LOGINMy wolf went silent the moment he rejected me. Seven years later, she still hasn't spoken. Alpha Zarek took my body, my heart, and my future. Then he looked me in the eye and said I was worthless. My wolf curled into herself and never woke again. I fled to the dead lands where no pack bond reaches. Theron, a dying healer, gave me shelter and I bore a secret: I was pregnant with Zarek's daughter. For seven years, I have raised my daughter in the shadows. She has his silver eyes. She is unmistakably his child Now Theron is dying. His last wish is to see the Alpha one final time. I cannot refuse him, even if it means facing the wolf who broke me. When Zarek walks into that room, he will see me. He will see our daughter. And he will learn the truth I have buried for seven years. But he will also learn something else: My wolf may be silent, my voice is not. He rejected me once, now I will make him wish he hadn't.
View MoreI smelled him before I saw him.
My wolf froze mid-step, and then she screamed inside my head: Mine!
The word hit me like a thunderbolt, and my wine glass slipped from my fingers, shattering on the stone floor of the moon lodge.
Around me, the Blood Moon Pack's celebration continued without pause; wolves laughed and danced, their bodies bare under the moonlight. Among our kind, nudity carried no shame, only freedom. But I heard none of it, and I saw none of it.
I saw only him.
He stood across the crowded room, tall and broad-shouldered, with dark hair falling across his forehead and silver eyes locked onto mine from about fifty feet away.
The music faded, and the world narrowed to the space between us. I could feel it thrumming within; a bond I had only read about in ancient texts snapped into place like a chain forged beneath the Moon's watchful gaze.
Fated mate. My fated mate.
"Rya?" Lila grabbed my elbow, her auburn hair wild around her face. "What is wrong? You look like you've seen a ghost, and you dropped your wine all over my boots."
I could not answer because he was already moving.
The crowd parted for him like water before a ship as he moved closer. He stopped three feet away, close enough that his scent wrapped around me like a second skin. I could see the muscle ticking in his jaw and I could feel the heat radiating from his being.
"You are my mate," he said, his voice low and rough, as if the words had risen from somewhere deep in his chest.
Lila gasped and took a step back, her eyes wide. "Did the Alpha just say what I think he said?"
I forced myself to speak past the lump in my throat. "Who are you?"
"Don't you know?" A ghost of a smile crossed his lips. It did not reach his eyes.
Then I saw the marking on his collar, a silver crescent moon ringed in thorns, and my heart stopped. "You are Alpha Zarek," I whispered. "Our Alpha."
"I am." He tilted his head, studying me. "And you are my fated mate, which means you are my Luna."
I shook my head in disbelief. "This cannot be right. You are the Alpha of the Blood Moon Pack, the most powerful wolf in our territory, and I am a low-ranking she-wolf without a title or a family name. Why would the moon goddess choose me for you?"
"She does not care about rank," he said simply, and he reached out to tuck a strand of hair behind my ear. His fingers brushed against my skin, sending sparks dancing up my spine.
My wolf propelled me forth, demanding that I close the distance, but I held my ground. "This is a disaster," I said. "The pack will say I seduced you for power, or that you have lost your mind."
"Probably," he said, but he did not seem concerned in the slightest. "However, I do not care what the pack says. Now, my beloved, come with me."
It was a statement. His hand closed around my wrist, gentle but firm. Lila gaped at us, her mouth opening and closing like a fish out of water.
"Lila, I will find you later," I said quickly.
"You better," she managed, "and you better tell me everything."
Zarek led me through the crowd, ignoring the whispers and stares, and pulled me through a side door into a narrow corridor lit by a single oil lamp. The moment the music and the voices faded behind the door, he turned and pressed me against the cool stone wall, caging me with his arms.
"I have dreamed of you," he confessed, his voice softer now, almost vulnerable. "I did not know your face, but I dreamed of your scent every night for over a year. My wolf nearly went mad trying to find you, and I was on the brink of running mad with him."
My hands trembled at my sides. "A year? The bond started a year ago?"
"It takes time to fully form, especially when the mate is not ready to be found." He braced one hand against the wall beside my head and tilted my chin up with the other. "But tonight, under the full moon, it snapped into place. You felt it too."
