His body moved over mine in slow, punishing stroke, every thrust deep, measured, filled with a heat that both ignited and humiliated. Keal's grip on my hip was iron, anchoring me to him like he needed to brand my skin, to remind me that this body was his now.
But this time, something was different, he wasn't just talking me in, he was claiming. Each movement wasn't careless or angry, it was focused and hungry. Possessive in a way that made my breath catch and my traitorous body tighten beneath him. I hated it. Hated how he filled me, how my body burned for him and how I responded despite everything he'd done. I didn't want this. And yet, I arched into him. His breath was hot against my throat, and my fingers curled into the sheets as he dragged me higher with every motion. My heart pounded. I clenched my jaw, trying to resist the tide, but it crashed over me anyway. I shattered with a gasp, my body convulsing, heat unraveling in waves. And that’s when it happened. A growl from me, ripped low in my throat. It was faint, unintentional, but real. A vibration from deep within. My eyes snapped open, and for a fleeting second, the room flickered in shades of silver. My wolf stirred. Fully. Visibly. She hadn’t moved in weeks, buried deep beneath pain, silence, and fear. But now… now she surged forward, brushing against the surface like she was waking from a long, dark sleep. Kael froze. Still buried deep inside me, he pulled back just enough to stare down. His eyes were wide, stormy, and confused. He didn’t speak, didn’t breathe. I watched as something rippled through him, something raw. A flicker of fear… or recognition. He flinched like something inside him snarled. For the first time since I’d returned, I saw him rattled. Then he jerked away, pulling out of me like I’d burned him. I winced at the loss, breath still catching as I lay there stunned and bare. He stood by the edge of the bed, his chest rising and falling with heavy breaths. His gaze swept over me, wild and uncertain. One hand went to his temple, as though something clawed behind his eyes. His knuckles turned white. His wolf. He was feeling it. Finally. And it scared him. I pushed myself up on trembling arms. “Why are you doing this to me?” I whispered, voice raw and shaking. He didn’t answer or look at me again. He grabbed his discarded shirt and turned away, walking out without a word. The door slammed behind him, echoing in the vast silence like a slap. I sat there, heart thudding, shame pressing down like a second skin. What had just happened? My wolf… she responded to him. My body had wanted him. Welcomed him. I hated it. Hated how real that had been. Hated how he touched me like I was his, only to leave like I meant nothing. I curled my knees to my chest and stared at the wall. What scared me most wasn’t Kael walking away, It was that part of me wanted him to come back. * The knock came just as I finished dressing. Leah stepped inside, holding a soft grsy dress folded over arms. Her face looked tired, not nervous, not terrified either. She just looked guarded, like she was really trying not to get involved anything happening. “You’re being summoned,” she said, laying the dress on the bed. “There’s a meeting. The Alpha wants you there.” I turned to her slowly. “Why?” She shrugged lightly, offering me a small, tired glance. “I wasn’t told. But the council’s meeting today. Elders, advisors. It’s official business.” I frowned. “And he wants me in the room for that?” Leah hesitated. “Maybe he wants to show you off. Or maybe…” She trailed off, then shook her head. “Just… wear this. Be calm. It’s better if you’re not noticed.” Her voice wasn’t harsh or afraid, just matter-of-fact. She didn’t look away. She even helped me fasten the back of the dress, her fingers gentle. There was no pity in her, only quiet resignation. I followed the guards down the hallway, trying to keep my head up. The corridors near the council wing were colder than the rest of the house. Echoes bouched off the stone floors. I didn't belong here and sadly, I knew that. Not among high-ranking wolves and political decisions. I was just a breeder, no one is ever going to recognise. The council chamber was a circle of old men. Twelve elders sat in tall chairs carved with runes, a silver crest of the moon etched into the floor at their feet. Keal stood in the center, dressed in black, his posture stiff. He didn't even acknowledge my presence when I walked in. But someone else did. My heart stopped. Seated near the far side of the table, half-recclined in a guest chair, was Torran, my stepfather. I froze, cold rushing up my spine. He looked different, cleaner and smug. He wore fine clothes, the kind he used to steal from richer wolves, and a thin smile curved his lips as his eyes locked onto mine. “Well, well,” he drawled. “Didn’t think I’d see you again, little fox.” The room shifted. Murmurs spread between the council members, but Kael didn’t speak. He didn’t even flinch. “Torran Vale is here as a guest of the Nightshade delegation,” one of the elders announced. “He holds connections to the lower pack alliances. The Alpha granted him an audience.” He what? I turned to Kael, stunned, waiting, hoping for him to say something. To explain. To tell them who Torran really was. That he’d sold me. That he’d handed me over like livestock. But Kael remained still. Arms crossed. Expression blank. Then he spoke flatly. “She's not to speak here unless addressed. She's only a breeder.” The words punched the breath from my chest. Only a breeder. Laughter rumbled low from Torran’s side of the table. “She always had a smart mouth. Still does, I bet.” I looked at Kael again, searching his face for something, anger, guilt, anything. But hid face was just… expressionless. So I swallowed it all down and said nothing, but inside, my heart was broken into a million pieces. Whatever thread of hope had flickered inside me since last night, that maybe he was more than cold hands and commands, died right there in that room.Elara’s POVThe purple slime in the cauldron rose ominously and all a sudden, it flew out of it, darting straight for me. I could see it coming at me but for some reason I was completely frozen and couldn’t move to block it or dodge.I felt a shove at my shoulder that pushed me out of the way, making the purple slime creature bounce against the walls. It was Lucan, he had pushed me out of the way.