LOGINBrielle’s POV
By the time my last lecture ended, I was drained—but not from the class. I should’ve been thinking about the project due next week or debugging the AI model we’d been working on in lab. I was a computer science major, not some hopeless girl dreaming about a man she couldn’t have. But none of that mattered. Because Desmond Blackwood was still in my head. My dad’s best friend. The man I’d grown up around. The one I wasn’t supposed to think about like this. But I had. And I did. Over and over again. I closed my laptop slowly, pretending I was focused on anything else. Tonight was my birthday dinner, and I already knew exactly what I was going to wear. Something that would make Desmond look twice. Maybe, if the universe liked me just a little bit, I’d even get a kiss. Or more. “Hey Brielle! Got a reminder from Snapchat. Happy Birthday, girl,” Agnes said, pulling me into a warm hug. “Thank you,” I smiled. Agnes was part of my coding team. Smart, intense, the kind of girl who reminded me of who I was before I got all tangled up in the mess of feelings Desmond stirred in me. She waved goodbye and headed for the library, but I was already halfway gone in my thoughts again. Paul was waiting in the usual spot near the student lot. I climbed into the backseat and slumped against the cool leather just as my phone buzzed. Mirren. Mirren: Get ready, Miss Tech Queen. We’re going full bad girl tonight. Me: It’s dinner, not Vegas. Mirren: With that dress and that man? You don’t need dice. Just a mouth and maybe a leg lift. I smirked. Mirren knew too much. But somehow, not enough. We pulled into the driveway and I instantly spotted the twinkle of fairy lights across the balcony. Warm golden light poured from the windows like the house was trying to say tonight is special. My mom never did birthdays halfway. I headed upstairs to get ready, ignoring the growing knot in my stomach. I peeled off my jeans and tee and headed into the bathroom. The hot water felt amazing, but it only made the memory stronger. His hands. His breath. The way he touched me in that dream—like he owned every inch of me. Desmond. The only man who could make me lose myself from a dream alone. I stepped out, skin flushed, and towel-dried my hair before walking back into my room. My dress was already waiting for me, hung on the closet door like a secret I wasn’t supposed to tell anyone. Silky champagne fabric. Backless. A slit that climbed high enough to be scandalous. I slipped it on slowly. The fabric clung to me like heat, like want. Like him. I added my gold necklace—just a thin chain with a small charm engraved in binary code. 01001000. The letter H. For Hope—the name of the AI model I’d been secretly building with my professor. It was funny. I could write thousands of lines of code and break into systems most people didn’t understand, but when it came to Desmond, I couldn’t even block a single thought. I stepped into the hallway and nearly jumped when I saw Mirren waiting with a wine glass in hand. She looked me over from head to toe and let out a long, low whistle. “Damn, Bri. If you don’t get kissed tonight, I’m suing someone.” I rolled my eyes. “It’s just a dress.” She grinned. “No, babe. That’s temptation in silk.” I didn’t deny it. Because it was. For him. Downstairs, the dining room looked straight out of a magazine. White linens, candles burning tall between gold-rimmed plates, polished silverware catching the light just right. I sat beside my mom and Mirren. Desmond was across the table. Two seats away. Close enough to feel. Too far to touch. Mirren nudged me with her knee under the table. “He’s watching you like you’re the main course.” “Mirren,” I hissed. “What? I’m just saying—if eyes could undress, that dress wouldn’t last five seconds.” I bit the inside of my cheek to hide the smile creeping up. My dad raised his glass. “To Brielle,” he said warmly. “The daughter who once hacked our home Wi-Fi so her laptop got top speed. The one who made our IT guy quit—twice. Brilliant, stubborn, and absolutely impossible not to love.” Everyone laughed. I blushed a little. Then Desmond stood. My heart skipped. “I’ve known Brielle her whole life,” he said, raising his glass. “But tonight, she’s not the same girl I remember running through this house in pigtails. She’s something else now.” He paused. His eyes locked with mine. “And to be honest… that’s dangerous.” People laughed, but it wasn’t a joke. Not to me. Not to him. After dinner, I stepped out into the garden. I needed air. Needed space. The night smelled like roses. Tiny lights flickered along the path like stars got stuck in the bushes. “Running off again?” a voice asked. I didn’t have to turn. I knew it. Desmond. He stepped beside me, jacket off, sleeves rolled up. That tattoo on his forearm catching the glow of the garden lights. “You look…” he paused, scanning me from head to toe. “Grown-up.” “Grown-up?” I said, raising a brow. “That’s the best you’ve got?” He smirked. “Well, yeah. I don’t think I could carry you on my shoulders anymore.” But my legs sure could carry you, I thought silently. My phone buzzed. Unknown number. You looked stunning tonight. Shame it’s your last birthday with all of them. My chest tightened. My breath caught. “Desmond…” I turned the screen toward him. He read it, and I saw it—the shift. That calm mask he always wore dropped just slightly. Alertness crept in. Then—pop! A gunshot cracked through the night. Then another. Screams echoed from inside the house. Glass shattered. I heard Mirren’s voice shouting my name. Desmond grabbed my hand. “Inside. Now!” We ducked behind the stone archway. His arm wrapped tightly around me, holding me close. Shielding me. “They’re not aiming to kill,” he muttered, scanning the darkness. “How do you know?” “Because you’re still breathing.” My phone buzzed again. Tell your father the past doesn’t stay buried. Tick. Tick. Desmond snatched the phone, read it, jaw tight. “We need to