I swallow hard and breathe several times because I feel like I'm going to die, my babies move and I understand why bonding causes so much fear. Since, I'm giving a lot of importance to my feelings, when it wasn't like that before.
‘Why can't I suppress my emotions? Why is the reason that I use so much, now it does not appear?’ I ask myself mentally.“Take a deep breath, Rain, and do your thing. Pretend that you are not related to him, that he is not my husband.” I mean disappointed.The phone rings constantly, but, I don't answer because I know they are calling to annoy me because I have given too absurd an order. That's why I don't answer the calls and concentrate on my transfer.‘This is what should be important to me, the safety of my children and my own. He can do whatever he wants with his father.’ I tell myself mentally.I finish getting ready and the noise appears again, about half an hour before I have to leave. MyThe doctors leave and my family watches me waiting for indications from me, because with this risk that I have experienced, it is riskier for me to leave now and everyone here knew it.“So, is everything canceled?“No, we need to reinforce everything more. Dionysus is in Russia and we all know that he is not someone who will stand idly by or that Lake will be able to control him.“You should have killed him.” says my father and I take a deep breath.“Let's not think too much about it now, we must act soon.” I mean seriously.“Rain…“This only confirms that I must be in a place where I am constantly taken care of and Lake does not come to bother me.” I say and everyone looks at each other.'Oh, the bonding.’ I tell myself mentally.The problem with having been at risk is that it complicates everything, but, staying here may be riskier and waiting for Lake, it's not an option, be
‘What is Lake playing at? I can't figure out what he's really doing’' I tell myself mentally.I don't like him playing with me at all. First, he comes to pretend to be what he loves the most, to ask me to save his father who has come to Russia to hurt me, because that's the only thing he has pending in Russia.But, now, he comes differently, he receives the attack from my brother and comes to tell me that he has returned to fulfill his duty as my husband and father of my children. So, I get confused and annoyed by what he does, but, I keep kissing him. I need to control the pheromones and hormones in my body.'I should have picked someone else for that.’ I tell myself mentally.“How can you kiss him, sister?!” Nikolay shouts, pushing away the man I'm kissing.“Let them go.” says my mother.“How can I let this bastard come and go as many times as he wants?! Where are my sister's feelings left? !!” Nik
Lake begins to intersperse kisses with caresses that make my body suffer an electric shock that concentrates on a specific point that has already begun to emit a liquid that seems to intoxicate the room with its aroma.My babies move slightly and I wonder if it's really a clever idea to have this series of strong emotions when I'm about to have my delivery. But, I remember that my babies need this.I deprived them of this kind of pheromone regulation that it is logical that I now used it so as not to die during the birth of them. So, if humans or werewolves don't do it, I should, to be strong for what's coming.‘That's just why I'm doing it, I'm just getting stronger for the kids.’ I tell myself mentally.However, although I want to do this out of obligation, the closeness of Lake's breath to my intimacy, makes me emit a moan that says when I want to be satisfied.“I want you to understand that I only do this for a strengthening of pheromon
Lake, she goes to the bathroom when she sees that I'm not able to tell her something, when my mind is still trying to tie up ends, because I can't understand what's happening. So, I swallow hard, take a deep breath, and remind myself why I allowed him to touch me.‘I can't let the bonding decide for me, I can't allow it.’ I tell myself mentally.“Lake…“Give me a few seconds.” says Lake and I get out of bed, get my clothes, and get dressed, to then organize the entire crime scene and subsequently call the nurses.Those who arrive, are human and I appreciate it, because I doubt that a wolf other than Lake or me, could endure this aroma. That's why they are the ones who are in charge of placing new sheets on the bed and checking my condition with a smile on their lips.“It seems that the danger has passed, she has not had contractions, the amniotic fluid has fully recovered and the babies' conditions are being treated
Narra LakeI leave Rain's room, feeling bad about what has happened, I would be extremely glad if my father and Rain had a good relationship, but, it wasn't like that. As much as I wanted to do something that could give me that result, it was not possible.So, it only remains for me to make sure that neither of us causes harm, even if that leaves me in the middle role where the energy drain is great even if no one notices it. That's why I take deep breaths, count a lot mentally and when I'm calm, I think about what I should do to get my father out soon, before he's killed,My phone rings when I'm leaving the hospital and immediately, I worry, because it's one of the watchmen I left for my father.‘I must not be paranoid, my father owed medicine, most likely he is still unconscious.’ I tell myself mentally.“What's the matter?” I ask as soon as I answer.Immediately, I hear someone breathing heavily, but, that's the on
I'm trying to process what is happening, because even in my wildest dreams I didn't think that Mikhail, the man who had shown himself as someone who supported Rain, would have a deal with my father.“How did this happen? How was it possible that this happened and I will not notice it until now?“You're not good at being perceptive. When a normal wolf suspects of minimal things, you don't realize it.” says my father.'Maybe that's why so many bad things happen to me around and only I notice when it's too late, like now.’ I tell myself mentally.“What did you promise her?“If I tell you, will you stop being annoying? I have to take care of your bastards.“My children, they are my children, not bastards and you don't have something to do to them. They don't need you.” I say coldly.“Of course they need me, I must finish with the proof of something that should never have happened, Lake.” says
Quickly, I run to my father and hug him, but he easily pushes me against one of the walls, getting free. So, I expect the worst. Fortunately, Mikhail gets in his way and I get up even though my body hurts a lot.“Over my dead body you pass by to kill her.“You know that's simple and to be honest, it wouldn't take me long to achieve it.” says my father.“I'll only let you in if we kill the babies. I have given him medicine to make him weak, at any moment he could lose them.” says Mikhail.His words pierce my mind and because of that, my eyesight turns completely red, perfectly focusing on the two people who have conspired for my children to die, so, immediately, I transform into a wolf.I don't think anymore, I just act and because of that, I just see how I run fast and throw myself on the two people, who I scratch with so much hatred that I can feel a lot of satisfaction when their skin opens under my claws.They both attac
My mind goes blank, I can only smell her smell and how I ruined everything. My six babies, they appear in my mind, without me being able to touch them and I want to die, I really want to do it, because their body doesn't move.There is not even a whine on his part, if not, silence, one that announces to me how much I have lost by doubting. I clung to my responsibility as a son, letting go of my obligation as a father and husband."I hope when you have to decide between your father and us, you choose well." I hear Rain's voice saying that and I want to die.“I chose wrong.” I say in the middle of crying.My legs fail and I know I don't even though my knees touch the ground, I deserve to fall lower. Because even if I try, even if I change my mind now, it's too late.“You are wrong, son, you have chosen well. even though I thought you wouldn't be able to make this a reality, it happened.“Does this make you happy, Father?