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Out Of My Head

Author: Superb writes
last update publish date: 2026-05-21 16:23:34

When I left the boutique, it was almost 2:30. I could feel the nervous energy building in my chest, that pre-outing anxiety, and I don’t know why exactly I’m feeling it right now.

We were together yesterday, and I didn’t even feel like this then. The last time i could remember feeling something like this was the first time we both went on a proper date, that was first time we were at La Vie en Rose, and I'd been nervous then too but for different reasons. That had been early in all of this. I m
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  • Ruin me, Stepbrother   Out Of My Head

    When I left the boutique, it was almost 2:30. I could feel the nervous energy building in my chest, that pre-outing anxiety, and I don’t know why exactly I’m feeling it right now.We were together yesterday, and I didn’t even feel like this then. The last time i could remember feeling something like this was the first time we both went on a proper date, that was first time we were at La Vie en Rose, and I'd been nervous then too but for different reasons. That had been early in all of this. I mean, yes there was this whole thing with Jax, but it hasn’t imploded and rebuilt itself into something new and complicated and impossible.This time, it felt different. There’s much higher stakes, somehow. Like tonight actually mattered in a way that every other didn’t, or maybe the curiosity drive for what he’s planning is what’s aggravating what’s already there.I drove home slowly, taking the long way, letting the music from my carefully curated "Feelings" playlist fill the car. By the time I

  • Ruin me, Stepbrother   Absolutely Nothing

    I watched movies, took a very long nap and woke up once again.I couldn't stay in my room. I can't just sit here staring at the clock and spiraling. I needed... something. I need a distraction, and activity, just something, anything.I did my makeup. I kept it simple and natural. I used tinted moisturizer instead of foundation, a little bronzer, mascara, nude lip gloss. My hair was really cooperating with everything I was up to. It fell in loose waves that looked intentionally casual even though I've been sitting with it for over twenty minutes with the curling iron to achieve the effect.By the time I was done, it was only noon. Five fucking hours until Miles picked me up. What the hell was I supposed to do until then?I grabbed my phone and texted my mom: "I'm going out for a bit. I will be back by 4:30 to get ready. I'm gonna be out for a while in the evening too."Her response was immediate: "Okay honey." The reply was surprising, or more like it made it obvious that she's busy bu

  • Ruin me, Stepbrother   What Today Is About

    The sunlight streaming through my curtains was the first thing that made me realize I'd slept and woken up, then my entire body that's screaming in protest.For a confused, painful moment, I couldn't figure out why every single muscle felt like it had been run over by a truck. Then yesterday's gym session came flooding back, the squats, the deadlifts, the absolutely stupid amount of weight I'd loaded onto every machine in a desperate attempt to burn off my rage at literally everyone, and I groaned into my pillow.Then I remembered my time out with Miles, and to an extent I told myself that it was all worth it, even as my quads seized up when I tried to straighten my legs. It's totally fucking worth it.My phone said the time was 9:47 AM, and if it had lied to me before I wouldn't believe it cause that means I'd slept almost eleven hours.I couldn't remember the last time I'd slept that long. My body had apparently decided that after the physical and emotional punishment of the last fe

  • Ruin me, Stepbrother   I'm Into You

    "Because I'm into you, Scarlett... Like I really like you. And I want to keep doing this, taking you out, getting to know you better, trying to decide where this goes. But I need to know if what that meant was that I'm with someone else. If your heart's somewhere else while you're sitting here with me. You know... that's just it"The honesty in his voice was devastating. He deserved the truth. Or as much of it as I could give."It's complicated," I said carefully. "There was... someone. Kinda like... like something." I started stuttering, and almost visible." But... but... i'm trying to figure out if it was real or if it was just the situation that made it feel that way.""And that's what this is?" He gestured between us. "Figuring it out?""Partly," I admitted. "But also because I genuinely like spending time with you. That's not a lie or a test. This right now.... it's real."He was quiet for a moment, processing. Then he looked up and

  • Ruin me, Stepbrother   Can I Ask You Something?

    The wine was good, and even though the food was coming soon, I was anticipating some absolutely excellent meals. Miles was being charming and attentive and everything a girl could want on a date.And I was trying. Really fucking trying."So tell me about Chicago," I said, taking another sip of my wine. "How was the business stuff with your dad? You know that's exactly what you said when you were talking on the phone. Business stuff"Miles made a face. "Boring as hell, honestly. A lot of people sitting in conference rooms listening to all of them talk about contracts, liability clauses and all of that. But it was good for him to have me there. He's been trying to get me more involved in how the family business works, and it's really cool I'm not gonna lie.""Is that what you want?" I asked. "The whole corporate lawyer thing?"He considered that, swirling his wine. "I don't know. It's good money, a stable career, makes my old man happy, and probably makes me chill cause of the money and

  • Ruin me, Stepbrother   Get Out Of My Head. Jax!

    Jax.He was in the hallway. Of fucking course he was.He looked like he'd just gotten out of the shower himself. His hair was still damp, and he was wearing sweatpants and a t-shirt that clung to his chest in a way that made my mouth go dry despite everything.He stopped dead when he saw me, and his eyes traveled from my face down to my dress and back up again, and something flickered across his expression. It was too fast for me to identify."You look..." He stopped, jaw clenching. "Nice.""Thanks," I said stiffly, moving past him toward the stairs, and keeping my composure while my heart was hammering very hard, and I hated that just seeing him affected me this much. I hated that part of me wanted to turn around and ask him to tell me not to go, even though I knew he wouldn't. He'd made that abundantly clear last night, and even me, I must go to where I'm headed."Scarlett." His voice stopped me halfway to the stairs.

  • Ruin me, Stepbrother   THE ONE

    My eyes opened slowly, and I realized it morning.I woke up first, and I was still in his arms with my head resting on his chest in that same little spoon position. I like it tho.His chest was against my back, and his arm was heavy across my waist. Very possessive like he owns me, even while he's

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  • Ruin me, Stepbrother   During Intimacy

    Dad and Mom were waiting at the bottom of the stairs, they were both dressed impeccably.Dad was in a tailored black tux that was crisp and clearly very exquisite and very luxuriously looking. Mom was in the same dress we snapped with few minutes ago. An elegant navy blue gown with diamonds glitter

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  • Ruin me, Stepbrother   INTO you

    I reached back and found my zipper, pulling it down carefully. The dress was expensive even if it was completely ruined now.Lexi was doing the same thing, her pink mini dress coming off."God this wine is so sticky," she complained."Tell me about it."It wasn't really awkward between us, we've ch

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  • Ruin me, Stepbrother   Drenched In Wine

    We walked through massive double doors. They were coated with gold and ornate, and reflecting the light in rainbow type of waves.The ballroom opened up before us and it was an absolutely breathtaking sight.It was cool and cold. There were crystal chandeliers hanging everywhere, and marble floors

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