Brielle’s POV
By the time my last lecture ended, I was drained—but not from the class. I should’ve been thinking about the project due next week or debugging the AI model we’d been working on in lab. I was a computer science major, not some hopeless girl dreaming about a man she couldn’t have. But none of that mattered. Because Desmond Blackwood was still in my head. My dad’s best friend. The man I’d grown up around. The one I wasn’t supposed to think about like this. But I had. And I did. Over and over again. I closed my laptop slowly, pretending I was focused on anything else. Tonight was my birthday dinner, and I already knew exactly what I was going to wear. Something that would make Desmond look twice. Maybe, if the universe liked me just a little bit, I’d even get a kiss. Or more. “Hey Brielle! Got a reminder from Snapchat. Happy Birthday, girl,” Agnes said, pulling me into a warm hug. “Thank you,” I smiled. Agnes was part of my coding team. Smart, intense, the kind of girl who reminded me of who I was before I got all tangled up in the mess of feelings Desmond stirred in me. She waved goodbye and headed for the library, but I was already halfway gone in my thoughts again. Paul was waiting in the usual spot near the student lot. I climbed into the backseat and slumped against the cool leather just as my phone buzzed. Mirren. Mirren: Get ready, Miss Tech Queen. We’re going full bad girl tonight. Me: It’s dinner, not Vegas. Mirren: With that dress and that man? You don’t need dice. Just a mouth and maybe a leg lift. I smirked. Mirren knew too much. But somehow, not enough. We pulled into the driveway and I instantly spotted the twinkle of fairy lights across the balcony. Warm golden light poured from the windows like the house was trying to say tonight is special. My mom never did birthdays halfway. I headed upstairs to get ready, ignoring the growing knot in my stomach. I peeled off my jeans and tee and headed into the bathroom. The hot water felt amazing, but it only made the memory stronger. His hands. His breath. The way he touched me in that dream—like he owned every inch of me. Desmond. The only man who could make me lose myself from a dream alone. I stepped out, skin flushed, and towel-dried my hair before walking back into my room. My dress was already waiting for me, hung on the closet door like a secret I wasn’t supposed to tell anyone. Silky champagne fabric. Backless. A slit that climbed high enough to be scandalous. I slipped it on slowly. The fabric clung to me like heat, like want. Like him. I added my gold necklace—just a thin chain with a small charm engraved in binary code. 01001000. The letter H. For Hope—the name of the AI model I’d been secretly building with my professor. It was funny. I could write thousands of lines of code and break into systems most people didn’t understand, but when it came to Desmond, I couldn’t even block a single thought. I stepped into the hallway and nearly jumped when I saw Mirren waiting with a wine glass in hand. She looked me over from head to toe and let out a long, low whistle. “Damn, Bri. If you don’t get kissed tonight, I’m suing someone.” I rolled my eyes. “It’s just a dress.” She grinned. “No, babe. That’s temptation in silk.” I didn’t deny it. Because it was. For him. Downstairs, the dining room looked straight out of a magazine. White linens, candles burning tall between gold-rimmed plates, polished silverware catching the light just right. I sat beside my mom and Mirren. Desmond was across the table. Two seats away. Close enough to feel. Too far to touch. Mirren nudged me with her knee under the table. “He’s watching you like you’re the main course.” “Mirren,” I hissed. “What? I’m just saying—if eyes could undress, that dress wouldn’t last five seconds.” I bit the inside of my cheek to hide the smile creeping up. My dad raised his glass. “To Brielle,” he said warmly. “The daughter who once hacked our home Wi-Fi so her laptop got top speed. The one who made our IT guy quit—twice. Brilliant, stubborn, and absolutely impossible not to love.” Everyone laughed. I blushed a little. Then Desmond stood. My heart skipped. “I’ve known Brielle her whole life,” he said, raising his glass. “But tonight, she’s not the same girl I remember running through this house in pigtails. She’s something else now.” He paused. His eyes locked with mine. “And to be honest… that’s dangerous.” People laughed, but it wasn’t a joke. Not to me. Not to him. After dinner, I stepped out into the garden. I needed air. Needed space. The night smelled like roses. Tiny lights flickered along the path like stars got stuck in the bushes. “Running off again?” a voice asked. I didn’t have to turn. I knew it. Desmond. He stepped beside me, jacket off, sleeves rolled up. That tattoo on his forearm catching the glow of the garden lights. “You look…” he paused, scanning me from head to toe. “Grown-up.” “Grown-up?” I said, raising a brow. “That’s the best you’ve got?” He smirked. “Well, yeah. I don’t think I could carry you on my shoulders anymore.” But my legs sure could carry you, I thought silently. My phone buzzed. Unknown number. You looked stunning tonight. Shame it’s your last birthday with all of them. My chest tightened. My breath caught. “Desmond…” I turned the screen toward him. He read it, and I saw it—the shift. That calm mask he always wore dropped just slightly. Alertness crept in. Then—pop! A gunshot cracked through the night. Then another. Screams echoed from inside the house. Glass shattered. I heard Mirren’s voice shouting my name. Desmond grabbed my hand. “Inside. Now!” We ducked behind the stone archway. His arm wrapped tightly around me, holding me close. Shielding me. “They’re not aiming to kill,” he muttered, scanning the darkness. “How do you know?” “Because you’re still breathing.” My phone buzzed again. Tell your father the past doesn’t stay buried. Tick. Tick. Desmond snatched the phone, read it, jaw tight. “We need to talk,” he said. “But not here.” “What’s going on?” He didn’t answer. “Brielle!” My dad’s voice boomed across the garden as he rushed toward us. He grabbed my arms, eyes frantic. “Are you hurt? Are you okay?” “I’m fine,” I said, still shaking. He turned to Desmond. “This wasn’t random, was it?” Desmond didn’t answer. He didn’t have to. We all know the truth now.Brielle’s POVSleep never came.Not even a blink.Not after the way he said it.