Ivy never planned to fall, literally, into Liam’s arms. But the day she bumped into him in the hallway, everything changed. His girlfriend noticed. The school noticed. At first, it was side eyes and some attitude. Then came the rumors. Just as the drama became unbearable, her world crashed, her parents died on the same day. She had to move in with an aunt who she barely knew. She stopped going to school, because the pain became unbearable. When she finally returned to school, the tone changed. There were new whispers, but only about her. To the girls like Claire and her group, Ivy was a pity seeker. She was beautiful, quiet, soft, so obviously, they thought she was faking it. Especially when the boys, including Liam, started being nice to her. Even her best friend, Sophia, changed after a new girl, Maya, showed up. Soon, Sophia turned against her, started acting mean. Another betrayal. Ivy was losing people faster than she could have ever imagined. And when her aunt suggested going to therapy, Ivy finally cracked. Ivy didn’t ask to be strong, she was shoved into it. She wasn’t eased into being strong, wasn’t given the time to learn, or grow into it. She learned to talk back. She learned to slap back, literally. When Sophia humiliated her in public, Ivy hit back without apology. But that didn’t mean Ivy was suddenly strong on the inside. She still cried when she was alone. Still felt broken. This isn’t some perfect girl story. Ivy’s not a superhero. She’s just trying to make it through each day without falling apart. She’s just trying to breathe without breaking. And maybe, somewhere in all that mess, she’ll find her own kind of peace.
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Mondays were simply the worst. As I walked through the hallway, I sighed, wishing that the weekend had been twice longer. My legs felt too heavy, I honestly could have used another twenty-four hours to sleep. Dragging my tired self along, I rounded a corner without thinking and bumped into someone, smacking my face hard against what felt like a rock, or maybe a chest, I staggered back, totally ready to fall. Strong hands caught me stopping me from hitting the floor. I gasped, half in shock. “Oh my God,” I whispered, cheeks burning, wishing I could just melt into the floor. I shut my eyes for a second, sending a desperate little prayer up , thanks for not letting me totally crash and die. I looked up to apologize, and my words got stuck. Because staring back at me were the most breathtaking sea-green eyes I had ever seen. Eyes that belonged to someone I least expected to see. Liam. The star quarterback of our school football team. For a second, I swear I forgot how to breathe, as if air had become foreign to me. My whole body became tensed as I realized what I had done. I had just bumped into our school’s golden boy. I was panicking but frozen in place. I forced myself to look up to gauge his reaction. Oh, boy. My head had to go through a long journey to meet his gaze. He was tall , one tall glass of wine, towering over me. I already felt small. Now, I felt invisible, or maybe even worse, exposed. He stared at me like he could see right through me, I looked away avoiding his eyes as much as I could, though our position comprised my efforts, and he was too close, and I could feel his eyes anyway. His hands brushed against my bare skin as he held me up, my whole body felt the warmth of his hands and instantly goosebumps covered my arm. I snuck a glance at him, peeking through my lashes to see if he’d caught on how his touch made me feel. But his face was totally blank, his eyes giving away nothing. I was so caught up, I forgot to breathe. “Careful, little one,” he said, his voice low, almost rough. “You’re too tiny, we wouldn’t want any crushing, would we?” I almost swooned, my cheeks instantly blazed hot. I hastily untangled myself from his hold, skittering back a few feet away from him, nearly tripping over my own feet in the process. unconsciously wrapping my hands around myself, as if that would somehow protect me. His lips twitched. He kept staring at me and I felt so uncomfortable. Unable to withstand his gaze any longer, I bent my head and used the leverage of few loose hairs to shield my face from his view. I completely missed the moment he moved. Large hands swept across my face, tucking my loose hairs behind my ear. I froze. My eyes went wide open, jaws dropped open in disbelief. I lost all trains of thought, and just stood there gaping like a fish. I couldn’t even move. What was happening? Why was I freaking out? I stood there, brain still scrambled. I barely noticed Sophia, running toward me. Her gaze flickered between me and Liam, her face a look of confusion mixed with questions. But underneath that look, I saw something else in my friend’s eyes. Longing. It clicked. Her eyes lingered on Liam a second too long before finally settling on me. Sophia had always had a thing for him, even with his cold, mysterious nature. “Ivy, are you okay?” She asked softly, almost pulling me from Liam’s arms, which I hadn’t even realized held onto me. I nodded, and tried stepping back, only to realize Liam’s hands still held onto mine. I could have sworn I was a few feet away from Liam, how on earth had he gotten a hold of me, again. I hadn’t realized I had gone mute, staring confusedly at Liam, until Sophia shook me. I looked to her. ‘What’s wrong?’ She subtly nodded to Liam’s direction. ‘What happened?’ “I…… just tripped.” I glanced over at Liam, instead of looking away, he took a few steps back but kept on staring as if to make sure I was really alright. His actions confused me. A hidden part of me actually warmed up, to think that he was not as bad as he portrayed to be, and I felt bad for judging him otherwise. I looked back at Sophia, and caught her straight up staring at him like he was some kind of movie star, well just the way I stare at Taehyung, V, from BTS . I nudged her with my elbow, already grinning, ready to tease her. But when she turned to me, her smile slipped. She winced, and something in her eyes just… hurt. The amusement vanished. Why the sudden change? “Was it jealousy? Regret? Why did she suddenly look like I had done something wrong?” I made a move to hug her, but in the process and misstep and almost landed on my butt for the second time that day. Liam’s hand immediately shot out to hold me steady. “Careful,” he said, steadying me like it was no big deal. “Seriously, you’re gonna knock someone out one day.” My eyes immediately went to Sophia, mortified. She froze in place, her hands extended and her mouth slightly open. I yelped, darting away from Liam and hid behind Sophia. Oh, Lord! I peeked at Liam from Sophia’s shoulders. Liam’s face relaxed, just a little, and for a second, just one damn second, I could swear I saw it. There was a tiny bit of amusement in his eyes, like he was fighting a smile and losing. Before I had time to figure out what that his look meant, Claire showed up out of nowhere. The head cheerleader. Liam’s“supposed”girlfriend. She walked up to Liam, but her eyes occasionally moved between Liam and me, like she was trying to figure out why I was even standing there with him. She put her arms around Liam but kept staring at me. It felt weird. Like she was expecting something. I didn't know what to say. My brain just…. blanked. So I just looked away. I could feel her still staring at me, so I avoided eye contact. Liam finally looked away from me. His expression went blank. “Hey Claire”. The shift in tone was immediate. Sophia snorted. Claire turned to glare at us before facing Liam again. I panicked. Should I leave? “Was this the moment I was supposed to walk away or what?” My heart skipped. I looked up and there were those sea green eyes, locked onto mine once again. “What was with the constant eye contact?” I wondered. From everything I’d heard about Liam, he was the cold, mysterious, no nonsense type. He was never for once classified chatty or caring, he really gave off that vibe. I’ve only seen him talk to the A-listers as we call them, they were the trendsetters, the populars. But he had just stared at me like I was the only person in the hallway. Claire whispered something to him. I had no idea what she said to him, It didn’t matter. Whatever it was she had said to him, pulled his attention away from me, just like that. That’s when I noticed, people were watching. Whispers filled the air. Claire’s hand grazed his arm as she smiled, like I wasn’t there. “Coming , Liam?” Sophia yanked my arm. “Hurry, Ivy. We’ve got class.” I nodded, turning back to Liam. I lifted a hand in a small, quiet wave. His expression didn’t change, but he gave a small stiff nod and looked away. My hand dropped immediately. Sophia elbowed me and leaned in, whispering. “What was that about?” I shook my head, still puzzled. I didn’t say anything. What was there to say? I turned to look back, just to take a peek, just a small peek. His eyes were on me once again. His lips moved. He was saying something. My heart skipped. “Run” I blinked. Sophia pulled harder. “Ivy, come on!” I turned away. Run? I didn’t imagine that. I couldn’t have imagined that. Right?IVY (SUPPOSED FAMILY) The life I once knew had shattered, and now everything felt out of my control. But there was no escaping this way of life, even as I mourned my parents’ death. Less than a week after laying my parents to rest, I sat in the living room, surrounded by relatives who congregated in the living room. It felt like I was seated in some official business meeting. They spoke amongst themselves, but they didn’t speak to me. I just sat in the corner, feeling very small and lost. I knew they were talking about me. About what would happen to me now. But no one asked me how I felt. I just sat there listening. I didn’t know most of them. Some were from my mom’s family. Some were from my dad’s. Dad’s family didn’t visit much before, so I didn’t know them at all. I looked at their faces, hoping to remember who was who, but that proved to be a waste of time. I could only recognized few people from her mom's side of the family. My dad's side of the family, i could barely r
