Arabella
I walked into the gala, each step measured, each movement draped in a practiced smile. Outside, I was elegance personified. Inside, I was unraveling.
My palms were clammy, my heartbeat thrumming uncomfortably fast. But no one could know. I kept my posture impeccable, waving at a few familiar faces as I passed.
Still, my thoughts kept spiraling back to that moment at the Capo’s mansion—the moment Marco’s hand landed on my waist, possessive and suffocating.
His touch still lingered, a phantom weight on my skin. “Six,” Marco had declared, his voice carrying across the room like a spotlight. “Come meet my fiancée. She’s a beautiful woman, you’ll see.”
I had glanced up then, the air in my lungs catching as my gaze collided with his. Six. The man I’d worked so hard to forget. The man whose penetrating eyes could strip me bare in a way that no one else ever had.
The memories of that night came flooding back - sharp, vivid, relentless. The feel of his hands, his breath skimming my ear, the way his touch had obliterated the world around us.
My chest tightened, and I exhaled slowly, willing the thoughts to retreat. Focus, Arabella. Tonight wasn’t about him. My eyes scanned the glittering crowd, searching for something, someone, far more critical than the tangled web Six and I were caught in.
But as if fate had a wicked sense of humor, I felt him before I saw him. His heat pressed against my back, the faint, heady scent of his cologne curling into my senses. My muscles locked.
“When I said you could accompany me to a gala,” I murmured, keeping my voice low despite the way my pulse spiked, “I didn’t mean you should breathe down my neck the entire time.”
His voice came, a soft ripple of teasing amusement. “I’ve been closer than this, Arabella,” he said, his words brushing against my defenses. “You didn’t seem to mind then.”
A shiver rolled down my spine before I could stop it. The memories clawed their way back, too vivid and intrusive: his hands tracing my skin, his mouth claiming mine, the inferno we’d created together.
My body betrayed me, recalling sensations I’d rather forget. Heat pooled low in my abdomen, and I bit the inside of my cheek, furious at myself.
I straightened my back, forcing rigidity into my spine. My eyes locked on the ornate chandeliers ahead, desperate to avoid his gaze. “I don’t know what you’re talking about,” I replied, my voice flat, the lie as brittle as glass.
His laugh followed, low and dangerous, curling around me like smoke. It sank into my skin, threatening to undo me. “Is that how you’re going to play this?” he asked, his tone maddeningly amused.
My jaw tightened. “I don’t think you’d want any pictures of us together tonight,” I retorted, my voice sharp, though my hands trembled slightly.
That damned smirk spread across his face, wicked and knowing. “I do recall your husband insisting I stay close,” he said, the mocking emphasis on the word making my stomach churn.
“He’s not my husband,” I snapped, the words a bitter stone in my throat. The very thought of it made my skin crawl.
Six raised an eyebrow, leaning in just slightly, his voice dropping an octave. “Oh, but it’s only a matter of time, isn’t it?”
Before I could snap back at him, Katherine, a friend of mine, appeared beside us, looking from me to Six with curiosity in her eyes.
“Arabella,” she greeted warmly, though her attention lingered on him. “And who’s this?”
I forced a smile, turning toward her, though I could feel the weight of Six’s gaze. “Katherine, this is Six,” I said, my tone clipped and a little too formal. “My bodyguard.”
Her eyebrows arched, and her gaze darted back to him. “Your bodyguard?” she repeated, her tone laced with intrigue.
“Yes,” I confirmed, forcing a tight-lipped smile. “Just my bodyguard.”
Katherine’s eyes swept over him again, and I could almost see the questions forming in her mind.
She smiled at him, her curiosity thinly veiled. “Well, Six, it’s lovely to meet you. I’m sure we’ll be seeing more of each other.”
He inclined his head slightly, but I didn’t dare glance his way. I could feel him watching me, his presence a constant shadow, impossible to ignore.
His laugh echoed faintly in my ears, his eyes gleaming with that maddening mix of amusement and danger.
No matter how hard I tried to escape him, he always managed to pull me back in.
