LOGIN***SEVEN YEARS LATER***
Naya was seven years old, and she had never seen another wolf outside of Theron and me.
She had his eyes, Zarek's eyes, silver and sharp and full of questions I could not answer. Most nights she asked about her father, and every time I told her the same lie, telling her he was dead. I told her he was a sailor who had died at sea a few months before her birth because it seemed easier than the truth, easier than saying he rejected me before the sun rose and he was not aware of her existence.
She asked what he was like, if she could go to sea, or if she could see a picture of him. She asked if she got her silver eyes from him, and sometimes I would put together a lie that I would forget the next time she asked the same question.
She had caught me in my lies numerous times, and on other nights when I was worn out from the day's work, I would turn away from her and pretend to sleep even as she called out to me.
The lies had grown heavier with each passing year, a weight I carried in my chest that never got lighter.
Theron noticed, because he always noticed everything.
"You need to tell her the truth someday," he said one evening, stirring his tea by the dancing fire. His hands shivered fiercely now, showing a weakness they had not possessed seven years ago. "She is not a pup anymore, Rya. She deserves to know where she comes from."
"When she is older," I said, avoiding his gaze completely. "When I am ready."
"Will you ever be ready?" He looked at me with those kind, weary eyes, heavy with years. "Or will you wait until it is too late, like I did?"
I kept quiet and continued folding the clothes in my hands, having no answer for him.
Theron was dying.
The old healer who saved my life, who gave me a home and taught me how to hide, was withering in his bed with grey skin, dimmed eyes, and quivering breath. I had watched over him for weeks, feeding him and wiping his brow, but nothing helped. The herbs did nothing, the prayers did nothing, and death was creeping into his lungs while I stood by, completely unable to stop it.
Naya sat beside him, holding his hand with both of hers. "Theron, please do not go," she whispered, her words more of a child's prayer. "You're the only grandfather I've got."
The corner of Theron's lips curved slightly in a taut smile, though one could easily tell he was in so much pain. "I am not going anywhere yet, little one. I still have something to do."
I frowned, stepping closer to the bed. "What do you mean?"
He coughed, a heart-wrenching sound that made my stomach walls clench tightly. "Rya, you need to listen to me. This is important."
"I am listening," I said, though my throat was tight and my eyes burned with unshed tears.
"Send word to the pack. To Zarek." He paused, struggling to catch his breath. "I was his mentor, his teacher. He will come to say goodbye to an old man who showed him the way. And when he comes..."
"No." I shook my head before he could even finish the sentence. "No, Theron. I cannot. I will not. He will see Naya, he will know, and he will take her from me. I will lose everything."
"He will try." Theron's eyes held mine, weak but fierce, burning with a certainty I had never seen in him before. "But you are not the same wolf he rejected, Rya. You are stronger now, harder, wiser. And Naya... Naya deserves to know her father, even if he is a fool, even if he does not deserve her."
"Deserves?" I let out a hollow laugh. "He deserves nothing. He broke me, Theron. He broke my wolf. Artemis has been silent for years because of him."
"And yet you survived." Theron coughed again, and this time I saw blood on his lips. "You survived because you are stronger than you know. Now stop being a coward and send the message."
I wanted to argue, to scream and cry and burn the cottage down, but the words stuck in my throat. Theron was dying, and I could not refuse a dying man's wish, not after everything he had done for me.
I sent the message, regrettably.
The next two days that followed were pure agony.
Every shadow that passed by the windows looked like a wolf, and every sound made me jump. I paced the cottage while Naya played outside, gathering flowers for Theron's bedside. She did not understand what was coming; all she knew was that Grandfather was sick and Mommy was acting strange.
"Mommy, why are you so scared?" she asked, tugging gently on my sleeve.
"I am not scared," I lied.
"You are shaking."
I looked down at my hands, and they were trembling uncontrollably. Before I could answer her, a knock came at the door. It was loud, like death sentence being read aloud. Naya froze, I froze, and Theron coughed from his bed.
I walked to the door with my heart pounding so hard I thought it would burst through my ribs, my mind playing images of me picking up my daughter and jumping out a window in the opposite direction. I pushed my legs forward, stretching out my hands, and when I opened it, a guard stood there.
He was tall and broad, wearing the red and silver colors of the Blood Moon Pack. He did not recognize me; seven years had changed my face, my posture, my hair, and everything about me.
"The Alpha requests entry," the guard said, his voice completely official. "He has come to pay his respects to Elder Theron."
I stepped aside because I had no choice.
The guard entered first, scanning the small room. His eyes lingered on Naya for a moment, a flicker of confusion crossing his face, but he said nothing. Then he turned and nodded toward someone behind him.
"The Alpha is here," he announced. "Stand and show respect."
More guards filtered into the small space, and Naya looked at me, completely confused. I grabbed her hand and pulled her close to my side. My legs felt like water, but I forced myself to stand straight, to lift my chin, and to show absolutely nothing on my face.
The cottage fell silent, and even the fire seemed to hold its breath. Everyone stood.
The guard stepped aside and the heavy door creaked open.