The day of the burial came too soon. I wasn’t ready. I don’t even think I moved when I woke up that morning. The rain had already started - just a light drizzle - but it felt like the whole world was warning me, ‘today’s going to hurt’. Everyone was in black. Umbrellas everywhere. But halfway through, the rain didn’t care about that anymore. It poured, soaking everyone. No one moved. No one spoke. Just the sound of water hitting coats and skin, and the occasional sniffle. I held Aunty Linda’s hand. Tight. Her hand was warm. Mine was cold, all over. But I didn’t let go. If I did, I felt like I’d fall apart. I couldn’t stop staring at the caskets. Two. Side by side. That was them. My parents. Right there. White lilies covered the tops. They loved those. I remember them in vases all around the house. I shut my eyes hard. I had told myself - don’t cry. Not today. Be strong. You don’t want them to see you fall apart. You want them to be proud. But inside, I was shaking. I wa
IVY I woke up to a very bright room. I blinked a few times to get my bearings, it took quite a moment though got my eyes to clear and adjust. I looked around the room, everything felt strange. I couldn’t tell where exactly I was, or what had happened. My nose rather picked up on the smell of antiseptic which was way too strong, and my nose wrinkled in disgust. I tried to move, but my head ached badly. I looked around again, but nothing seemed familiar. The room was too clean, too white. It felt strange. “Where am I? “ I whispered. No one answered. The only sound that answered me was the noise of the machine behind me. No one else did. My hands felt weird too, heavy, like they weren’t even mine. Confused, I blinked and tried to piece things together. Then suddenly, a nurse was standing beside my bed. Her face was unreadable but calm. It must’ve been years of practiced compassion, because how could she not be smiling, yet still seem like she was? “Ivy, honey, you fain
IVY What? What do you mean, accident? What kind of….. What does that even mean? What accident? My head was already spinning. My ears started ringing, I wasn’t even sure I was hearing her right. An accident. Accident where? With who? Like how? My parents? No, no, no. God forbid. I immediately rejected the thought. I just saw them this morning. They dropped me off. They waved. They were fine. They were smiling. The woman was looking at me. You know that kind of stupid sorry face people do when they’re about to ruin your whole life? That one. She was just doing that. She looked like she didn’t even want to say it. And then she said it. “It’s your parents.” Boom. Just like that. Just like that. No softness, no build-up. Just your parents. My whole body locked. Everything inside me went cold. But also hot. My skin felt like it was burning and freezing at the same time. I stood. Or tried to. My legs gave out. My knees didn’t even bend, they just d
IVY After lunch, there was a change in the atmosphere. The place was turning noisy as more people gathered together in groups. Something was happening. No, rephrase that, something strange had happened. Students were standing in groups whispering amongst themselves, some people would occasionally look in my direction, like they made it so obvious they were talking about me. Was this still about the rumors?, I thought. Doubt that, because things had been really cool this past few days. It was hard to explain how, or why, but the side talks had stopped. No more pointing fingers, no more staring. So, what was the problem now? “What have I done wrong again?” I just couldn’t shake off that feeling of dread clouding my mind. Even when I tried to brush it off as normal students gossip, the knot in my stomach proved otherwise. My heart skipped when my name echoed over the school speakers. ‘Ivy Report to the principals office immediately.’ I looked up. Everyone
IVY My alarm had gone off way too early. That clock was placed very far from the bed because I had a habit of smashing everyone of my alarm clocks out of anger. I was sure every breathing organism could relate to that. Dragging myself out of bed was a whole event. I was still half asleep, barely awake, I couldn't even get my eyes to focus properly. I tried standing up from the bed, at some point my leg got stuck in the blanket and I did this weird hop fall catch thing. Super graceful. Would’ve made a great blooper reel. And no one was even watching. I somehow managed to catch myself. Thank God. I stretched my body, my bones made weird sounds I secretly loved. I moved across the full length dressing mirror in my room, habitually looking into the mirror, I drew back in shock at what was staring at me. I legit almost screamed, took a full five seconds for my brain to be like, chill, that’s just your face. Hit myself a couple times on the forehead. Not hard. Just enough to k
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