Elara's POV
When they dragged me into the east wing, I expected a dungeon or a cell. Instead, the guards shoved me into a room so beautiful it made my chest ache. Soft cream carpets lined the floor, and heavy maroon curtains draped over tall windows. I hurried forward, clutching the fabric and pulling it aside, only to find… brick. My heart sank. The windows were fake. Just wooden frames nailed to stone walls and covered with curtain fabric to mimic drapery. My wolf whimpered in my chest, feeling just as caged as I did. I turned slowly, taking in the rest of the room. A large bed with gold-embroidered sheets dominated the space. There was a carved wooden wardrobe in the corner and a table with fresh fruit and water. The scent of lavender and sage hung thick in the air, making my head feel heavy and my wolf sluggish. I moved to the wardrobe, pulling open the doors to find dresses – dozens of them – all in muted silks and satins, some still tagged. No shoes. No coats. Just delicate gowns made for someone who would never leave these walls. My stomach twisted with nausea. “Is this what my life will be?” I whispered under my breath, gripping the wardrobe door until my knuckles turned white. I closed it and turned to the table, reaching for an apple. Before my fingers touched it, the door opened with a quiet creak. I spun around quickly, heart slamming in my chest. A young woman entered, her hair tied in a neat braid down her back. She wore a simple grey servant’s dress and carried a folded towel and small tray of vials. “You must sit,” she said softly, refusing to meet my gaze. I sat on the edge of the bed, staring at her as she set down the tray and began mixing one of the vials into a small cup of water. “What is that?” I asked. She still didn’t look at me. “Tonic. To keep your wolf calm.” I swallowed hard, dread pooling in my stomach. “To weaken me, you mean.” She hesitated before nodding once. “Yes.” When she finally looked up, I saw pity in her eyes. It made me feel worse. Like I was already defeated. Like there was no hope left for me. “What’s your name?” I asked quietly. “Leah.” “Please, Leah… help me. Let me out.” She shook her head quickly, eyes darting to the door. “I can’t. They’ll kill me.” Tears pricked my eyes. “Please… I don’t want to be here.” “I know,” she whispered, voice trembling. “Drink this, Elara. Please don’t make me force you.” I stared at the cup in her shaking hand before finally taking it and gulping down the bitter liquid. My wolf snarled weakly as the tonic burned down my throat, her strength fading with every swallow. “Good girl,” Leah said softly, taking back the empty cup. She began arranging the dresses in the wardrobe, her hands quick and practiced. “You’ll meet the Alpha tomorrow. He has ordered that you remain pure and silent until then.” “Pure and silent,” I repeated, tasting the bitterness of those words on my tongue. “Yes,” she said, her voice quiet. “Do not speak unless spoken to. Do not anger him.” I closed my eyes, pressing the heels of my palms against them until stars sparked behind my eyelids. I wanted to scream. To run. To shift and tear these walls down. But my wolf lay curled and weak, her whimpers fading into nothing. When Leah left, locking the heavy door behind her, I crawled under the covers and pulled the sheets to my chin, staring at the carved ceiling above. I didn’t know when I fell asleep, but when I did, the dreams came quickly. I was in the forest again, moonlight dripping through the leaves like silver rain. My feet were bare against the mossy ground, and the scent of pine and fresh earth filled my senses. I heard laughter – cruel, sharp laughter – and turned to see Maren and her friends circling me again. “Look at her,” Maren sneered. “Still useless. Still cursed.” I stumbled back, heart pounding, but the moment I touched the tree behind me, the laughter stopped. Silence fell over the forest like a heavy blanket. I looked up to see him standing there – the man with stormy blue eyes. He stepped closer, his gaze locked on mine, and my wolf surged forward, desperate to reach him. Mine. His hand lifted towards me, rough fingers brushing my cheek with a tenderness that made my eyes fill with tears. His scent wrapped around me – pine and frost and leather. I reached for him, my lips parting to speak, but he faded before my eyes, dissolving into the shadows until I was alone again. “No,” I whispered in my sleep. “Come back… please…” When I woke the next morning, Leah was there again, helping me wash and dress in silence. She braided my hair in a long rope down my back, her fingers gentle but quick. “You look beautiful,” she whispered when she finished, her eyes glassy with tears. “Please… remember what I said.” “Pure and silent,” I whispered back, feeling cold all over. Two guards arrived to escort me down the hall. My wrists were shackled again, and I held them close to my chest, trying to keep my breathing steady as they led me deeper into the Alpha’s residence. We stopped before a massive set of carved doors. The guards knocked once before pushing them open. My heart hammered so loudly I could hear it in my ears. Inside, the chamber was dimly lit with flickering oil lamps lining the walls. Heavy dark curtains covered the windows, and thick carpets muffled our footsteps. At the far end of the room stood a tall figure dressed in black, his back turned as he read a set of documents on his desk. “Alpha,” one of the guards said, bowing low. “The breeder is here.” My stomach twisted at that word. The man turned slowly, and when his eyes met mine, the breath caught in my throat. Stormy blue eyes. Jet-black hair. The scar across his eyebrow. It was him. The man from the forest. The stranger who saved me from Maren and her friends. My wolf surged weakly inside me, whining and clawing, desperate to reach him again. Mine. But he just stared at me with those cold, unreadable eyes. There was no flicker of recognition, no warmth, no spark. Nothing. My chest felt tight, and I swallowed hard against the rising ache in my throat. He didn’t remember. He didn’t recognize me. To him, I was just another face. Another girl to use and discard. “Leave us,” he said to the guards, his voice deep and smooth, carrying no hint of emotion. The guards bowed and stepped out, closing the heavy doors behind them. Silence fell over the room as he walked towards me, each step echoing against the marble floor. I forced myself to meet his gaze, even though my knees felt weak and my wolf whimpered pitifully in my chest. This was it. My fate was sealed. The man who saved me was the same man who would break me. And worst of all… he didn’t even know.Elara’s POVAs we got to the front of mine and Lucan’s cabin, I stood still, waiting, watching. Kael in turn also stopped walking and looked at me. The look in his eyes was something I had always imagined but never experienced, not even before I ran away from him. He looked different now, more carefree than he was yesterday, like causing problems for me had been an interesting thing for him to do, like it had made him feel alive.