CARTER
No matter how much I tried, I couldn’t get Willow's words out of my head. With every passing second, her voice grew louder and louder in my head, her facial expression taunting me all the more.“I never asked you to marry me.”“I didn’t mean it. I was drunk as hell, and I didn’t know what I was saying.”“Why would you even want to marry a weak omega like me?”Really? Was I supposed to believe that? Was that really the truth?A hand ran through my hair, and I sighed. I flopped back to the bed, the bottle of alcohol almost falling from my hand. The drink hadn’t dulled the pain of her… rejection, only made it worse.The memories of last night tried to take over, and I took another gulp from the bottle to prevent that from happening. I refuse to remember how perfectly her boobs fit in my hands. How much she giggled when she palmed me from the front and asked if it would fit inside her. It fitted quite alright, as we later got to find out. Too well, and just the reminder of how her tight walls clenched around my member made a pitiful moan rush out of my lips.Willow had always been beautiful, but last night she was stunning. A goddess with her pink scarf locked around her neck, and the tight black dress and sights. Last night, all we did was fuck and talk. Talk between fucks. Talk after fucking. Talk before another round of fucking.Thinking about it now, she used me. But I couldn’t say I felt used. The only thing that hurt was watching her face fall with regret when she realized what happened between us. Last night wasn’t about me. It was about her boyfriend of four years, who rejected her after making her plan his party. She wasn’t a weak omega. Far from it. She was strong, sexy, and smart.Underneath the hurt of knowing she wasn’t as ecstatic about the sex and proposal as I was, something else lurked under. Hope? Or dare I say happiness? I wasn’t sure what I was feeling, and I wasn’t going to think about it until…“Marry me.”Her voice filtered into my ear like she was right here. But she wasn’t. It was the same seductive whisper she used to make the proposal. I thought I was imagining it until she repeated it, following the statement with a kiss to solidify the deal before I even agreed.This morning, I lied to her. I told her I accepted her proposal, but it was a lie. I had been too stunned to speak, and her kiss messed with my head. Her question had stoked something in me that burned for more nights with her. But as she said, she was drunk and nothing more.“Argh,” I screamed in rage.Without thinking, I flung the nearest object on the bedside drawer to the floor. A loud noise pierced my ears, and I realized I just shattered my favorite mug. Great, just frickin greatA quick series of knocks on the door made me stand. I wobbled on my feet and dropped the alcohol bottle on my table. Stars dotted my viison. I needed a cold bath and some sleep.“Who is it?” I asked. The person grumbled a reply I didn’t hear. So, I said, “Come in.”“Good evening, sir,” one of our butlers greeted as he walked in. He shut the door, and his head lowered in a bow. I didn’t care for formalities now. “I’m sorry to interrupt, but I bring news.”“What is it?” I chimed. “Is something wrong?”“I don’t know.” The man shook his head. I frowned, and he added, “Or, more precisely, I’m not sure I’m in any position to speak. The Alpha wants to see you.”“Dad?” I said. For some strange reason, that didn’t sit right with me. I loved the old man, but he could be a handful sometimes. “Why would he want to see me?”“He didn’t say. He’s waiting for you in the lounge.”The butler excused himself after that. I made my way to the bathroom and brushed to get the stench of the alcohol. After a cold bath, I was on my way to the lounge. It must be a big news, probably bad news, if Dad had to send a butler. He could have texted me. The lounge wasn’t far from my room, but I quickened my steps. I wanted to get the conversation over with fast.In front of the door, I knocked once. “Dad?” I knocked again. “Can you hear me?”“Come in.” Father’s gruff voice came from the other side of the door. I pushed the mahogany door open and entered.“Good evening, Dad,” I greeted my old man sprawled on one of the lounge chairs in the room. “You called for me?”“Yes.” He set his newspaper down on the stool beside his chair, a ghost of a smile on his lips. “I wasn’t expecting you to be here so soon. You’ve always been known to take your sweet time.”“Dad…” I trailed off while mirroring his position on the opposite chair. “You know it’s not like that.”“What I do know is I have no idea how you’re faring in the family business,” Dad said. I sat up, my face losing its laughter. “How’s that going?”“Great, very great,” I told him. And it was true.Ever since Dad handed me a portion of the family business, I’d made it my goal to avoid old mistakes. From the looks of things, I was doing a pretty neat job, but that wasn’t all. Aside from being the owner of a chain of industries, Dad was also the Alpha. For years, he’d led a whole pack of werewolves, and very soon, it would be my turn to ascend the throne.