ROSHIDA
Sophia had been with me for so many years. Back home, she'd been my personal maid and she'd proven herself to be my friend and the sister I never had. She was there for me when my father, brothers and mother died, helping me get through the grief I thought would envelope me. That's why I knew I could trust her with everything. She rushed to my side before my knees buckled and I fell to the floor. “Luna, you're not doomed. Don't tell me you plan to let him marry that other woman? You're just going to give into the pressure?” What other choice did I have? He was already set on it. And he sure as hell wasnt considering me. It didn't matter to him. I didn't matter to him. “He doesn't care, Sophia. They want me to take care of the wedding. What do I do? I can't stand by and watch him marry her.” What did she have that I didn't? Why did he feel the need to humiliate me this way? After everything I did? “Luna, don't tell me you're going to let them do what they want with your inheritance. They'll take everything if you let them. They've surely already taken a whole lot from you.” That may be true, but I couldn't possibly fight him. I didn't have anyone on my side that could do something. “Why don't you speak to the King about it? I'm sure he can do something about it.” The King? All the way in the Capitol? How was I going to get there and how would I get access to the king? I was just a Luna. Well, I was about to lose my position so I would soon be nothing. “My inheritance is all they're after. And they won't stop until they get it. There's little to nothing that I can do.” She didn't understand what I was talking about and I didn't want to risk it because in this house, there was no privacy. It's not like I could just get up and leave. This was my new home and besides, I couldn't let another woman come in and make herself at home here. My mother had gone through a whole lot trying to pick out the perfect husband for me. She dropped the towel and walked over to me. “I never knew you to be weak. You would always stand up for yourself just like the King taught you to. Why's this being any different? Do you love him?” I turned to her immediately. Did I love Felix? So much has happened in the past few months that I hadn't had the time to think about it. There were no feelings, no time for feelings. “What do you want me to do? Fight them and get kicked out? Where will I go? What do I have left?” She grabbed my shoulders, turning me to look at her. “Roshida, get a hold of yourself. You have your inheritance. Your father's throne, your people, they look up to you. How would you be able to look at yourself in the mirror if this goes on like this? They'll take everything!” My brain was clogged and I couldn't even think right. All I could do was cry. The door opened and Sophia stepped away from me like I'd burned her. There was only one person that could get that reaction out of her. She curtsied and stepped out of the room, leaving the dense atmosphere to settle between me and the witch in front of me. “You two looked like you were in a heated conversation. What were you talking about? Planning the wedding so soon?” She could go to hell. Without turning around, I went to sit on the bed. “Nothing that will interest you. What so much want?” I cleaned my tears so she won't see that I had been crying. I didn't want her to think that she had won. She should be downstairs, ogling her new daughter in law. What did she want with me? “Its no news that your husband has brought home another woman. He was never really your husband, was he? What are you going to do about it?” Did she overhear our conversation? I tried to play it cool. “What do you want me to do about it? You guys seem like suck a lovely family already.” It still marvelled me that she made me carry her back down the stairs earlier and here she was standing in my room unaided. “Well, I'll tell you this. It will be in your best interest to go ahead with whatever Felix has planned. He will marry her and the best you can do for yourself and for peace is to go along with it. I don't want you giving them any issues.” I finally looked at her and all I could do was laugh. Of course, did I expect her to tell me to fight for my rights? How predictable. “I mean, with someone with your…defect, I don't think you should be wandering around alone. It's not safe for you. So you can stay here and rot.” She knows. I couldn't hide my surprise as I looked at her. “You didn't think my son would marry someone and not tell me everything, did you?” She laughed, obviously proud of the hold she had on him. She didn't know that she was raising him to be sissy. “I’ll do just fine on my own. I don't need advice from you, trust me. I already know what I am going to do.” That was a lie. She was just here to play some sick game and get me to tell her what's on my mind. I had a couple of things I wanted to say to that sick son of hers. She scoffed. “Don’t tell me you see that girl as competition. That girl…she's a sickly one. Put her side by side with you and she doesn't even hold a candle to you, in appearance or status. I can't believe you're letting her get to you.” At this point, I didn't know if I was supposed to be surprised at what she was saying or expect it. Grace was like this. Two-faced when she needed to be. One could never really know her true intentions. “Bad-mouthing her so soon? That's too bad. I thought she was a delight.” Poor girl, if only she knew what she was walking into. This family wasn't a treasure, it was a prison. I'm sure she thought she had won the lottery with this family. How sad. I knew she was only doing this because she knew that I was the