LOGINANDRE'S POV
Ten minutes to kickoff and the locker room was loud.
Cleats on concrete, tape guns, someone's playlist bleeding through a Bluetooth speaker in the corner. The usual pre-game chaos and I moved through it easy, bag on my shoulder, already dressed, already ready.
Lexie was waiting by the door with Rose. I stopped when I saw my sister. She was in her coat with her headphones around her neck, holding something up between two fingers.
Earplugs.
"What are you doing here?" I said. "Shouldn't you be heading to lessons?"
"Free day," Rose said.
I looked at Lexie.
"She wanted to come," Lexie said.
I exhaled and turned back to my sister. "Rose. The stadium is going to be loud."
Rose held the earplugs up again, completely serious about it, like she had already handled every objection before I opened my mouth.
I looked at her for a second. Then I almost smiled.
"Smart," I said.
She pocketed them and then looked up at me with that particular expression she had, the one that meant she had a practical need and was waiting for me to figure it out.
"Water?" she said.
I turned immediately. "Yo." I flagged down the nearest teammate, Davis, big guy, reliable. "Bottle. Sealed, new one."
He looked at me, read my face, and nodded without asking questions. Thirty seconds later he came back with one straight from the case, plastic still crackling. I checked the seal myself before I handed it to Rose.
She took it, examined it once, and put it in her coat pocket.
I watched her drift toward Tanner, who immediately started showing off for her the way he always did. I waited until she was out of earshot and turned to Lexie.
"Why did you bring her?" I kept my voice low.
"I didn't bring her, she asked."
"You know how she gets around crowds."
"She's autistic, Andre." Lexie's voice was patient in a way that meant she was done being patient. "It's not like she's made of glass. She'll be fine."
"Just keep your eyes on her the whole time."
"I will." She stepped in and kissed me. "Go do what you do."
Tanner appeared at my shoulder already buzzing. "Dre. Coach wants us out. Let's roll."
Lexie squeezed my arm as I turned. "Go crush them, baby. You always do."
Coach Howard caught me in the tunnel before I hit the pitch.
He was a tall man with a calm face that only moved when something was actually worth reacting to. He fell into step beside me without breaking my stride.
"I'm sure you've heard about O'Reilly," he said.
"I have."
"I don't have anything to worry about, do I?"
I looked at him. "No, Coach. You don't."
He held my eyes for a second, then nodded once and peeled off toward the sideline.
Outside the noise hit me before I cleared the tunnel.
My name in the crowd. Chants rolling through the stands, the kind you felt in your chest before your ears registered them. Camera crews along the entry corridor swung toward me and I let my face do what it always did out here. Settled. Easy. Like this was exactly where I was supposed to be because it was.
Tanner pulled up beside me. "Media's heavy today."
"It's always heavy."
"Heavier. People want to see if O'Reilly's the real thing."
I didn't answer that.
Warm-up was clean. I moved through drills on autopilot while my eyes did the actual work, reading the pitch, clocking bodies, filing things away. I had seen clips of Richard O'Reilly before today. Most of them were from high school, a year or two old at most, which meant his college experience was still limited. He was gifted, anyone with eyes could see that, but gifted in high school and gifted at this level were two different conversations entirely. College rugby moved faster, hit harder, and punished hesitation in ways high school never did.
He was walking into my house.
I had beaten men with larger reputations than his. Men who came onto this pitch absolutely certain they were the variable that was going to change everything, and I had watched every single one of them recalibrate somewhere in the second half when the game stopped going the way they expected. Richard O'Reilly was talented. He was also new here. And I had been doing this long enough to know exactly how that combination ended.
That was when I saw him.
He was on the far side of the pitch with the Wolves. Dark hair, wide through the shoulders, a jaw that looked like it had taken hits before and not particularly minded. He wasn't the biggest man on the field but something about the way he stood made you look at him anyway. Still while everyone around him was loose and loud. His eyes were already moving across the pitch the same way mine were.
My stomach tightened.
I crossed the pitch and I didn't overthink it. Two players meeting before the match. Cameras would catch it, that was fine, that was the point. Sportsmanship. Exactly the image the program wanted from me.
I stopped a few feet from him.
"Richard O'Reilly," I said. I put my hand out. "Good game today."
He looked at my hand then he turned his head and spat on the ground next to my left shoe and walked away.
Just like that.
Back to his side of the pitch, back into the drill, like I was something he had already moved past and forgotten.
I stood there, my hand still out.
I lowered it slowly. The crowd was behind me, the cameras were too far, nobody had caught it. To everyone watching it probably looked like a brief exchange between two players before a match. Perfectly ordinary. Nothing to see.
But I had felt it. The deliberateness of it. He hadn't done it by accident or out of nerves or because he didn't see my hand. He had looked directly at me, made a choice, and executed it without a single second of hesitation.
My face stayed exactly where I had put it. Composed. Easy. I knew how to do this. I had always known how to do this.
But my jaw was tight and my pulse had climbed and the hand I had lowered was curled into a loose fist at my side.
