로그인Elena POV
I barely sleep.
Every time I close my eyes, I see the bar, I see julian’s face.
The way he stood at my table like he owned the ground beneath us, the way he said my name, low and demanding, the way I turned him down.
My heart jumps every time I remember it, a mix of pride and fear.
Because I something in my mind tells me Julian Stone isn’t the type of man who forgets things easily.
Especially not defiance.
Especially not mine.
When my alarm rings, I sit on my bed for a long moment, my hands pressed to my face.
“Just survive today,” I whisper to myself.
I get dressed, fix my hair, and go to work like I didn’t challenge a man who could destroy me with a sentence.
At work, the lobby feels colder this morning.
Maybe it’s me.
Maybe it’s the dread crawling up my spine.
When I take the elevator to the last floor, my palms are already sweating.
I reach my desk and sit down carefully, placing my bag beside me.
His office door is closed.
Good.
Maybe he’s not in yet.
I turn on my computer and try to breathe normally, but the memory of last night sits heavy on my chest like a weight. I can still see the way he looked at me when I told him no, like no one had ever said it to him before..
I take a deep breath and start checking emails, burying myself in work.
Minutes pass.
Then an hour.
His door stays closed.
He haven't call for me, he haven't send an email, he haven't even step out.
It should make me relieved. Instead, it twists my stomach into knots.
The silence feels sharp, punishing and intentional.
Every time the elevator dings, I look up, thinking it’s him.
Every time it isn’t, I sink a little deeper into my chair.
By 10 a.m., everyone in the office is in full work mode, typing, chatting, moving around with coffee cups.
Julian’s office stays quiet.
But I know he's in there.
I get up to refill my water bottle, and Mila from yesterday spots me and came to stand beside me.
“Hey, Elena,” she greeted, smiling “Rough morning?”
“You have no idea,” I murmur.
“Boss trouble already?” she laughs lightly.
I force a smile, but it probably looks strained, if only she knew.
When I return to my desk, I try to focus again but focus is impossible, my mind keeps replaying the moment I refused him last night.
God.
Why did I say that?, why did I challenge him?, why do I feel guilty?
I shake my head, pressing my fingers to my temples.
At noon, the phone on my desk rings, I freeze, then I picked it up and answered
“Elena.” His voice came through the phone, low and calm.
My stomach drops.
“Yes?” I answered, my voice barely steady.
“Come to my office.”
My throat goes dry immediately.
“Now.”
I stand on legs that feel like they belong to someone else.
The walk to his office is maybe four steps, but it feels like a mile.
I knock once when I get to the door
“Come in.”
I push the door open.
He’s standing by the window, hands in his pockets, shoulders straight, suit perfect.
“Close the door.”
I do, the click echoes loudly.
He doesn’t turn around at first.
He stands there, looking out over the city, silent.
So silent I can hear my own heartbeat.
Then he speaks.
“You were bold last night.”
Bold.
He says it like it’s a warning, not a compliment.
I swallow. “I was having a conversation with my friends.”
He turns.
And when his eyes meet mine, I forget how to breathe.
They’re calm.
Too calm.
A mask he’s chosen to wear today.
“You told me no,” he says simply.
“Yes,” I whisper.
He studies me like he’s reading every reaction, every breath.
Then he looks down at his desk, picks up a folder, and hands it to me.
“We’re leaving in twenty minutes.”
I blink. “Leaving?” I asked, confused
“For a client meeting.”
“But I wasn’t scheduled to....”
“I changed the schedule.” he said cutting me short, the tone he used means it final, no room to refuse.
My heart thumps painfully.
“Understood?” he asks.
I nod.
He steps around me, reaching for his jacket, as he passes, the faint smell of his cologne hits me.
My chest tightens.
He opens the door for himself but pauses.
Without looking at me he says:
“And Elena?”
“Yes?”
His jaw clenches slightly.
“ Be at your best behavior” he say,
Heat rushes to my cheeks.
“I will ” I whisper.
He walks out and I stand there, shaking.
On the way to the meeting, we sit quietly in the backseat of his car.
He sit next to me scrolling through his phone like I'm not even there, his expression unreadable.
I stare out the window, pretending to be just as composed, but my fingers twitch against my skirt.
