Warning!! Adult Themes!!!
Alexa.
New York. Year 2023.
Friday, December 23rd...
My name is Alexa Hills. Eighteen. Invisible.
I’ve always had a talent for blending in. Not in the cute, wallflower way. I mean really blending in—watching the world move, while I disappear into it. I see what others miss. What they try to hide. Their secrets trail behind them like smoke, and I inhale it all. Silently. Carefully.
I don’t speak. I observe.
Like right now.
In the ballroom of Hills’ Mansion, under the glittering chandeliers and Christmas garlands, one of the maids smiles politely while pouring wine for my mother. But I know. I know. She’s pregnant—with the driver’s child. And he doesn’t want it. Says his wife would throw him out if she found out.
“Please Seville…” The maid cried. “Don’t abandon me and the baby…What will we do?” She cried that day I caught them. He pushed her away.
Now she’s here, miserable. Her fake smile, plastic.
I see the panic behind the maid’s fake smile. It’s etched into the way her hands shake.
“Watch it, silly! Where’s your mind?” my mother snaps as wine splashes onto her white silk dress.
The maid flinches. I see tears pool at the corners of her eyes—but she bows and retreats quickly, blending into the army of staff fluttering through the room.
It’s the Hills’ annual Christmas party. White theme. White lies. White smiles. Everyone who matters is here. Senators. Royalty. Tycoons.
Everyone but me.
I exist in the margins, half-hidden behind a lattice panel near the refreshment alcove. My dress is silk. Pearls at my throat. Hair unkempt, cascading in defiant waves. I made this dress. Drew it by hand. Stitched it myself. My grandmother called it “exquisite.” That was the only approval I needed.
“Alexa.”
I startle. My wine nearly spills.
“Jon,” I hiss, slapping a hand over my racing heart. “You scared the crap out of me.”
My cousin leans closer, grinning like he lives to torment me. “You hiding in here while Ashley plays princess?”
“Not hiding. Just... observing.”
He snorts, brushing a wave of auburn hair off his forehead. “Ashley’s out there collecting admirers like flies to honey. You’re here watching like a creep.”
I glance across the ballroom. Ashley twirls in the center of attention, dazzling in diamonds and a smug smile. Her beauty draws eyes. Her charm hooks them.
I hate it. And I’m fascinated.
Just like I was fascinated the first day I saw her fucking her boyfriend, Danny.
His cock was inside her. I could hear the sounds as his hard cock collided with her pussy. The way he pinched her nipples. Sucked them. I watched through a crack in her door. Heard her moans.
‘Danny don’t stop... Please...Ahh...’ Her soft cries that night still ring in my ears. My pussy coils with sweetness as I recall that night.
They were naked. Danny’s tight butt dipped as he pressed into her.
‘Ashley...Fuck... You’re so sweet...’ Danny’s voice. Her moans.
“She’s always been the star,” I murmur.
“Yeah, and you’re the lighting technician in the booth,” Jon says dryly. “You ever consider maybe you just don’t have the sex appeal?”
My glare could incinerate him. But he’s not wrong. I’m all freckles, thick brows, wild hair. I feel like a glitch in a family of curated perfection. And I hate that I care.
Then, the room stills.
The door opens. A ripple of murmurs. People part like the Red Sea.
They’ve arrived.
The Ripples.
Helia and Hulio Ripples. The infamous, 30 year old wonder twins. Wealth. Power. Danger in designer suits.
“Speak of the devils,” Jon mutters beside me. His voice dips. “Is that envy I hear, Jon?” I tease, not looking at him.
“Pfft. Envy?” He scoffs. “I just don’t get the hype. So they’re rich, freakishly good-looking, and supposedly descended from some European royal house. Big deal.” He pauses. “Okay, maybe a little jealous.”
But I’m not listening anymore.
Because he is here.
Hulio Ripples.
He doesn’t walk, he glides. Like the room is beneath him. Like the air bends around him. Like the world belongs to him. Jet black hair, water-colored eyes that see right through you. I remember him from a month ago—Jon’s sister’s wedding. I saw him through a crack behind a potted plant. Didn’t breathe. Didn’t blink.
And now, he’s here.
I take a step forward. Another. But something tugs at my dress. I twist, and the sound is sharp, brutal.
RIP!
Then, I fall.
Face first. Dress torn. Wine glass clatters.
“Alexa, watch out!” Jon shouts behind me.
Too late.
Silence. All eyes swing to me. To the girl who just crashed a high-society Christmas party face-first into marble.
But only one pair of eyes matters.
And they’re on me.