The referee's whistle cut through the noise and the teams started to get into position.
I turned back toward my half of the pitch.
What the fuck is wrong with this guy?
Richard's POVThe whistle came from somewhere far away.The crowd noise returned in pieces, like a radio finding its signal. My teammates were moving around me, some celebrating the performance, some already heading toward the touchline, and I was standing in the middle of the pitch with the result sitting in my chest and my legs still going and the game already over.The commentator's voice bled through the stadium speakers.Both programs heading to Wood Work. The rivalry between O'Reilly and Williams more heated than ever. One point separating them today.One point.I stood there and let it wash over me and did not move.Marcus got to me first."Hey." He grabbed my shoulder and turned me toward him. "Look at me. One point. You hear me? One point.""I hear you," I said."That's nothing. That's a rounding error. We played well today, Richard. The whole team played well.""I know.""Do you?" He looked at me hard. "Because you're standing here like someone died."I said nothing."We're
Andre's POVTWO DAYS LATERRose was already in the corridor when I came out of the changing room.She was standing beside Lexie with her coat on and her earplugs in her hand, ready, like she had been here longer than either of us and was simply waiting for the rest of the situation to catch up.I stopped. "You need anything? Water, food, somewhere to sit before—""No," she said."Rose. The bleachers are going to be loud today. This is a qualifying match, the crowd is going to be—""I have earplugs," she said. She held them up, the same way she had held them up the first time, like the gesture explained everything and further conversation was unnecessary."Is Richard playing today?" she said.I looked at her. "Yes. He's on the Wolves roster.""Good." She nodded once. "I want to thank him.""Rose, this is a qualifying match. You're not going to be able to get near the pitch before or after—""I want to thank him," she said again. Same tone. Same finality.I looked at Lexie.Lexie looked
Richard's POVWednesday practice was supposed to run until six.I was in the middle of a contact drill when my phone buzzed in my shorts pocket. I ignored it. It buzzed again. Marcus glanced at me from across the line and I shook my head and reset my stance and we went again.When Briggs blew the whistle for water I pulled the phone out.Sofia."Ooooh," Marcus said immediately from two feet away. He had eyes like a hawk when it came to other people's business. "Is that her?""Mind the drill," I said."It's a water break." He leaned over. "Call her back. She's been—"I stepped away from the group and picked up."Hey," she said. Her voice was warm the way it always was, like she had been looking forward to this call specifically. "Are you training?""Just a break," I said. "What's up?""I have a surprise for you.""I don't like surprises.""You'll like this one." A pause. "I'm sending you an address. Come tonight. I'll be there at eight."I looked back at the group. Marcus was watching
Andre's POVOne week out.That was the number I woke up with and the number I carried through breakfast and the drive to the facility and the tape job and the walk out to the pitch. Win today. Win the next. Then the Wolves in the qualifying round and Wood Work on the other side of it. Seven days and two results standing between me and a week in the national forest that I had been thinking about since the first whistle of the first game this season.I was focused. Sharp. Exactly where I needed to be.Tanner fell into step beside me during warm-up."One week to Wood Work, huh," he said.I kept my eyes on the far end of the pitch. "I know."He made a sound of pure anticipation. "I cannot wait to get my dick wet."I looked at him. "It's Wood Work. There are no girls allowed.""No girls allowed, huh?" He bumped my shoulder, grinning already. "Like you haven't smuggled Lexie in the previous two years.""Tanner—" I grabbed his arm.He kept going, pulling slightly out of my grip. "Honestly at
Andre's POVI pushed back from the table before I had fully decided to.I told myself it was the thank you. That I owed him that much and it had been sitting on me since the benefit and the clean thing to do was say it and be done with it. That was the reason I was crossing a restaurant toward a man I had pinned against a wall forty-eight hours ago.That was the reason.Richard was standing near the exit with his jacket half on, looking out through the glass toward the street. He didn't turn when I came up behind him. I stopped a few feet back."Richard," I said.He turned.His face was neutral in the way it was always neutral, that default flat expression he wore like a second skin, giving nothing back until he decided to. He looked at me and waited."I wanted to say thank you," I said. "For Rose. At the benefit." I kept my voice level. "You didn't have to stay with her and you did and I came in there and made it something it wasn't. So. Thank you."It cost something to say. I could
Richard's POVDarren had been gone since noon.No note, no text, nothing. Just the truck missing from the driveway when I got back from training and the particular quality of quiet that came from a house when the person who made it feel like a trap was temporarily somewhere else. He was probably at whatever bar gave him the least resistance on a weekday afternoon. I did not care where he was. I cared that he wasn't here.I sat on the couch for a while. Then I moved to my room. Then back to the couch. I ate something from the fridge that didn't require cooking and watched the ceiling and let the day sit on me without trying to do anything with it.The article was still out there. Briggs's voice was still in my head. The image was still the image.I had my phone face down on the cushion beside me when Sofia called.I looked at the screen for two rings before I picked up."I'm taking you out," she said."Not tonight.""Richard.""I'm serious. I'm not in the mood for—""The article has be







