MasukMonday morning.
My head throbbed like someone was beating drums inside it.
And earlier this morning, my dick was hard.
She’d shown up again…in my dreams.
The girl from Noir.
She still hadn’t left a name.
The woman from last week. I’d gone back to the club, hoping to find her.
I didn’t.
The dress. The mouth.
The way she took me like she needed to forget the world and let me destroy hers…for a few hours.
I hadn’t even gotten her name.
Which pissed me off. I wasn’t the one who got left behind.
Let alone fucked senseless and ghosted before dawn.
Her lipstick was still on my neck when I woke up.
She’d vanished.
Part of me should’ve been angry.
But instead, I was hard.
Just the memory of her..her moans, her nails in my skin, the way she came on my cock like she’d waited her whole life for it.
Fuck.
I hadn’t stopped thinking about her. Not during the drive.
Not during the meetings.
Not even when I was staring at a million-dollar deal across the boardroom table.
No strings. No drama. Just heat and sweat and something that felt dangerously close to obsession.
I liked dangerous.
But I didn’t do feelings.
Love was a weakness. A learned one.
My mother taught me when she tried to buy my father's affection back with her body and got left with nothing but bruises and an empty house.
I had watch mother put on her best dress, spritz her perfume, and wait by the door for the bastard of a father… like a woman about to meet her first love. She would fix his plate, rub his shoulders, offer herself to him in every possible way with her body, her care, her dignity.
But he never loved her. He didn’t even pretend to.
I remembered walking in on father not once, but many times with other women. On the couch. In their bedroom. Sometimes while mother was home. Sometimes while she stood there crying, begging him to stop.
I even remembered how I had walked in on father ontop my mom and how she had begged him to stop. but I didn't understand it all then.
Love was a Fvcking weakness. And I didn't want to be as weak as mom.
Worst? She taught me again when I was 12, she finally disappeared with no goodbyes, no trace, leaving me alone with that monster.
I built myself without them.
And I’d sworn I’d never need anyone to build me again.
So why the hell did I want to find her?
I didn’t even know her name.
Just her scent.
The sound of her voice when she came.
The way her eyes dared me to ruin her while her body begged me not to stop.
She was fire.
And I wasn’t done burning.
My phone buzzed…a text from Lucas, my younger brother. I ignored it.
“I will be back home soon bro.” was the text he sent.
Lucas was soft…naive, he didn’t belong in this world.
I thought of her again—the girl with the mouth that knew exactly what it was doing, and the eyes that gave away nothing.
I’d meant for it to be one night.
A distraction. Something primal to get me through another week of liars and overpriced scotch.
But she walked out like she was the one calling the shots.
I was used to being in control.
And now, I wanted to see what she looked like when she wasn’t.
I groaned, shoving the file in front of me aside.
My new PA was supposed to show up this morning.
But clearly, she didn’t value the job.
10:30 a.m.
No call. No show.
I was just about to grab the phone and cancel her contract before it even began.
When a knock hit the door.
“Come in,” I said, voice sharp.
The door opened.
And she walked in.
“I’m so sorry, Sir..”
I snapped to look at the person at the door and my body stiffened.
It was Her.
The girl from Noir.
The girl who left my bed empty and my cock half-hard in the morning.
Same deep Brown hair . And those almond-shaped eyes.
Same lips…softer pink today, but still full and sinful.
A navy blouse tucked into high-waisted trousers that hugged her hips like sin.
But her eyes.
The eyes never lie.
And hers? They said she knew.
She froze the moment she saw me.
I could almost hear her heartbeat.
One. Two.
Then her chin lifted…like she’d walked into a boardroom, not a memory.
I could play it cool.
Pretend I didn’t remember how she gasped my name like a prayer.
Or how she clawed my back so hard I bled.
But I wasn’t going to.
I smiled.
Fearing my truth, I looked into my computer, pretending to be buried in work.
“Go on,” I said coolly, without looking up.
“You were about to give an excuse.”
She hesitated, just for a second. But I felt it.
She stared, searching for a lie that might pass for truth.
Then came the stammer.
“I… I..the traffic was bad.”
She lied.
I didn’t need to look at her to know it.
Her voice trembled slightly, too controlled. Her posture was just a little too perfect. And silence dragged between us like tension on a wire.
A slow smile curled at the corner of my lips.
She knew exactly who I was.
