Noah
~•~“Did you see him on my bed?” I broke the silence and all eyes turned to me. “Even if he was on my bed, how is that your business?” I gave him an irritated look.“I’m your Alpha, talk to me with some respect.”“Yeah, right.” I rolled my eyes and covered the blanket over my head. I didn’t want to keep on looking at him.Even though I hated him now, I was still attracted to him. He looked sexy with his brunette hair, hazel eyes, and broad shoulders.He had the same features as Aiden. The only difference was his height and the color of Aiden’s eyes. His eyes were blue like that of his mother while Dimitri had his father’s eyes.I never met their mother, I just saw pictures of her around the house. She was still alive but they didn’t like talking about her.According to Dimitri, she was in another town with two of their siblings. He didn’t tell me the reason she didn’t live with them in the same house.“You still haven’t answered my question,” Dimitri spoke again in a condescending manner.Aiden scoffed. “I don’t have to answer to you.” I wasn’t seeing what was going on but from what I heard, one of them left the room, stamping his foot angrily.I slowly took off the blanket off my face and my green eyes met with Dimitri’s. “So what do I owe this early morning intrusion?” I asked, curious to know what he came to my room for.He looked at me for some seconds and cleared his throat. “Why were you watching Becky and me yesterday?”My face scrunched up into a frown. How did he know it was me who helped them close the door?“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” I lied and stood up from the bed. “You should leave now.” I walked to the door and opened it, gesturing for him to leave.He moved closer to me and slowly closed the door. “It’s been over two years already, move on with your life. It’s never going to be you.” He said, putting his index under my chin, raising my face to look at me.I closed my eyes tightly and swallowed hard. His words were like a sharp knife piercing through my heart. I tried my best to keep my emotions in check.“So all those years meant nothing to you?” I raised an eyebrow at him. “Huh?” My voice was breaking, so I moved away from him and sat on the bed.When I first moved in with them, Dimitri always stood up for me when other members of the pack tried bullying me and insulting me because I didn’t have parents.We spent so much time playing and watching TV together and I grew up to like him. Aiden also spent a lot of time with me but not as much as Dimitri.On my 16th birthday, I had my first kiss from Dimitri. It wasn’t really a kiss but it was the first time a boy had his lips on my forehead.Our wolves sensed we were mates and he promised to choose me as his Luna after his father coronated him as the alpha.I was so happy and I felt complete because I had always felt that finding my mate would be difficult. Unfortunately enough when he was finally crowned as Alpha, he chose to be with a random girl after all the promises he made to me.“We’ve been through this before. I’m not going to have a conversation with you about it. Just move on and stop snooping around.”With that, he left the room and closed the door behind him. He didn’t really care about me anymore and I needed to accept it.I wiped off the tears that welled up in the corner of my eyes and covered my full body with the blanket.“Noah, are you okay?” My wolf, Ava, asked me softly.She knew I wasn’t okay. I sniffed back my tears and took a deep breath before responding. “No, I’m not okay.”“I think it’s time you moved on from him.” She suggested. I had tried moving on with my life several times but it seemed impossible. I still had a soft spot for him and it was hard to get over him.“It’s not that easy, Ava,” I responded in a sad tone.“I know, but you have to try. Find someone else and try giving them a chance.” I snorted at her statement.I didn’t put any effort into associating myself with anybody and I wasn’t really the chatty type. Finding someone else would be very difficult unless the moon goddess came to my rescue.“You know there’s someone who really wants and cares about you,” Ava said as she figured out what I was thinking about.I knew exactly who she was referring to but even if I wanted to give him a chance, I didn’t want Aiden to be my rebound. I cared about him so much and didn’t just want to use him as a means to get over his brother.“I think it’s best to focus on myself and heal genuinely without using someone else as a distraction.” I finally responded to Ava.