ELARA'S POV
I woke up, my breath caught in my throat. The sheets beneath me were damped with sweat, my skin was warm and sticky. For a moment, I didn't even know where I was anymore but the ache between my thighs immediately reminded me. Light night hadn't been a dream. He'd taken me. Again. At this point, I didn't feel this was for me being his breeder but his pleasure and dominance. But something felt…. different. The pain wasn't as sharp. My muscles didn't scream when I moved and my body felt as if it had begun to heal overnight. Too quickly. My fingers drifted down to the bruises I knew were there, but they'd already faded. My wolf stirred faintly in my chest. It was the first time in days she’d moved. I blinked forward at the door as it opened with a soft creak. Leah entered, arms full of folded towels and a shallow bowl of steaming water. Her steps were careful and deliberate and for the first time, she really didn't meet my gaze no matter how I tried to make her look at me. What's wrong with everyone in this place! She looked afraid. “Leah?” My voice cracked. “What’s wrong?” She said nothing for a moment as she knelt beside the bed, preparing oils and clothes. “You need to be clean. And calm. He’s summoned you.” “Summon me?” I sat up slowly. “Why does that sound worse than usual?” Leah’s hands shook as she reached for a bottle of perfume. “Because tonight… it’s his chambers. Not the breeder wing.” My breath caught. “He’s never… before—” “I know. I don't know why but he has never brought any woman into his chambers,” she dipped a cloth into the water and began gently wiping my skin, her movements too soft and maybe a little too precise. “Two guards were punished this morning. For looking at your door too long. One's in the infirmary.” My eyes widened in shock and my stomach twisted. “He’s watching me closely now?” “More than you know,” Her voice dropped to a whisper. “Don't speak unless spoken to. Don't challenge him. Just… let him do what he wants.” “What he wants,” I scoffed. This was unbelievable! Even if I was his breeder, I am also a human! “I don't want to go,” I told her, folding my arms. “I know,” Leah murmured, rinsing the cloth. “But you will.” She bathed me in silence, the scent of rosewater and lavender thick in the air. Then she helped me into a barely-there gown, sheer silk that clung to my skin like mist. My wrists were circled in golden cuffs, lighter than the silver, but no less symbolic. I looked at myself in the mirror and didn’t recognize the girl staring back. When the guards arrived, they didn’t speak. One merely gestured for me to follow. We walked in silence through Kael’s private wing. The halls here were different, quieter, darker, colder. Servants bowed as we passed, but none looked me in the eye. I was no longer just the breeder, tonight, I was something else entirely. And I wasn’t sure what was worse. The heavy doors groaned shit behind me. I watched Kael stand by the window, his back to me, framed in silver light. One hand rested on the glass and the other around a half-filled tumbler of dark liquor. He didn't turn when I entered and also didn't speak. But I was sure he knew I was there. The silence coiled around us like a living thing, pressing against my skin and making the sheer skin of my gown feel even thinner. I stayed near the entrance, refusing to move closer. I didn't care if this was his room. If I had to be here, I'd come on my own terms. Then his voice came, low and cold. “Come here.” Two words. Sharp. Clean and commanding. And yet… my legs moved. I hated that. I hated how my body listened to him even when my mind screamed no! But I wasn't afraid. I was burning, angry and embarrassed. Stripped of dignity and still somehow needing something I didn't want to name. I stepped forward slowly until only a few feet separated us. He turned at last, eyes meeting mine. Stormy. Cold. Unreadable. And yet, hungry. I could sense he had been upset by something before I came in and that was why he was acting more cold than usual. His gaze didn't wander lazily, it was consuming. He looked at me like he was trying to decide which part of me to test first. My throat tightened, but I refused to look away. If he wanted obedience, he could drag it out of me this time. He stepped forward, closing the space between us in two slow, precise strides. I didn’t back down. His fingers brushed my wrist, running lightly over the golden cuffs. He didn’t ask. Didn’t say anything. I just reached for the thin strap on my shoulder and pulled it down. My breath caught as silk slid down my arm. Then the other strap followed. The gown pooled around my feet in a soft sigh of fabric. I stood bare before him, naked, flushed and trembling. He stepped into me and I felt it again, that tension and something I wanted to give into badly. The need I really wanted to deny. His hand curled around my waist, drawing me close. The other moved up my spine, slow and possessive. His mouth grazed my collarbone, his breath hot and uneven. My lips parted, ready to say something, to curse him or challenge him, but no words came. He swept me into his arms like I weighed nothing, carrying me to the bed and lowering me onto the mattress with infuriating care. This wasn’t like last time. Still rough in how he took control, but this time, it was slower. Hungrier. His hands weren’t violent; they were intentional. Studying, searching and learning. He didn’t speak, just touched the outline of my jaw, the slope of my shoulder, the center of my chest, as if trying to read a story written on my skin. And my body… responded. My breath quickened. My fingers clutched the sheets. I hated how each brush of his fingertips set my nerves alight. I hated the way my heart betrayed me, thudding harder with each second he hovered above me. Instead, Kael leaned down until his forehead touched mine, his breath shallow and uneven. One hand rested over my racing beating, the other cradled the side of my face like he needed to ground himself or me. I felt suspended, held in some place between surrender and defiance. He whispered nothing. Demanded nothing. He only looked at me. And that… unsettled me more than anything. This wasn’t love. It wasn’t tender. It was command and silence. But underneath it, there was something else, something I didn’t yet understand. And I was terrified that I wanted to understand it.Elara’s POVLeah didn’t answer immediately. She just sat there, her jaw tight, shifting Eren to one arm while her other hand traced the faint glow still lingering on my skin, like she was trying to make sense of it without speaking the words. Finally, she let out a breath.