LOGINElena POV
I barely sleep.
Every time I close my eyes, I see the bar, I see julian’s face.
The way he stood at my table like he owned the ground beneath us, the way he said my name, low and demanding, the way I turned him down.
My heart jumps every time I remember it, a mix of pride and fear.
Because I something in my mind tells me Julian Stone isn’t the type of man who forgets things easily.
Especially not defiance.
Especially not mine.
When my alarm rings, I sit on my bed for a long moment, my hands pressed to my face.
“Just survive today,” I whisper to myself.
I get dressed, fix my hair, and go to work like I didn’t challenge a man who could destroy me with a sentence.
At work, the lobby feels colder this morning.
Maybe it’s me.
Maybe it’s the dread crawling up my spine.
When I take the elevator to the last floor, my palms are already sweating.
I reach my desk and sit down carefully, placing my bag beside me.
His office door is closed.
Good.
Maybe he’s not in yet.
I turn on my computer and try to breathe normally, but the memory of last night sits heavy on my chest like a weight. I can still see the way he looked at me when I told him no, like no one had ever said it to him before..
I take a deep breath and start checking emails, burying myself in work.
Minutes pass.
Then an hour.
His door stays closed.
He haven't call for me, he haven't send an email, he haven't even step out.
It should make me relieved. Instead, it twists my stomach into knots.
The silence feels sharp, punishing and intentional.
Every time the elevator dings, I look up, thinking it’s him.
Every time it isn’t, I sink a little deeper into my chair.
By 10 a.m., everyone in the office is in full work mode, typing, chatting, moving around with coffee cups.
Julian’s office stays quiet.
But I know he's in there.
I get up to refill my water bottle, and Mila from yesterday spots me and came to stand beside me.
“Hey, Elena,” she greeted, smiling “Rough morning?”
“You have no idea,” I murmur.
“Boss trouble already?” she laughs lightly.
I force a smile, but it probably looks strained, if only she knew.
When I return to my desk, I try to focus again but focus is impossible, my mind keeps replaying the moment I refused him last night.
God.
Why did I say that?, why did I challenge him?, why do I feel guilty?
I shake my head, pressing my fingers to my temples.
At noon, the phone on my desk rings, I freeze, then I picked it up and answered
“Elena.” His voice came through the phone, low and calm.
My stomach drops.
“Yes?” I answered, my voice barely steady.
“Come to my office.”
My throat goes dry immediately.
“Now.”
I stand on legs that feel like they belong to someone else.
The walk to his office is maybe four steps, but it feels like a mile.
I knock once when I get to the door
“Come in.”
I push the door open.
He’s standing by the window, hands in his pockets, shoulders straight, suit perfect.
“Close the door.”
I do, the click echoes loudly.
He doesn’t turn around at first.
He stands there, looking out over the city, silent.
So silent I can hear my own heartbeat.
Then he speaks.
“You were bold last night.”
Bold.
He says it like it’s a warning, not a compliment.
I swallow. “I was having a conversation with my friends.”
He turns.
And when his eyes meet mine, I forget how to breathe.
They’re calm.
Too calm.
A mask he’s chosen to wear today.
“You told me no,” he says simply.
“Yes,” I whisper.
He studies me like he’s reading every reaction, every breath.
Then he looks down at his desk, picks up a folder, and hands it to me.
“We’re leaving in twenty minutes.”
I blink. “Leaving?” I asked, confused
“For a client meeting.”
“But I wasn’t scheduled to....”
“I changed the schedule.” he said cutting me short, the tone he used means it final, no room to refuse.
My heart thumps painfully.
“Understood?” he asks.
I nod.
He steps around me, reaching for his jacket, as he passes, the faint smell of his cologne hits me.
My chest tightens.
He opens the door for himself but pauses.
Without looking at me he says:
“And Elena?”
“Yes?”
His jaw clenches slightly.
“ Be at your best behavior” he say,
Heat rushes to my cheeks.
“I will ” I whisper.
He walks out and I stand there, shaking.
On the way to the meeting, we sit quietly in the backseat of his car.
He sit next to me scrolling through his phone like I'm not even there, his expression unreadable.
I stare out the window, pretending to be just as composed, but my fingers twitch against my skirt.
But every now and then, I see his reflection in the window.
Looking at me.
And each time, he glances away the second our eyes almost meet.
The meeting itself is long and painfully formal.
Julian sits tall, composed, speaking in his smooth, controlled voice.
He signs papers, shakes hands, gives direct instructions, acting like I wasn't there.
Like we didn't spend one night together.
But I see it.
Small signs.
The way his fingers drum when someone sits too close to me.
The way his jaw tightens when I lean forward to pass him a document.
The way his eyes flick to me every time someone addresses me.
He can pretend all he wants, he didn’t forget, he can’t forget.
When the meeting ends, we step into the hallway and take the elevator down.
As the doors slide shut, my lungs tighten.
He stands in front of me, his hands back in his pockets, his shoulders tense.
The air in the elevator feels thick.
He looks straight ahead, then finally looks at me.
“What you did last night” he says quietly, “cannot happen again.”
My fingers curl at my side.
“It won’t,” I say softly.
His eyes hold mine, too long and too intense
“You told me to forget you,” I whisper, unable to stop myself.
A small, sharp breath escapes him, almost like I hit something sensitive.
“I didn’t say I would forget you,” he replies.
My heart stutters.
Then the elevator dings.
He steps out first but I stay frozen inside the elevator, feeling everything inside me twist at once.
Back at the office, the rest of the day passes in a blur.
Julian doesn’t speak to me again, or call for me.
At 5 p.m., Mila stops by my desk.
“You okay?” she asks gently.
I nod, even though I'm not.
She gives a supportive smile before heading out.
I pack my things slowly.
