Chapter 1

Elina pov;

“ It is wrong, we aren't-, I am sorry Elina, this should never have happened between us.I only see you as a little sister and you will always be that little girl to me” Kieran apologized to me, I wrapped the blanket around my body. I sniffed back my tears.

“ But I am not a child anymore, I am not your sister, I don't want to be your sister. I love you” I argued as I grabbed his hand holding it tighter.

“ No you don't and I don’t love you like that. You are my sister” he said, removing my hand from his. He looked around the room and signed.

“ One day, you find your mate and you will know that what you felt for me is not love E” Kieran said.

“ Don't call me that, don't treat me like a child.” I told him as I looked at him seductively, I removed the blanket showing him my body.

“Put your clothes on Elina, I am sorry. I hope you find it in your heart to forgive me one day” he begged.

“ I hate you, I hate you. You can't do this to me Kier. I love you” I wept begging him. I love him.

“Come for breakfast tomorrow in the pack House, I will make you breakfast” Kieran offered as he walked out of my room.

We just lost both our parents from the rogues recently attacked. I had been blaming myself for my mother's death, Mom died trying to save me from a rogue and my dad the beta trying to protect the Alpha Kieran father's. I was the weakest wolf in the pack, I couldn't shift, I could only talk and feel my wolf Elle.

Kieran had come to confront me since I was not talking to anyone or eating, but we ended up sleeping together. I have always had a crush on him since we were kids,but he just sees me as his little sister. I was thinking what we just did together will change everything but I was wrong.

I could feel my wolf Elle whimpering from the rejection. It hurts, but he is not my mate. Why? Why does it hurt so much?. I cried myself to sleep.

The next morning, I didn't go to the pack house for breakfast. I prefer to rot in my bed than to see him. My brother Ezra walks into my room.I watched as he placed a tray on my night stand. He sat on my bed beside me.

“E, you haven't been eating. Kieran made breakfast for you, he said you shouldn’t starve yourself.”Ezra muttered. He holds my hand as he strokes my hair.

“I am not hungry” I muttered slowly. “ It is not your fault E. I will never blame you for that” Ezra said warmly, I couldn't tell him, it will ruin the friendship between Kieran and Ezra. “When is the accession?” I asked instead.

“This full moon” Ezra answered, the accession day is the day Kieran fully becomes the Alpha of the pack and Ezra becomes his Beta. I nodded, I love him and I will prove to him before then and become his Luna.

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I walked to the pack house, I wore the dress that Kieran brought for me. He had always loved the dress on me. I asked around from the pack members and they told me he is in the Alpha office. As I walked closer I heard moans, I opened the door to see Naya bend over on the desk and Kieran thrusting into her.

“Mate” he growled as he almost bit Naya's neck. My presence makes them stop shocked, I step back tears pour out my eyes I run outside and down the stairs leading to the pack house door, then I got to the door I bolted and ran into the woods. I didn't stop until I reached the waterfall, I fell into the ground and my face was soaked with tears.

“Elina! Elina! Elina” I heard Kieran call for me. I didn't answer, I just wiped my tears off my face and stood up.

“Elina,are you okay?” he asked as rushed to my side, he tried holding me but I moved back.

“Why did you run off like that?” He asked, walking closer to me.

“Why am I not your mate?. I thought you felt something for me, was I not enough?. Is it because I am weak?” I asked, I stared back at him. Kieran and Ezra as always protected me from the other pack members who buillied me, but right I want know if it was because I am not able to shift, or the weakest.

“I thought we are over this Elina, Naya is my mate and you are my sister, Let go back to the way things were before that day” he pleaded, he held my hand.

“You called it ‘that day’, it was my first time and I gave it to you” I wailed.

“ I am sorry Elina, I am so sorry. I will make it up to you” he said softly.

“Me or her?” I asked, hoping he felt something for me too.

“She is my mate and you are my sister”

“No!, I am your mate” I said. I know it I sounds pathetic right now but I don't care, I want him.

“ You what?,Elina. You are no longer a child to be pampered…” he voiced.

“Yes, I am not a child to be pampered. I want you” I said softly as I touched his chest, I lowered my hand, lower, he held my hand and pushed me I fell back on the ground.

“From now on you will refer to me as Alpha Kieran and stay away from me and Naya, if not there will be consequences.” he ordered angrily.

“I am sorry” that was the last thing he said to me before leaving. As he walked away, Ezra ran to me and asked what happened. I told him nothing happened.

Days later, I took a walk to clear my head, but I was stopped by Naya and her friends.

“ Go away” I growled. She and her friends are my number one tormentor. Now I knew why Kieran as always ignore her when she bullied me by just telling her to stop, if it were others he would have them punished.

“Me?, are you referring to me your future Luna like that” she asked with venom in her words.

“I am not, please just go away” I said softly, as I remember what she and Kieran…

“ Hold her girls, we need to teach this little wrench bitch a lesson” Naya ordered her friends. I struggled as they held me.

“ Did you think I didn't know you tried seducing my mate, he is mine” she said as she hit my stomach. I groan at the pain in my stomach.

“Are you sure, he is yours?” I said smugly, staring with hatred. But she smirked.

“Oh, you didn't know, do you?. He mistakenly marked me before our mating night, that is how crazy he is about me ” she said as she slipped off her top to her shoulder for me to see the mating mark.

Pain crept into my heart, my wolf Elle whimpered in pain, he is not my mate but why does it hurt this much. Elle has been quiet since when Kieran told me to stay away from him.

“ You are just a little wrench, who don't know her place. I wondered why we keep useless wolf like you”Naya spatted, I tried to stand, but was pushed down by one of her friends.

“Oh. I forgot you are not a wolf or a human, you more a piece of trash that wasn't supposed to exist” she taunt, tears roll down my eyes as I bit my lower lip, my finger nails digging into my palm.

“You don't want the pack members to know you are trying to seduce a mated wolf. It will ruin your beta family name won't it?, stay away from Kieran” she warned.

“Let go girls, we have a lot to do” she said to her friends as they left me there.

I stood up weakly, I saw Kieran coming towards me.

“ What did you say to Naya?” he asked almost angrily ,he noticed I was clutching my stomach.

“ Who did this to you?” He demanded, I looked at him, tears welled up in my eyes and I smiled and said: “ don't ask as if you care, Alpha Kieran, And I didn't say anything to Naya. Therefore stay away from me” I said as I walked back home weakly.

I entered my room, clean my face. I need to leave, I don’t want to be here when Naya and Kieran get married, I don't want to stand there in a crowd pretending to be happy for them or to be known as the one who almost seduces their alpha to leave his mate, their Luna.

I knew Naya would tell everyone I was trying to seduce Kieran, I wouldn’t be able to stand the humiliation or Ezra losing his position because of me. I reached my closet and pulled out some clothes into a small traveling bag.

I picked up my wallet and I walked over to the box of gifts Kieran had given to me. I picked it up, I closed the door to my room, went outside and threw it into a bin can. I locked the front door. At this time everyone will be at the pack house to celebrate the Alpha and his mate, including my brother. I left a text for my brother before leaving. I looked around for the last time and left. And whispered ‘Goodbye’ to the air.