CELESTEWeek had past and I still haven't heard anything from Noah. He said that his going to call me when he arrived at Canada but I never heard anything from him. Even a call even a single message from him. That's why i'm so upset right now I can't focus on my study and I can't even review properly because I keep thinking how is he?"Miss Celeste are you even listening?" Napahinto ako sa pag iisip ng marinig ko ang boses ng professor ko. I bit my lower lips as she gave me a dagger look and looking at my notebook. When I look at my notebook it was a mess napapikit na lang ako because of too much frustrations. "Sorry p---" hindi ko pa natatapos ang sasabihin ko ay halos mabingi ako ng marinig ang malakas nitong boses."GET OUT OF MY CLASS! MEET ME AT OFFICE AFTER THIS" wala akong nagawa kundi kunin ang bag ko at lumabas. Its happen most of the time, I was so frustrated. I don't know what to do anymore. His name are all over mine, I keep thinking about him hindi ako makapag pokus. Sob
CELESTE"S-sweetheart" the time he open the door sinalubong ako nito ng isang mahigpit at mainit na yakap na agad ko namang ginantihan. I can't help but to be teary eyed cause I really miss him so much. I miss to sniff his smell kaya't hindi ko napigilan ang sarili ko na isubsob ang mukha ko sa leeg nya."I m-miss you sweetheart" naramdaman ko ang marahang pagdampi ng labi nito sa noo at ulo ko. I also hear his sob hindi ako makapaniwala na iiyak talaga sya sa harapan ko. I can't help but to let my tears fall down from my eyes. I miss my man.We are now sitting on a sofa he even prepare a coffee and a lot of foods and it was all spanish food my eyes widen seeing a lot of paper bags there. Is he serious? Hindi ko akalain na ganyan karami ang bibilhin nya sa spain."Oh god, what's all of this Noah?" I sipped on my coffee as I felt him gently caressing my waist while his other hand was playing with my fingers tila pinagkukumpara nito ang kamay namin. He has this long fingers and hand and
CELESTENo one dare to break the silence between us. The only thing we can hear is those birds around the park and some insects that make sounds at night. Marahan akong humigop ng sabaw sa cup noodles na kinakain ko. My dad was beside me and also eating cup noodles na binili namin sa isang bukas na 24/7 store. I really don't have any idea why is he here and I can't open my mouth to say any single words and even asked why is he here at park late at night."Hmm still cold?" Napalunok ako ng marinig ang tanong ni Dad tila nahirapan ako na lunukin ang kinakain kong noodles. I can feel my dad stare at me, hindi ko magawang lumingon cause this is the first time that he would talk to me alone. Yea he talk to me too alone but he will scold me for my mistakes but right now his calm and I don't got use with this behavior of him.Hindi ko magawang sumagot sa tanong ni Dad and even look at his direction I just nod my head and continue to eat noodles at tila walang pake ang init ng sabaw at mabulu
CELESTE"Salamat dito huh" kung kanina ay hindi ko ramdam ang gutom at lamig ngayon ay ramdam ko na. Nanunuyo ang lalamunan ko at ang mga mata ko ay halatang namamaga dahil sa kakaiyak ko. I'm so thankful to Keith, he buy some foods for me and he lend me his jacket."No need to thank me sanay naman na ako na nililibre ka" bahagya pa itong tumawa hindi ko rin maiwasang mapangiti. How can he able to wear a wide and genuine smile at me sa kabila ng mga problema nito."W-why are you looking at me like that, stop it your making me shy" iniwas ko ang paningin ko dahil sa sinabi nito. I can't help but to chuckled."Wala lang, how can you smile so genuinely at me. Despite of all your problems. Your so strong I envy you" we are here in hospital ng una ay hindi pa ako makapaniwala ng dumiretso kami rito. Its been a week since his mother got confine to the hospital."If I will let my problems drag me down nothing will happen. My mom is so down right now, she's fighting for her life I need to be
