Mates were supposed to protect each other, but why do mine keep shredding my soul. ********* As Alpha Ronald's mate, I thought I'd hit the jackpot, but time proved that that was the worst thing to ever happen to me. Now I was left wondering if the goddess herself had forsaken me. Just when I had given up on everything, something I thought impossible happened to an Omega like me. I found another mate, another Alpha. Will he be my salvation or my downfall? Would this one treat me right or would he be just like my other mate? With my heart still fragile from all the abuse I'd endured, I was not certain I could afford to trust again. Yet, something about this stranger seemed to draw me in, making me wonder if I will finally get the love I deserve, or he is just a bigger monster in a suit.
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"Harder, Alpha." My elder sister, Tania held tightly onto the bed, while the Alpha who happened to be my mate ravaged her insides from behind. I was seated on a wooden chair, facing them, forced to watch them. My arms, bound to the chair, were filled with marks of infidelity, the type that would only appear when your fated mate was cheating on you. But even though the marks hurt, I was not screaming or even grimacing or reacting to the pain at all, not even the one in my chest. I was used to it. For three years, since I found out that Alpha Ronald Ewan was my mate, I had been forced to endure this. He would not let me go or reject me, because being with one's fated mate 'felt good'. He would also not make me his Luna, because I was not worthy of the position. He wanted to eat his cake and have it. "What do you think, little mate? You think she is taking my cock nicely?" He asked me, his smile mocking. I rolled my eyes, ignoring his question. But as usual, the Alpha would not have it. He pulled out of my sister and strolled to stand in front of me. He gripped my chin tightly, and forced me to look up at him. He was standing before me, completely naked and hard, yet I felt nothing but utter disgust. No sparks of the bond, no pull, no scent, nothing, unlike when I first felt the bond three years ago, before I discovered that he was the devil. The hate I had for the man was stronger than the mate bond itself. The hate had eaten so deep into my heart that it overpowered the force of the bond. "Answer me, before I stuff it in your mouth." My stomach churned. Not just because of what he said, but because I knew that he would do it. He had done such to me numerous times. My greatest desire was to be free of him. But I could not reject him. He was an Alpha, and I was only an Omega. Rejecting him would kill me. Even if I survived it by any slim chance, my wolf would surely die. "Yes." I hissed. "She is taking your fucking cock nicely." I then glanced at the girl in front of me, my sister. The face of betrayal itself. Evil made flesh. There was a smirk on her face as she watched me. She was enjoying this too much, my humiliation. Before I turned eighteen and found out that Alpha Ronald and I were mated, I had a crush on him. But then, I found out that my sister liked him too, so I backed off so she could have him. Not until that fateful day, when our pack hosted the mating ball, and I happened to be mated to the Alpha. Tania was hysterical. She accused me of being a witch, and taking everything she ever wanted. She then promised that she would have her revenge, a kind of revenge that would break me so deeply, I would not be able to recover. And she did it, because I was broken. "Can I get up now?" I asked the Alpha, wanting to be away from the both of them. I just hoped deeply that he would spare me today, that he would not ask me to join him in bed. He smirked, and I felt my hope crush. "You know how I love finishing up with you, little omega. No matter how many I taste, you are still the best." I saw my sister's burning gaze on me, her jaws clenching. She hated the attention the stupid Alpha gave me. She did everything for him, but he just fucks her. I hated the attention too, but I would endure it just to see that look on her face. "Disgusting bastard." I murmured, but I knew that he heard me. Tania heard it too, and she hated it. She hated that I could insult him and get away with it, but if she dared, it would be her death. The Alpha smirked down at me, sensually rubbing his hand on my cheek. "Your filthy mouth..." He suddenly trailed off as if something called his attention. I guessed that someone sent him a mindlink. Today was the mating ball after all, and our pack was hosting it this year. His attention would be needed. The stupid smirk on his face soon disappeared, and was replaced by a deep frown. "Some bastard want to take my attention from you, Omega. But I will be back and I will fill your mouth with my cum." I wished that I could attend, but as usual, I was not allowed to attend any function. I was just locked up in a room, clothed and fed, then used for the Alpha's satisfaction. Still holding my chin, he tried to kiss me, but I moved my head away. There must really be an emergency, because he didn't try to force me as he usually did. He then left the room in a hurry, leaving me with my sister, as she picked up her clothes and began to dress up. I tried to stand up to go to my room as well, but the binds on my hands held me down. Thankfully, it wasn't too tight, as the bastard Alpha planned to lose me soon to fuck me. Tania began to say something to me, to mock me perhaps, but I didn't hear it at all, as a scent hit me. A scent so strong and inviting, I was almost knocked out. No! This kind of scent, I had experienced it before, the scent of a mate! My wolf which had been dormant for a while stirred and purred in my head. What could this mean? I already had a mate, and this was not the way he scented. Why was I smelling my mate again, and why was the pull so strong? I tried getting up again, this time forcing the binds loose. Ignoring my sister, I walked out of the room in search of