“That’s nice. I’m proud of you.” His smile faded the moment the words were past his lips. “But that’s not all.”“It isn’t? What else is there?”“Your coronation is a couple of days away, and you still aren’t ready,” he said.The Beta’s coronation would happen first, then the Alpha’s. I had waited for that moment.“I am, Dad. I’m ready.”“You’re not,” he interjected, a stern look overshadowing his face. I didn’t understand. I had done everything required of an Alpha’s son. I was ready. “You’re not, and you know this.”“What-t-t?” I stuttered. “What else could be missing?”“Your Luna.” I fought the urge to roll my eyes. It would always come down to this. For some reason, he believed I needed a Luna to rule. “You’re forgetting your Luna, Carter.”“Dad, I don’t think—”“Exactly,” he snapped. “You don’t think. That’s why you haven’t found your Luna yet.”My jaw clenched. I took a few minutes to collect myself. “I don’t need one, Dad. I can rule the members of the pack without one.”“Not under my watch, you won’t.” His eyes cut to mine, and he stood. “I won’t let you.”“But Dad.”“No buts. This has gone on for too long. If you don’t get a Luna before your coronation, then the ceremony will not hold,” he said. I tried to speak, but he wasn’t done. “I will not step down.”“You can’t be serious about that.”“Oh, I am.” His face was stoic. He meant every word of it. “No Luna, no coronation. Now leave.”Without so much as another word, I marched out of the lounge. Where was I supposed to find a Luna within a few days? A Luna had so much power. I couldn’t give the position to a random person. I ran a frustrated hand through my hair, hoping it would calm my nerves, but it didn’t. If anything, I grew more anxious. Dad was a cool man, but whenever he stood on something, he usually never budged, and unfortunately, this was one of those situations.I made for the door and stopped. Familiar words rushed back to me.“If it’s not a bother, could you escort me to the function tomorrow? I was supposed to go with Asher, but…”A smile took over my lips. I might have just found a solution to my problem.CARTERFuck. Fuck. Fuck. This wasn’t how things were supposed to go. Heck, I didn’t even see this blowing up in my face at all. How could he? How could Dad set such a condition for me? Thinking about Willow's proposal was one thing. Going after her with a proposal of mine was another. A part of me hoped Dad was joking. He loved jokes. He told them most of the time, and it would have his guests howling with laughter. But when I stopped by his office today to give him his usual cup of morning coffee, he brought up the ultimatum for my coronation. I had to think of something fast, but my head was blank. The coronation was days away, and I didn’t know where to begin. I had to think of something, and fast, too. Knowing Dad, there was no way he would sit back. I could bet on the old man’s life that he already had a backup plan. A backup plan I was sure I would hate. The only solution was to get myself a Luna before that day. But I was stumped and at a loss of ideas. I had no girlfriend, ei
Willow No matter how hard I tried to forget it, the memory just wouldn't budge. It felt like it had been permanently etched into my mind and no matter how hard I tried to get rid of it, I was only wasting my time. It didn't help that I was a chronic over thinker. Even the littlest inconvenience could have me thinking about a million and one ways how I could have avoided it or how I could have acted differently to change the outcome.I hated this. I hated feeling like this. I let out a frustrated groan as I allowed my face to fall flat onto the empty space on my vanity. In doing so, I caught a glimpse of something lying dormant just a couple of inches away. At first glance, it didn't look like a lot, until I stared at it long and hard, and the moment I did, I felt my heart drop to my feet immediately.It was a necklace, with a heart pendant at the center. It was dangling at the edge of the table and it made me wonder how it hadn't fallen off by now. Maybe if it did, the broken pie
Willow. I clutched tightly to my purse, almost like my very life depended on it. In a way, I guess you could actually put it like that, because in the last couple of days I was so I was losing my grip on reality and maybe holding on to my purse would give me the satisfaction that I still had something under control, even though it was just a facade. “Willow?” Someone's voice by my side was all it took to pull me out of my thoughts. A quick glance at my side showed the owner of the voice to be none other than Carter. “Are you okay?”“Yeah.” I was lying through my teeth, but he didn't need to know that. “I'm fine.” That was all Carter needed to know that the conversation was over, and thankfully he didn't push it any further. When he'd come to pick me up this morning, he was all smiles and I couldn't help but feel infuriated. How could he show up at my place just like that, almost like he'd forgotten about the events of that night.The night we fucked. For hours on end, I coul
