Chapter 18

Alpha Luca's Pov.

(Night Bloom Pack)

There I sat in my chamber in a restless state, deliberating through the circumstances I am faced with. Though I have all it takes to keep me happy, it seems they are no more. For some reasons unknown to me, I felt destructed. My mind thinks distantly of recent to a point I get so lost in thought. This tends to weigh me down. I can tell I am feeling this way for the very first time without knowing what has gone wrong to a point that I was no longer myself. "What must have gone wrong?" I wondered. I begin to hate myself for the new discoveries I come across. I have come to figure out that I am making too many mistakes to an extent that I no longer understand what I am doing anymore. This confusion just keeps coming, which is quite unusual of me.

There seems to be a part of me that has been missing for a very long time, of which I have failed to figure out what exactly it is. It seems so distant but affects me so badly. Each time I try to figure