تسجيل الدخول~~ARIA~~
I arrived at the arena even earlier than usual, hoping the quiet would calm the storm in my head. Sleep had been impossible. Ward’s face kept appearing every time I closed my eyes, the regret in his voice, the way his shoulders had tensed when I pushed him away. My chest feels tight at every moment I think about him. By 7:00 AM, I had everything ready in the treatment room. When the door opened, Ward stepped inside. I couldn't help but notice how his exhausted eyes were puffy, with dark circles underneath, like he hadn’t slept at all. His broad shoulders seemed heavier today, and he moved with careful, pained steps toward the table. “Morning Mr Bernett,” I said, keeping my voice professional. “Lie face down. We will start with an ultrasound on the hip.” He obeyed without argument, lowering himself onto the table with a quiet wince. I applied the gel and moved the wand in slow circles, watching the screen. The silence felt thick, but I forced myself to stay focused on my job. After a few minutes, I noticed how drained he looked again. Against my better judgment, worry crept in. “You look really tired,” I said quietly. “Make sure you’re resting properly after sessions. Ice the hip for fifteen minutes every evening, and avoid putting full weight on it when you are off the ice. Don’t push through the pain, or else it will make your injury worse.” He stayed silent, but I could see his shoulders tense under my touch. When the ultrasound finished, he turned over for the mobility stretches. That was when I noticed his right fist. The knuckles were bruised and swollen, with fresh scrapes across them. I froze for a second, then pointed at his hand. “What happened to your fist?” Ward glanced at it and looked away. “It’s nothing, I am fine.” The casual brush-off irritated me. I felt the old anger rising again. “You are not fine. And it’s ‘nothing’ when you are under my care. If you keep getting bruises and hiding them, how am I supposed to do my job?” He started to stand up, but I stepped closer, my voice turning sharp and hurtful. “You already made me lose one job because of your lies and silence three years ago. Do you want to ruin this one too because you refused to tell me about your wounds and make me look unprofessional?” I asked and he paused at once. The words came out colder than I intended. Ward stopped moving. He looked at me for a long moment, something pained flashing in his tired eyes. Then he slowly sat back down without arguing. A small wave of guilt hit me. I had spoken too rudely. Even if he deserved it, seeing him look so worn down made me feel a little bad. I sighed and reached for the antiseptic wipes. “Give me your hand,” I said more gently. He held it out. I cleaned the bruised knuckles carefully, my fingers light on his skin. The whole time, the room stayed completely silent except for the soft sound of our breathing. His hand was warm under mine, but I could feel the strain in his muscles. When I finished wrapping a fresh bandage around his fist, Ward finally spoke, his voice low. “Did you feel anything strange last night? Any weird messages or… anything?” I stared at him, then rolled my eyes. “Why is that your concern?” He asked again, quieter this time. “Aria, please. Did anything happen?” I ignored him completely and reached for the supplies. My fingers brushed against a small box of the premium bandages I had received anonymously yesterday. They were expensive and hard to find. I was pretty sure they had come from him. Without saying anything, I used one on his bruised knuckles. Ward looked down at the bandage, then back at me. “Where did you get this? These aren’t easy to come by.” I stared at him and scoffed. “Oh please. Like I don’t know it came from you.” His expression changed instantly, surprise mixed with worry. He stood up quickly. “When did you get it? Aria, this is important…” “Sit your ass back down,” I snapped, pointing at the table. “Or shut up. This isn’t your issue to worry about. If it didn’t come from you, then maybe it came from an admirer. Someone who actually knows how to be decent.” He looked shocked. “Has anyone been hovering around you?” he asked again and before I could reply he grabbed my birth arms. “Think Aria… is anyone acting strange around you?” That was it, anger flared hot in my chest. I pushed him away and slapped him so hard on his face. “Mr. Bennett, I am only here to treat you as a player. Not to let you dig into my personal life. Your treatment for today is over so get out!” He stood there for a second, then lowered his head. “I am sorry,” he apologized softly. A small, sad smile touched his lips before he turned and left the room without another word. I stood frozen, shocked by how calmly he had taken it. My heart was still racing. I sank into my chair, rubbing my temples, trying to make sense of the confusing mix of guilt and irritation I felt. A moment later, the