Six guards formed the phalanx, three ahead and three behind, their shoulders broad as wood trunks.They kept a meticulous distance for obvious reasons.I kept my chin level, my eyes fixed on the center of the lead guard’s neck-guard. Beside me, Naya’s fingers were tucked into the rough fold of my skirt.The corridor grew wider, the air changing its flavor with every ten paces we took.We were leaving the western tunnels behind, ascending the grand central stair. Down below, the air had tasted of turnips and lard. Here, it was thick with the suffocating sweetness of imported cloves, beeswax, and the sharp, resinous tang of polished oil.The transition was beautiful. The rough-hewn granite walls gave way to smooth blocks of white marble, fitted together so tightly that not even a pine needle could be driven between the joints.High above our heads, the rafters were hidden behind gold-threaded tapestries that unspooled the ancient history of the Blood Moon line: great white wolves with ey
Naya did not flinch. She stood like a small stone statue, her eyes fixed straight ahead, refusing to look at the weapon in the Head Elder's hand.The heavy wool of her dark tunic, stripped of any royal pretense, felt stiff under my palm. I kept my hand pressed firmly against her shoulder, absorbing the slight, rapid flutter of her heartbeat.'Don't look at Zarek,' I told myself, locking my jaw until the bone ached. Do not look at him.But my gaze betrayed me. My eyes drifted up to the dais, finding Zarek.The Alpha of the Blood Moon was half-risen from his throne, his massive shoulders tense under his dark commander's coat. His knuckles were stark white where they gripped the carved armrests.He was waiting. He was waiting for me to break and look at him with a mother's desperation so he could step down and play the savior. He wanted us indebted to him. He wanted to bind us to his throne with the chains of gratitude.I tore my eyes away, focusing on the withered, ancient hand of the He
The pale dawn did not break the cold inside the Blood Moon palace; it merely turned the shadows a sterile grey.In the center of the guest chamber, my fingers worked the small hooks along the front of Naya’s dark wool tunic.The fabric was coarse, stripped of any royal pretense, but I had meticulously brushed every stray speck from it before the guards arrived.We were not entering that chamber as beggars looking for crumbs, nor as petitioners pleading for a place at a table that had already rejected us."Will it take long?" Naya murmured, her small face completely unreadable as she looked down at her own boots. "The trial.""No," I replied. "It will be over quickly. And when we are finished, we will go back to the room and have hot broth. Just you and me.""With the bread from yesterday?" she asked, her eyes lifting to mine."With the bread from yesterday," I promised, offering her a faint smile that felt foreign on my face. "But for now, you must remember what we practiced. You look
For a long time, I had imagined this confrontation, rehearsing lines of venom and indifference in the quiet hours of the dead zone, wondering if the sight of him would make my wolf howl with the agony of the rejection or tear itself apart for a second chance.Instead, looking at him now, I felt an icy clarity."You look at me as if I am the one who poisoned him," Zarek said. "Theron was the closest thing I had to a father after the winter wars, Rya. If I thought for a fraction of a second that his death was orchestrated within these walls—""You would what?" I interrupted, cutting through his rising Alpha authority without a single tremor. "Deploy the guards? Hold an inquiry? You did not even notice when your own mate was hunted out of your territory by the omegas you command. Do not play the vigilant protector now. It doesn't suit the color of your coat."Zarek’s jaw tightened, a sharp pulse jumping at the base of his throat. He took a step forward.The scent of him surged over me, th
The quiet inside the study did not just deepen; it pulled the remaining warmth straight out of the air.On the terrace, my palms remained pressed flat against the stone rail. I did not move. I simply listened to the sudden, uneven hitch in Zarek’s chest - the distinct sound of an Alpha completely stripped of his royal armor by a single question from a seven-year-old child.When Zarek finally spoke, the roughness in his voice surprised me. It was ungrounded. Raw."I made a mistake, Naya," he said quietly."Grandfather said dropping a porcelain plate is a mistake," Naya replied, her voice holding that flat, factual, completely unbothered rhythm she had learned from Theron. "Leaving people in the freezing woods is a choice. Why did you choose it?""I was blind," he murmured, and the admission sounded like it had been dragged from his throat. "I listened to council advisors who cared far more for bloodlines and territory distribution than the truth. I believed things that were systematica
I felt him as a change in the room - the way the sea pulls back before a wave, gathering itself.Yet, I stayed rooted to my spot, my hands remained on the cold stone of the terrace rail, my eyes on the mountains that had stood here long before the first wolf built the first hall, that would stand here long after the last wolf was dust.His footsteps crossed the stone behind me. I braced for his voice - my name, a command, the cold formality of his.He gave me none of it. The footsteps passed behind me and kept going, toward the hearth, toward the chair where Naya sat with her feet dangling far above the floor.The leather of his tunic creaked. He was kneeling. I had heard that sound before, in the cottage, when he first met her and did not know what to do with his hands - this man who had commanded armies and broken alliances and thrown me away like a thing of no value, brought to his knees by a child."Naya."His voice came out differently than I had ever heard it. This was something
The nausea started on the nineteenth day of hiding in Theron's cottage.I woke before dawn with my stomach heaving, barely making it to the basin before the bile rose in my throat. I knelt there on the cold floor, shaking and sweating, until the wave passed. Then I sat back on my heels and pressed
The forest changed around me as I stumbled deeper into the dead zone. Trees grew twisted and pale, their branches clawing at a sky I could barely see.The air felt heavy, wrong, as if the land itself was holding its breath. No patrols came here, no wolves howled at night. This was the forgotten edg
I woke to warmth and the weight of a heavy arm draped across my waist.The furs tangled around my legs, and the fire in the hearth had burned down to glowing embers. Zarek's breath stirred the hair at the back of my neck, slow and steady in sleep. For one perfect, fragile moment, I let myself belie
I smelled him before I saw him.My wolf froze mid-step, and then she screamed inside my head: Mine!The word hit me like a thunderbolt, and my wine glass slipped from my fingers, shattering on the stone floor of the moon lodge.Around me, the Blood Moon Pack's celebration continued without pause; w







