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16. Rules and.......
Alexander
She has the audacity to ignore me! It doesn't make me back down from what I'm going to do anyway. And she knows that. This is another advantage. We don't have to speak. I'll find her and she knows that. But, what the hell is that woman? She is a kind of challenge and that's what makes her feisty.
"For whom are you offering that smirk?"
I sighed hearing his voice. I still regret sharing my apartment's password with him. Even if I don't, he will find a way in.
"What makes the wind blow here?"
He removed his suit and loosened his tie. He sat on the couch next to me before I say, "help your…" the words vanished into thin air.
"Who did that to your car?" He asked.
"Why exactly are you here, Xavier?"
"Someone ruined your car. Tha
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Ruthless 17.Amy
Celia I don't deserve this. If I'm capable, I could find someone who can treat me better, someone who would not ask me to strip but take my clothes instead, someone who will hand them when he is done screwing me instead of leaving me naked on the bed. There are absolutely many someone who would ask if I want it or not before taking a step. Of course, I want it as much as he does. It is still a wonder how my hands hastened to take his shirt off. Right then,I wanted to touch him, feel his skin against mine. It is all before I caught myself. He didn't let me take my hands back though. We met, fucked, and left. Technically, we are fuck buddies. Well, not exactly buddies. What are we? I don't expect him to be nice to me, but he can be a man right? Maybe a gentle man. Argh! It's Alexander, we are talking about. He will never be a gentleman. At the end of the day, even I'm disappointed, I'm happy, 'cause I successfully held back myself from screaming his name.
Ruthless 18. Little Talk
Celia It feels like someone's playing the song I dislike the most from morning to evening in my head nonstop. This constant buzzing, the sounds of metals, the smell of medicine started to wear me out. Gosh! How I hate this place and still working here! I can't even touch my locket with the hand I touched the medicine. I've to wash my hands a lot. I wanted to share this with someone, exactly with the man I despise. I wanna tell him how much I hated my job, how much I disgust it. Why do I feel like telling him all these things? Argh! What am I even thinking? I shouldn't feel like talking to him. Yeah, after everything happened between us, I am curious about him a bit, especially about his likes, his lavish life and most importantly how he talks 'cause we've never talked much. I wonder if he could laugh earnestly while telling about his best memories and keep disgusting face while telling about the things he hates the most. He is rich enou
Ruthless 19.Hug
Alexander I just don't know what I'm doing. I took her to the woods not to fuck her,but I thought for the first time,I needed a company. It's a kind of common hang out place for both of us. We had sex for the first time there. And whatever the reasons are, I'm taking her to the woods. It's quiet in my car. The silence is choking me out of breath. She feels like an easy game. She accepted to sleep with me like all the other women, still fights me unlike other women. What is she? I still can't define. She wore no make-up at all. Doesn't she want to impress me? Isn't that what girls would do? Look at her dress. Her regular attire. Jeans and jacket instead of her white coat. Yet she is beautiful. Did I just say beautiful? Shit! "Where are we going?" Her low yet confident voice brought me back to this world. Exactly where are we going? I've crossed the woods and has been passing by some stupid lonely area which is surrounded by fie
Ruthless 20.What does he mean?
Celia I can't believe we were attacked. I can't believe I've got a scar from knife instead of a hickey on my neck. I can't believe he made a big fuss about the small wound. I can't believe he actually broke someone's hand without even having a little concern. I can't believe I laughed, screamed so loudly. I can't believe that he knows graphitti. I can't believe that he is such an artist. I can't believe he hugged me. I can't believe he called me his. I can't believe I have spent a day like yesterday in my typical life. And I'm happy except for the ending. Why does he have to hold me like that? Like he would loose me if he allowed a little air between us,like everything about him depends on it,like I meant something for him? Why,when he didn't care to speak even a small word when we were returning. It was a complete shit of silence, something I always preferred and with him,I can't tolerate. What does he mean by all those things? I do
Ruthless 21. The word 'love'
Black. Black is all I could see. His living room itself is as large as my house. The modular U-shaped sofa has somewhat looked like a blend of gray and cement color. The paint of the wall has the same mixture but with high contrast. The ceiling is plain and flat with absolutely zero curves or designs that a typical modernistic architecture has. The table placed at the sofa is black too. It is round, like really round and for a second I thought it was floating until I get a glimpse at its base. No, it's not. "Have a seat." He says and disappeared somewhere I am assuming kitchen, precisely a modern kitchen which is full of nothing but black and maybe Scotch or whiskey. I don't know why. But the thought that this man has a fridge full of fruits and vegetables made me laugh like an idiot. "What's so funny?" I heard him say. Oh! He came back without his suit and in his very sexy black shirt. Since when did I start to mention a shirt as sexy? And in his hands,
Ruthless 22.Sweet & Bitter
It is a pleasant day. The sun shone brightly on the yellow blossoms. The children ran in and out of my house. As I walked into the lane, grandpa called me with my name. "Come here." He shouted which was heard like an echo in my mind. His white mustache widened as he smiled. I looked at him in suspicion and moved further when I saw my mom in her pretty blue dress extended her hands to embrace me. Before I could run into her arms, someone holds my hand. He is just like me in the disguise of a boy, my twin. "Don't go." He shook his head. Soon it was smashed by something and all I could see is a body covered by a white cloth that has bloodstains. "Dr. Celia, do something." I heard the nurses around me say. "Dr. Edwards has summoned you." The compounder informed. "Celia, ... You are so beautiful." The filthy old dog moaned in my ears. I could hear them all shouting, laughing, and warning me at the same time. All the people's faces started to become red and there remained nothing but bloo
Ruthless 23.My Place
Celia We are all emotional fools. Just because I didn't cry even after the death of my only family doesn't make me strong. I was born a fool,have been a fool,like my father said, I'll be a fool forever. He used to say that I trust everyone easily,that I only watch good in them,that I am not capable of estimating their evil mind,that I don't value even a penny. While, Amy, no matter what she does,he praised her,he said that she will take his business to another level and all I could capable of is painting on a stupid canvass. He used to blame my mother for raising me like that. He might be true. I was all those things. I still am. Cayden's death made me quiet not smart. Just quiet. So don't cry. These all your deeds. You should know your place. Why didn't you get it before? He is not being himself. His emotions got the best of him. He was in pain and hurt. Hence,he treated you like that. You mistook it. What do I even think of myself? &nb
Ruthless 24. Screwed
Celia "If you don't shut that shitty mouth of yours, something is going to happen between us and I'd guarantee you that it wouldn't involve you going out of this room with all your teeth." Shit, Lillian is having an argument again. Things like this have been happening since that scene at the hospital on the day Alexander's mother died. People came to many conclusions. Most of them are true, though. I slept with him, they mean I pursued and fucked the person who owns this hospital. In addition to that, they talked about the things I don't even know about myself. Like,I am a gold digger. I thought I have a chance with him, so I took advantage of his situation and he is smart enough to look through me and many more. Like always,I kept quiet. But it doesn't back me from giving a damn about what they say. Since I've learnt giving a shit, it is hard to held my head high,when they talk at your back. Lillian,she backs me no matter
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