Cynthia
Age-18
“Are you feeling well?” Mother asked with a frown, her white hair was still as shiny as I remembered them, flowing behind her long back, touching the white silk of her dream-like dress. We were lying on a white lotus with a pink blush on his petals together. The nearby waterfall with water falling like the serene green color was sprinkling his droplets on us. I could feel those droplets trying to cool down my burning skin.
“I am not, I can’t do this anymore mother, please don’t send me away,” I begged her. But she just smiled. Her purple cat eyes were burning with humor.
“Are you sure this is homesickness you are feeling my dear?” she asked and flicked my nose lovingly. The birds came back hearing her la
“You found me,” he growled. “You doubted me?’’ my beast growled back! “No! not doubt, just worried for you!” his beast howled. “ Are you still worried for me?” mine howled back to him. sassing all the way. “Always” he howled and for hours, our wolves bonded and played in the forest. We were beyond two mates, we were slowly merging into two soul mates. Suddenly the rain started, forcing us to stop our play. We decided to go back to our own places. As I shifted back I was still in a daze. Couldn’t tell difference between things. Aaron has helped me to prevent myself from going down the hole of self-destruction rage but was that enough? Enough for me to forgive him? what today happended has forced me to leave the romantic notion of my mating behind. i just can't spend the rest of my life pinning over Aaron but what else can i do? he is my mate, no matter what. I couldn’t decide. After reaching home, I jus
CynthiaAge-18“You look really tired sweetheart!” my mom asked in concern as a frown marked her forehead for me. we were having our usual eggs for breakfast and Dad had just left with Johnny for his pre-school. Riley was still in bed and I had woken up early to help mom with everything.“ I- I am just scared for the future!” I admitted while looking down at my plate dejectedly. I wanted to tell her everything but I knew right now it will just bring more misery, though I don’t like lying that’s why I decided to be vague.“Oh, honey! don’t worry, you should trust your abilities just like I do, in fact, our whole family does. I am sure as soon as you get that café, it will only become more successful.” Mom said mistaking my sentence.Deciding to hide the truth I decided to discuss my career with her that’s why I said, “I know M
Cynthiaage-18“Actually, about that, I have to tell you something” I sighed.Cole frowned and nodded for me to continue. I knew what I was about to say won’t be a big deal for Cole but for me, it was a life-changing decision, and saying it out loud will make it more real.“I have decided to continue my study.” There I said it. I am not buying the café just yet.Man, I really hope it’s the right decision, or else I am positively fucked.“That’s a good thing right?” Cole asked frowning yet again.“Yeah! I mean I am sure it will be good for me but I am just nervous. I was so sure of the café and everything but after thinking about everything I believe I am not as ready as I want to be. I need more time.”“Look Thia, I am with you whether you want to continue y
Now that Aaron’s human side is back in control he looks tired and defeated. Not a good look on him, seeing him like that hurts something inside me. I want to reach and give him a comforting hug. Want to caress his face and run my fingers through his blonde mane. He is frowning and rubbing his forehead as I pour him some water.I move toward him and place the water in front of him. he looks at me with a blank stare as I take the chair opposite him.“Can you tell me what exactly happened?”“You met the Murray Boy,” he reveals in an accusing tone like I committed a murder instead. “And that is a crime?” I question him with narrowed eyes while he drinks the water. The air is stiff around him but I still feel nothing but butterflies seeing him around me, near me. my beast is still busy rejoicing the presence of my mate when suddenly Aaron stood up and started pacing.“You met h
Cynthia Age-18 “I will and then the ball will be in your court, King Aaron. Get ready!” My words have stunned him I can see that. He simply nods at me before whispering, “You are the most enchanting she-wolf I have ever seen. That day letting my beast approach yours really lightened my heart. After that, I had no doubts that you are made for me, Cynthia. We are meant to be.” His words are a balm to my pain of years. I want to hug him but right now I still don’t feel comfortable doing that. Maybe one day we could be that familiar with each other. “I want to make you proud Aaron and I want us to be- to be there for each other completely.” Saying the words were hard but I utter them anyways. Feeling a blush creep on my face I look down at my f
CynthiaAge-18Chapter- 23“It’s Nash.” She says and breaks in sobs.“W-What? Nash? But he-he is dating-‘’“Yes! He’s dating the daughter of Beta force chief Mr. Sully and won’t le-leave her b-because she’s-she’s good for his c-career. He-he is a moron.” My sister says while hiccupping and crying badly.“Oh! Riles, I am so sorry you had to face that. But don’t worry, I am sure he will realize his mistake.” I try to assure her but even I know right now my words won't really help her at all.“But if he doesn’t?” she looks afraid which absolutely kills me. that s
CynthiaAge-18“I am trying Cynthia! You need to meet me in the middle.” His hand leaves my elbow but I instantly miss the touch, the connection. My Dad once told me that with your mate you don’t just crave the nearness, you live for it but at that time I didn’t understand him and kept on teasing him for being a doormat for Mom. But now? now I clearly know what he was talking about.“Oh! believe me, I am, I am trying my best.” I bit and raise my eyebrow at him. if we want this mating to work it is really crucial that Aaron understands and appreciates my struggles as well.“Would you like to run with me?” he asks and starts unbuttoning his shirt again, so sure of my answer. But unfortunately, he still doesn’t understand me.“I just had my run, maybe someday else,” I say and turn to do what I have been waiting to do for months. I hear Aaron murmuring something b
CynthiaAge-18I believe every person deserves a second chance but currently, my dilemma is, do they deserve a third chance, or is it fourth. Mr. Langston has struck again and I am again left to re-think my choices with him. currently, I am standing in his kitchen pretending to drink water while he entertains his guests on our date. A date we were supposed to have alone. Is he the inexperienced one in this relationship? Is that it?“Hey! I swear I definitely didn’t know this time.” Mira grovels while rubbing her neck in an apologetic motion. She is wearing a black dress for a change, I wonder if she has someone here to impress. Her hairs are shinier than always too. Hmm at least someone’s enjoying this date-cum-party.“It’s not your fault. And isn’t it strange every time he never gets it and you do?” I simply say and gulp the water for real this time.