SixI took a drag of my cigar as I stared into the distance. It had been a whole week, and Arabella was yet to warm up to me.I spent most of the day out, putting plans in place to ensure she was safe, and when I got home, she would be holed up in the bedroom.I wondered if she worried about me. She never asked where I had gone, and whenever I got home, we would eat dinner in silence.It was torturous laying next to her and not being able to touch her. She would have her back to me all night.I did try at first to talk to her, but her continued silence made me give up. She wasn’t ready yet; she was still hurting, and understandably so.I’d give her time—heck, I’d give her all the time she wanted—because I loved her, and I couldn’t bear the thought of losing her ever. And so I’ll wait. I was still waiting.Sometimes I would bring her a gift, little things I knew she would appreciate: a book, unique jewelry, a new dress. Her eyes would light up in excitement, and then they would dim whe
MarcoThen realization hit me—it didn’t matter that they looked alike. No one would ever be able to replace Arabella in my life. No one would ever feel like her, and it annoyed me that she thought she could be her, even for a moment.I didn’t want another’s mouth around my cock—only hers. The only breasts I wanted to stare at all day were hers.She was bawling her eyes out. She struggled against my hold, and then she forcefully pulled away from me. The force was so strong I was still holding on to a fistful of her hair when she did.She screamed, “Fuck! What are you doing?”I sat there unfazed, staring at the clump of hair in my hand. There was blood on it. Blood was also trickling down her hair. She scooted away from me, her eyes wide with fear. Her eyes met mine.“Marco…”I frowned. I hated how she called my name. It didn’t belong to her. No one was allowed to call my name except her.Maybe I was crazy. She really made me crazy. But wasn’t this love? I was devoted to her, and only t
MarcoI sat reclined on the leather chair, a glass of expensive whisky in my hands. There were a couple of papers strewn across my table, but I was so deep in my thoughts that I couldn’t make sense of the letters.It didn’t help that I was tipsy. Shit, I had been drunk for days; I had not dropped the bottle since the incident. It was how I stopped myself from going batshit crazy.A knock on the door interrupted my musings. I spun the chair around, and Francesco walked in. He looked like he had lost weight, his eyes were sunken, and he had dark circles around them.His hair and beard were overgrown too; his coping mechanism was overworking himself. I couldn’t help him; I didn’t know which of his lifestyle choices was more destructive.“The ladies are here, as you asked, Marco…”“Hmm, send them in then,” I said with a shrug.He popped back out, and not long after, beautiful women in a lineup sashayed into the room.They were all wearing the skimpiest outfits you could imagine, leaving n
ArabellaHe left me alone for hours. I gave up on banging the door and screaming his name after a few minutes. I lay down in bed and cried my eyes out. I hated how I felt in that moment; my emotions were in disarray.One part of me hated Six for keeping such a secret from me, the other part strongly believed he loved me and that everything he did was for my well-being.There was also the stupid part that was jealous of Katherine and all the other nameless girls Six had been with before me. It was stupid, but I felt it.I was frustrated. I tried the lock many times, but the door wouldn’t budge. I rummaged through drawers and lockers looking for a key—anything to open the door. I desperately needed space away from him.It was impossible to think clearly when we were confined in the same space. I was angry at him, and yet my nipples were perky—and he had seen it.I didn’t trust my body not to betray me again. It didn’t help th
SixHer words hit me hard, like a blow to the chest. I thought I had banished the guilt I felt on the inside, but it was back; stronger this time.“Arabella, you know that’s not true…”“All I know is you’ve lied to me every single time…”“No.”“Yes,” she cut in sharply, “All you’ve done is lie…”I shook my head. “No, I told you my name. I haven’t told anyone ever…”“How convenient! That could be just another lie. Who knows?”I knew she was purposely trying to hurt me, but that didn’t make it any less painful.“I’ve never lied to you, Arabella. I bared my heart to you. I was vulnerable. I told you how I felt about you…”“Just another lie…”My jaw twitched. I grabbed her by the hip and pulled her toward me. She froze in my arms, her eyes wide like a deer caught in headlights.“You can accuse me of anything you want. You can even say I lied to you about everything—but not about my feelings for you, Arabella. They are real. They burn and threaten to consume me whole. I love you. I have lo
ArabellaSunlight filtered through the large windows in the room as my eyelids fluttered open, slowly adjusting to the light. I yawned and stretched, tapping the other side of the bed, finding it empty.I jolted up fast, realizing Six was not in bed. It was sunny and bright outside, and I couldn’t remember the last time I had a good night’s sleep.I was always tossing in bed, plagued by thoughts of Marco, but last night, I had fallen into the deepest sleep ever, not even noticing when he got out of bed.Peeking off the covers, my cheeks flushed as memories of last night rushed in. For the first time ever, I had slept in the same bed with Six. I didn’t know how something so small could evoke such strong emotions inside me.His powerful arms wrapped around me, the steady beating of his heart, his scent that was his and only his washed over me, and hearing him profess those words—telling me how much he loved and missed me—was a recipe for a good night’s sleep.I had never felt so loved a