CELESTE"Salamat po Ma'am. Naku ma'am napakswerte nyo po kay sir Noah. Yung batang iyon talaga katulad ng tatay kung magmahal" napahigpit ang hawak ko sa bulaklak, tsokolate at ilan pang masasarap na pagkain na galing kay Noah. He always ask some of his men to bring this to me. He make sure that I would eat all the foods he gave to me. Sino ba naman ang hindi kikiligin sa ganun di ba.Dahil kahit sinong babae pangarap na makaranas ng ganung treatment. It make us feel so special kahit na sinabihan ko na ito na hindi nito iyon kailangang gawin at maging praktikal. At hindi ko alam kung pinipilosopo nya talaga ako dahil halos last month lang ay pinadalhan nya ako ng isang sakong bigas at groceries stocks at lahat iyon ay paborito ko mabuti na lamang at may mini refrigerator ako sa loob."Ano pong ibig nyong sabihin?""Ganito rin kasi ang ama nya rati ng magkatampuhan si Sir Kane at Ma'am Keisha. Mahal na mahal ka talaga nya hija maniwala ka. Iba magmahal ang mga Eleazar. Naku mauna na ak
CELESTE"Celeste are you there? Hey are you okay what happen, nag aalala na ako kanina ka pa dyan" hindi ko magawang sumagot kay Keith. Kasi kahit ako naubusan ng sasabihin, I don't know what should I say. I'm not okay and I'm still thinking what does he mean on his poem. Naguguluhan ako, hindi ko maiwasang lagyan ng meaning ang bawat letra at pangungusap sa tulang iyon.I was overthinking when I read those words on his poem.But just like the sunsetOur story has come to an end. Anong gusto nyang iparating? Is he giving up on pursuing me? Masyado ba akong nagmatigas? I don't know I keep overthinking. I want an answer, I want to make it clear. But everytime I tried to call his number isa lang ang lagi kong naririnig sa kabilang linya na nag iwan sa akin ng pangamba. Bakit kailangan nya pang mag-iwan ng mga unpuzzled messages naguguluhan ko!The number you have dialed is cannot be reached. Please try again later.I was sweating all over at bahagyang nanginginig ang kamay ko. I can't h
CELESTE"Thank you Ma'am hope to see you again" marahan kong pinunasan ang pawis ko sa noo dahil sa sobrang pagod. I don't know but I easily got tired halos ilang oras na akong nag seserve ng mga customer. And also greeting them hindi naman ako napapagod ngumiti it just that I was standing there for an hour. Greeting for all customer that enter and exist. Hindi ko akalain na ganito kahirap ang trabaho bilang isang staff crew sobrang nakakapagod at kailangan talaga ng mahabang pasensya. Tinitiis ko na lamang ang masasakit na salita na naririnig ko sa mga customer at pilit silang iniintindi kahit na mali nila ay kinakailangan mong magpakumbaba. Dahil ang sabi ay customer are always right but it just really unfair to us, the employees nababastos kami at hindi tama iyon pero pag pinaglaban namin kami pa rin ang mali.May pagkakataon talaga na tila gusto mo na lamang umupo pero hindi pwede. In my entire life I never feel exhausted like this, maybe hindi lang ako sanay sa mga ganitong gawa
WARNING; This story contains sexual violence, abuse and trauma that might triggered the audience. Some parts might not be suitable to young readers. THIS IS A WORK OF FICTION AND I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS BUT THIS HOW THE STORY GOES.CELESTE"Are you sure about this Celeste I can go with you" marahan akong umiling kay Keith I know his just worried but I can take care of myself at buo na ang desisyon ko. I decided to tell Noah about my pregnancy I want to get this out of my chest. I was so nervous at what he will gonna react, paano na lang kung hindi nya matanggap ang anak namin.I don't have any intention to destroy his relationship with my sister...lalo na at ikakasal na sila at magkakaanak. I just really want to tell Noah about my pregnancy I don't have any intention. Hinahanda ko na ang sarili ko sa mga posibilidad.I call Noah last night and ask him for talk mabuti na lamang at pumayag ito. I even heard my sister voice on his background I try so hard to not be affected but when he end