Chapter Five

Ivy

“Why are you all the way over there?” Maddox asked.

I was lying as far away from him as I could, facing away from him. I didn’t know how to read him and I didn’t want to be in his space. Some people don’t enjoy sleeping right next to other people.

“I don’t want to crowd your space.”

“If I didn’t want you to crowd my space, I wouldn’t have you in my bed. Now, come here.”

I turned around and made my way to him. I wanted nothing touching my back, so I had to face him.

“Closer. Place your head on my pillow so my arm is under your neck.”

Maddox apparently didn’t want any space between us, and my face was now next to his chest. I did not know how I was going to get comfortable. Even though I wasn’t sure if I could sleep like this, I did like the way he smelled. His soap, or cologne, smelled like fresh air and I missed being outside. I don’t get to go out very often. Dinner with Maverick in the gardens was the first time I was outside in over a week.

As I lay down, Maddox shifted his body, so he was facing me.

“You’re beautiful.” He said as he laid a finger on my chin and slowly moved it down my neck and to the top of my breast, “And I want to be the one that ruins you.”

He moved his hand down my stomach and under the shirt until his hand was touching my breast without a barrier. “Last night, watching you take your punishment and see these bounce with every lash, and every breath had me hard. I couldn’t get you out of my mind.

Maddox kept palming my breast as he leaned in to kiss me. I hate myself for liking his touches; I hated the fire that he was igniting in me, but it’s necessary if I want my freedom. I can pretend for a while, especially if it feels good.

I kissed him back, and soon we were fighting for control of the kiss. My breathing was erratic because of the lack of oxygen. He was refusing to let up. I gently pushed him away.

“I need to breathe,” I whispered, hoping he wouldn’t get mad.

He removed his hands from me and sat up, propping his back against the headboard.

“Remove your shirt and straddle me.”

He was pretty blunt about what he wanted. He wasn’t wasting time, and I did what he asked of me. I was enjoying it and didn’t see a reason to stop him yet.

Once I was settled on his lap, I could feel his hardness press up against me. The friction it caused was the feeling I was craving.

His fingers lightly grazed over my back, causing goosebumps and for a split second, I was self-conscious. My back was going to scar and it would never be smooth or pretty again.

Maddox dipped his face into my neck. He nipped at it as his hands moved to my butt, forcing me to rock against him. I let a moan out. I was losing it. I could feel the wetness seep out of me. I had no control left.

“I can feel your wetness through our clothes. Does the naughty little girl like what I’m doing?”

“Yes.” I moaned out. I felt the pressure of my orgasm rising. The sensation was different and more enjoyable. It never felt this way when it was my hand.

“Take control. Make yourself come.”

I kept rocking while he took one of my nipples into his mouth. Maddox was rough but gentle. He left marks without hurting me. It was strange to feel pain as a pleasure, but it’s something I could get used to. My orgasm blindsided me. My arms were wrapped around Maddox’s neck, holding him close to my chest as I let my climax wash over.

When I came down from my high and realized I was still holding Maddox, I quickly let go. I was breathing hard, staring at him, waiting for him to say something, but he stared back with a smirk on his face.

He was still hard and I could feel his cock twitch and I didn’t want to seem selfish. I wanted him to finish. I also need him to see if I could be of benefit to him.

I removed myself from his lap.

“Take off your boxers.”

Maddox didn’t hesitate and threw them on the floor. I opened his legs enough for me to sit between his feet as I grabbed him. His cock was long, thick, and hard as steel, it was smooth and I was curious about Mavericks, and if his looked the same. They are twins, after all. It’s perfectly normal to wonder.

I slowly put him in my mouth, swirling my tongue around his shaft. Maddox wrapped my hair around his fist and pulled me up to look at him.

“I want you to open that dirty mouth of yours and let me fuck it as I please.” I slightly nodded my head as he lowered it back down.

He slowly bobbed my head up and down before making me stop with him halfway in my mouth. He quickly bucked his hips, causing his cock to hit the back of my throat. The sensation made me gag over and over. Each thrust was quicker and harder. Drool was dripping down my chin and all over his pelvis. I had tears forming in my eyes, but he paused and held my head in place as I felt warm liquid squirt to the back of my throat.

When his body was done twitching, he let go of my hair and pulled me towards him.

“I think we can have a fun arrangement, Ivy. This is only the beginning of it. You’re going to want more and I’m the one that can give you more.”

This was only a small taste of what he likes. He’s an aggressive male who likes to be in control and I’m not sure if it’s attractive or scary. However, I need this to work if I want a better quality of life in this world and for him to trust me enough to make changes. My boundaries are easy to break. I just proved that tonight. I can forgive and forget if it means freedom.