only one who could pay for the damn wedding. But she surely won't get into my head. “Do you hate her? Kelly, don't you find her a good fit for him?” She took her time with answering. “Why do you find that important? I mean-” “Do you dislike her? Yes or no.” I could see the panic in her eyes.ROSHIDA The room was dead silent like the time when she first walked in. I'd gotten her tongue tied and I was enjoying it. Her mouth was open but sounds were not coming out. What a hypocritical bitch. “On a lighter note, Felix was promoted to Alpha for his efforts in the war. You know that if you work alongside her and become her co-wife, things could work out.” I felt myself get dumber just listening to her. In what sick world did she think that this could work out? Even if I did agree to this, we would hate each other for the rest of our lives and be sworn enemies. I didn't have time for all that and certainly not with a woman who was cheap enough to take someone else's husband. “I mean, think about it. He's the Alpha now, and he did say that he met her at war. You could stay back and handle things at the pack while he goes out with her to fight wars. I'm sure you're too soft and tush for all that so no one expects that from you.” This woman clearly didn't know how I was broug
FELIX It was dinner time and there was no one at the table which was weird because usually, my mother would have been here nagging the maids about what they did wrong. Kelly was the only one atbthe table and I couldn't start eating without my mother. “What’s going on?” Kelly asked as I stood up. “Give me a minute.” I went upstairs to look for her. I was sure that she had fallen asleep reading a book or something. “What are you saying? Return everything to you? Do you really think you did this family a favor?” Who was Fiona speaking to in Roshida's room? The door was slightly open so I just stood there and listened in. “I’m very sure you weren't deaf when I said it. Everything that I've given to you and your mother will be returned to me. It is mine, after all.” What was Roshida saying? I opened the door and walked in. “What’s going on?” My mother clutched my arm. “Son, you should hear what your wife is saying. She's saying that she wants to leave you and that she wants ev
ROSHIDA “Won’t he get mad when he finds out?” I looked at her, confused at what she was talking about. “Who is that you speak of? Last I checked, I didn't owe anyone my whereabouts. So who cares if he finds out?” I wanted to leave the pack back to mine today. It has been a while since I'd been away from my family and I wanted to go see them again. At least to let them know I was doing fine. “I don't think you want to wear that.” She looked down at her dress. “What? I like this dress. Why don't you want me to wear it?” “It’s not me. We have places to be today. Just trust me. Wear something else.” Today was going to determine a lot. That was why I needed to go see my parents first. I needed their good luck to go with me. “You know, I'm proud of you. For standing up to them. I didn't think you'd be able to do it. What exactly did you say that got them so mad like that? ” That's right. I hadn't told Sophia that I'd decided to divorce. It was something that just slipped out in th
ROSHIDA The King was silent. “Do you realise what you are asking, young lady? You want to leave your husband? A highly decorated Alpha? Firstly, do you realise the implications that carry?” Screw the implications. “My King, I've thought about it and I'm ready to bear it all. Nothing is too much to bear as long as I get to leave that house. I've suffered more than enough and I deserve better. I'm ready to face it all”. I just needed him to be convinced. If I can plead my case to him and he accepts it, then I'm fine. “Roshida, that's your name right? The reason your father sent you to military school, if I remember clearly, was because you were born without a wolf. He didn't want you to be trampled upon. I don't want that either for you.” I was wolfless but I wasnt useless. I felt more at ease, like I was talking to my father or uncle. “Your majesty, I understand your concerns and I appreciate them but then, the skills I have acquired won't be entirely useless. I can take care o
ROSHIDA I walked out of the throne room and went back to Sophia. I didn't even know what to tell her because I was sure that she would be so disappointed just like I was. How was I going to get Felix to agree? Even with a gun to his head, he wouldn't want to divorce me because he wants me to lay for the wedding. “Wait!” I turned around and the man who had turned out to be the prince walked up to me. I curtsied as he approached me. “Rise. Is your husband willing to let you go?” I shook my head. “He wants my money so he can pay for his wedding with her. He doesn't care about me.” He nodded. His eyes were intense and I had to look away from them for a moment. “Do you want me to help you?” I looked back at him immediately and my eyes widened. “No, you don't have to do that. I'll figure out a way to get him to say yes.” “Is he going to say yes?” I couldn't answer that. “So you need my help..don't worry, go home. You'll have your approval by tomorrow.” Before I could say any
