HANNAH
The sound of someone vomiting echoed throughout the room. She had been doing that for almost an hour now, yet it had not stopped. She kept vomiting as if to put out everything inside her, although there was nothing more. The woman sounded too hard to poke her throat and caused only bitterness to come out.She seemed a pity, right?Unfortunately, the female was me. I puked since I opened my eyes till I couldn’t find anything to throw up. No, I wasn’t sick. It was my pregnancy that caused me morning sickness.I tilted my head up after finishing the last vomit. I just realized that the vomiting drained a lot of energy. Having nothing in the morning caused me to be too weak, like having no energy left. Still, I wanted this baby despite everything that had happened lately. I loved my baby.Soon, I heard the door lock open, and I immediately knew who it was. Eliot, the Alpha of the Blood Moon Pack, someone that I gave all my love to. My mate. I smelled his cedarwood scent which instantly calmed my mind and body. I also felt the urge to vomit decrease. My baby knew the father.“Are you vomiting again, huh?” His voice was full of satire, and I still didn’t understand why he did that.I didn’t get to answer because something suddenly wanted to come out. So I positioned myself as before, hanging my head down in the closet to begin puking again. It pained me both physically and mentally, while it should be the other way around, as I had him nearby. A lone tear fell off to show how his words meant to me.“Get up! We need to go to the hospital!”And I couldn’t hold tears from streaming down from my eyes. I was still vomiting, but my mate didn’t even ask about my condition.Suddenly, a hand grabbed my arm and then pulled me up forcefully. I tried to let go, but Eliot gripped it so hard that I felt pain there. And without words, he dragged me to follow him out of the bathroom.“Let go of me! I won’t follow you! You can’t force me to do that!” I screamed like crazy at him to stop whatever his plan was for me. Unfortunately, he stopped listening to me on the day that changed my life upside down. I’m his mate. Even so, he refused to listen to me.He took a forced halt, only to glare at me. I could feel anger surging out of him. “I’m not asking!” he hissed angrily before turning around and pulling me back with him. He didn’t care about me anymore, and I felt the pain caused by his action on my body.“No! I can’t! I can’t lose my baby!” I still tried my best, though I doubted the result. Fury had taken control of him, including his love for me and our time together.We were already outside the bathroom when he took another stop and pushed me hard onto the wall. But he still gripped me tightly so I didn’t hit the cold wall too hard and break my bones. I knew deep down he still loved me.“Don’t you hear me? I’ve never asked you. Besides, I won’t let that bastard’s seed in yours. I’ll make sure I’ll get rid of it today.”Or was it merely my hope?“No, Eliot. Listen to me. This baby is yours. It’s always yours.”He gritted his teeth while his eyes dilated into full black. “Don’t ever say that! That thing is never mine.”My heart sank at that. Eliot didn’t believe me.“It’s yours, El. It’s ours.”His other hand flew up, grabbed my jaw, and tightened it until I could feel the pain there. “Which one you choose, to the hospital with me, or I beat you hard until that thing disappears?”My hands automatically went to my belly and wrapped it as if protecting it from danger. “You can’t do that to our baby!”“I can.” He breathed over my face. “And I have full right to decide the moment you cheated on me.”“I’ve never cheated on you. What you saw wasn’t what really happened. I didn’t know why I ended up with him.” I tried to re-tell the story behind the incident that caused this situation.“Then tell me about the pain I had. I wouldn’t feel that except if you went intimate with him.”I swallowed hard. Honestly, I didn’t know how it could happen, though I never did something to cheat on my mate. I loved him very much, and there was no room for anyone but him.“But it doesn’t matter anymore. I think Goddess understands what happened between us, so she already gave me a second chance. I found a new mate to replace you, to be my luna.”“No!” I couldn’t help but scream at him. That couldn’t happen, as I still felt a mate bond between us. I still smelled him like before, and the sparks were the same. That meant we were still mated to each other, right?“Please, El, believe me. I swear to the Moon Goddess that I’ve never cheated on you, and this baby is yours.”Eliot gritted his teeth more, and his grip on my jaw tightened. “Be careful of what you say, darling, because everything will turn back on you at the very worst.”“No, Goddess will punish you for that.”An evil smirk formed on his handsome face. I used to adore him so much as I had never seen any male better than my mate.Unfortunately, today wasn’t the day I could spoil my eyes with his perfect figure, and I didn’t know when I would get that opportunity again.“Goddess is on my side now. She let me uncover you cheating on me and now giving me the second mate. What I only need to do is get rid of that fucking baby, and my life will be perfect.”“No. Please, El. Don’t do that. I will do whatever you want as long as you spare our baby’s life.”“Yeah, you will do that after we abort his seed inside you.”“No, El. Please.”“Alpha.”My head snapped at the familiar voice joining in our useless conversation. I saw Casey, my omega and best friend, taking steps toward us. My hope was raised at the thought I would have someone to back me off.“Let me take her to the hospital.”HANNAH"Please let me go." I didn't know how many times I begged Casey to set me free since Eliot handed me over to her. Tiny hope in my heart instantly died out as I realized she was on his side, not mine, as the best friends we used to be. I knew it probably related to her position as Omega and my mate as Alpha. Still, at least, she should show me her concern instead of her cold expression.She didn't reply and was just silent when Eliot's men dragged me to a designated room for me in the hospital. Don't ask me why I didn't beg them to release me because I did it so many times, and the result was the same. No responses.Soon, we reached my room, and only then did they let me go."Don't think of running away because they already watch all exit way, including this room," Casey told me after those men walked out, only to stop in front of this room. What she said might be true. Eliot ensured that there was no room for me to slip away."Why are you doing this to me?" I asked before she p
