CARTER
No matter how much I tried, I couldn’t get Willow's words out of my head. With every passing second, her voice grew louder and louder in my head, her facial expression taunting me all the more.“I never asked you to marry me.”“I didn’t mean it. I was drunk as hell, and I didn’t know what I was saying.”“Why would you even want to marry a weak omega like me?”Really? Was I supposed to believe that? Was that really the truth?A hand ran through my hair, and I sighed. I flopped back to the bed, the bottle of alcohol almost falling from my hand. The drink hadn’t dulled the pain of her… rejection, only made it worse.The memories of last night tried to take over, and I took another gulp from the bottle to prevent that from happening. I refuse to remember how perfectly her boobs fit in my hands. How much she giggled when she palmed me from the front and asked if it would fit inside her. It fitted quite alright, as we later got to find out. Too well, and just the reminder of how her tight walls clenched around my member made a pitiful moan rush out of my lips.Willow had always been beautiful, but last night she was stunning. A goddess with her pink scarf locked around her neck, and the tight black dress and sights. Last night, all we did was fuck and talk. Talk between fucks. Talk after fucking. Talk before another round of fucking.Thinking about it now, she used me. But I couldn’t say I felt used. The only thing that hurt was watching her face fall with regret when she realized what happened between us. Last night wasn’t about me. It was about her boyfriend of four years, who rejected her after making her plan his party. She wasn’t a weak omega. Far from it. She was strong, sexy, and smart.Underneath the hurt of knowing she wasn’t as ecstatic about the sex and proposal as I was, something else lurked under. Hope? Or dare I say happiness? I wasn’t sure what I was feeling, and I wasn’t going to think about it until…“Marry me.”Her voice filtered into my ear like she was right here. But she wasn’t. It was the same seductive whisper she used to make the proposal. I thought I was imagining it until she repeated it, following the statement with a kiss to solidify the deal before I even agreed.This morning, I lied to her. I told her I accepted her proposal, but it was a lie. I had been too stunned to speak, and her kiss messed with my head. Her question had stoked something in me that burned for more nights with her. But as she said, she was drunk and nothing more.“Argh,” I screamed in rage.Without thinking, I flung the nearest object on the bedside drawer to the floor. A loud noise pierced my ears, and I realized I just shattered my favorite mug. Great, just frickin greatA quick series of knocks on the door made me stand. I wobbled on my feet and dropped the alcohol bottle on my table. Stars dotted my viison. I needed a cold bath and some sleep.“Who is it?” I asked. The person grumbled a reply I didn’t hear. So, I said, “Come in.”“Good evening, sir,” one of our butlers greeted as he walked in. He shut the door, and his head lowered in a bow. I didn’t care for formalities now. “I’m sorry to interrupt, but I bring news.”“What is it?” I chimed. “Is something wrong?”“I don’t know.” The man shook his head. I frowned, and he added, “Or, more precisely, I’m not sure I’m in any position to speak. The Alpha wants to see you.”“Dad?” I said. For some strange reason, that didn’t sit right with me. I loved the old man, but he could be a handful sometimes. “Why would he want to see me?”“He didn’t say. He’s waiting for you in the lounge.”The butler excused himself after that. I made my way to the bathroom and brushed to get the stench of the alcohol. After a cold bath, I was on my way to the lounge. It must be a big news, probably bad news, if Dad had to send a butler. He could have texted me. The lounge wasn’t far from my room, but I quickened my steps. I wanted to get the conversation over with fast.In front of the door, I knocked once. “Dad?” I knocked again. “Can you hear me?”“Come in.” Father’s gruff voice came from the other side of the door. I pushed the mahogany door open and entered.“Good evening, Dad,” I greeted my old man sprawled on one of the lounge chairs in the room. “You called for me?”“Yes.” He set his newspaper down on the stool beside his chair, a ghost of a smile on his lips. “I wasn’t expecting you to be here so soon. You’ve always been known to take your sweet time.”“Dad…” I trailed off while mirroring his position on the opposite chair. “You know it’s not like that.”“What I do know is I have no idea how you’re faring in the family business,” Dad said. I sat up, my face losing its laughter. “How’s that going?”“Great, very great,” I told him. And it was true.Ever since Dad handed me a portion of the family business, I’d made it my goal to avoid old mistakes. From the looks of things, I was doing a pretty neat job, but that wasn’t all. Aside from being the owner of a chain of industries, Dad was also the Alpha. For years, he’d led a whole pack of werewolves, and very soon, it would be my turn to ascend the throne.“That’s nice. I’m proud of you.” His smile faded the moment the words were past his lips. “But that’s not all.”“It isn’t? What else is there?”“Your coronation is a couple of days away, and you still aren’t ready,” he said.The Beta’s coronation would happen first, then the Alpha’s. I had waited for that moment.“I am, Dad. I’m ready.”“You’re not,” he interjected, a stern look overshadowing his face. I didn’t understand. I had done everything required of an Alpha’s son. I was ready. “You’re not, and you know this.”“What-t-t?” I stuttered. “What else could be missing?”“Your Luna.” I fought the urge to roll my eyes. It would always come down to this. For some reason, he believed I needed a Luna to rule. “You’re forgetting your Luna, Carter.”“Dad, I don’t think—”“Exactly,” he snapped. “You don’t think. That’s why you haven’t found your Luna yet.”My jaw clenched. I took a few minutes to collect myself. “I don’t need one, Dad. I can rule the members of the pack without one.”“Not under my watch, you won’t.” His eyes cut to mine, and he stood. “I won’t let you.”“But Dad.”“No buts. This has gone on for too long. If you don’t get a Luna before your coronation, then the ceremony will not hold,” he said. I tried to speak, but he wasn’t done. “I will not step down.”“You can’t be serious about that.”