MasukLila’s POV
Three days It's been three long days since the ceremony and laughter lingered across the halls. Every whisper in the Silverfang estate, every hushed word cut deep like a dagger pressed into my throat. Every glance felt like a reminder of the girl who was rejected turned down cast away. Kael Nightbane had rejected me infront of the gods and both our packs. Mother acted like she didn’t care, her chin helf hijh as she wrote letters, to smooth things over. But I saw the shadow of disappointment that crossed her gaze when she thought nobody noticed. To her, my shame and humiliation was nothing but an inconvenience. Bothersome. To me it felt like venom. The rejection bond throbbed within me, painful and relentless. Every beat echoed his name — a non stop , stinging rhythm. Each breath felt like fire. Nobody ever mentions how messy the rejection is — how it shreds through you ripping away every part of the bond, until you're raw vulnerable and half-mad. And Kael did it without even blinking. He held my affection, once upon a time. Or better put I'd loved the idea of him, the possibility he represented — a future alpha, powerful leader who once in a while paid me mind. However, that illusion shattered when he rejected me. A desire for revenge simmered. It wasn't simply hurt feelings; I craved his downfall. I wanted to destroy him.. To make the all high Kael Nightbane remember the girl he publicly humiliated and flinch when my name is spoken. Deciding came so easy after that. Remaining here meant fading into nothing but mother’s shadow, smothered by pity. But out there, beyond Silverfang territory lay old forgotten skills, ancient power, and wolves who bow to none. If I couldn’t be his Luna, I would become someone forever beyond his reach. The servants avoided me as I gathered my things. News spreads quickly within the walls of a pack house. I threw my ceremonial silks into the flames, watching as their golden stitching twisted to ash. Let them murmur. Let them call me cursed. The first light of dawn found me facing my reflection, clad in tough leather rather than delicate fabric. I looked feral – wild hair, eyes raw, lips set in a deep frown I couldn’t care enough to hide. Let them see what a rejection as humiliating as that does to a person. I ripped the Silverfang pendant off my neck tossing it across the room. The chain snapped hitting the wall with a satisfying crack. “You wanted a weapon, Mother, I muttered, then that’s exactly what you’ll get.” Darkness still lingered in the sky overhead as I slipped past the guards by the east gate. The forest laid beyond carrying the scent of rain, also liberation. Every step I took away from the walls I was raised in, unraveled something inside me. Though the pain still lingered — raw sharp and searing, beneath it something darker began to stir. Power. Perhaps it was madness. Perhaps it was the moon taking pity on me. Either way, for the first time since the ceremony; I felt alive. I stood on the the ridge overlooking the valley that divided the Silverfang territory and Nightbane holdings. Distant fortress lamps glimmered resembling unattainable stars. “You wanted to reject me, Kael? Fine. But you’ll remember my name when the world kneels to it.” The wind carried my words toward the darkness and the trees shifted swaying in what seemed like an answer — gentle, low and hopeful. I refused to look back at the walls I once called home, there was simply no reason to. The girl who had sought and waited for the moon's favor and blessings — that girl had died in that hall three nights ago. A different girl ventured into the woods. Someone wild and untamed and unstoppable.Lila’s POVSleep didn't come easily that night but when it finally did, there were no silver forests, woman in white or blood staining temple floors, just darkness that didn’t carry any answers to dreams that have been plaguing my nights.I woke not feeling at all rested. Morning light slipped through the windows of Ardan's cabin in thin golden lines, warming the wooden floor beneath my feet as I sat near the window, staring blankly outside.The forest beyond was quiet.My fingers tightened around the cup of tea resting between my hands.Ardan’s words from yesterday when i finally told him about the dreams kept replaying in my mind.At first he hadn't said anything.He had simply stared into the fire for several long moments.Then he said quietly"Some magic remembers."I frowned slightly at the memory."What does that even mean?"Ardan had looked toward me then."Blood remembers."That answer had only irritated me."You're being vague on purpose.""I'm being careful."Silence.Then—
Lila’s POV The room smelled like him, cedarwood and smoke. The scent clung to the air no matter how far I stood from him threading through my lungs making it hard to breathe.Kael still stood near the window, where I met him when I entered. His broad shoulders tense and dark eyes fixed on me with visible restraint that somehowfelt heavier than if he was angry.Neither of us said anything for a while.The bond pulsed sharply between us restless and annoyinging aware of how close we were after being apart the past week.The longer we stood there the worse it got pressing on my chest reacting to every breath every emotion every thing shared between us.I hated it. I hated how how aware i still was of him even after everything that happened."You moved my things." I said finally.Kael's expression remained the same. "It's not safe for you there.""That is not your decision to make."His jaw tightened. "Actually it is."I stared at him refusing to believe the wordsjust came out of his mo