ROSHIDAFelix stayed staring at me for a few seconds.His breathing had calmed down now that he had heard what he wanted.“Did you hear me? I don't care about you and her. You can marry her and the entire world if you want to. Don't come into my room and spew rubbish again. I won't like it. Do as the peince has said. Give me the letter of approval so I can leave.”He really thought I'd leave my house and go all the way to the Capital, stand under the sun for over an hour just to see the King and tell him that I wanted to stop his wedding to Kelly?A wedding that they wanted me to fund?.He pushed himself off the wall and pointed his finger at me.“ You're now sleeping with the prince, aren't you? Is that what this Don’t do anything stupid like this again. Just lay low until the wedding is over.”“Take that finger out of my face before I break it and shove it up your ass. Go on, go write the letter bedore rhenleonce comes back and gives you a reason to cry. I heard he has a temper. ”
ROSHIDAShe looked furious. Her nostrils were flaring and she was giving Felix the dirtiest look ever.I expected her to slap him for saying a thing like that.That statement wasn't just disrespectful to me, but to her as well. That's if she was smart enough to realize it. It meant that he didn't care if she was there and about to marry her but he was ready to put a baby inside me so that I won't leave.The thought of being a co wife pisses me off so much. If he has even been a good husband, I might consider it. If he knew how to take responsibility and how to be an actual Alpha and not a phony, then maybe I would have stayed.But he was far from everything.“What does it matter? You don't seem to want to let him go so he's offering you a solution.”Her response angered me. What had he done to her?“Have you lost it? How can you say a thing like that? So you do not realize how insulting it is? Especially to my person. Am I so useless that you think I can agree to carry a baby just for
ROSHIDA I didn't hear when she said it. “You should be grateful that you are still in this house. The Luna would have kicked you out back where you came from. You're nothing to me. You're despicable and you're disgusting.” He didn't even give Kelly the chance to say something for herself or retaliate. He slapped Sophia, hard across the face that Sophia fell to the floor. I was stunned for a moment. I couldn't process what had just happened. “How dare you speak to her that way? Don't you know she's my wife to be? She's the next Luna of this pack and you are nothing but a dirty slave. Apologise to her now.” I saw the tears in Sophia's eyes and that was all it took. Along with the anger I had pent up, I slapped him back. Just as hard. This time around, he wasn't the only one dazed. Both he and Kelly took steps back in awe as I helped Sophia off the floor. It was bad enough that he was treating me like this but I won't let him lay a finger on Sophia. “Next time, don't
ROSHIDA A FEW MONTHS LATER. It was a sunny day. A perfect day for the perfect event. But I had meetings. Being Minister for Trade really wasn't what I thought it was going to be. I thought that since I already worked at the Fortress, it would be like that but it wasn't like that at all. I barely had time to stay home anymore and my schedule was always so busy. No matter how busy I was, I always made time for my son. He mattered to me and I knew that he needed me in his life. He had started walking which made me very proud. He was really growing up to be a big boy. He didn't even crawl all that much. Just straight to walking. He was strong just like his mother. For the first time in a long time things seemed to be normal. I knew that saying that would jinx it but I didn't mind. Because I liked the peace. I liked the stability that came with this period, waking up every day and knowing that it was going to be a peaceful day. There was obvious still a little trouble
ROSHIDA My eyes opened to the bright light pouring into the room. My body aches and I felt so weak that it was a struggle to keep my head stable. I tried to move but a sharp pain pieced my side. ”Roshida, you're awake. Gosh, I was so worried!” Sophia came to sit beside me and she held my hand. “Water.” My throat hurt so bad because of how parched it was. As she handed me the water, I noticed that the bottle had a straw because it looked like a cup. Normally, she would have told me to sit up. “What’s going on? Why am I on the bed? And why do I feel like this? Did I go running again?” It was only when I went running that I felt like this. My body didn't like being stressed at all. “You were stabbed..I found you on the floor covered in your own blood. Half the rug was ready soaked and I didn't even know what to do so I just brought you up her so I laid my hands on you.” The fact that Sophia had powers wss no news to me but the fact that she chose to use it s
2VALFRED“Thats because your whole house is wired! They bugged your house and now you think they can hear you think. How stupid are you that you didn't realize this?”How long had he been going around saying stupid shit like that? There was no way that he actually believed all that. But that was besides the point. The point was that I wanted to know the person that was funding his life style and giving him the confidence to threaten the King. “Alpha Lucas, if you make me ask the question again-”He raised his hand to protect his head. “Okay okay, I'm coming. It's- it's the Rogues.” It was like I hadn't heard what he said. What Rogues?“We took out the Rogues. We took their camp and their pack. Do you think I'm stupid?”He was just saying that to avoid saying the actual thing. “Wait! Wait! Wait! I'm serious. It's the Rogues. I'll show you something.” He stood up to bring a letter for me from his desk. When I took the letter, the first thing I noticed was the letterhead. That was
