PASHA
Everyone takes a seat so the auction portion of the evening can begin. The auctioneer steps up to the podium, clears his throat, and opens up the bidding with some small landscape by a minor artist. An ice breaker, of sorts. I sit and drift off in my thoughts as one lot after another is rattled off. I came here tonight with a singular purpose: find the most expensive S.C. Ewing I could get my hands on and have it delivered to a certain amoral politician who has been nothing short of a pain in my ass. For months, Senator Scott Brennan has hemmed and hawed as we hashed out the details of our arrangement. I’ve showered him with gifts he doesn’t deserve, complimented him at dinners where criminals like me didn’t belong. This is the final straw. The last attempt at bribery. If it doesn’t work, and if he doesn’t approve the military arms importing deal I’ve shoved across his desk time and time again, then we’re switching tactics. He’ll get whiplash from how fucking fast the carrot is exchanged for the stick. Fine by me. I much prefer wielding the latter. At the sound of a cleared throat, I wrench my attention back to the proceedings. The feature of this evening, Conrad’s so-called “life’s work,” is the final item up for bid. The auction team wheels it on stage and whips off the curtain, and people gush over the fucking scribbles. I glance across the room in time to see Daphne roll her eyes. She’s been quiet and subdued throughout the earlier pieces, but this one? This one keeps crawling under her skin. I have plans for it. “We’re opening the bid at fifty thousand dollars,” the auctioneer says. “Do I hear fifty-five?” Some scarf-wearing art critic in the back raises their card. I raise mine, too. “Seventy.” The auctioneer blinks his surprise at the quick escalation. “Seventy thousand from the gentleman in the front. Do I hear seventy-five?” Another patron, a snooty woman in a feather boa, raises her card. “Ninety,” I counter. Daphne shifts uncomfortably in her seat. I stay focused on the bidding. The bids keep climbing, and I refuse to back down. More jump in as others jump out. None of them deter me. The auctioneer looks positively giddy as the numbers grow and grow. “Do I hear nine hundred thousand?” Boa Lady raises her card. I have no idea what the fuck she wants with some misogynistic fever dream covered in Jackson Pollock-styled paint jizz. I do know she won’t be getting it. “Two million.” The auctioneer sputters at my response. “Two… two million! Do I hear?—” “Two and a half!” I roll my eyes. Now, the mudak in the Coke bottle glasses wants to participate and be a fucking hero? I raise my card again and shoot him a dangerous glare. “Three.” Boa Lady bows out with a mutter and a grimace. Critic huffs. “Three and a half.” I’m done playing games. “Five million.” A hush falls over the crowd. All except for Daphne, who lets out a soft groan. The auctioneer looks at me like I’ve lost my damn mind. “Five… million! Five million from the gentleman in the front. Do I hear five and a half?” No one raises their cards. “Anyone?” I dare them to fucking try. “Five million… going once… going twice… sold! To the gentleman in the front.” The gavel clacks on the podium. The monstrosity belongs to me. Off to the side, Ewing smirks with pride. The crowd shuffles to their feet with awed gasps in my direction. I stand up and stride across the room to Daphne, who looks like someone just sucker-punched her in the stomach. “Is something wrong?” I ask. She sighs and shakes her head. “Sorry. It’s… it’s fine. I should have figured. And hey,” she adds with a forced smile, “you helped me look good for my bosses. So, y’know, thank you.” “Don’t thank me just yet.” I take her hand in mine and pull her after me. “Come on.” “What? Where are we going?” I don’t answer. I just take her with me to the table where sales are finalized so I can sign on the dotted line and clear the funds. She keeps glancing nervously over her shoulder, where her bosses are huddled and whispering in a dark corner. I sign the paperwork, wait for the transfer to finalize, and nod solemnly when the agent gives me the all-clear. “Wait here,” I order in Daphne’s ear. I lead her to the end of the front row, squeeze her hand once more, then stride to the front of the stage. “Sir!” the auctioneer sputters at me in shock. “Sir! You cannot be up here! I must ask you to step down!” “Take a fucking breath, my friend. This won’t take long.” I spot the painting I just bought and pluck it off the wall. It’s almost as wide as I am tall, and a thousand times uglier up close. “What are you—SIR!” Gasps echo through the room when I toss the painting off the stage and onto the floor. One part of the wood frame cracks. Music to my ears. Ewing leaps to