It was not a question, but I answered anyway. "Yes, I felt it. My wolf screamed so loud I thought my skull would crack in two."
Something dark and victorious crossed his face. "Then you know what happens next, my love."
"A claiming," I breathed.
"A claiming." His thumb slowly traced my bottom lip, leaving tingles wherever his skin touched mine.
"We should not do this," I tried, even though my body screamed otherwise. "You are the Alpha, and I am no one. The pack will never accept a Luna with no status."
"The pack can say what they wish, I do not care." He leaned in until his lips hovered a breath from mine. "I have waited a year for you, and I refuse to wait another minute. I will not let anyone take you from me."
"What if the pack rejects me?" I asked, worry in my voice. "What if they see me as unworthy and demand that you take another?"
"Then they shall answer to me." His silver eyes held mine, burning with intensity. "You are my mate, my chosen, my other half. No wolf in this pack will dare harm you, or they will answer to my claws."
"Just so you know, I have no status, no family name, and nothing to offer you except myself."
"And that is exactly what I need; you and you alone." He brushed a strand of hair from my face, his touch impossibly gentle for such a powerful wolf. "That is more than enough. It is everything I have ever needed."
My wolf jumped within; Artemis loved being needed, especially by our mate.
"You do not even know my name," I laughed lightly, my fingers creeping across his chest. His chest heaved.
"Then tell me now."
"Rya."
"Rya." He uttered it like a prayer, like a promise, and something in my heart broke loose. "You are mine now, Rya, and I am yours."
Then he kissed me.
Fire exploded across my lips and down my throat as his tongue swept against mine. I tasted smoke, cedar, and something that was just him, losing myself completely. My hands fisted in his tunic, and he groaned against my mouth. It was a raw, desperate sound that vibrated through my entire being.
He pulled back just enough to search my eyes, his breathing ragged and his pupils dilated. "Tell me to stop," he rasped. "Tell me you do not want this, and I will walk away. I will hate every step, but I will do it because I value your choice."
I looked at this man, this Alpha, this mate of mine, and my wolf pushed against my skin with a need I could not deny. "If you walk away," I murmured, "I will follow you to the ends of the earth and bring you back."
His eyes blazed with heat, and the next kiss was rougher. His hands found my waist, lifting me like I weighed nothing, and pressed me harder against the wall. My legs wrapped around his hips instinctively as the heat between us became a furnace that demanded to be fed.
"This is a corridor," I gasped between kisses. "Anyone could walk by and see us."
"My chambers are the third door on the left," he growled against my neck. "Can you walk, or do I need to carry you?"
I shook my head, and he laughed - a dark, beautiful sound - before carrying me down the hallway.
His chambers smelled like him, with a fire crackling in the hearth and furs covering the massive bed. He laid me down like I was made of glass, and I realized I was shaking, though not from fear.
"You are trembling," he observed, his voice thick with desire.
"I am not scared," I meant it. "I am overwhelmed with anticipation. I am exactly where I want to be."
"I know." He tugged at the laces of my dress. "Neither am I, and that is what terrifies me, because I have never felt so out of control in my life."
His hands found my skin, and my breath caught in my throat. "Beautiful," he murmured, pressing his lips to my collarbone. "So beautiful, and so mine."
I arched into him, and his answering growl rumbled through both our chests. The claiming happened fast and slow at the same time; fast because the bond demanded it with an urgency I could not ignore, and slow because he worshipped every inch of me like I was sacred.
His teeth grazed my neck, right over the spot where his mark would go, but he did not bite.
"Not yet," he panted, sweat beading on his forehead. "The ceremony comes first, in front of the entire pack, so everyone knows you are mine."
"The pack will riot," I warned him, though my lips curved high. "They will say I am not worthy to be their Luna, and they will call you a fool."
"Let them." He kissed me again, slow and deep, and I forgot about packs, politics, and consequences.
He plunged into me, and my body widened to accommodate him as pleasure rolled through me, mixing beautifully with the stretch of sweet pain.
"Zarek!" I screamed his name.