“Alright, listen carefully, because I’m only saying this once. That tracking dust? The glittery stuff you can’t see but apparently burnt into your skin?” She gave a humorless smile. “It’s outlawed in the magical world. According to Lera, it’s one of the most dangerous things anyone can create. And guess who made it first?”The way she paused told me she wanted me to guess, but my brain was already a tangled knot of panic. “…The Moon Blessed?,” I asked slowly.“Bingo.” She shifted Eren again, pressing a kiss to his soft hair like she was grounding herself. “They’re the only ones who could craft something so precise it can latch onto a person’s aura and follow it anywhere in the realms. It’s… not the kind of magic nor
Elara’s POVThe purple slime in the cauldron rose ominously and all a sudden, it flew out of it, darting straight for me. I could see it coming at me but for some reason I was completely frozen and couldn’t move to block it or dodge.I felt a shove at my shoulder that pushed me out of the way, making the purple slime creature bounce against the walls. It was Lucan, he had pushed me out of the way.“Thank you”, I said shakily. I had no idea what the thing they had concocted was, I couldn’t feel any sort of energy or smell anything from it, but it was clearly…alive.“Catch it”, Leah yelled, jumping across the room to seal her hand over it. True to its nature, it was slippery and escaped from her grasp, jumping over to the door and squeezing under it. Uncle Ro quickly opened the door to see that it had headed over to one of Eren’s cots in the apothecary building.As though it was looking for something, it jumped away from the empty cot and ran out of the building. My heart lurched in my
Elara’s POVI could see several women gathered around in ethereal white robes that fluttered beautifully behind them. The full moon was high in the sky and bright enough to illuminate the whole forest without any assistance. The women had kindness in their eyes as they stood over a man jerking around violently, feeding a steady stream of white light into him.Magic, my mind supplied.The man suddenly froze and stopped his jerking around, and the women sighed and disappeared into thin air, all except one, who knelt beside the man and cradled him to her chest. “It’ll all be fine my love”, the woman sighed before disappearing too. The man sat up abruptly and Elara realized that the face was familiar, that was her father.The realization snapped her out of it and she took in a large gulp of air before regaining her senses.“Are you alright?! You nearly passed out for a second there”, Leah asked, concerned and leaning forward to check her pulse. “Is it so surprising that Lera isn’t fully
Elara’s POV“No, that won’t be necessary. I just wanted some healing”, Selene said, her voice now sharp. I could see her glancing around the ward like there was something she was looking for. Had she found out that I was here? Even if she did, why on earth did she decide to look for me? We had never been on good terms and I had expected she would have preferred it if I was dead, or permanently missing.“People that want healing are usually more sensible. Please, go to another pack for healing, we’re closed for the day”, Leah said, her voice hard as she spoke on behalf of Lera.“No, I’ll heal her. What did you say was wrong with you again?”, Lera asked, her voice deceptively cold. Eren began to squirm in my hands, I had to keep rocking on my feet, I should have walked away instead of coming to hide in here, I just wanted the full information on why she was here directly from her instead of being told by any of the other women.“Internal injuries. It’s nice to know that one of you has g
Two Years LaterElara’s POV“You should be able to carry heavy stuff in about three days, really.”, I said to the tall, gangly teenager lying on the bed in front of me. He had injured himself playing roughly with his wolf friends and had dislocated a bone. This was his third injury in the span of two weeks, I was now extremely accustomed to his face.“Thanks Ma’am”, he said, his face slightly flushed as he put on his shirt. I squinted at him before smiling. Teenagers were always so shy, I had seen more bodies than I could count at this stage in my life. Not sexually of course, sexually was just one person. But otherwise, when it came to healing, I was practically numb to what bodies looked like.“You’re welcome, just, stay out of trouble Jero”, I said gently, careful not to spike the natrual trait of rebellion the boy had. He flushed hard and slid off the bed.“I’ll be careful”, he muttered and left the ward. I knew it was a lie. I wouldn’t be surprised if I met him here again in two
Elara’s POVThree days laterI was in the kitchen, chopping vegetables for Leah, Lucan and my meal for tonight, it was a very normal thing, a small respite after Lucan came back beaten and bruised by Kael’s fists and claws.Then everything tilted.Not physically. Not to anyone else.But to me? The floor slipped from under my soul. The bond seemed to tug violently at my hair and scalp and I dropped the knife, shaken.It wasn’t just sitting there like an itch anymore. It was pressing and burning all at once. I felt the thrum of it, not just like pain, but like a distant knock inside my ribcage. A weight on me that got closer with every breath I took.I went still for a long while. “Shit,” I breathed, soft and sharp.Leah turned from the stove with her brow raised. “What?”I opened my mouth and closed it again. “Nothing. I just felt a bit faint.”But it was not nothing. And I knew I’d just lied. Not to protect Leah, but to protect myself from the avalanche I could already feel gathering