his feet. “What the fuck, man?!” I hop off the stage right as Daphne rushes forward. “What are you doing? You just bought this!” “I know.” I smirk at her with what I know must be a wild gleam in my eyes. “And now, I want to enjoy it.” I snatch up a shot of vodka from someone’s limp hand and fling it onto the canvas. “What do you—oh my God! Stop it!” Damn. Nowhere near as much liquor as I wanted for this, but it’ll have to suffice. I steal another glass and slosh it around the painting as best as I can. Daphne grabs my wrist, eyes wide with panic. “You’re ruining five million dollars’ worth of art!” I use my other hand to reach into my back pocket and pull out my lighter. Even more horrified gasps fill the air, including a yelp from Ewing himself. The resounding click of the metal cap accompanies a satisfying flicker of flame. It dances in front of me, white-hot and beautiful. “He ruined how many years of your life?” I ask Daphne softly. “How many hopes? How many dreams?” It’s there. The temptation is there. I see it in her face, in the stunned quiver of her lip. But Daphne hesitates, then shakes her head. “No! I can’t let you do it!” “I don’t want to do it.” I flick the lighter shut, then press it to her palm. “You do.” She does. We both know it. That fire in her soul matches the flame shimmering at the tip of her thumb. She’s definitely thinking about it. But then she snaps it shut. “No. I’ll lose my job.” I steady my gaze on her two employers, who are beet red with anxious fury, clustering closer and closer like they think they have any hope at all of stopping me from doing whatever the fuck I want. But when they look at me, they realize how wrong they are. I am not a man to fuck with. “If you lose your job,” I say, loud enough for them to hear, “they’ll lose their highest-paying client. The best way to keep my business and my money is to do what I want.” Daphne swallows. And yet, just as earlier, her fingers don’t betray a single tremor. “What do you want?” she asks me. That is a loaded question. Mainly because the answer has changed dramatically since I arrived at this godforsaken affair. “I want to see you smile.” I have no idea where that came from. But it’s true. Probably one of the truest things I’ve said all evening. Daphne studies my face. She sees that I’m serious. And then she tosses the open lighter onto the painting. The spilled alcohol helps the flames grow fast and hot. In seconds, it’s an inferno of crackling canvas and burning oil. Daphne’s face is illuminated from below, shadows shifting across the planes of her cheeks. Then she begins to smile. It’s soft. Tentative. It’s the smile of someone who didn’t know that it could feel so good to win instead of losing again and again and again. I don’t believe in love at first sight. I don’t believe in love, period. But as I stand here, watching this woman revel in the destruction of her enemies’ most valued possession, I feel a sudden euphoria. Is this what love would feel like? Then she turns to me, throws her arms around my neck, and pulls me in for an open-mouthed kiss nearly as fiery as her vengeance. “Thank you,” she breathes. Somewhere amidst the shouting and the panicking, Ewing sobs and the two dumbasses who run this shithole are screaming at Daphne to leave. She just smiles. Absorbs the energy of the chaos. I want her. Now. I grab her by the waist and haul her off to the side as the chaos unfurls on every side. “Come with me,” I murmur into her ear as the scent of ash cloaks us both. “I’ll show you something else to light your world on fire.”And in one swift motion, Conrad is ripped off me.“The fuck is going on here?” Sofiya wedges herself between us. I can’t see her face, but her entire body is simmering with rage.“This is between Daphne and me.” Now, Conrad is officially pissed off. He steps forward and reaches out to push Sofi aside, his gaze set squarely on me.Again, Sofi grabs him, but this time, it’s for leverage. Her hands grip both his shoulders so she can deliver a knee to his groin hard enough to crush his testicles into baking powder.His eyes bug out of his head the same time his lungs emit a high-pitched wheezing sound. When he doubles over, Sofi takes the opportunity to uppercut his chin, snapping his head back and making him bite his tongue with enough force that blood starts trickling between his lips.The man crumples to the floor. Bloody, wheezing, and curled up in the fetal position cradling what’s left of his nuts.“Are you okay?”The petty side of me wants to ask him if he’s painting a new abstract
