"Is this Ghost when she was a puppy?" Danica asks. Ghost jumps up at the mention of her name. Danica is looking at the picture frames in the hallway.
"Yeah, that's what she looked like when Jay brought her home. She's four now," I nod. Ghost runs down the stairs and starts to bark wanting to go outside. The sound of her bark makes Danica jumpy. Her eyes flare a deep almost red amber. The eyes of a wolf who's familiar with killing. "You'll get used to it,"
"I've never seen her breed all white before," she says as we make our way down. Ghost starts jumping up and down around her as she opens the back sliding door.
"Yeah, she's pretty rare. Not a lot of people have an albino Weimaraner. Jay likes things not a lot of people have,"
"He's kind of weird," she says mindlessly as she watches Ghost jump around in the backyard.
"You can close it. She'll scratch the glass when she's ready to come back in," she shuts it and sits down at the island. "Jay isn't the kind of guy who does normal. He's a lot like my dad. He doesn't have a purpose yet,"
"What do you mean a purpose? Do any of us have a real purpose?" she scoffs. We both glance over at Miles as he walks in to pour himself a glass of orange juice.
"Good morning, Dagmar," he greets making full eye contact with me.
"Good morning, Miles," I return, watching him take a drink from his glass. What is his deal as of late?
"Good morning, Dagmar's new pet. Quite the discussion you two are having," he grins finally breaking away. Danica glares at him. She looks at me as if to ask if it's okay to speak. I give her a nod for now. We'll talk about the rules later. Jay is going to need her to know where we all stand. Especially when the others return.
"My name is Danica. Let's get one thing straight here," she says taking his glass from his hand to set it down on the counter. "I am no one's pet. It would be in your best interest if you remember that,"
She backs away opening the door for Ghost who is now scratching at the glass. Dan walks out of the kitchen. Ghost stops before following her and growls at Miles who she has hated since she was a pup. I have no idea why. Micca walks in sporting pretty bruising, cuts, and bandaids instead of a t-shirt. He can barely keep his eyes open.
"Juice," he moans, taking the glass from the table. "Morning,"
"Good morning, Micca," I greet him. He smiles at me and then looks over at his brother.
"What's up your ass this morning?"
"Shut up," Miles rolls his eyes.
"I need you guys," I announce, they both turn to look at me.
"With what?" they ask at the same time.
"Danica wants to try and get some of her things from where she was staying. I don't want her to be alone,"
"Trust issues or protectiveness?" Micca asks playfully.
"Both,"
"Let me take a quick shower and I'll be right down," he agrees and walks off.
"What do you want from this girl?" Miles asks, sitting down next to me.
"To know what she wants from me," I answer truthfully. He reaches in front of me and takes the other half of my bagel. His smell swirls in the air around me and I can't help but take in a deep breath of it. It's oddly alluring. I never noticed that before.
"Did you just sniff me?" he asks a smirk on his face.
"I did," I say. I'm not going to deny it. He caught me red-handed.
"What's the verdict?" he asks. I push my chair out and stand up taking the plate to the sink. I lean into him as I walk by, the way he and his brother have as of late.
"Mouthwatering," I whisper. I hear him inhale a little too quickly and then choke. I stand in the doorway and look back at him.
"Did you just flirt back?" he asks in between coughs.
"Is that what you've been trying to do?" I laugh.
"Trying?" he swallows hard.
"Trying, yeah. Your little tricks might work with common thots. You should remember that I am a lady,"
He looks down at the bagel and nods. "We'll see," he says with a smirk.
"Idiot," I say under my breath. I can't believe he just said that or that I entertained it.
I go upstairs and knock on Danica's door. She opens it up and I motion her to follow me. We rush down the stairs and into the garage. I open it up and grab the keys to the Jeep. She stares at it like it's the most beautiful thing she has ever seen.
"What do you think you're doing?" I climb into the Jeep ignoring my brother and start the engine. "Excuse me,"
"I need to borrow your car," I inform him.
"No," he says. "Get out,"
"Dani wants her things and where do you suggest we put them?" I stop her before she says anything.
"D. Get out of my Jeep. This isn't a toy," he growls. Danica comes around and climbs into the passenger side. The twins get in the back. Ghost jumps in with them. "No, get the hell out of my car,"
"It's cool bro. I left my car keys in the bowl at the doorway," Miles says as I pull out of the garage.
