Mates were supposed to protect each other, but why do mine keep shredding my soul. ********* As Alpha Ronald's mate, I thought I'd hit the jackpot, but time proved that that was the worst thing to ever happen to me. Now I was left wondering if the goddess herself had forsaken me. Just when I had given up on everything, something I thought impossible happened to an Omega like me. I found another mate, another Alpha. Will he be my salvation or my downfall? Would this one treat me right or would he be just like my other mate? With my heart still fragile from all the abuse I'd endured, I was not certain I could afford to trust again. Yet, something about this stranger seemed to draw me in, making me wonder if I will finally get the love I deserve, or he is just a bigger monster in a suit.
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"Harder, Alpha." My elder sister, Tania held tightly onto the bed, while the Alpha who happened to be my mate ravaged her insides from behind. I was seated on a wooden chair, facing them, forced to watch them. My arms, bound to the chair, were filled with marks of infidelity, the type that would only appear when your fated mate was cheating on you. But even though the marks hurt, I was not screaming or even grimacing or reacting to the pain at all, not even the one in my chest. I was used to it. For three years, since I found out that Alpha Ronald Ewan was my mate, I had been forced to endure this. He would not let me go or reject me, because being with one's fated mate 'felt good'. He would also not make me his Luna, because I was not worthy of the position. He wanted to eat his cake and have it. "What do you think, little mate? You think she is taking my cock nicely?" He asked me, his smile mocking. I rolled my eyes, ignoring his question. But as usual, the Alpha would not have it. He pulled out of my sister and strolled to stand in front of me. He gripped my chin tightly, and forced me to look up at him. He was standing before me, completely naked and hard, yet I felt nothing but utter disgust. No sparks of the bond, no pull, no scent, nothing, unlike when I first felt the bond three years ago, before I discovered that he was the devil. The hate I had for the man was stronger than the mate bond itself. The hate had eaten so deep into my heart that it overpowered the force of the bond. "Answer me, before I stuff it in your mouth." My stomach churned. Not just because of what he said, but because I knew that he would do it. He had done such to me numerous times. My greatest desire was to be free of him. But I could not reject him. He was an Alpha, and I was only an Omega. Rejecting him would kill me. Even if I survived it by any slim chance, my wolf would surely die. "Yes." I hissed. "She is taking your fucking cock nicely." I then glanced at the girl in front of me, my sister. The face of betrayal itself. Evil made flesh. There was a smirk on her face as she watched me. She was enjoying this too much, my humiliation. Before I turned eighteen and found out that Alpha Ronald and I were mated, I had a crush on him. But then, I found out that my sister liked him too, so I backed off so she could have him. Not until that fateful day, when our pack hosted the mating ball, and I happened to be mated to the Alpha. Tania was hysterical. She accused me of being a witch, and taking everything she ever wanted. She then promised that she would have her revenge, a kind of revenge that would break me so deeply, I would not be able to recover. And she did it, because I was broken. "Can I get up now?" I asked the Alpha, wanting to be away from the both of them. I just hoped deeply that he would spare me today, that he would not ask me to join him in bed. He smirked, and I felt my hope crush. "You know how I love finishing up with you, little omega. No matter how many I taste, you are still the best." I saw my sister's burning gaze on me, her jaws clenching. She hated the attention the stupid Alpha gave me. She did everything for him, but he just fucks her. I hated the attention too, but I would endure it just to see that look on her face. "Disgusting bastard." I murmured, but I knew that he heard me. Tania heard it too, and she hated it. She hated that I could insult him and get away with it, but if she dared, it would be her death. The Alpha smirked down at me, sensually rubbing his hand on my cheek. "Your filthy mouth..." He suddenly trailed off as if something called his attention. I guessed that someone sent him a mindlink. Today was the mating ball after all, and our pack was hosting it this year. His attention would be needed. The stupid smirk on his face soon disappeared, and was replaced by a deep frown. "Some bastard want to take my attention from you, Omega. But I will be back and I will fill your mouth with my cum." I wished that I could attend, but as usual, I was not allowed to attend any function. I was just locked up in a room, clothed and fed, then used for the Alpha's satisfaction. Still holding my chin, he tried to kiss me, but I moved my head away. There must really be an emergency, because he didn't try to force me as he usually did. He then left the room in a hurry, leaving me with my sister, as she picked up her clothes and began to dress up. I tried to stand up to go to my room as well, but the binds on my hands held me down. Thankfully, it wasn't too tight, as the bastard Alpha planned to lose me soon to fuck me. Tania began to say something to me, to mock me perhaps, but I didn't hear it at all, as a scent hit me. A scent so strong and inviting, I was almost knocked out. No! This kind of scent, I had experienced it before, the scent of a mate! My wolf which had been dormant for a while stirred and purred in my head. What could this mean? I already had a mate, and this was not the way he scented. Why was I smelling my mate again, and why was the pull so strong? I tried getting up again, this time forcing the binds loose. Ignoring my sister, I walked out of the room in search of