“Thank you”, I said shakily. I had no idea what the thing they had concocted was, I couldn’t feel any sort of energy or smell anything from it, but it was clearly…alive.“Catch it”, Leah yelled, jumping across the room to seal her hand over it. True to its nature, it was slippery and escaped from her grasp, jumping over to the door and squeezing under it. Uncle Ro quickly opened the door to see that it had headed over to one of Eren’s cots in the apothecary building.As though it was looking for something, it jumped away from the empty cot and ran out of the building. My heart lurched in my
Elara’s POVI could see several women gathered around in ethereal white robes that fluttered beautifully behind them. The full moon was high in the sky and bright enough to illuminate the whole forest without any assistance. The women had kindness in their eyes as they stood over a man jerking around violently, feeding a steady stream of white light into him.Magic, my mind supplied.The man suddenly froze and stopped his jerking around, and the women sighed and disappeared into thin air, all except one, who knelt beside the man and cradled him to her chest. “It’ll all be fine my love”, the woman sighed before disappearing too. The man sat up abruptly and Elara realized that the face was familiar, that was her father.The realization snapped her out of it and she took in a large gulp of air before regaining her senses.“Are you alright?! You nearly passed out for a second there”, Leah asked, concerned and leaning forward to check her pulse. “Is it so surprising that Lera isn’t fully
Elara’s POV“No, that won’t be necessary. I just wanted some healing”, Selene said, her voice now sharp. I could see her glancing around the ward like there was something she was looking for. Had she found out that I was here? Even if she did, why on earth did she decide to look for me? We had never been on good terms and I had expected she would have preferred it if I was dead, or permanently missing.“People that want healing are usually more sensible. Please, go to another pack for healing, we’re closed for the day”, Leah said, her voice hard as she spoke on behalf of Lera.“No, I’ll heal her. What did you say was wrong with you again?”, Lera asked, her voice deceptively cold. Eren began to squirm in my hands, I had to keep rocking on my feet, I should have walked away instead of coming to hide in here, I just wanted the full information on why she was here directly from her instead of being told by any of the other women.“Internal injuries. It’s nice to know that one of you has g
Two Years LaterElara’s POV“You should be able to carry heavy stuff in about three days, really.”, I said to the tall, gangly teenager lying on the bed in front of me. He had injured himself playing roughly with his wolf friends and had dislocated a bone. This was his third injury in the span of two weeks, I was now extremely accustomed to his face.“Thanks Ma’am”, he said, his face slightly flushed as he put on his shirt. I squinted at him before smiling. Teenagers were always so shy, I had seen more bodies than I could count at this stage in my life. Not sexually of course, sexually was just one person. But otherwise, when it came to healing, I was practically numb to what bodies looked like.“You’re welcome, just, stay out of trouble Jero”, I said gently, careful not to spike the natrual trait of rebellion the boy had. He flushed hard and slid off the bed.“I’ll be careful”, he muttered and left the ward. I knew it was a lie. I wouldn’t be surprised if I met him here again in two
Elara’s POVThree days laterI was in the kitchen, chopping vegetables for Leah, Lucan and my meal for tonight, it was a very normal thing, a small respite after Lucan came back beaten and bruised by Kael’s fists and claws.Then everything tilted.Not physically. Not to anyone else.But to me? The floor slipped from under my soul. The bond seemed to tug violently at my hair and scalp and I dropped the knife, shaken.It wasn’t just sitting there like an itch anymore. It was pressing and burning all at once. I felt the thrum of it, not just like pain, but like a distant knock inside my ribcage. A weight on me that got closer with every breath I took.I went still for a long while. “Shit,” I breathed, soft and sharp.Leah turned from the stove with her brow raised. “What?”I opened my mouth and closed it again. “Nothing. I just felt a bit faint.”But it was not nothing. And I knew I’d just lied. Not to protect Leah, but to protect myself from the avalanche I could already feel gathering
Lucan’s POVIt started with the scent that lingered.Just a whisper — it was barely there. I was sure even Kael himself didn’t know, but his wolf definitely noticed.Every fucking time I returned from the border packs, it clung to me like mist. Not Elara’s scent exactly, not her wolf’s direct signature. It was softer and lighter. Just something connected to her, her environment and her safety.Normal wolves couldn’t sense it, but someone she had bonded with before would.I was certain Kael couldn’t name it. But I saw how his jaw tightened when I walked into a room. How his eyes followed me like I was a threat. He didn’t say a word about it. Not once. Not even on the nights where it felt like he was breaking to pieces trying to search for her. But I could feel his wolf stirring beneath his skin, agitated and rabid, like a savage beast trapped in a cage too small.And the problem was, I didn’t regret helping her. Not for a single second.I’d do it again. I would do it again.Because she