LOGINRenna's POV.
The loud music from the speakers throbbed so hard it rattled my bones, my chest practically vibrated with every pulse of sound. I told myself I was going to enjoy this. I needed to enjoy this. But there I was, standing at the edge of our VIP table, nursing my third cocktail, still fighting the ghosts in my head. “Relax, Renna,” Gia shouted over the music, bumping her shoulder playfully against mine. “It’s your first night out in forever!” I forced a small smile and raised my glass in mock celebration before gulping the drink. The alcohol warmed my insides, sweet and sharp at the same time, maybe it would be enough to drown out the haunting thoughts. But then… I felt something. A prickling at the back of my neck, a ripple under my skin, someone was watching me. I looked around slowly, trying not to be obvious. The club was crowded, faces blurring under flashing lights, but then… my gaze fell on him. And I froze. There he was. The mysterious stranger who had been living in my head rent-free for two agonizing weeks. He stood at the far corner of the club, near the shadowed edge of the wall, one hand casually shoved in the pocket of his black trousers, the other holding a glass of obvious alcohol. His eyes, dark and dangerously intent... were fixed solely on me. No smile, no wave. Just that unreadable, cold expression. I blinked rapidly and looked away, heart thudding against my ribs. Oh my God. Of all places. Of all nights. I forced a laugh at something one of Gia’s friends was saying and took another sip of my drink. My hands were shaking slightly, and I knew I couldn’t let it show. “Okay,” Gia’s voice suddenly cut in as she leaned close to me. “You’ve had enough of that, It’s time to find someone in this club and have an absolute nice time with them. Cool your head, Renna.” I choked on my drink, coughing. “What?!” “You heard me.” she smirked. “A little fun can most definitely cure a heartbreak.” She snapped her fingers for emphasis. “I… I haven’t seen anyone I like,” I stuttered, glancing away. Gia tilted her head, looking around carefully. “What about him?” My stomach dropped as she discreetly pointed toward the far corner, and I didn’t even have to look to know who she was referring to. “That man has been staring at you since we walked in. Like, laser-focused. He hasn’t looked away once.” Heat climbed my neck, but I shook my head quickly. “He’s… he’s not my type.” It was a lie. A blatant one. Gia’s brows shot up. “Not your type? That man I'm looking at is everyone's type including me, He looks like literal sin, Renna! He might be older but who cares? The more seasoned, the better.” I opened my mouth to protest, but she wasn’t having it. “Nope,” she said firmly, grabbing my wrist. “You need this. And I know you won’t do it on your own, so…” “Gia, what are you.. ” Before I could finish, she pushed me. Like literally shoved me up from my seat. I stumbled forward, trying to regain balance, and before I knew it, I was walking straight toward him. The closer I got, the louder the music seemed to get, or maybe it was just my heartbeat pounding in my ears. “Hi,” I managed breathlessly when I reached him. He didn’t respond right away. He just stood there, still as stone, those dark eyes roaming over my face like he was trying to memorize me. God. How could one stare do so much to me? My stomach flipped, my skin buzzed, and I swear I felt moisture pooling between my legs just from the way he was looking at me. “You look different.. hot really.” he finally blurted, his gaze roaming my body. My breath caught in my throat. “Uh… thank you.” I wasn’t sure what else to say. My brain was useless, and the alcohol wasn’t helping. “I just…” I swallowed hard. “I just wanted to have fun tonight.” He nodded once, not breaking eye contact. I shifted awkwardly, fidgeting with the hem of my dress. He wasn’t saying anything else, just staring, and I didn’t know what to do with myself. I reached for my glass again, and as I stood to leave, my heel caught on the edge of the chair. I stumbled. Right into him. Surprisingly, he widened his arms and I fell right in, steadying me before I could hit the floor. And then I was pressed against him. I could smell him now, so clean but outrightly intoxicating. My heart thundered as I looked up into his impossibly handsome face. He was closer now, so close that I could see the faint stubble along his jaw, and the perfectly trimmed strands of his beards. “Damn,” he whispered, his voice hoarse, as if the words slipped out without permission. “What are you doing to me, kitten?” I gasped softly, the new nickname sending a shiver straight down my spine. I didn’t even think. I just… reached up, tracing my fingertips slowly along his jawline. His entire body tensed. I felt it. A tiny little twitch. And then… lower. My thighs clenched involuntarily when I realized there was something hard now pressing against my backside. I glanced up at him with wide eyes, and then... Despite how hard I tried to keep it in, a wide smile broke out on my face. “You’re… hard,” I murmured, unable to resist teasing him. “For me?” His jaw flexed, and he didn’t answer, but he didn’t deny it either. I leaned in, my lips brushing his ear, “I wouldn’t mind… taking care of that.” His breath hitched. “We could… get a room,” I said softly, boldness fueled by alcohol and the way his body was responding to mine. “And I’ll take care of you.” I took a bold reckless step and leaned up to kiss him, my lips just inches from his, but his hand suddenly came up, firmly holding my head in place. He didn’t make any move. Instead, he stared into my eyes, his gaze fierce and conflicted. “Renna…” he said slowly. “You have a boyfriend.” “I don’t,” I whispered back, shaking my head. “Not anymore, we've broken up.” But he didn’t seem convinced. “Not officially I assume, and you’re drunk right now,” he added, his other hand brushing my cheek lightly. “I’m fine,” I argued, trying to lean closer, but he held me still. “Kitten…” he whispered, leaning down to gently graze his lips against my cheeks. And then my temple. And then my forehead. Soft, lingering kisses with every word he spoke. “You’re too sweet to get entangled with me,” his lips lingered at the corner of my mouth. "And I'm already falling apart just having you this close.” By the time he kissed the corner of my jaw, I was trembling in his arms. “Please,” I whispered, my voice breaking. But he only tightened his hold on me, burying his face in my hair for a long moment. "You’re going to destroy me, kitten.” he whispered against my ear.Renna's POV.I stepped out of the restroom first, Cross and I couldn't leave the same time and risk being caught. For a few seconds, I just stood there, my chest rising and falling too fast, hands trembling slightly around the strap of my bag as I tried to steady myself. My legs were still a little wobbly from all that action.Exhaling deeply, I fixed my hair, adjusted my cardigan, and took a cautious step forward, pretending that I hadn't just finished fucking my lecturer in the men's restroom.