Chapter NineMira's PovNow, as I was leaving the court, I began to consider returning back to my room. Going with Roland to the court was something I regret more than anything else. He had chosen to make me feel uncomfortable in this way, even after I had told him it was never needed. In precisely where is his conscience? I couldn't decide exactly where to focus my attention since everything was weighing heavily on my mind. I continued thinking about it a lot, wondering whether there was a way out of the pack. It will be my joy to leave the pack if doing so will relieve all of my anxieties and concerns and keep me away from the chaos surrounding me. "Do you really have to leave before you find peace?" Inside, I pondered. I find it strange that I was at a place where I was unable to choose calm over anxiety.Nothing seems to interest me now because of the scene that occurred at the court. It destroyed my heart. I felt like I was losing my footing because of the severe expressions on
Chapter TenMira's PovAs I turned in bed for comfort, I heard what sounded like a carpenter's nail hitting a wall. I was unable to wait to get up and see what it was. The sound was so loud that I was unable to stand it any longer. I heard someone knock on the door and looked closely."Why so early in the morning?" I had woken up because it was so early."You are cordially invited to the dining room for breakfast. The maid said, "Come downstairs as soon as you can," just as I opened the door. Right now, I was shocked and couldn't believe what I was hearing. I started to wonder whether Roland was genuinely hosting a feast or something. I could not see the alpha there when I looked at the bed. We made out last night, and it didn't seem like he stayed. I think I slept through a drunken stupor. He had gotten out of bed, but I was so drowsy that I was unaware of it. I received the impression that he was up early because of a crucial matter and didn't want to wake me up. It appeared as tho
Roland's PovI went to my study room after we all had breakfast together. After enjoying a pleasant conversation with Mira, I couldn't contain my excitement. I have this strange sensation in my gut every time I spend time with her.Every posture phase we had and the gesture I received from Mira in the dining room were all I could think of. I feel that she's starting to see things from my point of view and is even willing to pardon me for making her my luna without her permission. Her eyes conveyed a sense of ease and acceptance that makes me happy to have her as my Luna. She has acknowledged that we are meant to be mates, which makes me happy.Even though we had an intimate relationship, the emotions never go away unlike others. Every day seemed like a fresh beginning since I'm still happy and deeply in love with her. Every time we touch and spend a night together, I've seen that our love grows stronger. It's an incredible sensation that I will never get over.The idea overwhelmed me
Chapter Twelve.Mira's PovAs I sat there, I thought about a few things and concluded that, since I don't have a higher rank than the others, I suppose I am in a position to benefit from everything. It seems like the perfect spot just then, compared to when I have a title. Without this higher identity, one is just like a free bird.Being a Luna, though, may also imply something different. Even though I've only lately begun to observe, I could already see that the maids around me moved in the same way as I do—they constantly pursued me. Like, what on earth is happening?Is it not possible for me to have any privacy? Staring at them as though they were some kind of undiscovered species, I wandered inside.I have to get used to the fact that there are so many servants around me which seems to me like Luna's life is a little bit different from that of royalty. It tends to be somewhat beyond royalty from what I've seen so far. The thought of having to be roused up in order to be dressed
Chapter ThirteenMira's PovAs the day progressed, everything seemed to be going well despite Eliana's visit ruining my day. I felt like she was going to figure out a way to get in opposition to me. I couldn't stop having questions about this, which made me a bit anxious."How should I go about the whole thing?" I ask myself this question. I was in a state where I was unable to decide which direction to go in. Even though I doubt it a lot, I have this intuition that keeps me moving. My heart has softened to the point that it now supports Alpha Roland.I feel like he's turned into a daily nutrient in my diet. Just finding this to be true is so difficult.Every time I find myself thinking about him, I can see how effortless it has evolved into for me. Though it appears like I will want to stay here, I don't often consider leaving this pack."What's wrong with you Mira?" As I attempted to figure out why my thoughts were usually like this, I asked, bashing my head so hard. Smiles attach t
Chapter FourteenMira's PovHis reply was quite convincing and soul mending. I could tell at first that Rhea must have put some pressure on Eliana, but this isn't really mine to handle."Any further questions?" Alpha Roland asked. He had this smile fixed on his face like he was in for a quiz. "Well…" I stutter, thinking about all he's said in favor of Eliana's identity before me."Listen, you have my word Mira, I know Eliana so well. We have been together since childhood. Common, She wouldn't harm you, she can't hurt a fly. As long as she knows how special you are to me, she will love you. You have my word"Getting such an assurance from him made me feel fulfilled. I knew they were not empty words. My heart began to beat so fast but I couldn't figure out what was going on. It seemed I had begun to doubt something."Put yourself together " I said go myself with a slow and gentle hit on my chest, using my hand. It seemed fear grabbed my heart again.There was room for more questions an
Chapter FifteenEliana's PovBeing a nobody is the last thing I would tolerate. Because of my brother, Mira almost always takes the lead. I had to voice my rage because I could no longer contain it. I get really irritated at the idea of having her around."I had made time to visit that moron! She really is quite obnoxious! It's not getting any easier for me, Roland! I'm going crazy." As I could tolerate more of it inside, I yelled in frustration and banged on the door.After realizing that it had been two weeks since Mira had entered the pack mansion, i came to the conclusion that she had been there for too long. I can't believe she could be here longer than she should be. I saw two birds sitted, sharing a tender love when I peered out the window. I started to feel rather alone even though it was so fascinating to watch. Later on, it brought Mira and Roland to my attention! It seemed to me that they had a connection of some kind. It served as a kind of reminder to comprehend everyth
Chapter sixteenEliana's PovI took Rhea for a walk to lift her mood after making every effort to persuade her to stop moving on with her depressing condition. She was genuinely moving on from it, I could tell that. Despite knowing that I should tackle the situation entirely, I didn't care. The day was really busy.I headed straight home to catch up on some much-needed sleep. The possibility of Rhea doing anything foolish had mostly vanished by that point as she had already fallen asleep. I saw Mira observing me from behind like she was some kind of monitoring devices as I was making my way back to my room.I couldn't talk to her the way she wanted. All I could give her was a dirty glare as I excused myself and made my way through.I saw him standing there, grinning, directly in front of me. His appearance had been filtered by my emotions to have been triggered by that dumb Mira."Brother!" I yelled and quickly moved in for an embrace. It seems like he missed me and enjoyed having me