DAPHNEI don’t know what sort of “business” Pasha does in the middle of the night. I’m not sure I want to know.What I do know is that, whatever it is, it compels him to come home and sit on the bed next to me for a while. He never says anything. Never touches me. He just sits there, assumes I’m sleeping, and stares off into the dark.Last night was one of those nights. He sat down next to me, sighed, and gazed at the wall for a while. I didn’t say anything, too afraid to break whatever spell had him bewitched. Then he got up, went into the bathroom, and took a shower before heading off to sleep on the couch.This morning, he insisted on taking me to work himself. No special occasion, and my guards were perfectly capable of doing it themselves. But Pasha calmly stated this was happening, ushered me into the car an hour earlier than I usually leave, and took us to the drive-thru for a vitamin smoothie and pastry.He seemed on edge. I asked him about it, but he just forced a smile and
I saw nothing but him as my enemy.I felt nothing but pure, unadulterated rage.The one lesson I learned from my father that day was to never allow my emotions to overrun my logic. If I let my heart get in the way, I’ll miss the knife coming for my back.The one lesson he learned that day?My little brother and sister don’t care how big my enemy is. My enemy is their enemy, and they do not hold back when it comes to protecting their big brother. They may have cowered in the corner while our mother screamed for them to run.But when I hit the floor, they turned into demons.Kostya never raised a hand against our mother after that night. He also lost half the sight in his left eye and walked with a permanent limp. He’d do his best to fake it, to pretend like he didn’t need a cane, but his men knew.Everyone knew.“You’re not like him,” Sofiya offers, her voice quiet.“I look like him.” I rub a hand over my jaw. “And sometimes, I… Blyat’. I catch myself sounding like him. Making the same
PASHA“Don’t look at me like that.”“Like what?” Sofi protests. “It’s not like I’m?—”“Stop. Don’t try to moonwalk into the conversation you’re clearly angling for.”“Rude,” she sniffles. “Extremely rude.”I roll my eyes. “You want polite? Fine. I’ll thank you for keeping your thoughts to yourself. How’s that for polite?”“Which thoughts specifically?” Sofi tilts her head to one side in mock concentration. “The ones about you being head-over-heels in love with Daphne?”I clench my jaw. “Don’t be ridiculous.”“Oh? So, you don’t find it interesting that, after your gushingly romantic date, you’re brooding in your office instead of home with her?” She lifts a hand. “Don’t start with me on that ‘I have work to do’ bullshit. You don’t. This isn’t work; it’s avoidance.”It wasn’t gushingly romantic, I think to myself. Matter of fact, it was a silent, bitter disaster. After she brought up my father, I shut down, and it’s taken hours since dinner ended for me to claw my way back out of the ps
I frown at the white box tied with velvet ribbon in her hand. When I take it from her, I recognize the gold embossed logo on the lid.No. No way.Hazel steps inside and locks the door behind her. “What is it? Please, I’ve been dying to know ever since the courier made me sign for it!”I tug on the ribbon and let it fall away. I know that ribbon, though. I know the place it came from. I know the kind of price tags they use.“It’s… silk.” I hold up the first carefully folded layer of cloth inside the box. The fabric feels so unbelievably soft, pouring between my hands as I spread it out. “A silk scarf.”Hazel whistles low. “Damn. Dude is not fooling around! Was that it?”Good question. In true Pasha style, it’s not the only thing in the box. There are two buttery soft cashmere scarves, a handwoven fine linen scarf, and a heavy-but-warm raw silk scarf at the bottom.“Let me guess.” Hazel openly stares at the hickeys on my neck, her mouth twisted in a playful smirk. “Your man is making up
DAPHNE“Daphne, yes. Please come in.” Keith gestures for me to enter his office, where Todd is also waiting. “We’ll make this quick.”My baby flutters and kicks inside my womb, but it’s nothing compared to the knot forming inside my stomach. “What’s up?”Todd clears his throat and glances at his brother. “It’s not that we want?—”“What we want,” Keith cuts in with a sharp glance back, “is for you to maintain some semblance of propriety while you are under our employ.”I swallow. It feels like I’m about to be fired.“We cater to exclusive, dare I say elite, clientele who expect us to conduct ourselves discreetly and appropriately.” Keith leans against the desk and fixes his disapproving stare just below my eyes. “What you do on your own time is none of our business. But it also is not our clients’ business, either. Flaunting your… dalliances, shall we say, is unacceptable. And highly unprofessional.”My fingertips graze the necklace at the base of my throat. Seriously? “This? This is w