LOGINLila’s POV
Three days It's been three long days since the ceremony and laughter lingered across the halls. Every whisper in the Silverfang estate, every hushed word cut deep like a dagger pressed into my throat. Every glance felt like a reminder of the girl who was rejected turned down cast away. Kael Nightbane had rejected me infront of the gods and both our packs. Mother acted like she didn’t care, her chin helf hijh as she wrote letters, to smooth things over. But I saw the shadow of disappointment that crossed her gaze when she thought nobody noticed. To her, my shame and humiliation was nothing but an inconvenience. Bothersome. To me it felt like venom. The rejection bond throbbed within me, painful and relentless. Every beat echoed his name — a non stop , stinging rhythm. Each breath felt like fire. Nobody ever mentions how messy the rejection is — how it shreds through you ripping away every part of the bond, until you're raw vulnerable and half-mad. And Kael did it without even blinking. He held my affection, once upon a time. Or better put I'd loved the idea of him, the possibility he represented — a future alpha, powerful leader who once in a while paid me mind. However, that illusion shattered when he rejected me. A desire for revenge simmered. It wasn't simply hurt feelings; I craved his downfall. I wanted to destroy him.. To make the all high Kael Nightbane remember the girl he publicly humiliated and flinch when my name is spoken. Deciding came so easy after that. Remaining here meant fading into nothing but mother’s shadow, smothered by pity. But out there, beyond Silverfang territory lay old forgotten skills, ancient power, and wolves who bow to none. If I couldn’t be his Luna, I would become someone forever beyond his reach. The servants avoided me as I gathered my things. News spreads quickly within the walls of a pack house. I threw my ceremonial silks into the flames, watching as their golden stitching twisted to ash. Let them murmur. Let them call me cursed. The first light of dawn found me facing my reflection, clad in tough leather rather than delicate fabric. I looked feral – wild hair, eyes raw, lips set in a deep frown I couldn’t care enough to hide. Let them see what a rejection as humiliating as that does to a person. I ripped the Silverfang pendant off my neck tossing it across the room. The chain snapped hitting the wall with a satisfying crack. “You wanted a weapon, Mother, I muttered, then that’s exactly what you’ll get.” Darkness still lingered in the sky overhead as I slipped past the guards by the east gate. The forest laid beyond carrying the scent of rain, also liberation. Every step I took away from the walls I was raised in, unraveled something inside me. Though the pain still lingered — raw sharp and searing, beneath it something darker began to stir. Power. Perhaps it was madness. Perhaps it was the moon taking pity on me. Either way, for the first time since the ceremony; I felt alive. I stood on the the ridge overlooking the valley that divided the Silverfang territory and Nightbane holdings. Distant fortress lamps glimmered resembling unattainable stars. “You wanted to reject me, Kael? Fine. But you’ll remember my name when the world kneels to it.” The wind carried my words toward the darkness and the trees shifted swaying in what seemed like an answer — gentle, low and hopeful. I refused to look back at the walls I once called home, there was simply no reason to. The girl who had sought and waited for the moon's favor and blessings — that girl had died in that hall three nights ago. A different girl ventured into the woods. Someone wild and untamed and unstoppable.Kael's POVI could not sleep that night. Every time I closed my eyes, my mind drifted to her.Lila standing against that shelf.Her eyes full of anger.Her hand against my chest.The words she had left me with still lodged beneath my ribs."I'd rather feel the pain of a rejection bond ten times over than trust you."I had heard worse things in my life.I had been threatened by wolves twice my size, challenged by Alphas who wanted my territory, and watched men die because they had underestimated the consequences of crossing Nightbane.None of it had followed me into the dark the way her voice did.So I remained awake.Sitting beside the window of my chambers, staring into the night while the pack slept around me.The bond was quiet.Too quiet.For the first time since Lila woke up several weeks ago, there was no sharp pull beneath my chest. No restless awareness of where she was. No phantom sense of her breathing somewhere beyond the walls.Just silence.Then something shifted.I strai
Lila’s POV I slammed my bedroom door harder than necessary.The sound echoed through the room.If he didn’t already know I harbored the intent to strangle him until ever prescious drop of life drains from his body then I'm sure the bang of door should have given him a fair idea.I paced toward the bed, still fuming.The nerve of him.The absolute, unbelievable nerve.Kael had spent years making it very clear that he wanted nothing to do with me. He had rejected me in front of everyone. He had made me believe that whatever had existed between us had been nothing but a mistake.Now suddenly he couldn't stand being near me without looking like he was fighting some internal war.And somehow that had become my problem.I stopped beside the bed and folded my arms."You have no idea what you're doing to me."I could still hear his voice reverberating through my mind.A violent shudder raked through my body, my skin crawling from his stupid unnecessary confession.The sheer audacity of him t