“Okay, but I’m rooting for you and Aiden. You deserve a nice guy like him.”I shrugged at her words. Aiden was also very attractive and being with him wouldn’t be bad but all this while, I was blinded by the idea of Dimitri that I didn’t see what was right in front of me.I wondered if he still felt the same way about me but I didn’t want to think about it too much. He was my best friend and I was okay with that.After making my bed, I sluggishly went downstairs for breakfast. On my way to the dining, I ran into Becky who was on her way out of the house.I gave her a deadly look and thought about all the ways I could rip her heart apart. She stood at the front door for some seconds, giving me a mischievous smile before exiting the door.We both hated each other but unlike me, she didn’t have any reason to hate me because I didn’t steal her boyfriend.Mine was justifiable because she took Dimitri away from me and always tried rubbing it on my face whenever she had the chance.I sighed and was on my way to the dining table when Dimitri angrily trudged down the stairs.Normally, I would have asked what the problem was but since he practically told me he didn’t give a fuck about me and earlier, I just kept shut and watched him as he went through the front door.Dimitri ~•~ After I left Noah’s room. I went back to my room to meet Becky. I promised to drop her off at her dorm since I didn’t have anything to do. On my way to the room, Asher, the gamma, mind-linked me and told me there was a problem that needed my attention immediately. He refused to tell me what the problem was and insisted I went to meet him. I was already angry from seeing Aiden in Noah’s room, so I didn’t press further before I say something despicable. “I’m sorry, I won’t be able to drop you off,” I informed Becky as I walked into the room. She frowned her face at my words, showing she was disappointed. “Why? Is it because of Noah? I know you went to her room.” She whined and I scrunched up my face, giving her an irritating look. “When are you ever going to stop being insecure when it comes to her?” I asked calmly, raising a brow at her. “I told you I don’t like it when you talk to her.” She pouted and threw her arms over my shoulders. I pulled her closer and whisp
Noah~•~“Noah isn’t over me and you know that, so stop wasting your time trying to be all nice and caring, she’s never going to be in love with you. She can never get over me.” His harsh words felt like a slap in the face, leaving me speechless. I stood at the entrance of the door and watched the boys argue. They didn’t even notice I had been standing there. He really thought I could never get over him? I was about to go back inside but turned back when I heard the sound of someone’s body thumping to the ground. Aiden had punched Dimitri who was lying on the ground, looking all weak. I walked over and stretched my hands to Aiden, so we would go inside together. Before we went inside, I gave Dimitri, who had finally opened his eyes, a disappointing nod before going back into the house with Aiden. I had always tried to stay out of their arguments and didn’t take sides even when I knew who was wrong. I didn’t want to get caught up in the middle, so I just kept my mouth shut. But th
Dimitri ~•~The news about the hunters being back in town was a bluff. Or at least, for about three weeks, we didn’t see or get attacked by any of them. That still didn’t stop me from advising everyone to be vigilant and careful whenever they went out. Especially while hanging around in the woods. I was a little bit relieved and was happy my father didn’t get to find out about it and stress himself out. There was no doubt he was going to drop everything he was doing at Sparkle Falls, the neighboring town, to come to our rescue. Father had gone over there to rest for a while and take a break from Hawkins. He was the Alpha of the pack for a very long time. He was a good one at that but I couldn’t say the same about myself. After the incident with Aiden and Noah, they hadn’t really spoken much to me. Aiden easily forgave me because we were brothers and it was inevitable for brothers to fight. Noah, on the other hand, didn’t give me a time of the day. She didn’t even want to look at