And every shift in her stance, every flicker in her gaze, every inch of the way she clutched her tablet like a lifeline, It told me the same thing..
She remembered.
I moved my chair back, slow and deliberate, letting the silence stretch thin.
She flinched…barely, but I caught it.
I stood, adjusting the cuff of my shirt, buying myself a second to drink her in from this new angle.
Up close, she was even more distracting.
Professionally dressed, sure, but her body wore restraint like it was begging to be undone.
“I don’t tolerate lateness,” I said, my tone low, measured, the kind of calm that hides fire.
“And I hate being lied to.”
She swallowed hard, and for a second her eyes dropped, betraying just the tiniest crack in her composure.
Good.
Let her feel it. I was in control now.
“Let's start with a cup of coffee.” I added and she gave me the..”are you being serious.” look. But ofc she turned to go get it.
She returned minutes later with the coffee, careful fingers gripping the cup. Her steps were steady, her face composed, but I saw the way her throat bobbed when our eyes met again.
She reached my desk and leaned slightly to place the cup down.
And the cup slipped.
The dark liquid splashed across the glass surface with a soft hiss, dangerously close to the files, but not a single drop touched the documents. Still, the sound it made? That was enough.
“What the fuck is wrong with you?” I barked, standing so fast my chair rolled back.
She froze.
“I…”
“No. Don’t even start.” I pointed a finger at the mess like it was some irreversible catastrophe. “Do you have any idea what could’ve happened if that touched the contracts on this table? One mistake—one—can cost millions, do you hear me?”
She blinked fast, clearly trying to hold her reaction in.
“I said I’m sorry,” she said, voice soft.
“No. You don’t get to be sorry. You don’t get to be this careless!”
“I didn’t mean to spill it…”
“You shouldn’t have spilled it at all!”
Her mouth parted, then clamped shut. Her fingers curled into fists at her sides.
And then she snapped.
“Oh for God’s sake!” she yelled, loud enough to make my heart jolt. “It’s just fucking coffee! Nothing got ruined! Your precious papers are fine—your table didn’t catch fire..I’ll clean the damn mess!”
She grabbed a tissue from the edge of my desk and bent to wipe the spill. Her hair fell forward, and her hands moved fast and sharp, almost like she wanted to attack the table.
I should’ve let it go.
But her voice was still in my head. That scream. That raw anger. The fire in her eyes.
She stood straight again, breathing hard, lips parted..
“You’re reckless,” I said lowly.
“And you are..”
“I’m what?” I stepped in, closing the space until her back hit the edge of my desk. No escape now. Her breath was shallow, her eyes locked on mine.
“This is my company,” I said, voice low and tight. “You work for me. So you learn to control your tongue.”
Her jaw clenched, but her voice stayed cool. “Or what? You’ll write me up for not worshiping you?”
I let out a sharp breath, half a laugh, half frustration.
“No,” I said. “But I could make you beg me with it.”
She blinked once. The air between us tightened.
And then she tilted her head, lips curving slightly, voice a breathy dare:
“And how do you intend to do that?”
Fuck.
My control snapped for a second.
“I don’t even know why I’m this mad at you,” I said, voice rough. “I don’t know if it’s because you were late… or because you spilled the coffee… or if it’s because you walked out that night like I was the forgettable one.”
Her expression shifted. The sharpness in her eyes flickered, just for a heartbeat.
“Oh- do I perceive a crushed ego?” She teased.
“I should fire you,” I growled.
“Then do it,” She snapped.
But I didn’t.
