Chapter Eleven

On my way back to the bar, I was thinking of every possibility of what could have happened instead of me fucking him.

How could I be so fucking weak?

Because he makes you weak, my inner self mocked at me.

It was true though. He had awakened something inside of me that I've never felt before and I was already craving for his touch, his kiss. I've never felt so alive with anyone and it was so passionate that I was already thinking about fucking him again.

I shook my head, trying to get rid of all the inappropriate thoughts before handling the situation at hand.

I wanted to come clean to Beth even now as I didn't have the heart to lie to her anymore. I can't pretend to date Zach. That would be the worse thing I could do to him and for how long can I go on?

I was ready to face anything she throws at me. She would be devastated when she hears it but it was the right thing to do.

Once I reached the bar, I paid the cab driver and rushed inside to find her chatting with some customer. She sen