Shatter me.

Yesterday was one of the most peaceful, months, she was still a stranger but peace was there.

I wish I could have stopped the time, she wanted to stay more than her I wanted her to stay.

But I had to let her go, I had no choice.

If she would have stayed a second more, I would have had all my control and would have been higher, the way she was sitting in front of me, and the little trust she showed me, even though I am a stranger to her. Tiara doesn't know but that was the biggest hope for me.

A hope that soon I will have my kitten back.

Soon kitten. Just keep your faith.

I wish I could have told her how much I love them, how much I want her to be by my side. How much I love it. How much my heart ached for her.

I want to tell her everything and anything that I want to.

I once again want to hold her in my arms, from dusk to dawn, I want her natural smell of strawberry to consume my soul and senses.

I want to hide from the world.

Sometimes when I sit and think