"Uncleeee!" When we arrived, Toma was the first one to greet my dad, as if he was the real son. Though it doen't upset me how he act like that, he only annoys me with his loud voice of his.
"Toma! Yuji! It's nice to see you two again." Dad said while patting Toma on the head like a dog.
"Yeah, we won't be here for long though, so let's dig in on that feast!" Toma excitedly got in the house first looking like a starved animal. I only sighed and went inside the house with my dad.
It was nice being with dad again, I find it comforting to see him around. I just feel a bit sad sometimes whenever this house reminds me of mom. That's why I chose a boarding school, it was kind of unfortunate Toma had to tag along. I'm like babysitting and studying at the same time.
As it was time to sleep, we had Toma use the guest room while I rest in mine. He insisted to sleep in my room, but I want him out of sight even once in a while.
When Yuji's dad left for work, the two had nothing else to do inside the house. They thought of hanging out at the mall but Yuji was too lazy to go out, and so they decided to just make some popcorn and watch a good movie.Toma presented to cook while Yuji searched for a movie they'll watch. And when he decided on a movie, Toma was already done with the popcorns. "What's the genre?" Toma asked."Horror." Yuji really liked scary films.Toma seemed displeased with it. "I don't think I can handle horror movies well.""Oh come on man, don't be such a baby." Yuji teased.Then it made Toma pout, thinking of it as a challenge from Yuji. "I'm not a baby! Fine, let's watch that movie." And so they sat next to each other as the movie started.Though it was a fact that Toma is a big baby, whenever there's a scene that would scare the shit out of him, Toma will cling onto Yuji. "The heck
That night, I wasn't able to sleep well because of that damn accidental kiss. We didn't made a fuss about it, and Toma even apologized for it… but I can't understand myself, why the fuck am I keep thinking of it!?Now I couldn't even look at Toma in the eyes."Yeah, the exams were hard but Yuji was there to help me study.""That's good to hear. It's nice to know Yuji is being such a good kid helping his friend.""He really is great!" I stayed silent the whole time that we were all eating breakfast. I feel like it wouldn't do me good to converse with them feeling so lightheaded because of my sleepness night."…by the way, aren't you going to visit your mother Toma?" My dad asked him."Oh. There's still a lot of time though, but I'll make sure to visit her too.""Say 'hi' for me when you visit.""Sure uncle.""Hmm, Yuji? You're silent
"It's about that stupid kiss, right?""Shut the fuck up, I don't want to hear a word about it!" He's really trying to push the button. I've made it clear that I didn't want to talk about, but he still did. Toma really knows how to piss me off."I knew it. Yuji, that was nothing! Why are you so sensitive about it!?""I told you I don't want to talk about it!" Damn it, he's too pushy right now."We should really talk about it, I mean, you're not even gay to fuss over that kind of thing… right?" As he said that, I could feel my blood rushing to my face, so I decided to look the other way. "Just shut up.""Yuji, are you… do you…" Somehow, his words made me feel confused and upset. I didn't like the thought of him talking about me that way.I gathered myself and tried to cool down, "I need sleep, okay? It's not really about that. I'm not avoiding you or something and I'm not gay either f
It was a lie that Toma got a call from his mother. He went straight back to the city where his school is, though he doesn't plan to spend his days at the dorm.As he knocked at a door, it took a few moments before it opened and Noru was too surprised to find Toma infront of his door again. "Oh my, you look like a mess." Noru couldn't even greet Toma when he noticed that he looked horrible."Let me stay in for a few days." Toma walked in Noru's apartment without a second thought.Noru was still in shock seeing Toma near him, and what's more surprising is to find the confident Toma looking down on the floor. He tried to talk to Toma to know what exactly happened to the guy. "Hmm, let me guess, were you rejected?" Noru even chuckled."…worse, I… I kissed Yuji." Toma said as he sat on Noru's couch.His statement even made Noru more shocked than he already is."Aaaand then? Isn't t
He didn't came back even after the vacation was done. As I got back to school before the day class resumes, and he still wasn't there. Where in the world could he be right now?"Woah, you looked like you were working out." That's what I first heard from Hino when I got to my first class. And there was still no sight of Toma, he was no where to be found. "Of course, that's what I've been doing this vacation. And so that I wouldn't look like a girl, just like how you've always teased me." I told him.It's true that I just started working out these past few days, instead of being worried and anxious about Toma's absence, I started to work out as a distraction. "Hahaha, great to hear. I guess I'll be looking forward to what you'll look like after a few months.""Yeah. Just you wait and see." I grinned. I'm looking forward to this as well.After the whole day, I tried searching for Toma for atleast an hour but decided to
The two looked pale the moment they saw me."What are you doing here, Yuji?" Toma asked, slowly coming near me."I… I was just passing by-" I wasn't able to finish my sentence when Cami cut me off."This is it. We're over Toma." She said and walked away."Cami!!" Toma only yelled, and didn't even bothered chasing after her. After that, he looked at me with a very hopeless face. I was quite shocked to see something like this. Did they really just broke up infront of me?When tears were on verge of falling down on his cheeks, I walked up to him and gave him the hug he needed. He only hugged back and didn't say a word. "Let's go home, bud." I told him.I didn't know what was the reason why they broke up, but all that mattered right now is to get him back and make him rest first. "…no." He whispered."What? Is there something you're gonna do?" Don't tell me he's going t
When it was already the weekend, Toma and I planned to hang around at some place to make him feel better after his break up. Though I hate myself whenever I feel weird about Toma when the littlest things happen: like whenever we slightly touch, or whenever he stares at me, or even whenever he would call my name."…hmmm, is there something troubling you Yuji?" I didn't noticed that Toma was near me, so when I saw him beside me, I freaked out."What the hell dude! You're too close!" I immediately pushed his face far away from mine."I'm just worried, you know! You looked like you were deeply thinking about something.""It's nothing. None of your business.""Oh really?" He looked at me with doubtful eyes."Really! Geez, just leave me alone." Argh, I just can't stand this weird feeling. I tried hard avoiding his gaze so he couldn't see my face turning red."EH!? Didn't
When we were going back to our dorm, it was a coincidence that we suddenly ran to Yuu. I thought he'll just ignore us since he was walking with a group of friends, but he came to me as soon as he saw Toma and I."Hey! It's been a while!" He greeted."Yuu, nice to see you again." Toma said.Then Yuu shocked me as he completely ignored Toma and talked only to me. "How have you been Yuji? I was really looking forward to hang out with 'ya.""Oh uhh…" I suddenly felt uneasy with him around."Hmm." Toma frowned as he was ignored by Yuu. Anybody would be really upset if they were ignored like that after all. I just sighed and tried to talk properly with Yuu. "I'm fine. How about you?" Damn, it feels so awkward right now."Same, same. I'm hanging out with a few friends.""Cool.""Yeah, so I'll see you later.""Okay.""Bye Y