"You better not scratch my Jeep, Dagmar,"
"Or what? I get a matching decor on the other side of my face?" I smirk. He growls at me. "It's not my first time in this thing,"
"You flipped it the last time,"
"You flipped it the last time. You grabbed the wheel while I was driving you psycho," I shout.
"You were going to hit a tree,"
"I'm not going to argue with you. I'll see you if we make it back," the guys laugh as he tries to go for my door.
"You know people say you don't have a sense of humor," Danica says putting her address into the GPS on the dashboard as we drive down the street.
"So I've heard,"
"It might be because you never smile or laugh," she adds. "I've never heard you laugh,"
"Coming to think of it. We haven't either. Not since you were like thirteen," Micca says.
"Leave her alone," Miles says. I hear a smack.
"I'm just saying," he defends.
I don't respond. That sounds about right. I shut out when my dad died right after my brother detonated. There had been nothing. No anger, no pain, nothing. Just the relief from all the emotions I had once felt before watching my father destroy himself. I stop in front of a mansion where the GPS takes us. The black gate has a massive dragon crest in the middle.
"Pull in," she instructs. I drive up to the gate and roll my window down.
"State your business," the box sticking out of the brick calls out. Danica climbs over me, sitting on my lap, sticking half her body out of the window.
"It's me Jet open up," she comes back in and looks at the gate as it opens up. She doesn't get off my lap until we stop in front of the house. She opens the door and climbs out.
"I want one of those," Micca says leaning forward.
"Not with the way you flirt," I scoff.
"Are you saying we should be frigid hard asses?" he laughs.
"I don't know, do you guys think I'm a frigid hard ass?"
"Lil Bit," he laughs.
"Yes, a lot. Not a little bit," Miles says nodding.
"You wound me," I sass, climbing out when a guy walks out of the mansion. He has a few duffle bags with him. He sets them in front of her. He doesn't look too happy.
"They aren't here. I put most of your things in there with interest," he informs her. She smiles at him. I motion the boys to get the bags.
"D. This is Jet Cutler. He basically raised me after I was brought here," she introduces him. I extend my hand to him. He hesitates but he shakes my hand anyway.
"Firm handshake Jet," I say looking down at his wrist. He has a birthmark there. When our eyes meet again he covers it up. I've seen that before. Somewhere. I can't place it right now, but I know it.
"How long have they been gone?" Danica asks. Ghost begins to growl in the car. She leaps out of the window taking her position in front of Danica. Three cars drive in, parking behind the Jeep. I can still drive out if I need to. The guys both come over to me taking their usual defensive positions "Dan, you're serious about this bitch?" Gwen asks rushing in front of the others. The four others with her are definitely Gwen's brothers. Ghost keeps barking at them. "Calm your dog," one of the older guys growls. "Ghost, hacke(heel)," I order, calmly. She sits but doesn't move away from Danica. "Impressive, Tyler," the guy steps forward. "I'm..." "I know who you are, Geo Parker," I hate having to do this. Even if it is my fault. "You have some nerve coming into our house after putting hands on my sister," he says. "I'm not here for you or her. I'm here for my girl," I say. Th
We get through two weeks without bringing what happened up mostly because she's always locked with him in his room. Willingly, Jay hands me the keys to the Jeep for us to use. I stop at the red light and glance over at her. She feels different. Stronger. She feels a little like him. Reeks of him as well. I look ahead as the light turns green. I gently press on the gas. "This is a little awkward," she says softly like she's embarrassed. "It's a lot awkward," I grin before popping my neck. I park outside the gym the twins own and climb out. I haven't been here since my brother slapped the fuck out of me. I take my bag from the back seat and jump out of the car. "Do you have a license?" "Yes," she nods as I pull the door to the gym open and hold it until she walks through. I can't stop staring at her and I don't know how to ask everything I want to without getting grossed out that she's my brother's mate. "Ladies," Miles greets
The drive is a little over three hours and when we get there it's dark out. Dad brought me here once. It was the place where he told me he met Mom. It was one of the things he did for me when he was sober. I sit at the spot where he said he spotted Mom crying. I don't remember what Mom looked like. I was three when she was killed, but I can imagine what my dad looked like trying to console her. Giant intimidating man, nervous at the fact that she was crying, trying to flirt to make her feel better. I'd witnessed his awkwardness several times when he was trying to be sweet. It's where I get my awkwardness from. Jay gets his assertiveness from our Mom. Or so dad would accuse him of. His go-to was you're just like your mother, Jaykob when Jay would get into trouble."When did he bring you here?" Jay asks sitting next to me."I was eleven," I say. "He came here a lot. I used to follow him and one day he just offered,""How did you figure it out?" h