the source of that scent.Amara's POVDamien and I decided to have breakfast with everyone, so we walked down together. I was hyper aware of his presence, every movement, every breath, the way his hand brushed against mine occasionally like he wanted to hold it but wasn't sure if he should. That made me smile. For someone who was buried in me and ruining my insides last night, he was surely thinking too much.I reached out to take his hand, and the smile that he gave me was wide enough to melt any heart. I could get used to this. But I let go in an instant when I got to the table and saw that it was already surrounded. Damien let out a laugh.He pulled out a chair beside his, and only after I had taken my seat that he sat. It didn't help that I blushed so easily."Good moooorning." Jamie's voice made me want to hide under the table."I was going to ask how your night went, but I can already tell that it was good." Carrie teased. Of course she would. That's why she was mated to Jamie. They fit perfectly. " Expl
Damien's POVThe next morning was pure bliss. Waking up with Amara next to me was euphoria. I almost could not believe that she was here, that she was mine. After all these years, she was mine now.I felt guilty with that thought. It made me feel like I was waiting for Jared to die, just so I could take his place.I hadn't. Jared was one of mine— good man, loyal, caring and kind. I had wanted to hate him at a time, but I just couldn't. He didn't give me any reason to.That gave me a bit of insecurity. Amara had been properly loved, and a part of me was scared that I might not be able to fill that gap. But I intend to give it my all.Dispelling all the heavy thoughts, I turned to admire the beautiful woman lying beside me, and she chose that moment to open her eyes. Our gaze locked, and my heart did the stupid thing it always did in her presence.I remembered how dazed those eyes had been last night. So wide sometimes when I gave her an unexpected stroke, half closed when the rhythm wa
Amara's POV Damien claimed my mouth with a passion that knocked the air out of my lungs. My hands flew to his hair, and I threaded my fingers through the still damp strands. I pulled him further, desperate to have him even closer. He parted my legs as he positioned himself in between. I could already feel his thick length pressing down on me. This felt forbidden and holy at the same time. The wave of guilt came again, reminding me of all the reasons I should not be indulging in this. But it didn't feel right to stop either. I didn't want him to stop. My desire to have him surpassed my guilt. I would beg for it if he does not spread me open and fuck me the way I wanted right now. And that, he did. Grabbing my thighs, he parted them wide, his cock teasing my entrance. "Amara." His voice was a strained groan as he whispered my name. "Last chance. Tell me to stop now." I didn't say a word. I reached down, wrapping my legs around his waist and pulling him to me. That was eno
Damien 's POV I left my door unlocked that night, but I had no assurance that she would come. She didn't give me a definitive answer. I didn't count that as a step back, because I had not expected that I would be kissing and touching her this soon. Amara was fucking perfect. The image of her, almost naked before me did something to me. More than just lust, she had trusted me, opened up to me in a way I knew was very difficult for her. And I would make sure she never had a reason to regret it. Gods, the way she moved underneath me, the way she fucking cried out my name as she let go. That sound, it had settled deep in my mind, a memory I would hold on to forever, whether she came tonight or not. I closed my eyes tight, feeling my erection take form again even under the cold shower. I had not been able to calm myself since I saw that pink pussy, since she let me touch her. I was in lust overdrive that even the cold water didn't seem to be very effective tonight. I stayed in the sho
Amara's POVA small gasp escaped my lips when I felt his warm, soft lips on mine.His mouth was firm, but the kiss was soft, gentle, as if he was giving me the chance to pull away. But I didn't. I couldn't.I wanted this. I wanted him.When my hands wrapped around his neck, he groaned. He got up, adjusting me into the couch, as he hovered above me. His lips came down on mine again, claiming my mouth this time. No hesitation, no second-guessing. Just pure scorching desire.His hands roamed down my body, finding my bare waist, and the spot burned from the contact. My hands wrapped around his neck, pulling him to myself as if I just couldn't just get enough.I arched into him, and my eyes widened slightly when I felt his hard length pressing down on me. He let out a strangled groan, which did something to all my nerve endings. I would pay big money to hear him make that sound again.His mouth tore from mine just long enough for him to curse under his breath. His forehead was pressed agai
Damien's POV I could see the conflict in her eyes. It was as if she wanted me, but something was still holding back. I knew it was not easy for her, but I didn't want her to use me as a means to move on. I wanted her. And if course, I was going to claim her. But I needed her to want me too. Not because she needed to move on from her late mate or because she wanted to do it because she feels any kind of pressure from me. I wanted it to come from her heart. And I was willing to wait for her. A part of me wondered how it would had been between us if I had been man enough to actually tell her my feelings back then. If I had wooed and claimed her then, I wondered if things would be different when her mate eventually came. I felt like I had a second chance now, and that thought felt selfish as fuck. Because the choice came at the cost of Jared's death— Jared who was a good and loyal man. "Do you think your men hate me?" Amara asked after lunch, and I looked up at her, wondering whe
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