CELESTE"Celeste are you there? Hey are you okay what happen, nag aalala na ako kanina ka pa dyan" hindi ko magawang sumagot kay Keith. Kasi kahit ako naubusan ng sasabihin, I don't know what should I say. I'm not okay and I'm still thinking what does he mean on his poem. Naguguluhan ako, hindi ko maiwasang lagyan ng meaning ang bawat letra at pangungusap sa tulang iyon.I was overthinking when I read those words on his poem.But just like the sunsetOur story has come to an end. Anong gusto nyang iparating? Is he giving up on pursuing me? Masyado ba akong nagmatigas? I don't know I keep overthinking. I want an answer, I want to make it clear. But everytime I tried to call his number isa lang ang lagi kong naririnig sa kabilang linya na nag iwan sa akin ng pangamba. Bakit kailangan nya pang mag-iwan ng mga unpuzzled messages naguguluhan ko!The number you have dialed is cannot be reached. Please try again later.I was sweating all over at bahagyang nanginginig ang kamay ko. I can't h
CELESTE"Thank you Ma'am hope to see you again" marahan kong pinunasan ang pawis ko sa noo dahil sa sobrang pagod. I don't know but I easily got tired halos ilang oras na akong nag seserve ng mga customer. And also greeting them hindi naman ako napapagod ngumiti it just that I was standing there for an hour. Greeting for all customer that enter and exist. Hindi ko akalain na ganito kahirap ang trabaho bilang isang staff crew sobrang nakakapagod at kailangan talaga ng mahabang pasensya. Tinitiis ko na lamang ang masasakit na salita na naririnig ko sa mga customer at pilit silang iniintindi kahit na mali nila ay kinakailangan mong magpakumbaba. Dahil ang sabi ay customer are always right but it just really unfair to us, the employees nababastos kami at hindi tama iyon pero pag pinaglaban namin kami pa rin ang mali.May pagkakataon talaga na tila gusto mo na lamang umupo pero hindi pwede. In my entire life I never feel exhausted like this, maybe hindi lang ako sanay sa mga ganitong gawa
WARNING; This story contains sexual violence, abuse and trauma that might triggered the audience. Some parts might not be suitable to young readers. THIS IS A WORK OF FICTION AND I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS BUT THIS HOW THE STORY GOES.CELESTE"Are you sure about this Celeste I can go with you" marahan akong umiling kay Keith I know his just worried but I can take care of myself at buo na ang desisyon ko. I decided to tell Noah about my pregnancy I want to get this out of my chest. I was so nervous at what he will gonna react, paano na lang kung hindi nya matanggap ang anak namin.I don't have any intention to destroy his relationship with my sister...lalo na at ikakasal na sila at magkakaanak. I just really want to tell Noah about my pregnancy I don't have any intention. Hinahanda ko na ang sarili ko sa mga posibilidad.I call Noah last night and ask him for talk mabuti na lamang at pumayag ito. I even heard my sister voice on his background I try so hard to not be affected but when he end
CELESTEI don't know how I survive that night, I was so scared, lost and hopeless. I blame myself for Katarina death. Her body was found death the couple even try to put the blame on me at ako ang itinuturo nilang pumatay kay Katarina. Mabuti na lamang malakas ang ebidensya laban sa kanila. I got trauma, I always had a nightmare that will left me onto tears.Hindi ako makapaniwala na mangyayari iyon ss akin. Ano bang nagawa ko para parusahan ako ng ganito. Ng dahil ba sa paninira ko ng relasyon ni Noah at Ate! Hindi pa ba sapat na iniwan at hindi ako kayang panindigan ng taong mahal ko.Tandang tanda ko pa ang kababuyang ginawa nila sa amin hindi na ako nakapagpigil ng maipakulong sila ni Daddy. I didn't expect that he knows my pregnancy and I'm so sorry for judging him easily. I still have those scars, marks and the memory I experienced on their hand sobrang nakakatrauma. My parents was so angry muntik pang atakihin si Daddy.Akala ko katapusan ko na ng araw na iyon, it was a long da