the source of that scent.Muna's POVI was still scared of the pregnancy I was carrying, but seeing him here helped me calm down a bit.When we got to my living room, he hugged me again, pressing me tightly to himself."I'm so glad it's all out now." He heaved a sigh, like a heavy weight was lifted from his shoulders. "It was so difficult trying to watch the things I say in front of you.""Like?" I asked curiously."I always want to yell 'goddess' anytime you drive me crazy, but I had to hold back because you will find it strange."I tilted my head slightly, totally fascinated by this new world. "So the moon Goddess truly exist."He nodded. "She created the mate bond.""Why would she mate you to a human?"He shrugged. "I don't know. Sometimes she just does things that we don't understand. Maybe she gets bored and decides to deviate from the ordinary. My Luna for example, was mated to two Alphas."I gasped. "She's with the two of them?"Fredrick's eyes widened for a bit, before he laughed. "No, no. Her first ma
Muna's POVFredrick was a werewolf.This wasn't a movie or a book or just one of my wild imaginations. He was indeed a werewolf. And I was freaking pregnant for him.There had been signs. Lots of it.He hears everything I say no matter how low my voice was. He would always pick me up with such ease, like he was lifting paper. He kept on giving me ideas for my werewolf books even though mine was the first he ever read. He had cut himself with a knife a number of times when I made him cook with me, and he never let me take care of the wound. And I never see them again.I remembered that day he defended me against my father. Those three long lines on his arms that looked like fingernails scratches... those were actually claws.And one time during sex, I noticed the change of his eye colour for a second, and I thought it was just my imagination or maybe light reflection. Hell, he had even told me himself and I assumed it was a joke.Maybe I should just go to bed, and when I wake up tomorr
Fredrick's POV I drove around for a while, with no direction in mind. I just needed to do something, involve myself in some kind of activity that might help relieve this crushing, suffocating ache in my heart. The raw fear in her face when she finally saw who I was, was etched in my brain, haunting me. She looked at me like I was some kind of monster that took advantage of her. I wanted to call her, to know if she was wrapped up somewhere crying. But I would only make things worse. When I finally had enough of my night cruise that didn't work anyway, I began to drive home. It was the dead of the night when I arrived. I stepped out of my car, and leaned on it. My head was filled with thoughts. I didn't want to lose her. I can't take it. I needed to act fast, so she would not think that I abandoned her. I had never gone to my family when I had a personal problem before. In fact, I was so private with them that they didn't even know that I had a girlfriend. Everyone had their susp
Fredrick's POV I was annoyed with the fact that Muna didn't seem to believe me, even after repeatedly telling her the same thing. But I didn't completely blame her. As a human not exposed to our kind, that would sound ridiculous. Truly as ridiculous as me claiming to be Batman. But I was a freaking werewolf, not Batman. What made it so much worse was the joke she made about her trying to imagine being with someone with fangs and furs and claws. I had never experienced heartbreak before, but the way my heart squeezed at that moment... I was sure that was how it felt. Even if I tell her, if I finally managed to get her to believe me, she would not accept me. She would be scared of me. She even joked about kicking me out. I was back home, but I couldn't do anything. My mind kept replaying that conversation like a broken disc. I was confused, I didn't know what to do. I wanted her to know the true me, but now, I was so afraid of her reaction after she finally believes me. The day p
Muna's POV The moment we entered our room, Fredrick lifted me off the ground, my legs going around him. My hands framed his face, as my lips met his in a devouring kiss. I bit his lower lip gently, before sucking it into my mouth, as I slowly grinded myself on him. He moved us to the bed, sitting and making me straddle him. Then he reached to remove my top, and my bra followed after. My breasts bounced in front of him, and his eyes darkened. He cupped them, greedily squeezing them, before taking the right one in his mouth. I moaned, arching into him, my fingers tangling in his hair as I pushed his head closer. His lips wrapped tightly around my breasts, tongues carving patterns on my nipples that sent waves of current rushing through my veins. I gasped, shuddering against him, my body trembling with a need I had never known before. "Fredrick…" My voice broke on his name, half plea, half surrender. He lifted his head, lips wet, eyes dark and burning as they met mine. "You are so
Muna's POVFredrick had asked me to be his girlfriend three nights ago, and I didn't give him an answer. I wanted to think about without being carried away by his presence.It had not been long since I got to know him, and I had never felt more alive. He made me so happy with the simplest things, and I could not control the smile that crept up my lips whenever I remembered the silly things he said, or the way his eyes softened whenever he was looking at me.He made me feel... relaxed. Safe.A part of me still felt like all these was too good to be true—that I would wake up one day and everything would vanish and I would be alone again. But the greater part of me wanted to believe. I wanted to try.I spoke to Zara about him, and she was so excited. She kept encouraging me to give him a try. She even asked me to forget about her for now and think only about myself—I should put myself first. I was not even sure that I was capable of that.Now I was in my house, decorating my small dining
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