Monika muttered, feeling her voice getting heavier because of the tears she was holding in front of her daughter. She pulled Jenny into her lap forcefully when Jenny didn't look at her despite her continuous request. Jenny hid her face in Monika's chest while sobbing in the same way as Monika did before with her mo
Author Pov's .Monika was trying to engross herself in work, sitting inside her cabin, not wanting to think about Ryan, but nothing was working. Ryan's face, smile, eyes and the moment she spent with him were ruining her peace of mind. At last, she closed her laptop frustratingly and went back home."You came at the right time… Let's have dinner" Before Jenny's mom, Olivia, could finish, Monika went towards her room, not wanting to show her distressed face to her mother."What happened to her?" Monika heard her mother mumbling to herself because of her amazing hearing power but she didn't stop. She closed the door of her room with a thud and sat on the couch, breathing heavily."I wish I could tell him I wasn't playing any victim card, but my destiny made me a victim," Monika whispered and an unwanted tear rolled from her eyes when she realised how doomed she was when it came to love."It's okay, Monika… You're strong. Stop crying like a weakling" She motivated herself and wiped her
Author Pov's .(Flashback continues after 5 years of Ryan and Monika's separation and one month before Monika and Ryan's marriage).Monika was sitting on a chair in her office, working on her laptop, when her mom, Olivia, dashed inside her office fuming in anger."What are you doing here?" Olivia shouted, startling Monika who stood up from her chair."You scared me, Mom" She kept her hand on my chest to calm her racing heart. "Why are you looking at me with so much love?" She asked when her mom was glaring at her."Aren't you forgetting something?" Olivia asked and encircled her hands around her chest. Monika scrunched her eyebrow and checked her mobile to see what she had planned for today. Her eyes shot up when she realised what she had forgotten."I'm dead" She looked at her mom with a terrifying look. "How could you forget such an important day, Monika?" Olivia growled. "Mom, I promise to hear all your lectures after returning. Right now, I have to reach there," Monika said,
Monika Pov's .I was more shocked than Ryan after realising how boldly I confessed my love to him. I tried to run away, but he didn't let me go; instead, he pulled me closer to him. At that moment, all I wanted was to dig myself six feet underground.He smirked, enjoying my misery, and moved further closer to me, leaving hardly any space between him and me."Wh---what consequences?" I asked. He parted away from me a little and looked into my eyes."Why do you get nervous around me?" He asked. I kept my hand over his chest."I don't know... Maybe because you're too intimidating for me, and when you get close to me like this, I feel weak in my knees," I whispered. My heart skipped a beat and I got goosebumps all over my body when he encircled his hand around my waist."Don't worry; I said before I will never let you fall, Monika," he said, making my heart start beating at a higher speed. I hate how he controls the speed of my heart with his touch and words."I'm not talking about this
Ryan Pov's .The next day, after getting ready, I went directly to my office to work and learn about the casualties that happened because of the war. I remember our enemy's warriors had injured my warriors before I took over and killed them to save my people."Patrick, go and bring me the files that contain the details of the family of warriors who died at the border recently while trying to save us", I ordered him. He nodded and left.I sat on my office chair and opened my laptop. That's when Gloria entered my room, holding Monika's hand and closed my laptop."What was that?" I asked and raised my eyebrow, then looked at Monika, who was looking confused. I understood Gloria dragged Monika here without telling her the reason."How can you be so boring? You should go out with Monika and give her the tour of the pack, but look at you... Sitting in your office, working on your laptop like a grumpy" Gloria said. I rolled my eyes and then looked at Monika, who was laughing after keeping a
Ryan Pov's.I smiled loving how freely Monika was laughing. It made my heart flutter. If possible, then I want this smile never to leave her face.I don't know why things went sour between us in the past or say I don't want to think about those memories again. I just want her to be happy."And for that, you have to give up on your plan of snatching her daughter from her," Wild scowled."You're still hanging over that topic. I dropped that plan last night, realising how horrible I'm turning day by day. Thankfully, her tears and care for me stopped me on time; otherwise, I wouldn't be able to look at myself in the mirror," I replied, looking at Monika, who started blushing after catching me staring at me. She turned towards me and raised her eyebrow as if asking me, 'why am I staring at her?' then bowed her head shyly."I'm amazed you look gorgeous at the age of thirty-five," I said, teasing her."Thank" She clamped up and then narrowed her eyes at me. "Were you admiring me or making f
Monika Pov's .My heartbeat rose when Ryan stood up and walked towards me. It would be a lie if I said his actions and expressionless face aren't scary. I don't want to have another fight with him."Ryan", I called him, but he shushed me."Stay quiet" I narrowed my eyes when he ordered me. I was about to say something to piss him off for ordering me like this, but his next step left me dumbstruck."Ryan," I gasped when he kneeled in front of me and held his ear. I looked at everyone present there; they all were shocked, just like me."I made you apologise because Welda is our elder, and I don't like it when someone talks back to her, and Gloria is like my younger sister whom I want to protect with everything. I didn't like how you behaved and called her," he muttered. I tightened my lips and nodded."I can understand, and that's why I apologised, and I would've done it even when you wouldn't have asked me to do it. It's just" I stopped and looked at Ryan, unsure whether I should shar
Author Pov's .Ryan raised his eyebrow at my action but didn't say anything in front of me. The girl sitting beside him passed me a smile."Hello, Monika," She greeted me, but I ignored her and took the toast in my plate and butter, then looked around for a knife to butter my toast."Here" that girl passed me the knife. My eyes went to Ryan, who gestured for me to take the knife. I rolled my eyes and snatched the knife from that girl's hand, startling her."Wow... Someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed," she muttered."At least I didn't wake up with someone else's husband," I scoffed, not able to hold myself anymore. I was fuming in anger after seeing her flirting with my man, Ryan, who was hearing our conversation. He started coughing while that girl was looking at me, widening my eyes."Ryan... Didn't you teach your wife how to behave?" Welda asked, gritting her teeth. "Monika," Ryan called me and glared at me. I ignored him and looked at Welda's side."Why are you saying an