CELESTEHanggang ngayon ay tulala pa rin ako ng malaman ang pangalan ng mabait na ginang. Hindi ko ba alam kung nag ooverthink ba ako. There's a lot of Eleazar there Celeste, maybe it just a coincidence pero hindi ko pa rin maalis sa isipan ko si Mrs. Eleazar.Hindi ko rin naman kasi maiaakila na may hawig sila pero unti lang naman. Hindi ko pa kasi nakikita ang mga magulang ni Noah kahit noon pa kaya wala akong ideya."Ayos ka lang ba Celeste, tila wala ka sa sarili. May masakit ba sayo?" mabilis akong umiling sa sinabi ni Tita. I let a heavy sigh and trying so hard to clear my thoughts, siguro sadyang nagkataon lamang iyon. Just like what my auntie say to me and even my parents the life in abroad aren't that so easy sobrang hirap I feel homesick. Minsan nagkukulong lamang ako sa kwarto ko dahil may trabaho si tita and her childrens was on their own condo. Karamihan rito ay nakabukod na sa mga magulang pagtungtong sa legal na edad. I ran towards the restroom and vomit, my whole body
CELESTEI was too stunned to speak ng makababa ako sa hagdan. I was clueless at what he is doing here at early morning I don't have any idea. His even have a basket on his right hand full of fruits I don't know what is his intention. I can hear my aunt giggles at my back napapikit na lang ako ng marihin, I bit my lower lips when I feel a sudden strike of pain in my womb kung kaya't binagalan ko ang pagbaba sa hagdan."Are you okay? You better seat here" inalalayan ako nitong makaupo sa sofa I feel my baby kicking. I don't know when his near my baby kick. Maging ako ay naguguluhan na rin."Ayos ka lang ba Celeste? May masakit ba tell me" mabilis akong inilangan si tita nabigla lang talaga ako sa biglang pagsipa ni baby. When I turn my head on the side I saw Apollo green eyes with full of care balot ng pag aalala ang mata nito. Why does he need to give such confusing signals. His mom go with me in my OB-Gyne I didn't tell her about his son errands. Akala ko hindi na masusundan ang araw
CELESTE"Do you have an appointment ma'am with Mr. Eleazar?" Napalunok ako ng marinig ang sinabi nito, I don't have any appoinment hindi ko naman akalain na kailangan papala nun."I don't have any appoinment but this is really urgent he gave me this business card" when the girl saw the business her face lightened."You must be Celeste ma'am right?" Mabilis ko itong tinanguan nakahinga ako ng maluwag mabuti na lamang at hindi ko pa naitatapon ang business card na iyon. Ito na lang talaga ang naiisip ko na paraan para kumita para sa mga anak ko. Sana talaga ay tanggapin pa ako nito, kakapalan ko na talaga ang muka ko."Follow me Ma'am Celeste" I just followed her until we reach Apollo Damien office he was occupying this large space. He was really well off tila nalulula ako sa taas nito, I'm not use with this, I feel like I was an outcast i'm the only one who's not wearing appropriate attire. Ngayon ko lang narealize na dapat naman pala ay nag-ayos ako kahit unti nakakahiya pala they are
CELESTE"Wow Ninong I like this doll house po so ganda. You're my favorite Ninong ever!" Napangiti ako ng tadtarin ng halik sa pisngi ni Kelly si Apollo. She was really happy, I really admit it I can't afford that for them. Hindi rin maiwasang matawa sa tuwa ni Apollo halata naman sa mga kilos nito na mahilig ito sa bata bakit kasi hindi pa ito mag-asawa."Thank you po for this my favorite buddy" tila may humaplos sa puso ko habang pinagmamasdan sila. They are so close with Apollo Damien how can she take those smile on there lips at isa pa hindi nya afford ang mga iyon.Sam and Apollo even do their signature fist bump. I haven't told Apollo the phone call mabilis ko rin itong pinatay. I was so clouded with that voice in another line it sounds so like him. I can feel my heart pounding so fast natakot ako bigla.What if it was really Noah? And the reason why Apollo and Tita Keisha kindnest are all because of Noah? Are they going to get my twin? Hindi ako papayag, I will do anything para