door opened again. Lena walked in, carrying two coffees. “Hey, how was the session…” She stopped when she saw my face. “What happened? You look like you want to murder someone.” I told her everything, the bruised fist, my rude outburst, the anonymous bandage, and how Ward had crossed his limit. Lena’s eyes widened with anger. “That cunning bastard,” she muttered. “Of course, he is playing games again. I should go find him right now and give him peace of mind.” “Lena, stop.” I grabbed her arm before she could storm out. “It’s fine. I handled it.” She crossed her arms, still fuming. “You should throw those fancy gifts away. He’s obviously trying to get back in your head.” “I can’t,” I admitted. “It’s expensive and exactly what I needed for the kit.” Lena sighed dramatically and threw in her usual sassy remark. “Girl, you are too nice. Next time he pulls this, I’m ‘accidentally’ mixing laxatives into his protein shake. Call it performance enhancement.” Despite everything, I let out a small laugh. Lena always knew how to lighten the mood. We talked a little more before she headed back to her office, leaving me to finish my paperwork. When the day finally ended, I packed my bag and headed toward the exit. One of the receptionists stopped me with a small bouquet, my favorite white lilies. “These just arrived for you,” she said with a smile. My stomach twisted at once. “From who?” “Anonymous,” she replied cheerfully. Annoyance flared up instantly, the washer trying to apologize with these stupid followers? Oh, he must have thought I was stupid. I took the flowers, walked straight to the nearest trash bin, and dropped them inside. I didn’t need more mysterious gifts or mind games today. I continued to the parking lot, digging in my bag for my keys. They weren’t there. I must have left them in the treatment room. Annoyed, I turned back. When I reached the bin near the exit, I froze. Ward was there, bending down and pulling the bouquet of lilies out of the trash. Anger surged through me at once as I marched toward him, my voice loud enough for him to hear. “Why are you so stupid?” I snapped. “Didn’t I make it clear we should stay away from each other? Why are you sending stupid flowers? What do you want, Ward? Don’t you enjoy seeing me suffer enough already?” “Aria..” he tried to say but I raised my hands for him, stopping him. “It's Dr. Vance to you… If you won't stay professional I won't hesitate to stop being your doctor.” I didn’t wait for him to explain. I went to my office, snatched my keys from the bench where I had left them, turned on my heel, and walked off without looking back. My hands were shaking as I got into my car and drove away, heart still pounding from the confrontation.~~WARD~~She still walked away, even after everything.Even after she broke down in my arms, soaked my suit with tears, and let me hold her for the first time in three years, she still refused to let me back into her life.She refused to stay with me in her apartment and even refused the villa.She refused me, she didn't want me. She has told me several times but when she sent that message to me everything drained out of me.I stood alone in the empty medical office long after she had left, staring at the closed door as if she might come back.She didn't and I deserved that. No amount of apologies could erase three years of silence.No amount of protection could erase the fact that I had been the one who broke her heart.With a slow exhale, I adjusted my jacket and left the medical wing.The sound of skates echoed through the arena as I walked toward the rink. Practice had already resumed after the medical evaluations, and the players were running drills with the intensity expected
~~ARIA~~The bloody photograph lay on my palm like a curse, the smeared red staring back at me with vicious intent. My hands shook so violently I nearly knocked the box to the floor again. A scream tore from my throat, guttural, and louder than I had intended. It echoed throughout.Footsteps thundered toward me almost immediately. A couple of assistant trainers burst in, eyes wide with alarm. “Dr. Vance? What happened? Are you okay?”I swallowed hard, forcing my face into a mask of calm even as my heart tried to claw its way out of my chest. “Nothing’s wrong,” I lied, my voice cracking only slightly. “Just… startled by a spider. Big one. I am fine. Really.”They exchanged doubtful glances but didn’t push. One of them muttered something about calling maintenance before they left. I didn't even bother to check the players before making my way back to the office.The second the door closed, I shoved the gruesome photo back inside and hid it deep in my bottom drawer. My legs felt like