Kael's POVI had spent the entire walk from the council chamber trying to decide how to tell Lila. The only conclusion that came was that there was no good way.If I told her gently, she would accuse me of making the decision without her. If I explained the council's reasoning, she would tell me that their expectations were not her problem. If I admitted that I'd declared her my chosen mate because it was the only explanation that kept the council from digging deeper, she would remind me that I had once again decided what happened to her without asking whether she wanted it.She would be right and that was what frustrated me most. I knew that she would hate it but I had done it anyway. Because there had been no other answer I could give them without putting her in danger.I turned into the general library using the bond her like I usually did.The vast room was quieter than usual, most of the shelves empty at this hour. A few wolves sat scattered across the tables, absorbed in their o
Lila's POV For two days, I kept my distance from the squad. Not obvious enough to prompt questions but deliberately enough that I always seemed to find something else to do whenever one of them came near. I wasn’t ready. I had spent so long keeping Selene separate from Lila that revealing the truth hadn’t brought relief. It hadn’t cleared anything up. If anything, it just made everything so much more complicated. Titi’s silence still echoed in my thoughts. The look on kierian’s face when I spoke. Vidya’s cautious eyes. Even Fisayo, who had seemed least surprised, looked at me differently afterward. I didn’t know what any of them were thinking—and for once, I didn’t want to. So I did what I always do when emotions become too heavy to carry : I sealed them in a box at the darkest corner of my mind and found something else to focus on. The purge. The restricted area of the archives. The answers I’d come to Nightbane for in the first place. I had barel
Kael's POV I could see her from the upper corridor. Lila stood alone near the far edge of the training grounds. She had been there for several minutes, just staring aimlessly. After everything that had happened, I expected to be faced with her anger, questions, or maybe even another attempt to disappear into some corner of Nightbane where I couldn't find her. Instead, she stood with her arms crossed over her chest, watching the trees that lined the edge of the grounds. She looked tired. Drained. The bond tugged at my chest, demanding my attention. It had been doing that ever since she'd returned to Nightbane, but lately it had become harder to ignore. Every instinct in me demanded that I close the distance between us. Check on her. Make sure she was safe. Make sure she had eaten. Make sure she wasn't about to do something reckless. I had spent years learning how to silence instincts but this one just refused to be silenced. Finally giving in, I started down the corrid
Lila’s POVSleep didn't come easily that night but when it finally did, there were no silver forests, woman in white or blood staining temple floors, just darkness that didn’t carry any answers to dreams that have been plaguing my nights.I woke not feeling at all rested. Morning light slipped through the windows of Ardan's cabin in thin golden lines, warming the wooden floor beneath my feet as I sat near the window, staring blankly outside.The forest beyond was quiet.My fingers tightened around the cup of tea resting between my hands.Ardan’s words from yesterday when i finally told him about the dreams kept replaying in my mind.At first he hadn't said anything.He had simply stared into the fire for several long moments.Then he said quietly"Some magic remembers."I frowned slightly at the memory."What does that even mean?"Ardan had looked toward me then."Blood remembers."That answer had only irritated me."You're being vague on purpose.""I'm being careful."Silence.Then—
Lila’s POV When I wake up, I’m not in the forest anymore. My nose fills with the scent of smoke, crushed herbs, and wet stone. A rough wool blanket lies over me, heavy and scratchy. There’s a faint hum in the air — like magic around me.Every inch of my body aches. My bones feel like they've overg
Lila’s POV The woods shifted as I ventured farther inside.What started out as familiar terrains of pines and darkness soon turned ancient and wild. Cold crept in, the air thickened; almost like the trees held memories of days before packs, power struggles, or broken promises.I wandered on for ho
Lila’s POVIt was quiet when I woke up. Just silence.Not the calm peaceful kind, but the heavy kind that weighs on your chest until having to breathe feels like sinning.Dawn light spilled through my curtains across the cool stone of the floor, soft and gold, almost taunting. Outside, the Silverfa
Lila’s POV The night of the Choosing Moon, the night that should have bound me to my mate, the night that instead ended with his rejection of our bond and my humiliation before the entire pack.The moon hung high and silvery dominating the courtyard, almost too bright to look at. All wolves from t







