IVY
Mondays were simply the worst. As I walked through the hallway, I sighed, wishing that the weekend had been twice longer. My legs felt too heavy, I honestly could have used another twenty-four hours to sleep. Dragging my tired self along, I rounded a corner without thinking and bumped into someone, smacking my face hard against what felt like a rock, or maybe a chest, I staggered back, totally ready to fall. Strong hands caught me stopping me from hitting the floor. I gasped, half in shock. “Oh my God,” I whispered, cheeks burning, wishing I could just melt into the floor. I shut my eyes for a second, sending a desperate little prayer up , thanks for not letting me totally crash and die. I looked up to apologize, and my words got stuck. Because staring back at me were the most breathtaking sea-green eyes I had ever seen. Eyes that belonged to someone I least expected to see. Liam. The star quarterback of our school football team. For a second, I swear I forgot how to breathe, as if air had become foreign to me. My whole body became tensed as I realized what I had done. I had just bumped into our school’s golden boy. I was panicking but frozen in place. I forced myself to look up to gauge his reaction. Oh, boy. My head had to go through a long journey to meet his gaze. He was tall , one tall glass of wine, towering over me. I already felt small. Now, I felt invisible, or maybe even worse, exposed. He stared at me like he could see right through me, I looked away avoiding his eyes as much as I could, though our position comprised my efforts, and he was too close, and I could feel his eyes anyway. His hands brushed against my bare skin as he held me up, my whole body felt the warmth of his hands and instantly goosebumps covered my arm. I snuck a glance at him, peeking through my lashes to see if he’d caught on how his touch made me feel. But his face was totally blank, his eyes giving away nothing. I was so caught up, I forgot to breathe. “Careful, little one,” he said, his voice low, almost rough. “You’re too tiny, we wouldn’t want any crushing, would we?” I almost swooned, my cheeks instantly blazed hot. I hastily untangled myself from his hold, skittering back a few feet away from him, nearly tripping over my own feet in the process. unconsciously wrapping my hands around myself, as if that would somehow protect me. His lips twitched. He kept staring at me and I felt so uncomfortable. Unable to withstand his gaze any longer, I bent my head and used the leverage of few loose hairs to shield my face from his view. I completely missed the moment he moved. Large hands swept across my face, tucking my loose hairs behind my ear. I froze. My eyes went wide open, jaws dropped open in disbelief. I lost all trains of thought, and just stood there gaping like a fish. I couldn’t even move. What was happening? Why was I freaking out? I stood there, brain still scrambled. I barely noticed Sophia, running toward me. Her gaze flickered between me and Liam, her face a look of confusion mixed with questions. But underneath that look, I saw something else in my friend’s eyes. Longing. It clicked. Her eyes lingered on Liam a second too long before finally settling on me. Sophia had always had a thing for him, even with his cold, mysterious nature. “Ivy, are you okay?” She asked softly, almost pulling me from Liam’s arms, which I hadn’t even realized held onto me. I nodded, and tried stepping back, only to realize Liam’s hands still held onto mine. I could have sworn I was a few feet away from Liam, how on earth had he gotten a hold of me, again. I hadn’t realized I had gone mute, staring confusedly at Liam, until Sophia shook me. I looked to her. ‘What’s wrong?’ She subtly nodded to Liam’s direction. ‘What happened?’ “I…… just tripped.” I glanced over at Liam, instead of looking away, he took a few steps back but kept on staring as if to make sure I was really alright. His actions confused me. A hidden part of me actually warmed up, to think that he was not as bad as he portrayed to be, and I felt bad for judging him otherwise. I looked back at Sophia, and caught her straight up staring at him like he was some kind of movie star, well just the way I stare at Taehyung, V, from BTS . I nudged her with my elbow, already grinning, ready to tease her. But when she turned to me, her smile slipped. She winced, and something in her eyes just… hurt. The amusement vanished. Why the sudden change? “Was it jealousy? Regret? Why did she suddenly look like I had done something wrong?” I made a move to hug her, but in the process and misstep and almost landed on my butt for the second time that day. Liam’s hand immediately shot out to hold me steady. “Careful,” he said, steadying me like it was no big deal. “Seriously, you’re gonna knock someone out one day.” My eyes immediately went to Sophia, mortified. She froze in place, her hands extended and her mouth slightly open. I yelped, darting away from Liam and hid behind Sophia. Oh, Lord! I peeked at Liam from Sophia’s shoulders. Liam’s face relaxed, just a little, and for a second, just one damn second, I could swear I saw it. There was a tiny bit of amusement in his eyes, like he was fighting a smile and losing. Before I had time to figure out what that his look meant, Claire showed up out of nowhere. The head cheerleader. Liam’s“supposed”girlfriend. She walked up to Liam, but her eyes occasionally moved between Liam and me, like she was trying to figure out why I was even standing there with him. She put her arms around Liam but kept staring at me. It felt weird. Like she was expecting something. I didn't know what to say. My brain just…. blanked. So I just looked away. I could feel her still staring at me, so I avoided eye contact. Liam finally looked away from me. His expression went blank. “Hey Claire”. The shift in tone was immediate. Sophia snorted. Claire turned to glare at us before facing Liam again. I panicked. Should I leave? “Was this the moment I was supposed to walk away or what?” My heart skipped. I looked up and there were those sea green eyes, locked onto mine once again. “What was with the constant eye contact?” I wondered. From everything I’d heard about Liam, he was the cold, mysterious, no nonsense type. He was never for once classified chatty or caring, he really gave off that vibe. I’ve only seen him talk to the A-listers as we call them, they were the trendsetters, the populars. But he had just stared at me like I was the only person in the hallway. Claire whispered something to him. I had no idea what she said to him, It didn’t matter. Whatever it was she had said to him, pulled his attention away from me, just like that. That’s when I noticed, people were watching. Whispers filled the air. Claire’s hand grazed his arm as she smiled, like I wasn’t there. “Coming , Liam?” Sophia yanked my arm. “Hurry, Ivy. We’ve got class.” I nodded, turning back to Liam. I lifted a hand in a small, quiet wave. His expression didn’t change, but he gave a small stiff nod and looked away. My hand dropped immediately. Sophia elbowed me and leaned in, whispering. “What was that about?” I shook my head, still puzzled. I didn’t say anything. What was there to say? I turned to look back, just to take a peek, just a small peek. His eyes were on me once again. His lips moved. He was saying something. My heart skipped. “Run” I blinked. Sophia pulled harder. “Ivy, come on!” I turned away. Run? I didn’t imagine that. I couldn’t have imagined that. Right?IVY'S POV Liam’s head was on my shoulder. Warm… and heavy. He was completely out. Breathing slow and steady. Definitely not faking it. I’m pretty sure he was really tired. I moved some hair out of his face and he kinda huffed, then leaned in closer. I smiled, shook my head, looked back at the movie playing – She’s the Man. I wasn’t even following the movie anymore. Just felt him there, leaning on me, breathing. Then the credits came on, and yeah, I noticed it was late. I turned toward the doorway and just… froze. Liam’s mom was there. Leaning on the frame. Smiling like she already knew what she was seeing. My face instantly went hot. I didn’t know if I should wake him or just… I don’t know… disappear. “Liam,” she said softly, walking in. He stirred, blinked, looked at me, then at her. “It’s late,” she said. “You should take Ivy home.” “Oh, no, I can get home myself,” I said, but they didn’t even look at me. Liam stretched, grabbed his jacket, and just went, “Let’s go.”