Willow. I swallowed as Carter walked towards us. He was still a good distance from us, but it wasn't enough to dull the rage that radiated from him. His eyes held nothing but fury in them and for a split second, I wondered who it was trained at. Me, or Asher. I snuck a glance at the man by my side. He didn't look at all fazed by Carter's mini outburst. If anything, he looked more relaxed, with a mischievous glint in his eyes, almost like he was expecting Carter to do something. Something tugged in my mind and I glanced at my waist. Asher's hand was still wrapped around me. I froze, but peeled his hand from my body almost immediately, but it was too late. Carter had already seen it and from the looks of things, he didn't seem very pleased. I shifted awkwardly on my heels as I waited for Carter to walk up to us. In nothing less than three strides, hr was standing. Right next to Asher and I.“Carter.” Asher spoke up first. His voice was low, dangerously low if you asked me. “It's
Willow Wait, what?I stared at Carter with wide eyes, but no matter how long or hard I stared, it didn't matter, because he didn't even acknowledge it. I felt Carter's skin thrum with more rage than I'd seen from a normal person. Growing up, I always knew Carter had a bit of temper, but this, this was extraordinary. Why the hell did he have to blurt that out? Did he not know this was Asher's coronation ceremony? So what the hell did he do that for?If I had thought I was the one who was shocked by Carter's interruption, then it was safe to say I was delusional. I was still on my seat, but that didn't mean I couldn't feel the stares of literally everyone gathered on me. I was here with Carter, so by default we were going to have to share in the spotlight, even if that was the last thing I wanted. I wanted nothing more than for the ground to open up and swallow me a whole . I already felt like a fish out of water, and now this? Even Carter's shenanigans had caught the attention of
Willow. My footsteps echoed in the hallway, the click clack of my heels bouncing off the walls as I roamed the mansion aimlessly. I had no idea where I was headed and it didn't help that I could be heard from a mile away. If I was being really honest, I didn't care. Maybe if someone actually heard me, they would lead me to the one person I was actually looking for. Carter.His name tasted like bile on my tongue and I wanted nothing more than to rinse it out. I never knew Carter to be like this. I always thought he acted the way he did because he was the alpha's son, but now, I was beginning to think he has some serious mental issues to attend to. I peaked into a room that showed up at my side and a groan slid past my lips when I realized it was empty. This was the third room I'd walked into since I got here and they were all empty. Wasn't Carter supposed to live here? So why wasn't anyone home?The mere thought of his name was more than enough to stir a mix of emotions in me. Ne
Willow Each step I took in the hallway echoed around me, the click click of my heels bouncing off the halls. It was dark, with barely any source of light at all. Occasionally, I came across some light bulbs, flickering on and off. A whole lot of them were broken or spoiled, but somehow still worked. An eerie feeling hung in the air and I shivered at how cold it was, still I didn't stop walking. Not when I'd come this far. It was a miracle how the guards had actually allowed me through here. Ordinarily, no one could visit the dungeons unless you were royalty or you had a written permit from any member of the royal family. Right now, I had none and somehow I was still granted access. All I had to do when I arrived at the gates was mention Carter. Apparently, a handful of them had spotted Carter and I together at the event earlier today. That, and the fact that since it was late, they were probably exhausted from the day's work. No one would notice a small slip up that happened in the d
Willow My footsteps resonated in the room with each step I took. I was in nothing but my fluffy bunny slippers, but I could still hear how they slapped against the tiled ground. The irony of it all was the fact that the bunny slippers weren't exactly that loud, my ears were just overly sensitive. Why? I was worried. Overly worried.I bit down on my lower lip, but it did nothing to calm me down. Instead, it only heightened the anxiety I was feeling and no matter what I did to try to calm down, it didn't work. I settled on to the stool in front of my vanity and caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror. I was shocked for a moment, because the person I saw in the mirror looked nothing like me. Dark circles layered the spot underneath my eyes. It was late but I could still see how pale I was. In summary, I looked like a ghost that had just resurrected from the dead. Oh goddess.A sigh slid past my lips as I gazed at the mirror. I had no idea what I was doing, all of this was just a