“Oh, I am.” His face was stoic. He meant every word of it. “No Luna, no coronation. Now leave.”Without so much as another word, I marched out of the lounge. Where was I supposed to find a Luna within a few days? A Luna had so much power. I couldn’t give the position to a random person. I ran a frustrated hand through my hair, hoping it would calm my nerves, but it didn’t. If anything, I grew more anxious. Dad was a cool man, but whenever he stood on something, he usually never budged, and unfortunately, this was one of those situations.I made for the door and stopped. Familiar words rushed back to me.“If it’s not a bother, could you escort me to the function tomorrow? I was supposed to go with Asher, but…”A smile took over my lips. I might have just found a solution to my problem.The night was dark, with only the gentle light from the moon shedding and casting its warm glow over the earth. Stars littered the night sky, and against the pitch black backdrop of it all, the scene above looked nothing short of a beautiful painting. The sound of leaves crunching underneath someone's feet cut straight through my thoughts. Immediately, I turned to the side, and standing a couple of feet away from me, was a black wolf, tall and mighty with its beady eyes staring down at me. A couple of moments passed as we both stared at each other, none of us daring to move. Something swirled in the pit of my stomach and before I could make sense of all that was happening, I found myself transforming back into my human form. My fear heightened when I realized whoever it was, was still in its wolf form. I didn't have to think too much because I'd barely mumbled the rest of the questions, before the wolf morphed into his human form, and the moment he did, a huge smile made its wa
I gently pushed the door to my bedroom shut. When a small click reached my ears, I heaved a sigh of relief. I had no idea why I'd just done that. Mum was probably halfway to slumber town now, so why was I so worried that I would have woken her?I sighed again, before gently clasping my hands together. A slight tremble rocked my fingers, but I kept them together, going they would stop soon.Luckily for me, it didn't last long. The moment I witnessed the last of it, I headed to my study desk in the corner of the room and pulled out my books. I had a test in the morning, and AP Chemistry, isn't something you just waltz through with an empty brain. I knew there was trouble the moment I read the first line and was unable to grasp anything. After trying for the second and third time, and still nothing had changed, I just knew I was cooked. There was no way I could focus on studying, not when there was something on my mind. No, not something. Someone.Zayn.No matter how many times I t
Silence filled the air, except for the tip of my fingertips drumming against the steel table in front of me. I had no idea why this man, Shadow, had gone with steel tables. Did he not have any class? I understood that he ran an underground business and was trying to keep things tough and scary, but who said the affairs of the underworld couldn't be spiced up with some class?Take for example. I was a perfect fit Or perhaps the steel table wasn't such a bad idea. Now that I thought about it, it wasn't exactly useless. Let's say Shadow's warehouse happened to get raided by a rival group right now, this steel table could actually come in handy. Just by flipping it over, it could actually give Shadow ample time to bring out his gun and attack. “Why don't you take a picture?” I let out suddenly, causing Shadow to flinch. I watched as he blinked back a couple of times, obviously trying to readjust his eyes to his surroundings again. A sly grin made its way to my face immediately a
I stood rooted in my spot, my blood boiling. I didn't even bat an eyelid when the sound of Alessandro's car driving out of the compound reached my ears. My mind whirled with a million questions and a thousand more thoughts. How dare he? How could he even do such a thing?I'd always perceived Alessandro to be a heartless and ruthless monster, but the last thing I expected was him bringing a little boy into the equation. Leo was still a little child for fucks sake!I pressed my eyes shut, and the moment the darkness engulfed me, I regretted it immediately. Leo's bruised back and face filled my vision, his wounds taunting me. I shook my head as I imagined his wails and sobs.Leo was a delicate boy, the best kid in the whole world. He didn't deserve any of that and that wasn't even the worst part. The part that made my blood boil and crack at the same time was the fact that it wasn't his fault in any way. I'd brought this up on him. Me, I did that. Strip. Alessandro's authorita
My heart leapt to my throat as the sound of something scurrying along the floorboards reached my ears. I sucked in a deep breath as I sunk deeper to the edge of the wall, my back coming in contact with the bed's fluffy headboard. As I hugged my knees, I rocked back and forth, hoping the little gesture would calm my thumping heart and calm me down a bit, even if it was in the tiniest of ways.It didn't work. It wasn't working. Not at all. Not yet. I sucked in a deep breath as I allowed my heartbeat to return to its steady pacing. I heaved a sigh when it finally stabilized. I was tired, tired of living like this. But did I have any other choice? I wasn't sure. I didn't think so. It'd been two days since I walked out on Alessandro. Tao days since I'd locked myself in my room and refused to come out, and even as time ticked by, I still wasn't sure if I regretted my decision. A frown appeared on my face at the thought of a sour memory. No matter how hard I'd tried to forget a
Fear raked through my body as my heart steadily picked up its pace. Cold chills raced up and down my spine as I stared wide eyed at the scene in front of me. At this point, I wouldn't be surprised if I was cursed or something. Cursed to always find myself in situations like these. But that wasn't the part that bothered me. A little curse here and there never hurt anybody. Hell, maybe I'd even cursed myself. I did have a knack for messing around with Ouija boards and all when I was little. The part that bothered me was how I always managed to find myself in situations like these, no matter how hard I tried to avoid it. After Dagger had dropped the bombshell and given me an ultimatum, I was stumped. I went blank. He couldn't get my attention until he poked me with something. I didn't think much of it, but now that I did, I couldn't shake off the feeling he'd done something. Ejected a tracking device or chip into my body maybe, or perhaps he'd even poisoned me. The ideas were end