“Were you really about to claim me in there….as your mate?”, I asked hesitantly. His brows furrowed and he stepped closer, the heat radiating off me sending fire through my veins and down to a lower part of my anatomy. His presence was enough for me to consider breaking my four year long oath of celibacy and I could do nothing but clench my hands into fists and try to suppress it. The bright silver light of the moon reflected off his face, highlighting his cheekbones and the sharp curve of his jaw. What it reflected the most though, was his eyes. The moonl
Elara’s POVWhen the food came by, it all felt that much better. The tense nature in the air dissipated very quickly as they all dug into food. I remembered very quickly that wolves ate a whole lot.All my life, my wolf had been faint, weak, more omega than most. So I ate like a human did. The alliance pack had a very mixed assortment of people. Leah wasn’t a wolf. So we ate regular amounts together. But when we served ourselves, Kael’s portions were four times larger than mine, and the women that had been previously harassing Lucan ate even more than him. Lucan himself was still too busy feeding the war veteran different potions outside to ensure his healing, so I couldn’t rib him about the fact that he only ate two times my own portion. It seemed like living within Lera’s wards reduced the voracious appetite of the wolves.Kael looked gorgeous eating, in such a way that I just couldn’t stop glancing at him from my peripheral vision. Eren had never eaten in such a dignified way. My
Elara’s POVConversation was strange to say the least. The table had been filled with mindless chatter and women trying and failing to convince Lucan of the disadvantages of such a fine young man living in the alliance pack. But now, the chatter was directed towards Kael.They asked him interesting things, very surface level political sentiments, like no one could bear the wrath of the alpha if he angrily said he was done listening to them chatter. I could tell that the biggest question everyone had was ‘Why was he sitting at this table?’. I also wanted to ask that question. Was he scared that I’d run away again if he wasn’t watching me? Or was he just trying to make sure the situation with the war veteran didn’t happen with anybody else?His shoulders looked relaxed as he smiled and answered the polite questions he was asked, but I could tell by the tenseness of his muscles that Kael was not happy. He had been that way since he entered the room, but now it was worse, in that every s
Elara’s POVIt was the day of the high moon summit itself.The pressure in the room as we all sat around tables was immense, some werewolves were speaking to each other in hushed tones, others in loud voices, like they were scared people wouldn’t hear them.The golden light of the chandelier reflected onto the head of a bald war veteran and straight into my eyes, making me try to look away, but the man didn’t let me, claiming I looked like his dead wife.Lucan was also busy, occupied with middle aged women telling him he looked far too pristine to be from the alliance pack. They said it with disgust in their tone, like they couldn’t fathom what could exist in such a pack.I didn’t blame them. It really was unfathomable, and I’d lived there for nearly five years. It was awesome, what Lera had built with magic. I’d have loved to give them little tips about our weather at least, and how it was miles ahead of this frozen tundra, but the bald man had graduated to hovering over my leg, not
Kael’s POVI didn’t sleep.I couldn’t sleep.All my senses were attuned to Elara and the memory of hokding her in my arms again after four long years. It took everything in me not to forcefully drag her back to Silvermoon. I needed her.My brain couldn’t stop telling me that I could still smell her. Before she used to smell earthy and floral, but now there was also the faintest tinkling of herbs. She smelled like what I imagined running through grass smelled like, she smelled like bright smiles and tight hugs, she smelled like the warmth from a fire. There was a strong hint of another smell, I supposed from her son - our son - because it spread all around her, clogging my senses with the image of a little boy sitting around in the sun.When I closed my eyes for the duration of a little blink I could still see her, my skin prickled like I could still feel her, the tinkling of her voice echoed in my ears like could still hear her.I wanted to touch her, to fit her tightly into myself s
Elara’s POVI woke up to the sound of… nothing. There were no birds chirping, neither were there children stomping and laughing. There wasn’t even the ambient warm sound of the sun, the forest and the air itself as magic thrummed all around. There was just nothing. It was strange.I was terrified at first till I remembered, this wasn’t my pack. This was the blackthorn pack, a pack where endless snow was considered a good thing and every place was coated with sharpness, like they couldn’t bear to watch you go around soft and happy.Getting out of the narrow piece of uncomfrtoable foam they called a bed, I stared at the wall. My face immediately began heating up despite the harsh cold when I remmembered what had happened yestereday. Kael. I had seen Kael.And he hadn’t ridiculed me, or forced my hand. It was completely unlike the worst case scenarios I’d been expecting. He was still the same man I knew, but, his edges had sharpened. Even still, there was something softer about his emo