ROSHIDAWhen I saw her, it was too late. I'd woken up that morning extremely tired because of the things that had happened last night. Valfred and I had crossed that line and there was no going back now. That wasn't an issue though. This was a man that I completely trusted and I knew he would never disappoint me.I went to take a shower because I had to be somewhere with the Queen today. She said she wanted me to go somewhere with her since Clarissa wasn't around and she needed female advice. I loved having the Queen around and I accepted the invitation as soon as possible. On my way to the bathroom, I saw Valfred note. “Dear Roshida, I'm sorry I had to leave before you woke up. I would have really loved to wake up to you in my arms and to your beautiful face but I have to go do this one small thing and then I'll be back. Don't miss me and have a day as beautiful as you. Your love, Valfred.”The note was very short but I kept reading it over and over. He could have just sent t
VALFREDWe walked around the house for a while, going from room to room to check for him but we couldn't find him anywhere. “My Prince, don't you think that he has run away? I mean, only a stupid person would see the princess here and would still want to stay. Only a Stupid person would let his daughter take his beating.” I think Borge was about to meet the most senseless person I've ever met. “Let’s go downstairs.We went downstairs to soeak to the guards. It was obvious that they didn't like us being here which was no problem because we did not like being here but we didn't have a choice. “Listen up, all of you. I'm not here for you so don't make this your war. Don't make this about you. Where is your Alpha? He's not in his rooms.”They looked at each other like they were waiting for one of them to be the one to say something. When one person finally stepped forward, the rest of them wanted to hold him back but he pushed their hands off him. “Why are you protecting him? You kn
VALFREDThe next morning, I set out very early. I didn't want to draw attention to the whole thing so I took only Borge and Reggie with me just as Roshida had asked me to. As I stood up and began to dress up, I looked down at her sleeping figure on the bed.My sweet girl. Roshida was my blessing and she was the only thing that could make me happy. I hurried up with what I was doing and on my way out, I placed a kiss on her forehead, whispering that I would surely be here by nightfall. I closed the door behind me, going downstairs to meet with Reggie and Borge who were already waiting for me. We got into the car, not wasting time since we had a very long way to go. I was beginning to hate going to this place but I don't have a choice. Hopefully, this was the last time I would have to go there. As soon as I get what I'm doing over with, I'll leave and not go back. The car ride was silent because everyone had just woken up from sleep and was trying to get their thoughts together. “
ROSHIDAWhen the King said that he would give me everything back, I didn't mean that he meant that I would even be added to more titles. He was made the Minister for Trade for the whole Lycan Kingdom and it blew me away. After dinner, I went to stand by the balcony and just let the fresh air hit me. I wondered if I would ever get free from that cell again and it was starting to feel real while I was in that place. I didn't have any faith either that Valfred would find a way out for me but I wanted to keep an open mind . I felt hands wrap around me from behind and I smiled widely, knowing who would be able to do a thing like that to me. “I should have known you'd be here. I wonder what hold this place has on you.”He came to stand beside me and lean on the railing. “It’s about the peace I feel when I'm here. It just feels like the calm away from the storm. This place is like the most peaceful place in the house .”The King had to reshuffle his cabinet members and also the Elders
VALFREDWe took Jason back home and took him to my father right away. I didn't want to have a chance at change his story again. “What is this? What is going on, Valfred? Who is this man that is bleeding all over my carpet?”My father was in session with his elders and the Alphas from that day with Jameson in his front. “I apologise for the blood, it was just something we needed to do. But we needed to bring him back here because we did a resweep of the whole thing and I was shocked to see that Jason, one of the guards was running away with a bag full of money. You may ask yourself where the money came from because no one else gave it to him except the ones who made him lie against Roshida.”The funny thing about the whole thing was that they were all in court with my father. All those people that were there that day were here. Of course, Jameson was the first to speak up because he didn't want his secret to be exposed. “My King! What is this?! How can't why bring him like this bef
VALFREDWe were sitting inside the house and we listened to everything that he said. “Are you willing to repeat everything that house said to me in front of the King? You obviously don't think that I will let you go free.”He stood up from the chair and kneelt down. “My Prince, please don't let me appear before the King again. He said he will kill me if I'm not saying the truth. I don't want to die, please.”I placed my hand on his shoulder. “Would you prefer me to kill you? Because if you refuse to tell my father the truth so that your Luna can go free, I will tell him the truth as I have recorded here on my phone and I will track you down and still kill you from lying against her. Do you know what you have done to her? She trusted you and believed that you will set her free. She housed you in her home and treated you like family. And how do you pay her back when she needs you the most? You lie against her.”“They said that they will kill my family! I couldn't let anything happen