Lila’s POV Silver light spilled across the forest. The trees stretched impossibly high around me, their pale trunks glowing beneath a sky drowned in stars. White flowers bloomed across the forest floor in endless clusters, opening and closing like breathing lungs beneath my feet.This gnawing feeling of familiarity kept brushing through my awareness. It was like I knew this place. And that terrified me because in the real sense I'd never been there. But somewhere deeper inside me, something recognized it.The air smelled like rain and ancient magic.Ahead, wolves knelt in silence beneath towering stone ruins wrapped in silver vines. Men. Women. Children. All bowing their heads toward the figure standing at the center of the temple steps.A woman dressed entirely in white, her face out of sight. Only silver hair moving softly in the wind and a crescent-shaped mark glowing faintly against her throat.The moment she lifted her hand—Pain exploded through the dream. Blood flooded the tem
Lila’s POVThe medicine Titi forced down my throat tasted terrible. It was so bitter that the aftertaste lingered long after I swallowed it, warming slowly through my chest while the pain in my ribs dulled into something more manageable.“Stop glaring at me like I poisoned you,” Titi muttered while rearranging the bandages beside my cot.“I’m beginning to think you did.” I replied trying not to gag.“You’re dramatic.”“I almost died.”“You almost exploded,” she corrected dryly. “Different issue entirely.”I sighed softly, letting my head fall back against the pillow.The infirmary was quiet this early. Sunlight filtered faintly through the tall windows, illuminating shelves lined with herbs, salves, and dried roots hanging from cords overhead. The scent of crushed silverroot and medicinal smoke lingered heavily in the air.Titi adjusted the blanket covering my legs before finally looking at me again.“How’s the pain?”“Manageable.”“That usually means terrible.”I didn’t deny it.Her
Lila’s POV Leaving Kael’s chambers felt harder than it should have. Not emotionally, physically. My entire body hurt, weakness weighed down my limbs in ways I hated to admit.The bond only made it worse reacting to the distance with a faint ache in my chest. I could feel it beneath my ribs—an irritating, steady awareness of him somewhere deeper inside the territory—but after everything he told me the night before, neither of us had tried reaching through it again.I preferred it that way.Even if the absence still hurt.The infirmary was the only place I could think of clearly enough to reach.Pain relief. I needed something to dull the ache in my body. Something to quiet what remained of last night inside me.I tightened my grip around the shawl draped over my shoulders as I walked slowly through the corridor, ignoring the lingering weakness in my legs.Seven days unconscious had left my body feeling unfamiliar, like my bones no longer fit together properly. Every few steps, exhaust
Kael’s POV“My father has been hunting Moonblooded for years.”The words left my mouth before I could decide how to soften them, or whether they deserved softness at all.Lila went completely still, but not the kind that meant she was listening. The kind that meant she was bracing herself for impact. Her fingers slowly curled at her sides, like she was holding herself together by force alone.“I know,” she said flatly.That wasn’t what I expected, because she didn’t know. Not everything especially not what mattered.I took a slow breath in, forcing my voice to stay steady even though my chest felt too tight.“No,” I said. “You don’t.”Her eyes sharpened instantly.That reaction — the immediate rejection of anything I said — hurt more than it should have.Good. I deserved that.I stayed where I was, not moving closer. Not forcing space. Just… staying.“I know enough,” she said.I exhaled slowly, forcing myself to stay steady even though something inside my chest was tightening.“No,” I
Kael’s POVBy the next morning, her name had already settled into the pack like it belonged there.Selene.Not loudly or dramatically. Nightbane did not operate like that. Reputation here did not rise through noise—it moved quietly, carried in passing remarks, in the way patrol leaders adjusted the
Lila’s POV When I wake up, I’m not in the forest anymore. My nose fills with the scent of smoke, crushed herbs, and wet stone. A rough wool blanket lies over me, heavy and scratchy. There’s a faint hum in the air — like magic around me.Every inch of my body aches. My bones feel like they've overg
Lila’s POV The woods shifted as I ventured farther inside.What started out as familiar terrains of pines and darkness soon turned ancient and wild. Cold crept in, the air thickened; almost like the trees held memories of days before packs, power struggles, or broken promises.I wandered on for ho
Lila’s POV The night of the Choosing Moon, the night that should have bound me to my mate, the night that instead ended with his rejection of our bond and my humiliation before the entire pack.The moon hung high and silvery dominating the courtyard, almost too bright to look at. All wolves from t