For a long time, I had imagined this confrontation, rehearsing lines of venom and indifference in the quiet hours of the dead zone, wondering if the sight of him would make my wolf howl with the agony of the rejection or tear itself apart for a second chance.Instead, looking at him now, I felt an icy clarity."You look at me as if I am the one who poisoned him," Zarek said. "Theron was the closest thing I had to a father after the winter wars, Rya. If I thought for a fraction of a second that his death was orchestrated within these walls—""You would what?" I interrupted, cutting through his rising Alpha authority without a single tremor. "Deploy the guards? Hold an inquiry? You did not even notice when your own mate was hunted out of your territory by the omegas you command. Do not play the vigilant protector now. It doesn't suit the color of your coat."Zarek’s jaw tightened, a sharp pulse jumping at the base of his throat. He took a step forward.The scent of him surged over me, t
The quiet inside the study did not just deepen; it pulled the remaining warmth straight out of the air.On the terrace, my palms remained pressed flat against the stone rail. I did not move. I simply listened to the sudden, uneven hitch in Zarek’s chest - the distinct sound of an Alpha completely stripped of his royal armor by a single question from a seven-year-old child.When Zarek finally spoke, the roughness in his voice surprised me. It was ungrounded. Raw."I made a mistake, Naya," he said quietly."Grandfather said dropping a porcelain plate is a mistake," Naya replied, her voice holding that flat, factual, completely unbothered rhythm she had learned from Theron. "Leaving people in the freezing woods is a choice. Why did you choose it?""I was blind," he murmured, and the admission sounded like it had been dragged from his throat. "I listened to council advisors who cared far more for bloodlines and territory distribution than the truth. I believed things that were systematica
I felt him as a change in the room - the way the sea pulls back before a wave, gathering itself.Yet, I stayed rooted to my spot, my hands remained on the cold stone of the terrace rail, my eyes on the mountains that had stood here long before the first wolf built the first hall, that would stand here long after the last wolf was dust.His footsteps crossed the stone behind me. I braced for his voice - my name, a command, the cold formality of his.He gave me none of it. The footsteps passed behind me and kept going, toward the hearth, toward the chair where Naya sat with her feet dangling far above the floor.The leather of his tunic creaked. He was kneeling. I had heard that sound before, in the cottage, when he first met her and did not know what to do with his hands - this man who had commanded armies and broken alliances and thrown me away like a thing of no value, brought to his knees by a child."Naya."His voice came out differently than I had ever heard it. This was something
The mountains were still beautiful.I stood at the terrace, looking down at the courtyard far below.Wolves in dark robes crossed the stones in patterns I could almost read - pausing, speaking, moving on. Their voices did not reach me through the glass. I could only watch their mouths open and close, open and close, a silent opera I had no part in.The peaks beyond them were white-capped and eternal, the same peaks I had stared at from Theron's garden. After everything - the rejection, the exile, seven years of silence - this land still caught the light in a way that made my chest ache. The rivers still cut silver through the valleys. The sky still stretched pale and endless.It was the sky I had fallen in love with as a girl, back when I believed in mate bonds and happy endings and the Moon Goddess. I had been young. I had been dumb. I was neither of those things now, I hoped.Behind me, Naya sat in one of the chairs near the cold hearth. She had not spoken since we arrived. Her feet
***SEVEN YEARS LATER***Naya was seven years old, and she had never seen another wolf outside of Theron and me.She had his eyes, Zarek's eyes, silver and sharp and full of questions I could not answer. Most nights she asked about her father, and every time I told her the same lie, telling her he w
The nausea started on the nineteenth day of hiding in Theron's cottage.I woke before dawn with my stomach heaving, barely making it to the basin before the bile rose in my throat. I knelt there on the cold floor, shaking and sweating, until the wave passed. Then I sat back on my heels and pressed
The forest changed around me as I stumbled deeper into the dead zone. Trees grew twisted and pale, their branches clawing at a sky I could barely see.The air felt heavy, wrong, as if the land itself was holding its breath. No patrols came here, no wolves howled at night. This was the forgotten edg
I woke to warmth and the weight of a heavy arm draped across my waist.The furs tangled around my legs, and the fire in the hearth had burned down to glowing embers. Zarek's breath stirred the hair at the back of my neck, slow and steady in sleep. For one perfect, fragile moment, I let myself belie

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