ELIOTI never meant it to happen. I just wanted to kill that bastard's baby, not her.I felt two snaps when I was about to dive into a long night in my office, as I usually did for over a month. It was bond-breaking, and I knew they were not from my men because I didn't get any report about an attack or someone dying, except Hannah and her baby. And the news came soon from the hospital that they were dead. Hannah and our baby were dead.I finally could feel a bond between us, which confirmed her words that the baby was mine. Still, it didn't lower my hatred for her for cheating on me. But it didn't matter anymore, as they were dead now. They were no longer with me in this world anymore.I couldn't describe my feelings right now. Anger, disappointment, sadness, and guilty mixed into one. But one thing. I didn't feel any happiness at all. I now knew the truth, and it was already too late even for just feeling them all.I shouldn't be here. I should be with Hannah since we promised to st
HANNAHI could see everything. My mate's guilt and agony. And I was crying beside him all the time, hugging him from time to time, and comforting him that everything would be alright.But everyone knew it was a lie because I was already dead. Or maybe it was the truth because no one wanted me to live anymore. At least, for my best friend, someone I thought would always be on my back, had betrayed me. How could she do this to me?I saw them coming out together to face the guests for the New Luna Announcement. She couldn't hide her happiness anymore that she finally became the Luna of this pack.On another side, I found a contrast on my mate's face. He looked miserable, with a short beard visible. He even didn't bother to shave.I tried to touch his face, only to catch nothing. I made a second attempt, but the result was the same. My body was not in this world anymore. Only my soul.Oh, Goddess. Why were you so mean to us? I was such a good girl all my life. I just wanted to have a happ
ELIOT“What do you mean?” I couldn’t help but frown at her words. Why did she suddenly call off the plan that she made herself?“Don’t you understand? I want to cancel our plan.”I knew that. But why?“I’m already here.”“Then go home. You don’t need to be here anymore.” She said it without looking at me as if I wasn’t in this room. My hands coiled into fists as annoyance surged out of me.“No. I’ll stay here.” I insisted. There was no way I would miss this opportunity to smell her. I needed to know if she was my mate so I could proceed with my plan. If she turned out not to be my fated mate, I would still choose her as my chosen one.That was my plan.“Whatever.”My heart ached at that. Why was Hannah acting like this? Did something happen to her? What was it? Why didn’t she tell me?Hannah and I had been friends for as long as I could remember about her. She was three years younger, but it couldn’t distance us from each other. I didn’t know precisely when I had her lingering in my h
HANNAH“Oh!” I exclaimed at the sight of baby Rob falling on his ass after trudging for a few steps. He was one year old and had just started walking. “It’s okay. You can get up and try again. Come on, Rob. Come to me.” I encouraged him to keep trying.But baby Rob seemed to think this was enough for now as he only smiled at me, showing his rabbit teeth. I couldn’t help but giggle while shaking my head at his reaction. He was too adorable to resist.That was what brought me back to him. I picked him up and then placed him on my lap. “So you’re tired, huh? It’s okay. We can try again later or tomorrow.”Both baby Rob’s parents were my brother’s warriors, so they must leave him at the daycare center while they were training and working. By the way, this place was open twenty-four hours every day to accommodate all parents’ working hours, which, of course, the night would have fewer children.Baby Rob clasped his hands together while mumbling something unclear. As his guardian, I could o
ELIOTI went to the daycare center right away and was stunned as soon as I stepped inside the room.I saw her.She was like a goddess. A goddess with a pup in her arms.I wasn't sure if this kind of goddess ever existed, but she was the one. Hannah was a genuine beauty with a pup in her lap. She looked so different from the best friend I used to know. Happiness radiated from her face was in a different level. I felt like seeing a mother now.Images of a happy family instantly came into my mind. I pictured my life, her, and our future pups in my head, and it warmed my heart and caused a smile to tug on my lips. A happy and contented smile like the one she had on her face.Yes. We would have a happy life, and I would ensure that happened.Only if we accepted each other."You are a monster."I couldn't help but furrow at her words. Since this morning, she kept saying I hurt her—which I had never done—and now she was calling me a monster. Where did the term come from?"Explain," I ordered
HANNAHI was so excited when Fiona told me it was time for us to run together. It was something I had been waiting for. I could only envy our members whenever I watched them shifting into beautiful wolves.But it didn't matter anymore as I had Fiona now. She was the best wolf ever!'Are you ready?'I imagined myself nodding enthusiastically at her question. I was more than ready.'It might be hurt because this is the first time you shift.'She warned me, and I knew that already. I saw they were in pain when they shifted for the first time, and I expected to feel the same.'I'll try to reduce your pain. But you may need to call Danny if it's too much.''It's okay. Share the pain with me. This is something I need to experience, anyway.'That was the truth. It was better to feel the pain than to have no wolf at all.'Okay.'After a little agreement, I prepared myself for the upcoming event. I wouldn't go through the normal process because my wolf was already awakened. What I only needed
ELIOTMy hands were on my hips while waiting for her patiently. Sooner or later, she would come out either for the shirt or running to the pack house. Both ways were worthwhile because I could see her naked body.Yeah, I knew I shouldn’t have thought like that when she still called me a monster. But I couldn’t help my dick from getting a hard erection after watching her perfect naked form. Moreover, after I tasted a bit of her.And I wanted more.“I will count to five. If you don’t show up, I assume you won’t wear this shirt, and I will rip it off.”“What?”But I pretended to not hear it as I started counting. “One. Two.”“No, Eliot!”“Three.”“Don’t!”“Four. Fi-““Okay!”I tugged a broad smile at that. Hannah finally gave up.“Okay, what?” I purposely asked to clarify the situation. She agreed, and there wouldn’t be a turning back.“I will come out.”Thus I waited another second only to get nothing. Hannah still buried herself behind the tree. “I see no one. You know the count is don