IVY'S POV By the time I got to the porch, I was dripping. My clothes were clinging to me. I couldn’t stop shivering. My fingers were stiff. I couldn’t even move them right. Aunt Linda must’ve been watching, ’cause the second I stepped up, she yanked the door open and pulled me in quick. “Ivy! Oh my God. What happened? Why were you out in the rain?” she asked, trying to get the towel tighter around my shoulders. I didn’t answer. Couldn’t. My chin was trembling. I couldn’t hold it anymore. I dropped to the floor and cried like crazy. Loud, very loud. I couldn’t breathe right. I sat there, soaked and hunched over, shaking badly on the floor. I didn’t even know who I was crying about anymore. My parents. Sophia. Derek. All of it. Just stacked on top of each other. Every time I let someone in, something happened. Either they left or turned into someone I didn’t recognize. And I keep thinking it’s something I did. Like I must’ve done something wrong. Aunt Linda didn’t ask ques
DEREK’S POV I shouldn’t have picked up that FaceTime call. She looked happy. Light. Like her day had been good. I watched her smile as she talked. She told me about her little date with Zane, called it “just fun,” said she rejected him nicely and that they’re still friends. Then she said something else. Liam. That he liked her too. Has confessed to her not long ago.I don’t even know why I acted like that. I just nodded. Said dumb stuff like “cool” and “alright,” pretending I was fine. I wasn’t fine. The whole time, I just kept thinking. It should’ve been me. Not those guys. Me. She said she likes them “as friends.” Same thing she’s said about me a hundred times. But it felt different now. She talked about them like they meant something. Like they were part of her life. And I wasn’t. I felt it in my chest. It just kept getting worse. I stopped listening after that. Told her goodnight and hung up. Then I sat there staring at the screen. Her name still there. I didn’
IVY’S POV I opened the message from Liam. “Hey. You good?” Just two words, but I couldn’t stop staring—like they were saying a lot more. Like if I looked long enough, I'd know exactly what to say. My fingers hovered over the screen, then... Another buzz. He was calling. I picked up. “Hey,” I said, really quiet. “You home now?” His voice was soft. “Yeah.” “How was your day?” I shrugged without thinking, forgetting he couldn’t see me. “It was okay. Just long. Tiring.” He paused for a second. “So… did you and Zane talk?” I swallowed. “Yeah. I told him no. I said we’re better as friends.” There was silence for a bit. “I kinda figured,” he said eventually. “You okay?” “I think so.” Another pause. “So… just friends?” I smiled a little. “Yeah. We’re good.” His tone shifted. He sounded a little lighter. “Okay. Good. I mean—not good for Zane, but, yeah… I get it.” After that, the conversation felt easier. He started asking random stuff. Like
Ivy’s POV The weekend came way too fast. Saturday. The date with Zane. I didn’t sleep much the night before. I just kept thinking—should I even be going? Zane was nice. Really nice. He didn’t deserve to be led on, not even a little. And I knew I didn’t like him that way. Like… like like him. And I hated that I was still going. But I also felt bad for dodging him so many times. And for spending way too much time with Liam lately. I mean… Zane asked me first. And I kept putting him off. I thought maybe I’d tell him today. Just be honest. But the idea made my chest tighten. Like, would it ruin the whole thing? Would it make it awkward? I didn’t know if I should tell him before the date, so he doesn’t waste his time and money… or after, so I don’t kill the mood right away. I didn’t know what was worse. Anyway, morning came. I hadn’t really decided anything yet. But I still got out of bed and tried to look decent. Not too much, but not like I didn’t care either.
IVY’S POV I didn’t want to go to school. But I had to. I couldn't exactly stay at home forever. Everything felt off. I didn’t even know how I was supposed to act around Liam. Or Zane. Both of them. The two of them were always in my head. I just wanted things to calm down again. But no, that was gone. Zane kept showing up—during break, after class, walking me down the hall like it was no big deal. And Liam... I don’t even know. He was just there. Everywhere. I’d turn around and there he was. He acted like nothing happened. Like we hadn’t gone through anything weird. We were talking again. Like usual. But it didn’t feel usual. It felt different. I didn’t even know what we were doing anymore. Liam was acting like someone else now. And it was all the little things. If I tripped, even slightly, he’d catch me. I coughed—he handed me water. Dropped my pen—he already had another. It was weird. Not bad. Just weird. Because this wasn’t how Liam acted. Not with anyone. A