talk,” he said. “But not here.” “What’s going on?” He didn’t answer. “Brielle!” My dad’s voice boomed across the garden as he rushed toward us. He grabbed my arms, eyes frantic. “Are you hurt? Are you okay?” “I’m fine,” I said, still shaking. He turned to Desmond. “This wasn’t random, was it?” Desmond didn’t answer. He didn’t have to. We all know the truth now.Brielle's povI turned back and froze when I saw the school deer approaching me. It stepped lightly acrossthe grass, ears twitching, and looked straight at me. I bent down slowly and reached out myhand."Hey there, little one" I whispered.The deer sniffed my hand and then nudged my palm with its nose. I giggled, the sound escapingme before I could stop it."You are so soft" I said as it rubbed against my leg. Somehow it wascomforting, and I felt a little of the tension in my chest fade. I laughed softly as it licked my handand then trotted a few steps before circling back, letting me pet it for a little longer.I finally sat on a bench in the garden and opened my tray. I was eating slowly, trying to calm mynerves, when my phone buzzed. I pulled it out and saw our class group chat exploding."Did anyone see Desmond today?" Selma typed.swear I am gonna have him""He is so hot and his eyes are hypnotizing. II groaned
Brielle's povI walked into school with my earbuds in and my hair all over the place because the morningbreeze refused to behave. I saw Selma leaning against her locker with two girls around her. Shehad her hand on her hip and her chin raised as if she owned the whole damn building. I wantedto walk past her but her voice was loud through the hall like some cheap speaker.“He is so hot and so handsome” she said while flipping her hair.I stopped walking because I already knew who she meant.“Desmond is perfect. I swear I am going to have him. I always get who I want” she said.My stomach twisted. I hated that it twisted but it did. I hated that her voice made my blood rush.I hated that she talked about him with that proud grin. I hated that she said she was going tohave him as if I did not know his mouth. I did not know his voice when he whispered. I did notknow his hands when he touched my waist. I stood there like a complete fool an
Desmond's PovSweden could be cold enough to freeze a grown man, yet Brielle still managed to warm everycorner of my mind. It did not help that she looked like the sweetest thing I had ever seen. Iwanted to touch her. I wanted to wrap my arms around her and hold her close. I wanted to kissher until her lips turned soft and warm. I could not do any of that. I did not want to bring troubleto her or draw unwanted attention.I reached Sweden one day after she did. I barely slept. I spent three long weeks applying forjobs in the university. I focused on courses I knew she needed. Luck or fate placed me in thebiggest course she could not avoid. It was dangerous but It feltperfect.I loved looking at her. I always loved looking at her. Her mouth, her eyes, her small irritatedfrowns that still made my chest tighten. I forced myself to act normal. I forced myself to lookaway.I sent my first class report and heard fast heels behind me.
Brielle's povIt had been three weeks since I started classes in Sweden and things were moving smootherthan I expected. I had settled into a rhythm that made me feel like I had been here for months. Iwalked into school with my hair tied up and my laptop tucked under my arm every day. Peopleknew my name now and some even stopped to greet me. I replied to the messages from myparents only when I felt strong enough because I had blocked their calls. It was easier that waybecause their voices always made me feel trapped. I had cut off Desmond completely because Ineeded to breathe. I needed to know who I was without him hovering over my life. He called andtexted every day at first but I ignored everything. I wanted freedom and quiet and my own mind.I was sitting in class waiting for my algorithm teacher to arrive when the door opened. Myteacher walked in with a tired smile and cleared his throat. The room grew quiet and I leanedback wi
I arrived at the hotel by six my parents had been asleep when I left the house with my packedbags. The lobby smelled of fresh flowers and polished wood I checked in quickly giving thereceptionist my name and showing my ID. My bag was taken to the room while I went up theelevator alone.I opened the door to our suite and dropped my bags on the floor. Mirren was already insidepacing with her phone in her hand. She turned when she saw me and smiled."We are officially hiding out for a while" she said, her voice bouncing with excitement."Yes" I said dropping onto the bed and stretching my legs.the approvals come through""I just hope no one finds us before"Relax" she said flopping beside me."We got this. Sweden is ours if we really want it"I nodded and pulled my phone out of my pocket to check my email for the hundredth time.Nothing new yet and I sighed, tossing it back onto the bed.Later that night I went to the bathroo
I lay on my bed with all the lights off because the night felt warmer when everything around mestayed quiet. The house had already gone still after the storm that blew through it earlier. Myfather had come home with so much anger that his footsteps shook the hallway floor. Heentered my room without knocking and told me that he would cut all my funds if I kept trying tochange my school. He pointed at my phone and told me that he had already seen everything onthe portal. I sat up slowly and watched him pace like he was trying to hold himself together.I told him that I had my own money because I started my business at fifteen and it was doingwell enough for me to stand on my own feet. His anger slipped into something softer and he satat the edge of my bed while his shoulders dropped. He begged me to rethink everythingbecause he said the world outside would swallow me whole. I watched him rub his face like hewanted to hide behind his han







