LOGINKehlani
It's been two weeks since that bastard left me. Yet, my heart still aches like it was just yesterday. I cried all through fourteen days. Beyond bruised and almost depressed. Now t
As I trudged down the school's hallway like a depressed capybara, flashback triggers. My jaw fell, seeing Elliot kissing Maddie openly. I swallowed bitterly and I felt completely angry. It was as though a sword pierced through my flesh, digging into my bones.
“Hey, Kehlani.”
I blinked and Olive jogged towards me, slanting her arms over my shoulders. “What's up?”
I didn't say anything. Her eyes read the direction of mine and when she observed it, she hissed.
“Oh, no. Girl.” She pushed me so we walked further. “Avert your eyes. Don't look at him. He's a loser and he lost a beautiful girl like you.”
I chuckled nervously. “I know.” A soft sigh escaped my lips.
“So, how are you?”
I forced a smile. “Totally fine. Absolutely fine. I was ditched in front of everyone and secondly, I still haven't submitted my application for the scholarship program.”
“Oh, tell me you're being sarcastic.” She rolled her eyes. “Hold on, hope you know the deadline for that is today.”
She pointed to the notice board and I gasped, clutching my chest. “Oh gracious god! When?”
“I thought you said–”
“Fuck.” I cursed and opened my locker to get my document. “I need to rush to the boardroom immediately.” I panicked and my heart raced as I breathed rapidly. How could I forget about this? “See you later, olive.”
“Okay!” She yelled back.
Two weeks ago, I'd already written and set the application documents for the 4th LensArt photography scholarship program. It was a full ride scholarship to a top art program, cash and gift prize and a feature in a prominent art magazine sponsored by the casper family for students of Samara Hills High. I promised myself I'd try to win this year but since the humiliation. I lost myself and forgot about it. Even when the document had been in my school locker. Photography is my passion that's why I was in the school's shutter club. Plus, I got the chance to stay on the rink to snap Elliot adding up to the school's magazine.
“Oh my…” I breathe in capital letters as I ascend the stairs of the admin building. Passed the rows of faculty offices, walked to the boardroom and knocked. Yup, the assigned place to submit it.
“Come in.”
I heard a faint voice and I pushed the door open, catching my breath. At the extreme end of the board table, sat a guy there. No staff.
I squinted my eyes till I realized it was Trevor Casper.
“How may I help you?” He raised a brow, taking his headphones off.
“Uhh…” I walked closer. Why's he even here? Oh I forgot. Trevor is the school's god of hockey….or should I say Elliot's number one competitor, rival team too. His bloody rich parents are the sponsors behind the scholarship that's why he was almost untouchable.
“Speak up?” He tilted his head, waiting for my response.
“Of course.” My hands are clammy and I'm nervous now. I tripped when I met his eyes again.
“Sorry.” I don't know why I'm apologizing. The document falls from my shaky hands. Get your shit together Kehlani. I scolded myself.
“Actually, I'm here to submit my application form for the LensArt pro–”
“Closed.”
He shuts me off, gripping a cigarette between his fingers and puffs.
“What?” I froze.
Smoke curls from his lips and I'm forced to feel annoyed. He smirks. “You're late, Kehlani.”
He knows my name? Of course. He's literally your classmate.
“What do you mean?” My heart cuts for a second and I'm blinking in disbelief, hysterically.
His sleepy eyes casted a spell for me to drown in them. I don't know why, but Trevor was effortlessly charming. The gum he chewed slowly accentuated his sharp jawline.
“What I'm saying is, I can't take that because the deadline was this morning.”
My lips trembled. “That's not a problem. The deadline's today which means I still have a chance to give you.”
“I'm sorry sweetheart. The deadline was an hour ago.”
I scoffed. “I'm not your sweetheart.”
“Okay, Bitter heart.” He shrugged, acting so non chalant. How dare he?
“Well, aren't there any teachers I can lay this complaint to?” I crossed my arm, tapping my foot.
He laughed. “I'm in charge here. Rules are rules. Teachers ain't got nothing on me.”
Tears had gathered around my eyes. “But this isn't fair. Why can't you just take this. After all, you're a student like me. Can't you be considerate?” I pleaded. Is it natural for hockey players to always be harsh?
The proud asshole wasn't even listening. He sprawled his hands over the chairs, watching me like I entertained him.
“Sorry.” He says flatly.