“I’ll protect you. Even with my life if I have to.”Desmond’s voice had sunk deep into my bones, stubborn and warm. I’d played it over and over again in my head, like a melody I couldn’t shake off. I wasn’t even sure which unsettled me more—the threat, or the fact that I wanted to be alone with him in the first place.What kind of person feels turned on after a shooting?Me, apparently.I sat on the edge of my bed, already dressed in jeans and a hoodie, trying not to think about how I’d be sharing a house with Desmond for who knows how long.When I stepped out of my room, the hallway was dim. Quiet. But he was there.Leaning against the wall in a black long-sleeved shirt, sleeves pushed up, one hand in his pocket, the other holding a coffee cup.His eyes lifted the moment he saw me.“You ready?”I nodded, avoiding his gaze. “Yeah.”We didn’t say much after that. Paul handed over the SUV keys, and Desmond o
Brielle’s POVMy dad led me back inside, one arm around my shoulders, the other already dialing someone—probably the FBI. Or the President, who knows. Being a diplomat came with a lot of power, and tonight, he looked ready to use every bit of it.Desmond stayed close behind, eyes sharp, checking every shadow like he was ready to take a bullet.The second we walked in, Mirren rushed toward me.“Oh my God, are you okay?” she whispered, grabbing my arms like she was checking for bullet holes.I nodded. “Just…shaken.”She looked at me like I was crazy. “Girl, someone literally fired shots at your house. On your birthday! You’re allowed to be more than shaken—you should be freaking out.”She wasn’t wrong.And she definitely wouldn’t calm down if she saw the texts I got right before the shooting.“I know that look,” she said, narrowing her eyes.“Huh?”“Don’t play dumb, Bri. You’re hiding something. Spill.”I let out a long sigh and handed her my phone.Her expression twisted as she scrolle
Brielle’s POVBy the time my last lecture ended, I was drained—but not from the class.I should’ve been thinking about the project due next week or debugging the AI model we’d been working on in lab. I was a computer science major, not some hopeless girl dreaming about a man she couldn’t have.But none of that mattered.Because Desmond Blackwood was still in my head.My dad’s best friend. The man I’d grown up around. The one I wasn’t supposed to think about like this.But I had. And I did. Over and over again.I closed my laptop slowly, pretending I was focused on anything else.Tonight was my birthday dinner, and I already knew exactly what I was going to wear. Something that would make Desmond look twice. Maybe, if the universe liked me just a little bit, I’d even get a kiss. Or more.“Hey Brielle! Got a reminder from Snapchat. Happy Birthday, girl,” Agnes said, pulling me into a warm hug.“Thank you,” I smiled.Agnes was part of my coding team. Smart, intense, the kind of girl who
Brielle’s POVI sighed the second the hot water hit my skin, but it didn’t help the ache low in my belly.Didn’t cool the heat still pulsing between my thighs.Didn’t erase the sound of his voice whispering in my ear—telling me to let go.Desmond.The man whose face and voice had haunted my dreams for years.The same man who had stood in my room just this morning, right beside my parents, holding a birthday cake like he hadn’t just made me fall apart in my sleep.Like he hadn’t just been inside me… in my dreams. Again.I wasn’t even ashamed anymore. I’d had my first orgasm imagining his face. My fingers buried deep inside me, desperate for something I couldn’t have.God knows what would happen if he ever touched me for real.I forced myself to finish showering and stepped out, toweling off quickly. I had to get ready for school, even if every inch of me still felt tender and on edge.I reached for the vanilla lotion I’d only bought because I overheard Desmond telling my dad once how m
I gulped as he walked slowly toward me. His eyes didn’t waver—locked on mine, burning with that same intense hunger I’d dreamed about so many times. He looked like a predator closing in, and God help me, I loved it.I rubbed my thighs together, trying to ease the heat building between them. I was sprawled out on his desk, helpless, waiting for his touch. My dress clung to my skin like it had melted onto me. Thin. Useless. I might as well have been naked.Desmond stopped in front of me, close enough for me to feel his body heat. He’d always been this steady, calming presence in my life, someone I looked up to. But not tonight. Not like this. My heart pounded as he looked down at my half-dressed form, his eyes dark and unreadable, full of things I shouldn’t want from him.He raised his hand slowly, brushing a few strands of hair from my face. I trembled under the gentleness of it.“Do you have any idea what you do to me?” His voice was low, quiet, made just for me. His words slid down m