When I finally stand, the door to his office opens.
My heart jumps as he steps out. For a moment, we’re alone.
He looks at me.
His green eyes don’t match the calm expression on his face.
They’re darker, warmer, almost conflict
ed.
“Good night, Elena,” he says quietly.
My breath hitches.
“Good night, Mr. Stone.”
He walks away, disappearing into the elevator.
The doors slide close.
And I’m left standing there, every nerve in my body buzzing, every emotion tangled.
He wants distance, he wants control, he wants me to forget.
But he can’t stay away.
And I don’t know how much longer I can pretend that I can.
Elena's pov There’s a difference between silence and calm.Calm settles gently, silence watches you.That’s what this morning feels like.I wake up before my alarm, staring at the ceiling, my chest already tight like I’ve missed something important, my phone is face-down on the bedside table. I don’t reach for it, I already know there’s nothing from Julian and somehow, that still hurts.I shower, dress, move through my routine like I’m following instructions written for someone else. When I step outside, the city feels too awake, too alive for how heavy I feel inside.At work, everything looks the same. Glass walls, polished floors, controlled smiles but I’m different.I don’t look toward Julian’s office when I arrive, I don’t need to, I can feel him there anyway. That awareness hasn’t left me yet, no matter how much distance I pretend to keep.I sit at my desk and open my computer, replying emails, scheduling meetings and setting reminders. Normal things.My phone buzzes softly bes
Elena’s POVThe morning after drinks with Liam, I wake up before my alarm.There’s no panic in my chest, no sharp ache, no immediate thought of Julian’s name pressing against my ribs and that’s what scares me.I lie there staring at the ceiling, listening to the city hum outside my window, trying to decide whether this calm is healing or loss dressed up as peace.It doesn’t feel like relief, It feels like mourning something that hasn’t fully died yet.At work, the shift is unmistakable.Julian doesn’t avoid me, but he doesn’t acknowledge me either, no sharp looks through the glass walls, no quiet tension humming beneath the surface. Just distance.When I place his morning coffee on his desk, he nods once.“Thank you, Elena.”That’s it, just like yesterday I walk back to my desk feeling oddly hollow, like something essential has been removed and my body hasn’t caught up yet.This is what I wanted, I keep reminding myself, so why does it feel like I’ve been gently erased?Eva finds me
Elena’s POVThe next morning at work, the silence feels intentional, not the awkward kind, not the kind that comes from avoidance, but the sharp, precise kind that feels chosen.Julian doesn’t look at me when I arrive, not even once.He’s already in his office, his glass walls was clear, his posture straight, the expression he have on his face is unreadable. .I sit at my desk and open my computer, forcing my focus onto emails and schedules, trying not to look up, my hands move automatically but my mind does not. Every few minutes, I catch myself wondering if he's looking at me or listening for his footsteps, his voice, anything that reminds me I’m not imagining the shift but nothing.When I deliver his morning coffee, I place it neatly on his desk.“Thank you, Elena” he says without looking up.I nod and leave.My chest tightens on the way back to my desk, this is what I wanted, I remind myself, distance, boundaries and peace, so why does it feel like I’m being erased?By mid-morning
Elena’s POVThe Next DayThe rest of the day drags on like my body is present but my soul is walking five steps behind me.I don’t look toward Julian office for the whole, not once, I focus on schedules, emails, reminders and on staying upright.By late afternoon, my head is aching, my chest feels tight in a way I can’t explain.I stand up to get coffee at the cafeteria maybe caffeine will fix whatever this hollow feeling is.I’m walking back toward my desk, coffee in one hand, my phone in the other, replying to Eva’s polite follow-up textHope the rest of your day goes smoothly, I was about to hit send when it happens. I turn the corner too fast and crash straight into someoneThe cup jolts in my hand and hot coffee spills everywhere.“Oh my God I’m so sorry!” I gasp.Coffee splashes down the front of a man’s shirt and jacket, papers scatter to the floor.I freeze for half a second, then panic kicks in.“I wasn’t looking, I’m so sorry, I...here” I fumble with the napkins, pressing th
Elena’s POVDAYS LATERI don’t go straight home after work, and instead of taking the bus I decided to walk to Nora's apartment to clear off my head.Block after block, letting the city noise swallow my thoughts, letting my heels click against the pavement until my feet ache, pain feels easier than thinking, easier than remembering the way Julian’s voice sounded when he asked if someone else touched me.By the time I reach Nora’s apartment, my chest feels too full instead of empty.I press the intercom and minutes later she opens the door in sweatpants and an old T-shirt, her hair pulled into a messy bun. One look at my face and she steps aside without a word.“You look like you’re about to fall apart,” she says instead of hello.I step inside and when she close the door, I drop my bag on the floor and lean back against the wall, sliding down until I’m sitting on the cold tile, my hands shake.“I need to say this out loud” I whisper loud enough. “If I don’t, I think I’ll drown in it.
Elena’s POVI tell myself I’m moving on.I say it while brushing my teeth, while tying my running shoes every morning before running, while staring at my reflection every morning like I’m trying to convince a stranger.It sounds simple when you say it out loud but it feels like lying when your heart still reacts to footsteps in a hallway.Nora says I should try dating again.“Just go” she tells me. “You don’t have to fall in love. Just remind yourself there are other men on earth.”So I did, I went on a dateThe first date is coffee.He’s kind, that’s the first thing I notice, he holds the door open, asks about my day, listens when I speak.“What do you do?” he asks, smiling.“I’m an assistant” I told him“Busy job.” he said before picking up his cup and taking a sip “Yes.” I said trying to remember his nameBut my mind drifts anyway to dark offices and glass walls, to a voice that says my name like it belongs to him.When he laughs, it’s polite but when Julian laughs, it feels dange