“Renna?” The sound of my name suddenly rooted me to the spot. I turned slowly, and there she was.Gia.She was standing barely a few feet away, her arms crossed and her brow furrowed in that way that always meant "interrogation incoming." “Where have you been?” she asked, glancing around. “I was literally just about to text you.”I opened my mouth, but no sound came out at first. My brain was still catching up.“I, uh... class,” I blurted finally. “I just finished.”She tilted her head, ey
Renna's POV.Cross froze instantly, his cock still buried deep inside me. He held me perfectly still against him.Thankfully, it had been the next door.I could hear male voices, laughing and discussing filling me with panic.Cross's body was rigid against mine, every muscle tensed as he held me against the wall and tried to keep us both perfectly still. I tried not to move and struggled not to breathe too deeply. My heart was pounding so hard, I worried that they might hear it.I closed my eyes, trying to keep myself calm and quiet, but the forced stillness only enhanced my awareness of how my body was still connected to Cross. Every wonderful inch. My pussy seemed to grow wetter around him and I couldn't keep myself from clenching my muscles. His mouth fell open and he stared into my eyes. He subtly shook his head in a silent message for me to stop, but my body was beyond my control.The perversity of our situation was making my heart race faster. Here I was, hidden in a bathroom wi
Renna's POV.When I pushed his pants down his hips and freed his cock, he lifted his head. "God, I want you so bad, I'm going to fucking ruin you for everyone else, you're mine." Hearing his confession sent a fresh wave of desire through my core. I lifted my chin to him while still stroking him, "Then take me. Take me right now."Needing no further encouragement, he grabbed the hem of my dress and lifted it until it was bunched around my waist. He pushed my panties down to my knees and quickly reached between my legs and slid his fingers through my soaked folds."You're dripping wet," he said with a raspy edge to his voice.A spike of embarrassment streaked across my mind at being so wet for a man I was supposed to be mad at, few minutes ago, but I didn't have long to dwell on it as he found my clit and gently circled his fingers around it."Oh fuck...mmmmmmm." I grabbed his arm with my free hand but had no intention of removing his hand--I was trying to prevent him from removing it.
Renna's POV.I was halfway down the hall, my bag swinging lazily at my side, when my mind wandered, as it always did, to him. Cross.The memory of our last conversation in the empty classroom floated unbidden into my head: the way he’d stood there, calm and patient and listened to my crashout. I can't believe I walked out on him.I shook my head, trying to snap out of it. I had no right to feel like this. I knew he was married, always had. I’d known from the beginning. I had as a matter of fact, forced my way into his life, because no one had ever gotten under my skin like he did; the way he looked at me like the most precious thing, and at the same time hungrily, like he wanted to devour me, even in public places... I had been drawn to him, completely and recklessly. That was my own fault.What I felt this morning was just jealousy, and maybe a little insanity.I forced my steps to quicken, reasoning with myself. I needed to talk to him. I needed to apologize for my behavior, for
Renna's POV.I stood near my desk, my notebook pressed against my chest, trying not to meet his eyes.Cross hadn’t moved from the front of his desk as well, his hands were on the desk, his face unreadable. For a long moment, neither of us spoke."You've been salty throughout today.”I let out a small laugh that didn’t sound like one. "I'm just having a bad day."He studied me for a second, the faintest tilt of his head obvious that he didn't believe me. "What spoilt your day then? I mean this is your first class of the morning and you were absent minded the entire time, you couldn't even answer the simplest question I asked in class, and I had to call your name severally." “I didn’t hear you.”“Renna.”There was something about the way he said my name that made the air feel thinner. It wasn’t angry... just soft, in the way that pulled the truth out of me whether I wanted to give it or not.I sighed and finally looked up at him. “What do you want me to say? That I wasn’t paying attent
Renna's POV.By the time the rest of the students started filling into the classroom, I was already there... head down on my folded arms, pretending to review my notes. In truth, I was trying not to cry.The noises from students around me was enough to keep my head busy, but all I could hear was the echo of my own thoughts.I shouldn’t be like this.I knew what I was getting into.He never lied. Not once.And yet, the image of him kissing her kept looping in my head like a broken film reel.I squeezed my eyes shut. The edges of the desk felt cool against my cheek. Maybe if I stayed still long enough, the ache would settle into something I could ignore.“Renna,” one of the girls sitting slightly close to me tapped me gently. "Are you okay?"Most of the times when the professor hadn't arrived and we were in class early, we'd usually engage in some campus gossips, but I wasn't in the mood for that and I could tell she noticed.I lifted my head slightly, forcing a small smile. “Yeah. Just







