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Chapter 18: Reality
Five years and ten months ago
I go over to his bed. I see it sad. He's been like this since we left the hospital and came home. Doctors told me: depression would fill the space, and not just Joshua.
I have stopped going to work.
My boss told me a week ago that I didn't need me to come back, not until I ... resolved my life.
I don't want to think that solving my life is seeing my little brother die.
I brush the tears off my cheeks.
"Don't cry, Thea." We both knew it was a matter of time. "His words pierce my soul."
He is so small and yet so wise.
I want to cry to the world, to anyone.
I want to find someone who wants to snatch my little brother from my side and beat him until my knuckles bleed and he desists from snatching the most precious thing I have from my side.
The months in the hospit
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Rented Pleasure Chapter 19: A return to reality
I can't stay here a second longer. I leave the apartment and close the door behind me. I can't stand the pain in my chest. I tell myself that it is something temporary and that it is a simple joke that someone wants to make me, but something yells at me that this is serious. It is real. I walk meaninglessly down the sidewalk. I don't have a specific interest in going somewhere, just getting out of that damaged and violated space is enough for me.I don't tend to become fond of places, people, animals, with anything that can change from one moment to the next. I haven't been bothered living like this since Joshua died. The first months were terrible, the loneliness was more powerful and harmful than I could imagine at that time. Five years ago happiness was reduced to the few moments where my brother smiled. Because of the pain in her body and the annoyance of not being able to lead a normal and full life, her beautiful smile did not shine for long."Hey!" He is okay?
Rented Pleasure Chapter 20: Broken glass
They say that it is unlikely to meet someone with whom you feel safe and can trust at all times. It is true that I have not yet been able to find that person and I think I never will. My current interests are limited to picking up and letting go, be it men or moments. I don't need it and I don't want more than that.I detail the man who could be my father; his eyes are dark and full of a passionate shine, a high and conceited nose, his common clothes and his hearty hat. So calm sitting with a prostitute listening to problems that do not concern him and should not be of interest to him, but here he is, looking at me, waiting for me to start narrating details about my recent stalker.I was not thinking of talking. I wanted to leave, I really wanted to, but my feet had other plans and they planted themselves as if they were taking root.“And good? He asks with his hands crossed over his chest. Tell me about that man."Which of all?" I smile at my pathe
Rented Pleasure Chapter 21: His arrival
I say goodbye to Cristopher after another half hour between conversations. The words came out on their own after a while. I can't understand how a middle-aged man with dark eyes and intense gaze could give me confidence. It offered me peace of mind just by being there.I stop in front of my apartment.I don't feel the need to run away again."Hi, Thea." “Sophie, the girl who lives on the second floor, greets me when she sees me enter the elevator.She is a petite six”foot”five with short Halle Barry hair, gray eyes, and thin lips. Walk here and there in sportswear. His life is to do exercises of any kind and at any time."Hi, Sophie."I never spoke to her for more than five minutes.She seems to have an urgent need to talk to me and for us to be friends. I don't have the same interest. I try to make you understand it with courtesy."Shall we have that glass of wine today?" He asks me before the elevator opens
Rented Pleasure Chapter 22: Your
"Thea, did the mice eat your tongue?" Santiago watches me entertained.I have more surprise than fear at his sudden appearance in my apartment. I look at my house for something out of place. I know it just got fixed, but I feel like he's the kind of observant and picky person."I'm not going to ask how the hell you found me." I walk over and put my hands on my hips. I have an engagement tonight and in a few minutes they will come to see me."Does that mean it's here in your department?"I hear his voice and I tremble inside.How is it possible for me to get those feelings just by talking?"Don't invite yourself, don't even think about it." I'm sure you're a very busy man, so why don't you just tell me what you came for? Why did you go to so much trouble to find me?He gets up from the couch and walks straight towards me.It looks huge in front of me and I think about the high heels that I usually wear. It is not a complex of st
Rented Pleasure Chapter 23: The Paradise
“What do we do now?We finished the three bottles of wine.Sophie is telling the time and I ... well, I sit in the clouds with Santiago looking at me as if he were going to eat at any moment.The cravings dominate me.His eyes are so dark and bright, between coffee and chocolate, between hell and paradise.Considering that he is my devil incarnate, for me it can be my condemnation and I gladly throw myself.“Where do we go now?Sophie is standing in the doorway with her cell phone and her wallet in hand. He looks us from side to side.Santiago has his eyes fixed on me. I think it can tell how many times I blink per minute."I didn't know we were going to continue out of here," he says."First of all, you weren't even invited," Sophie counters with an innocent smile.I suspect she can't hold more than three glasses of wine and I think she has finished a full bottle by herself. If we go away, I wi
Rented Pleasure Chapter 24: Dominelli
We arrived at the disco. The music is on despite being 8:00 pm I'm not sure I know exactly what time it is.My head is not exactly on seeing the clock, it is more on the man next to me. Just fifteen minutes ago he had made me see the stars just by touching me.We dismounted from Santiago's car in front of a rather luxurious and large disco. It has two floors of VIP rooms, a dance floor, two bars and a large number of high round tables that are throughout the space."Are you sure you want to stay here?"“Sure. We are already here, we cannot be changing every second. I squeeze her hand a little and release it immediately when I see Sophie looking at us. Also, look at crazy Sophie, she sure kills us if we think about leaving."If you want that."He is upset, perhaps because he has already drank before, more wine and more sex is a lot for one night.Or maybe it's something else.A thorn sticks in my chest.Always with few word
Rented Pleasure Chapter 25: Dominelli (second part)
I am stunned to hear how the mysterious man, with whom I apparently have a casual sexual relationship, has a younger brother with whom he has family problems. I have never been able to experience such offensive exchanges of words between my own blood. Being just Joshua and me, coupled with the fact that it was twelve years apart, made our conversations not too difficult. Between times teaching him to use the spoon, moments where I showed him how to enter the head first and then the sleeves, I did not have time to fight with him. I guess I enjoyed it as much as I could."Oh. "Sophie seems delighted with the idea." Doesn't that woman realize the tension between these two? “. It is fascinating! Why didn't you tell me, Matti?I grab the septum and close my eyes.In short, Sophie is like a small girl with a squeaky voice, oblivious to what is happening around her and always saying the first thing that comes to her head."I didn't see the opportunity, swe
Rented Pleasure Chapter 26: Ryan durstley
8 years ago“So what? Are we going out tonight, Thea? Ryan asks as soon as we walk out the back door of the hotel clerks.The bar has been slow today thanks to the small clientele. These are days that last forever when there is no movement. I hate those moments where employees are tempted to talk to me to kill the hours. I have never been to fully converse with someone. Why do it? I like to be quiet — mostly alone — do the work I get paid for, and then go home. How weird am I? Quite. At the age of twenty I don't like going out to drink and dance or sleep with some idiot for a half hour roll, yes. Ultimately, I look like ... I'm an alien.I let go of my hair, which I was wearing in a high ponytail. The blue threads fall on my shoulders. I don't remember what it's like to have another color. Since I entered the bar my days of opacity are over. Perhaps, as Joshua says, I am just a screen of how
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- Rented Pleasure EXTRA CHAPTER
- Rented Pleasure Epilogue
- Rented Pleasure Chapter 39: I found you
- Rented Pleasure Chapter 38: The Dominelli Castle
- Rented Pleasure Chapter 37: Frozen
- Rented Pleasure Chapter 36: Black sedan
- Rented Pleasure Chapter 35: Existential crisis
- Rented Pleasure Chapter 34: You follow
- Rented Pleasure Chapter 33: Help
