I caught up to them just before they entered the door. "Okay listen to me, she's in a really bad way, I need you to prepare yourselves, no don't cry Dani if you cry I won't let you in there and I need you in there." I willed her with my eyes on hers to suck it up. I saw the struggle the two of them had as they fought back emotions. I'd forgotten how close they all were, that even though I'd been shutting her out, she was already a part of our family in her own small way because she knew the girls. That too had changed in the twinkling of an eye. Now she had an even greater claim to us, to our home, she was mine. No longer just a friend, an outsider, but one of the fold. "We straight?" they both nodded and I studied them to make sure they weren't bullshitting me before opening the door and leading them inside. "Baby I'm back, I brought the girls to take care of you." Just as I expected, they didn't ask any questions when they saw the bruised and batter
There was enough speculation surrounding us as it was, but this shit was not going to go unanswered. If the town's people chose to believe their assumptions as to what kind of men we were I give a fuck. Half of them believed we were a renegade biker gang anyway so what if what I was about to do convinced them of that? Meanwhile ever since we landed we've been knee deep in bullshit that had nothing to do with us. All we'd wanted was some peace and quiet. This seemed like the perfect place to do that, a fresh start. It had been the commander's childhood home, a place he'd raved about to us more than once, so when he left it to my brothers and I we felt the love that the gruff old bastard had never quite put into words, but had been felt nonetheless over the years. But ever since we got settled it seemed like life was destined to keep us in the midst of bullshit. It might not be the fucking deserts of Afghanistan, but it was just was worrisome to us, and much clos
I'm not gonna call Lo on his shit again, he's just reaching now. We all have the utmost respect for Lo's leadership skills, but he knows this shit has nothing to do with combat and his command. "Well there's one thing wrong with that bro, we're not in the zone right now.""Oh yeah well that won't stop me from kicking your ass." Ok so now he's pissed, fucking A, but do I want to take this shit out on my brother? I was slipping, I know I was, and even having them here wasn't making that shit any better. I'd held the shit in too long and now I needed an outlet. "You can try fucker..." I made a play for him and felt Con's arm tighten around my neck. "Alright hold it both of you. Let's remember that we're all on the same side here. Ty get in the fucking truck because you know none of us are gonna let you go in there like this." Connor placed himself in front of me and refused to budge. I drew in my breath and willed the haziness to clear from my vision. My
The two of them were surrounding her little form on the bed as she slept. "Thanks sis." I kissed each of them on the forehead before dropping my gear on the chair. "I'll watch over her now, your men are out there and thanks for snitching." They both looked guilty as hell though there was no real heat in my voice. I couldn't be too mad at them. If it had been one of my brothers I probably would've stopped him from making that move too. The difference between my brothers and I, and the thing I was sure at least Con and Lo would be on the lookout for, is I won't stop. I might be cool now, but past experience have taught me that it won't take much to set me off again. They both kissed my cheek before filing out to go to their men. I'm sure they were exhausted and probably a little scared that this could happen to someone they knew. I pulled the chair up close to the bed so that I could hold her hand as I watched over her. Tiny as fuck, that's what I saw. Sh
She slept the whole day away and I was afraid to leave her, which meant I got nothing done. It was a testament to my growing feelings for her that I was able to sit still when I really wanted to be moving. I couldn't risk taking my eyes off of her and it was beginning to bother me that she hadn't moved in a while. Her body needed the rest after the trauma it had been through, but I didn't want her to slip into a coma or some shit from taking too many hits to the head. So I sat there as the day drifted away, with her hand held tight in mine. Every once in a while she'd sigh or make a sound in her sleep, but she wasn't scared, this wasn't chasing her in her dreams thank fuck. I found that I felt at peace for the first time in well...forever I guess. Being with my brothers, as much as we loved and shared with each other, there was never a time when I felt what I was feeling right now. I had felt it with the baby too, like some kind of calming effect on the
Although what we did in the service was supposed to be kept secret, there were no guarantees. The way shit had been going in the last coupla years, it was hard to know whom to trust. Some information was worth more than gold. There were quite a few people who would pay good money to know our whereabouts. If I go off half-cocked it was bound to draw attention, especially if I went up against this guy who supposedly had so many connections, and was a big name in the business arena besides. We still had the shit that has been taking up all our free time to deal with. There was no forgetting that we'd just basically robbed someone of millions of dollars, granted the money had been stolen and Dani's family charity had been used to launder it. But those assholes were gonna be after us for their funds and had already started coming after us. Not to mention the family of high distinction that we now knew was part of this trafficking shit which we now suspected had gott
I hate that he's seen me like this, hate that I'm so weak when all he knows are strong women. I hadn't been asleep as long as he thought, I'd just been lying there enjoying for the first time the feel of his arms around me, that strong body making me feel safe and warm. I'd heard part of what the others were saying when they were here before, heard Ty warn them that the guy was his. I didn't want that, didn't want him or any of them getting into trouble because of me. "Here open." I opened my mouth as best I could because I knew he wouldn't stop. I've been studying him for the past few months, ever since that night when I saw him for the first time, and I knew he was as stubborn as they come. I should know; I have the bruised pride and broken heart to prove it. I'll never forget the way he made me feel that first time with just one look, and not just any look, it's what I call the Tyler special. That's where he lowers his lashes and gazes into you with the heat
That first summer, I lied my way into a job at this nice little beachside restaurant. I'd been living on the streets for a few weeks but had learned how to keep myself clean in public restrooms. I spent most days in the public library so I'd have some place to go, and had researched how to get my GED online. At night I'd find a spot somewhere out of the traffic of the city to bed down. For some reason I felt freer on the streets than I had at home. I wasn't as afraid of being violated, but I knew I couldn't do it for too long before being found out. I got that job and studied for my GED and at the end of the summer had a nice little nest egg. I got my GED much earlier than I would have if I'd stayed in school the next two years, and just when things were starting to look up, my world came crashing down again. My boss cornered me in the storage room for a little cop a feel one evening while his wife was on the other side of the door restocking the shelves