But every now and then, I see his reflection in the window.
Looking at me.
And each time, he glances away the second our eyes almost meet.
The meeting itself is long and painfully formal.
Julian sits tall, composed, speaking in his smooth, controlled voice.
He signs papers, shakes hands, gives direct instructions, acting like I wasn't there.
Like we didn't spend one night together.
But I see it.
Small signs.
The way his fingers drum when someone sits too close to me.
The way his jaw tightens when I lean forward to pass him a document.
The way his eyes flick to me every time someone addresses me.
He can pretend all he wants, he didn’t forget, he can’t forget.
When the meeting ends, we step into the hallway and take the elevator down.
As the doors slide shut, my lungs tighten.
He stands in front of me, his hands back in his pockets, his shoulders tense.
The air in the elevator feels thick.
He looks straight ahead, then finally looks at me.
“What you did last night” he says quietly, “cannot happen again.”
My fingers curl at my side.
“It won’t,” I say softly.
His eyes hold mine, too long and too intense
“You told me to forget you,” I whisper, unable to stop myself.
A small, sharp breath escapes him, almost like I hit something sensitive.
“I didn’t say I would forget you,” he replies.
My heart stutters.
Then the elevator dings.
He steps out first but I stay frozen inside the elevator, feeling everything inside me twist at once.
Back at the office, the rest of the day passes in a blur.
Julian doesn’t speak to me again, or call for me.
At 5 p.m., Mila stops by my desk.
“You okay?” she asks gently.
I nod, even though I'm not.
She gives a supportive smile before heading out.
I pack my things slowly.
When I finally stand, the door to his office opens.
My heart jumps as he steps out. For a moment, we’re alone.
He looks at me.
His green eyes don’t match the calm expression on his face.
They’re darker, warmer, almost conflict
ed.
“Good night, Elena,” he says quietly.
My breath hitches.
“Good night, Mr. Stone.”
He walks away, disappearing into the elevator.
The doors slide close.
And I’m left standing there, every nerve in my body buzzing, every emotion tangled.
He wants distance, he wants control, he wants me to forget.
But he can’t stay away.
And I don’t know how much longer I can pretend that I can.
Elena’s POVThe next morning feels strange from the moment I open my eyes. Not heavy, not broken but sharp. Like something is waiting for me before the day even starts.I lie still for a few seconds, staring at the ceiling while sunlight pushes through the curtains. My phone is beside me on the bed. Silent for once, that alone feels suspicious.I sit up slowly and rub my face. My body feels tired, but my mind is awake. Too awake.Last night keeps replaying in pieces, liam’s face, his warning. She’s escalating.I push the blanket away and stand.The apartment feels cold this morning. Quiet in a way that makes me restless. I move through my routine slowly, shower, clothes, coffee I barely drink.By the time I leave for work, I already feel watched. Not physically, just… expected. Like people are waiting to see what I’ll do next.The office lobby is busy when I walk in. Conversations soften when people notice me, not completely silent. Just quieter.The receptionist gives me a careful sm
Elena’s POVThe city is quiet in a way that feels unnatural, like it’s holding its breath with me. I walk without direction, letting my heels click against the pavement. My phone vibrates in my pocket, another unknown number. I ignore it, taking a deep breath.Then I hear a voice behind me.“Elena.”I freeze, almost drop my bag, and turn. Liam. He’s leaning against a wall, hands in his pockets, calm, steady. No anger, no judgment—just him noticing me.“You came,” I say quietly.“I came to make sure you’re not disappearing,” he says. His voice is soft, but it lands heavy.I glance down at my hands. “I’m not disappearing.”“Good.” He studies me for a long moment. “I wasn’t sure what I’d find.”“You find me,” I say lightly, though the words feel strange in my mouth. Weak, maybe. Or maybe just real.A pause.“You looked inside,” he says finally. “At the gala.”I swallow. “Yes. I had to see.”He nods. “And?”“I stood,” I admit. “I didn’t break. I didn’t run. Not this time.”“Finally,” he s