"What are you doing?" I look up to see Danica and Ghost standing outside my door. "Homework," I say waving them in. Ghost jumps on the bed making herself comfortable behind me. "We had homework?" she asks sitting next to me. "Yeah," I glare at her. "For English," "This bed is massive," she comments, ignoring the fact that she has homework. "Yeah, I had to buy a new one after you and Jay spent forty-eight hours of intense working out on it," I groan. She laughs, and her face flushes pink before she looks away. "I'm sorry," "We don't apologize," I say going back to my paper. Has he not told her the rules yet? Don't Apologize is rule number four. "I kind of figured," she says quietly and a little disappointed. "Did he do something that might require an apology?" I ask. She shakes her head. "No. I-Iapologized and he got upset," she explains. "Upset as i
Jet doesn't move a muscle. A crowd is beginning to form around us. The classroom doors are all shut. It's a usual drill for teachers when fights start in the halls. They usually end with someone dying and the teachers know better than to get in between us if they don't meet the ranks. Especially when my breed is present. Jay and Leelie had accidentally killed several teachers in their fits."He makes you weak you know that? That's what you are. A weak-ass little girl who needs to be told what to do," she mocks."You think so?" I smile."Ms. Parker we should go." Jet says timidly."Shut the fuck up, Gay," she growls. He glances at me and steps back raising his hands in surrender. He's going to let me kill her."What do you think is going to happen? You can't beat me," she pulls out a huge hunting knife from inside her jacket.I step back staring at it. Who brings something like that to school? Who carries a knife like
"D," there's a knock at the door on my side of the bathroom. "Yeah?" I call out trying to hide the fact that I'm having a meltdown. "I have to go, okay? Heavenly had an emergency. Leelie is downstairs if you need anything. The twins are on their way," "Okay," I say softly. He lingers there for an instant and then walks away. I can hear a lot more than before. His footsteps. The sound of hearts beating. Ghost scratching herself. The low hum of the air outside. Even the sound of his engine as he drives away. I remove my wet clothes and toss them into the sink. I mean to wash myself but seeing th red stains on my skin again makes me feel like falling apart all over again. It's not long after, that there's a soft knock before the door is opened. "Hey," Leelie greets me like it's no big deal that she's in my bathroom while I was completely naked and falling apart. "I made your favorite," "What's wrong wit
The music is blaring downstairs and I can hear people arriving. I haven't left my room all week. In the return of Leelie and the fact that it's her birthday today, the guys decided on a massive party. Which means, I have to get up and go out there because let's face it. With all this noise, I am not going to be able to go back to sleep and Ghost is ten seconds away from breaking through my door to chew on someone. She's bent down in front of the door, her ass up, tail wagging back and forth aggressively wanting to be let out. "Dagmar, get your ass moving," my brother shouts knocking on the door. Ghost throws her head back and howls making him laugh. I pull my thigh-high boots on and grab my jacket. I open the door only to be greeted by Demon and Panther. Leelie's Dobermans. I move as they pounce into my room skipping around Ghost. No wonder she was all excited. They were waiting for her to come out and play. "Get the hell out of here," I poi
The images in my head get more violent.Memories that have never gone away are a lot more clear now. It's almost like reliving them all over again. A man is pinning me down against my will leaving a searing hot itch all over my body. My face and my arms began to itch with the fading sounds of the music behind us. "You can't mark her like this. It can permanently scar her. She's not ready," I hear Jay's voice. "Dagmar you need to calm down. Look at me," I pull away from Miles and look up at my brother. I can see him trying to say something but it's all just blending in with the ringing in my ears. I close my eyes and cover my ears trying to drown out the sound but it isn't coming from anywhere. It's all inside my head. I open my eyes to find I'm alone. I look around not recognizing the room yet there is something oddly familiar about it. I sit up getting off the bed. It's only then that I know. The lights are off outside in the hallw