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Chapter 114 - Felt like goodbye
She saw the hurt in his eyes at her words and gulped looking away, not knowing how to deal with this vulnerable pained part of Xavier. Angry she could understand, annoying she could battle with but this defeat, she couldn't take it. "Maybe I'm just the problem okay?" She hurriedly stood up, "I want way too much because I know half of New York's population which are women and gay men would give both arms and legs to be offered this but__"
"It is just not enough for you." He finished.
"I do want you and if I'm being honest, my body's reaction to yours is out of this world," she came close to him holding his hand, he leaned in. She shook her head.
"I believe I deserve a man who can't imagine his life without me and is mad about me. I need true love__"
He looked away, suddenly feeling inadequate, "I can't give you that Maya, not because you don't deserve it all but I__"
"You did try
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