I felt a lump in my throat. It burned but I swallowed and rubbed my hands. Trevor is so full of himself, the way he talks, the smoke he revealed says it all. No wonder his reputation in school is negative despite his parents' relationship with the school. He's the goalie with a criminal record. Everyone knows. I slumped my shoulders in resignation and walked away. This time, tears had blurred my vision and I almost fell, cascading the stairs. I ran to the restroom in the class building and screamed.
“I hate this stupid world!” My fingers dug into the scalp of my hair and I sobbed.
I'm always unlucky. Now my chance of getting those special benefits and spotlight is gone again. The bathroom door swung open and I wiped my tears immediately, preparing to leave but my stomach clenched when Maddie strolled in. Her make-up was intact plus she was clutching a hockey stick and pad.
“If it isn't the…disgraced photographer.” She smiles sweetly but I didn't let her words get to me.
“What do you want?”
“Why? Is it bad to talk to you?” She covers her mouth, suppressing a laugh and then begins to wash her hands.
“You know what, Kehlani?” She turned off the faucet. “I deserve Elliot big time.” Her hands are swinging in an attempt to dry her wet hands but purposely rain water on my face..
“Oops. Sorry.” She smirked, thrusting her chest. “You should have seen Elliot on Ice today. “ She holds the stick like she wants to strike. “He was amazing. Totally crushing it.”
“Enough Maddie.” My teeth grit as I stare at her in sheer irritability. “You're just Elliot's leech.”
“Oh, shut up. At least I'm not crying and depressed over a guy.
I sighed and walked away immediately, but she trailed behind me. I walked fast. She increased her pace.
“What is it you want from me?” I stopped abruptly and she did.
“Talented fool.” She whispers and I feel a surge of anger run through my veins.. I gripped her neck tight and slammed her into the locker.
“Hey!”
I turned to see Elliot, scurrying with rage.
“What the fuck?!” His eyes were full of rage and his veins popped out. Wow, he must really care for his new girlfriend.
“Oww.” Maddie's fake wails burst through the hallway and suddenly, Elliot pushed me violently to the floor, I stood up and he raised his hand to ... .hit me?
But his hands got caught in the air.
“Don't–you–dare–hit–her.”
I shuddered while I realized who saved me. Trevor. He's standing face to face with Elliot, gripping his hands with pressure, jaws clenched and brows furrowed.
“Stay out of this, Trevor.” He warned.
Trevor's eyes didn't leave Elliot.
“Back….off…”
Trevor the criminal outlaw goalie and Elliot, Ace player.
Two rivals locked horns.
Kehlani The doctor had finally let him go in to see her. I was sitting down at first but curiosity made me stand. I wanted to also see how she's doing but I sat back. Maybe I shouldn't interfere or something. As I waited, the doors opened and Trevor stepped out with Lydia beside him.My eyes immediately went to her.She was walking slowly with her hands pressed against her arm while Trevor supported her with his arm around her waist. He held a small hospital discharge bag on his other hand, along with a prescription packet the nurse had given him.I stood from my chair, worried. “How is she?”“She’s okay.” Trevor nodded. “Just bruised. The doctor said she needs to rest and take the medication as prescribed.”Lydia's eyes met mine. The way she stared at me, I could only see that eye that bullied me in the tub that day. Then she winced. “I’m still hurting.”Trevor immediately looked at her. “Where?”“My side. And my arm.”His expression tightened with concern. “The doctor said the pai
Kehlani The hospital doors swung open as the paramedics rushed Lydia inside. I followed behind Trevor, my heart was still pounding hard against my ribs. Everything happened just so quickly. One moment, we were fast approaching Trevor's home and the next unexpected thing was Lydia on the road. It was insane. She wasn't unconscious, but the sounds she made as the paramedics worked around her kept twisting something inside me.A low groan escaped her as they transferred her onto a hospital bed. “Easy.” one of them said. “Stay still.”Lydia winced, her fingers gripping the edge of the sheet.Trevor stayed beside her until a nurse stopped him. “Sir, you need to wait here. The doctor will examine her.”“But—”“We'll take care of her.”Trevor hesitated before finally stepping back. I watched as they wheeled Lydia through the double doors, then the doors closed. Trevor stood there for a second, staring at them. I could tell he was still trying to process what had happened and he was in abs