Noah~•~“Who was that on the phone?” I asked Aiden as he walked back inside the house with a worried expression registered on his face. “Dimitri.” He responded, throwing his phone on the couch. I lowered the volume of the television and turned to him. “Why do you look sad?” He sighed before responding. “He overheard some college students talking about how they think he’s a werewolf.” I gasped at his words. The majority of the students attending that school were humans and werewolves kept their identities a secret. The fear of my secret getting exposed was one of the main reasons I hadn’t started college. I wanted to be a lawyer for the longest time. The humans finding out about the werewolves wasn’t good news, because they were going to do everything possible to wipe us away from the face of the earth. That meant an impending war. “How? What?” I tried coming up with a complete sentence but my words failed me. “Calm down, Noah.” Aiden placed his hands on my shoulders and gave
Noah~•~My heart skipped a bit when I saw his hands coming towards my thigh but I acted cool even if everything in me wanted to explode. It was like he was doing it purposely to get a reaction from me. He hesitated for a while and I could feel his gaze on me even if I didn’t look up to him. A shiver ran down my spine as his fingers brushed against my thigh. I tried hard to fight the urge to jump off but I failed. I jerked his hands away from my body and ran to meet Katie at the door. It wasn’t a good day to wear shorts. “Noah, come on!” Aiden stood up and walked to the door. “We’ve been friends for so long, you don’t have to act awkward around me.” Katie betrayed me and pushed me to him, landing me in his arms. “I’m not awkward.” I took some steps back and stood in front of him. “Then why did you act that way when I touched you?” “Because- because ” I trailed off, at a loss for words. I couldn’t tell him I had feelings for him. I didn’t know if he still felt the same way about
Noah~•~“What do you mean he’s dead?” My lips parted and I blinked, not believing the words I had just heard. “He just slumped and died, no one knows the cause of his death yet,” Aiden explained solemnly, giving me a pitiful look. I felt dizzy and I could barely breathe. I could feel my legs shaking and I struggled to stay upright. I was scared, more scared than I’d ever been in my life.Uncle Zach was one of the other fatherly figures I had while growing up. He was very nice to me and always made sure I was okay. He checked on me whenever he had the chance and now he was gone. Why did I always lose people? I was starting to think I was cursed or something. The worst part was that no one knew the cause of his death. I had just woken up and heard someone knocking on my door. I opened the door to see it was Aiden with a tense expression on his face. My heart broke as he told me the news about Uncle Zach’s passing. He was like a father to everyone in the pack, even if he was a litt
Noah~•~I was deep in my sleep when I heard multiple knocks on my door. I didn’t want to wake up but the knocks were persistent. I groaned and sat up in bed, rubbing my eyes. Slowly, I got out of bed and made my way to the door. I was feeling dizzy from taking half a bottle of alcohol, so it wasn’t easy getting to the door. I was surprised to see Dimitri when the door swung open. Scratching my eyes, I asked. “What are you doing here?” “I came to check up on you.” He said, entering inside the room while I stood at the door, wondering what was going on. “You didn’t come down for dinner and you’ve been in your room throughout.” Still confused, I closed the door and went back to my bed. “What time is it?” I asked, searching for my phone on my scattered bed. “It’s almost 10 pm,” Dimitri replied and I facepalmed. I had been asleep for hours. “Were you drinking?” He asked, his gaze lingering on the almost empty bottle of bourbon lying on my cabinet. I ignored his question and laid bac
Noah~•~I spent the rest of the night in the bathtub washing myself and crying. I felt dirty, I felt used, I felt embarrassed. I knew I had fucked up. I even cried harder when I saw the spots of blood on the areas of my vagina. Dimitri had taken my virginity and didn’t say anything else to me when he was done. He just stared at me for a while and got dressed up before leaving my room. I couldn’t stop myself from crying and I couldn’t tell the only person who could make me feel better - Aiden, what I had just done. I wasn’t blaming anyone for what had just happened, it was all my fault but I wish I could go back in time and slam the door when I saw it was Dimitri knocking. I have made many mistakes in my life, but this was the greatest one, I couldn’t take it back. I felt hurt, I felt sad, I felt betrayed, I felt heartbroken. My heart was filled with a whirlwind of emotions. I swallowed hard as I thought of the events of the previous night. How was I going to face Aiden? Even if