36- Alpha Nikona in pain

Nikona's Pov

As I woke up again with a severe ache in my chest, my eyes lingered on the ceiling and the Chandler hanging above seems too tempting.A part of my brain hopes it fall down and crash on me, sinking it's sharp edges into my flesh then maybe the pain evoking in my chest would finally come to an end.

My hands, shaking within me reach up to my chest, fingers vigorously clutching the thin shirt I had put on as another wave of pain shoots through.The pain so striking, it feels like invisible daggers sinking into me constantly and brutally, often leaving me breathless.

"Stop…..stop" Words escaped my mouth without my own will.I am the Alpha and it's humiliating to go through such a thing, to have thrown in this loophole of pain and forced a label of pathetic on oneself.

This is all because of Elysia.Had she told me earlier about her ancestry, then I wouldn't have to go through any of it.I could have just kept her with myself but she chose to hide such a big thing about herself that