Rielle…I told myself I wasn’t going to cry — that I was stronger than this — but the truth was, I felt hollow. The kind of hollow that ached in places you didn’t know existed until they hurt.The smell of his cologne still lingered in the air, faint but impossible to ignore. It was ridiculous how a scent could undo me like this.I walked back to his desk and sat in his chair, tracing my fingers along the edge where his hand always rested. It was still warm.That stupid warmth made my chest tighten all over again.I should’ve been angry.Angry that he didn’t tell me about the trip.Angry that he still let Linda hang off him like she belonged there.But instead, all I could feel was fear — fear that he was pulling away.He’d said it was personal, but personal meant private, and private meant not me.I leaned back in the chair and stared at the ceiling, whispering,“Why does it hurt so much when I’m not even supposed to matter?”My phone buzzed on the table beside me.For a second, my h
Zayden’s POVThe door clicked shut behind me, but her voice stayed.“You should go. Wouldn’t want to keep her waiting.”That tone—quiet, trembling, but sharp enough to cut through me—wouldn’t leave my head.Linda was talking beside me, something about flight schedules, the driver, and the meeting arrangements, but I barely heard her. My mind was still in that office. With her.Rielle.She didn’t understand. I wasn’t leaving to avoid her. I was leaving to find something I’d lost a long time ago—someone who might not even want to be found.But I couldn’t tell her that. Not yet.When she’d said “You two are even closer than I thought,” I wanted to stop her. To tell her that whatever she thought she saw between me and Linda wasn’t real. Linda was noise, history, comfort—nothing more. But Rielle…Rielle was chaos. The kind that burned everything I tried to control.The elevator doors slid shut, and I caught my reflection in the mirror—cold eyes, tight jaw, and something else. Guilt.She di
RielleZayden’s phone buzzed on the desk, the sound cutting through the silence.I glanced toward it, still trying to steady my breathing. The morning light was spilling through the blinds, soft and golden — it should’ve felt peaceful, but something about the look on his face wasn’t.He reached for the phone, thumb swiping across the screen. His expression shifted almost instantly — calm, unreadable, like a mask sliding back into place.I sat up, the fabric of my blouse brushing against my skin. “Who’s that?” I asked quietly.He didn’t answer right away. Then he turned the screen slightly, as if debating whether to show me.A message glowed across it:Linda: I’ll be there in ten minutes. Pack up before I come. Our flight leaves in an hour.My chest tightened. “You’re leaving somewhere?”Zayden looked at me — eyes steady, voice controlled. “It’s work. I should’ve told you earlier.”“Work?” I repeated, my voice sharper than I intended. “No appointment of yours passed across my nose. I’m
Linda’s eyes lit up with purpose. “Then what are we waiting for?” she said, already pulling her phone from her bag. “I can have us on the next flight out. We’ll need somewhere to stay—maybe a small inn or a local rental. If it’s as small as you say, it won’t be hard to find anyone new who’s moved there.”I watched her move around the room, voice low but quick, her usual calm replaced by excitement. For the first time in weeks, she looked alive again — and that should have made me feel something like relief. Instead, I just felt… conflicted.“Linda,” I said quietly.She glanced up, phone still in her hand. “What?”I hesitated. “Rielle should know about this.”Her smile faltered just slightly. “Zayden,” she said carefully, “you don’t have to tell her everything. Not yet. This is personal — family. And after everything with Dante, maybe some space would do you both good.”I rubbed a hand across my jaw, the tension creeping back into my shoulders. She wasn’t wrong. Rielle had enough chaos
“I saw Lucas leave.”It was Linda.“Did my father send you here too?” I asked, already frustrated with the parade of morning visitors.She gave a soft laugh, stepping closer. “You know he wouldn’t dare. I’m on your side.”Her hand landed on my shoulder, light but deliberate, and that familiar smirk curved her lips — the one that always carried more meaning than her words.I managed a small smile, the tension in my chest easing just a little. For all her sharp edges and games, Linda had always been the one person who seemed to understand me — and, for now, the only one I could trust to stay by me no matter what.Linda’s perfume lingered in the air — soft, expensive, the kind that made it hard to tell where memory ended and presence began.“You look tired,” she said, studying me with that too-perceptive gaze. “You’ve been working nonstop again, haven’t you?”I exhaled, rubbing the back of my neck. “There’s a lot going on. The trip, the board, my father’s sudden interest in my life—take
Zayden.It was a Sunday morning, and the last person I expected to see in my house was my stepbrother, Lucas.He had this habit of disappearing for weeks and then showing up like nothing ever happened — always unannounced, always at the worst possible time.The last time he’d appeared, he’d taken Rielle out for a drink, and I was still pissed about it.“You know you’re going to have to see him, right? Sooner or later, brother.”Lucas’s voice drifted behind me, calm but too certain, as though he was delivering a fact rather than an opinion. He stood there, a glass of wine dangling carelessly in his hand, posture loose against the balcony rail.I didn’t turn around. My reflection in the glass wall looked back at me, pale and tired-eyed, hair falling messily into my face. The city glittered beneath me like it belonged to someone else.“Is this why you came to town?” My voice was flat, dangerous. “To play messenger boy? If he wanted to see me so badly, he could’ve picked up a phone. Bette