Elena’s POVI don’t go home immediately after leaving the café, I walk without thinking about where I’m going.The city is loud, bright, alive but none of it reaches me properly. Everything feels like it’s happening somewhere just outside of me, like I’m slightly out of place in my own life.My chest feels tight, not heavy like before, not like I’m breaking. Just tight. Like something inside me is holding steady, refusing to fall apart.Ethan’s words keep replaying in my head, You’re finally choosing. I don’t know if that’s true yet but I know I’m not the same.By the time I get home, my legs feel tired, but my mind is still awake, still running.I step inside my apartment and close the door behind me slowly.The silence hits immediately. No noise, no distraction. Just me.I drop my bag on the chair and sit down, leaning forward slightly, my elbows resting on my knees.For a moment, I just breathe.Then my phone lights up.It was Julian. My stomach tightens instantly, not because I’m
Elena’s POVThe message stays on my screen as I walk out of the building.Ethan:Meet me.The words feel simple, but nothing about this is simple anymore.The city is loud around me, cars moving, people talking, life continuing like nothing just shifted under my feet. But everything inside me feels sharp and alert, like I’m standing at the edge of something.I stop on the sidewalk and stare at the message again.For a second, I think about ignoring it, blocking him, walking away but that would be the old me. The one who waits, the one who reacts too late.I inhale slowly, then type.Me:Where?The reply comes almost immediately.Ethan:The café across Hawthorne Square. Thirty minutes.Of course, close enough to be convenient, far enough to be private. I lock my phone and raise my hand for a cab.The café is quiet when I walk in. Soft music plays in the background. A few people sit scattered around, heads down, focused on their own lives.Ethan is already there. Corner table, back to t
Elena’s POVThe first thing I hear when I wake up is my phone vibrating, over and over again.It’s loud in the quiet of my room, sharp and persistent, like something is trying to force its way into my morning.I don’t move at first, my body feels heavy, like I didn’t really sleep, just closed my eyes and waited for the night to pass.The memory of last night comes back slowly. The lights, the stage, olivia’s smile and julian’s silence.I open my eyes. The ceiling above me looks the same, calm and still, like nothing has changed.But something has. can feel it. The phone vibrates again beside me, I reach for it slowly, my fingers brushing against the screen before I finally pick it up.Twenty-three missed calls, messages all from unknown numbers. My stomach tightens immediately, something is wrong.I unlock the phone. For a second, I just stare at the screen, not opening anything, then I tap the first message, it is a link, I opened another, the same and another tooMy heart starts bea
Elena’s POVThe music is still playing when I step out of the ballroom.Soft, elegant and controlled, just like everything inside.The doors close behind me, and the sound fades into something distant. Out here, the air is cooler, quieter and real.I walk a few steps forward, my heels softer against the stone floor. My chest rises and falls slowly, like I’m trying to catch up with myself.For a moment, I just stand there. I didn’t break. I didn’t run, I stood there, in the same room, under the same lights.But it doesn’t feel like victory, it feels like the beginning of something I don’t fully understand yet.I wrap my arms lightly around myself, staring out at the city lights below.“Still doing that.”The voice comes from behind me.Familiar, too familiar. My body stiffens before I even turn.Slowly, I look over my shoulder.Liam.He stands a few feet away, hands in his pockets, dressed in a simple dark suit, no tie, no effort to impress.And yet he looks handsome, like he always ha
The next day at work I’m staring at my screen when heels click against the floor, slow, deliberate.I don’t have to look up to know who it is.Olivia.She stops at my desk like she belongs there. Like she owns the space around her.“Elena,” she says warmly.I look up, keeping my face neutral. “Oli
Elena's pov There’s a difference between silence and calm.Calm settles gently, silence watches you.That’s what this morning feels like.I wake up before my alarm, staring at the ceiling, my chest already tight like I’ve missed something important, my phone is face-down on the bedside table. I do
Elena’s POVThe morning after drinks with Liam, I wake up before my alarm.There’s no panic in my chest, no sharp ache, no immediate thought of Julian’s name pressing against my ribs and that’s what scares me.I lie there staring at the ceiling, listening to the city hum outside my window, trying t
Elena’s POVThe next morning at work, the silence feels intentional, not the awkward kind, not the kind that comes from avoidance, but the sharp, precise kind that feels chosen.Julian doesn’t look at me when I arrive, not even once.He’s already in his office, his glass walls was clear, his postur