Kehlani “Yeah.” I lied. “Everything's okay.” I took a deep breath. Still thinking about the tub and Lydia. I rubbed my hands together. “If you have anything to say, say it now.” Charles stated.But tomorrow, we will be going back. So maybe it's not necessary and then Lydia would remain here. I didn't say a word but kept silent all through. The Next Day. “Oh, I'm going to miss you so much.” Mrs Casper hugged me so tight like she didn't want to let go. “Don't miss me too much, we'll see when I get back again.” I teased. She let go and I hugged Mr Casper. “Bye.”“You guys.” Trevor sighed. “Let her go already. I have something to do in the evening.”“Oh my hockey player.” Mrs Casper touched his cheek, smooching it. “I love you.”“I love you too mum, dad.”“Keep making us proud.” Mr Casper tapped his shoulder.We walked towards the car and they watched us drive away. I kept waving till I couldn't see the building again. Then we got to my house and we stepped down together and knocke
Kehlani I found Trevor talking to his parents. By the time the reception finally came to an end, my feet were begging for mercy. I was getting exhausted. I'd spent hours standing, smiling for pictures, congratulating my father and Leila. Then also talking to Mr and Mrs. Casper, and pretending my heels weren't slowly killing me. Mr Casper was so happy for my father. According to him, he thought dad gave up on love. The reception hall began to get empty. The tables that had been filled with guests were now scattered with half-finished glasses and plates. The music was still playing and people began saying their goodbyes.I watched my father hug one of his old friends near the entrance before turning toward Leila. She looked exhausted. Happy, but just tired. Everything felt new.Trevor appeared beside me, finally free from the swarm of relatives from his father's workplace who had been talking to him. “I Survived.” he muttered.I laughed. “I thought those people weren't letting y
Kehlani The group photos continued. It was fun. Each bridesmaid and her groom partner. When it was Trevor's and I turned, he held me possessively and we smiled for the camera. Then, I went with Dad and my mom, Leila. Trevor's parents too came along, then some friends I invited and relatives. It was all fun. “I think it's time we start going to the reception.” Trevor whispered into my ears. “Yeah.” I agreed, guests had started to walk away, the ceremony was clearing as everyone headed towards the lawn. I sat down instead of leaving. “Are you tired?” Trevor took the other space. As I looked around, the hall was empty. It was just the both of us. I smiled. “Just want to sit and relax before joining them for the cocktail.”“Sure.” He leaned his head back. “Jeez, I can't remember the last time I went to a wedding.”“Me too.” “Come on.” He stood up and pulled my hands making me stand. “Let's go.” He intertwined his hands into mine and we walked towards the reception hall. When we got
Kehlani I stared at myself in the mirror for what felt like the tenth time. Today was the wedding. My father's wedding. It was finally here. I smoothed my hands over the skirt of my bridesmaid dress, smiling so hard and watching the soft fabric fall neatly around my legs. The dress was elegant and shade chosen to complement Leila's wedding theme. My hair had been styled into loose waves, pinned slightly away from my face, and my makeup was soft and pretty.I turned sideways, checking myself out. "Okay.” I whispered, nodding. "I actually look good."A knock sounded at the door. Before I could answer, Trevor's voice came from the other side. "Are you ready?"I walked towards the door and opened it. He was looking sideways before he turned to me. His dark suit fitted him perfectly, white shirt and matching tie. His boutonniere was pinned neatly to his lapel, and his hair had been styled more carefully than usual. He looked annoyingly, strictly, undeniably good.His eyes widened when he
Kehlani I screamed and the door opened with Olive laughing so hard. My chest slumped and I froze. “Olive?”She clutched her chest, wheezing. “You should have seen your face.” She breathed out and I pushed her away, straight to the living room, making her fall on the bed and play fighting with her.
Kehlani The doctor walked in to check on me. We weren't caught and Trevor just played it cool, sitting back on the chair. As the doctor inspected my body, regret started to flood. I shouldn't have told Trevor to do that. I shouldn't have kissed him too. I tried all means to avoid his stare. Shut m
Kehlani's POV“Oh, here we go again.” Elliot muttered. “The fucking police.”A policeman stepped out while the car drove towards the house party. It becomes a mess as people fly from windows and such. Busted. “We're responding to the nearby complaint from a neighbor. You kids part of the party?”H
Kehlani.It took me all the courage In life I had to look Trevor Casper in his eyes to say it. I didn't wait for his response. I grabbed my document and ran faster than Barry Allen. I'm catching my breath in class as I bow my head and the rate at which my heart is accelerating is bad. Did I just s