Hulio. Later… Evening. I’m at an NBA game with Jude and Carlyle. It’s the New York Knicks versus the Chicago Bulls tonight, and the Knicks are giving us a good show. The roar of the crowd fills the arena like thunder. “Oh! That’s gonna hurt,” Carlyle winces as the ball smacks one of the players square in the chin. We laugh. I sip my soda. “Dude,” Jude leans over, crunching on some nuts. “I heard there’s a party on Saturday. The Hills are throwing it, maybe to celebrate their grandma’s recovery?” “Nah. Not just the recovery,” I reply absently, eyes still on the game. “They haven’t exactly said what it’s for. But yeah, she survived. That’s worth a party on its own.” The court’s air condition bites through my jacket, but the excitement of the game keeps me warm. I’m in full Knicks gear, hat, jacket. The cold’s got nothing on me. “God, I heard she was rammed from behind. Who does that and why?” Carlyle says, eyebrows drawn. I shrug. My thoughts drift to the same question. Why woul
Alexa (Prudence) Tuesday, 15th July. Next day. Morning. I sit in the apartment Helia got for Martha and me. One of his, he told me, just like that, another property in his name. Like the one in Corte. I should be grateful, I know. But I can’t ignore the disappointment weighing down on me, cold and constant. Pier hasn’t called. Not a single word. Like I never existed. It’s like that part of my life never existed. I’m at the dining table, breakfast in front of me, untouched. The food may as well be plastic. “You haven’t eaten yet. I bet you’re excited to see your grandma,” Martha says, breaking through the fog in my head. I glance up at her, forcing a smile. Trying to animate this shell I’ve become. Trying to live. “I am, Martha. But I can’t ignore what happened yesterday. Seeing Jon again like that…” My voice trails. I manage another weak smile. “He didn’t trust me. Not for a second. His cousin. I was just another of grandma's poor beneficiaries to him.” Bitterness finds
Jon. I walk in and find someone sitting with Grandma. Her gaze lands on me. Unblinking. Stunning beauty, I’ll give her that. But what’s with that scar? Gross. I tear my eyes away from her striking blue ones. “Hi, Grandma.” I glide in, holding out the beautiful red roses I brought. But Grandma looks extremely stunned to see me. Her eyes shifting between me and the beautiful woman seated beside her. “Jon… You’re here… I didn’t know you were coming.” Her voice falters. I raise a brow. “Of course you didn’t. This is a hospital, not a hotel, Gran. No concierge for surprise arrivals.” I place the flower in a vase. Then, behind me, a soft chuckle. I glance back. The girl is smiling. Chuckling. “Something funny?” I ask, confused. “Yes, silly. You’re still this stupid and cocky with your jokes.” She chuckles again. I freeze. Still this stupid and cocky? Only one person used to call my jokes both stupid and amusing. Alexa. But she's dead. And this woman? She just said something she w
Elviira Hills.I’m holding her again.My little Alexa.I never thought I’d see her again, not after that night. Not after everything that happened. Her arrest. Her disappearance.Those final minutes before we jumped from the car that night of the accident, still live inside me, sharp and breathless.‘Mrs. Hills… we have to jump, now!’ Perry’s voice shattered the tense silence in the car.The doors unlocked. Alexa’s face swam in my memory. I jumped.Rolled.I had no idea where I was rolling to, only that I had to move. My blood pounded in my ears. Pain exploded in my body when I hit the ground. My arm, my head. The world spun, my chest heaving, vision dimming. And just before the darkness took me, I saw a face.The one face I wish I could forget.Kristian Koinuven.“I’m so happy I can see you again, Grandma,” Alexa whispers into my neck. Her arms clinging to me like she used to when she was small. “I never thought I would. I thought you didn’t want to see me anymore. That you hadn’t s
Alexa (Prudence)New York. Monday, 14th July. Two days later.Evening.It’s 5 p.m. The car weaves through the chaos of New York traffic, heading toward Central Hospital, where Helia said Grandma is receiving treatment. A dislocated arm. Some bruises. But she’s stable now. That’s all I care about. I can’t describe the weight that lifted when I heard she’d survived.As we pass the street where Barney’s is, a dull ache hits my chest. Pier and I. The chocolates. My fingers curl in my lap.I walked away. Just left him. Not like I had a choice. Because he didn't give us a chance to talk. I thought we’d talk. I thought he’d at least ask why. But nothing. No calls. No texts. No ‘Are you okay?’Just silence.‘Give him time, Alexa,’ Martha said last night after catching me calling him, again. I had looked at her, eyes burning with pain. I needed closure before coming back here. If I didn’t hear from him, if we didn’t talk, I wouldn’t find peace.‘I just need to know we’re okay. That he doesn’t
Helia.Standing in the doorway, listening to Alexa talk about Pier, something twists inside me. I feel her pain. Her sadness. But I’m bound. By duty, by friendship, by loyalty, to do her grandmother’s bidding. Not just because Elviira is my client. Because she’s become dear to me. A dear friend.I inhale slowly and step forward into the cold air. At the sound of my approaching footsteps, both women turn. Alexa frowns slightly. Martha gives a small nod and walks away, leaving us alone.I stand beside her in silence. The energy between us is charged, bristling with her anger. And she has every right to be angry. I would be angry with me as well.“Pier doesn’t hate you,” I say quietly.The words taste like ash. But I say them for her sake. To soothe her. She’s hurting.“How do you know that?” She asks, voice thin.I don’t answer right away. I weigh whether she’s ready for the truth. The raw truth. About men. About relationships. About love.Like I had to learn about Ashley.I haven’t cal