~~ARIA~~My fists still tingled from where I had hit his chest, my tears drying into salty tracks on my cheeks. I felt utterly exhausted by the constant push and pull between us.Ward exhaled slowly, rubbing the back of his neck. The movement made him wince slightly, his waist injury clearly still bothering him but he didn’t complain. He never did. “If that’s how you feel, Aria… the ball is in your court. I am not forcing this. But I’m giving you until this evening to decide. The downtown apartment is ready. Security is already in place. I will be giving you till evening.” His voice was low, but I caught the undercurrent of fear beneath the command. He searched my face one last time, those piercing eyes softening with the regret I had heard through the door last night. Then, without another word, he turned and walked out, the door clicking shut behind him like a period at the end of a sentence I wasn’t ready to finish.I sank into my desk chair, staring at the spot where he’d be
~~ARIA~~My head was still ringing continuously from his words.“You won’t be alone,” he continued, like he had already made the decision and was simply informing me of it. “You will have your space. I won’t push you. I won’t ask for anything. But I will be there, to know you are safe.”I let out a disbelieving laugh, shaking my head. “You can’t be serious.”“I am.”“You?” I pushed away from the desk, staring up at him. “In a regular apartment, sharing a kitchen and a living room like a normal person? Giving up the villa and all your privacy and whatever billionaire schedule you have because I am too stubborn to let you babysit me from a distance?”“For you,” he said, without even blinking, “yes.”He stepped into my space then, not enough to touch me, but enough that I could feel the heat of him, enough that the air between us felt dangerously thin.“I would get used to it,” he said, his voice lower now, quieter, like the words were meant only for me. “I want to get used to it. For y
~~ARIA~~ The door clicked shut behind Marcus, and the office fell into a heavy, ringing silence. For a moment, neither of us moved. Ward stood a few feet away from me, still in that dark tailored suit that made him look less like the man I had once loved and more like the version of him the world knew now the billionaire executive, the untouchable Bennett heir, the man who could command boardrooms and hockey arenas with the same quiet authority. My pulse pounded painfully in my throat. I folded my arms across my chest, less because I was cold and more because I needed something between us. Some kind of barrier. “Ward,” I let out, forcing my voice to stay steady, “about the apartment… and the villa, I don't think I will be staying for long.” His expression was constructed at once, though he didn’t interrupt. “I appreciate what you have done,” I continued, “but I can’t keep doing this. I can’t keep letting you rearrange my life every time something happens… see all of
~~ARIA~~The entire day passed in a blur and the kind of exhaustion that settled deep in the bones.I buried myself in work because it was the only thing I knew how to control.Follow-up notes for Jake’s injury and a dozen conversations with the coaching staff about what his absence would mean for the next few weeks. I moved from one task to the next and Ward hadn’t called.A part of me was relieved. He had given me the space I demanded, and after the disaster of the last twenty-four hours, I should have been grateful for the silence. But another part of me, the weak, traitorous part that still remembered the pain in his voice outside the guest room door last night, couldn’t stop noticing the absence.I was finishing Jake’s latest progress notes at my desk, fingers aching from writing, when there was a knock at my office door. There Mr. Reynolds stepped inside with his usual no-nonsense expression.“Dr. Vance, quick update,” he said. “With Jake sidelined for a few weeks, we’re bri
~~ARIA~~I drove home with tears burning my eyes. My hands wouldn’t stop shaking on the steering wheel. I kept hearing my own voice shouting at Ward in the parking lot all the pain I had carried for three years pouring out at once. Part of me felt good for finally saying it while another part felt
~~WARD~~The locker room lights were dimmed low, casting long shadows across the benches. I sat alone, elbows braced on my knees, head bowed so low my forehead nearly touched my clasped hands. The tape on my fingers felt too tight, snipping into my skin, but I didn’t loosen it. Pain was good, it
~~ARIA~~I stayed in the treatment room long after Ward left, trying to pull myself together. My hands still trembled slightly as I wiped down the table. I hated how easily he got under my skin after just two short meetings. Three years of building walls, and one look from those blue eyes threate
~~ARIA~~I spent the rest of the morning forcing myself to focus. Every time Ward’s name tried to creep back into my thoughts, I pushed it away with my loaded-up task.By 1:45 PM, the performance center buzzed with quiet energy. Players drifted in for light sessions, laughter echoing from the weigh







