"Using vulgar words again! What's with the street manners?" I mocked him and even stuck my tongue out. I pushed in front of him a tupperware with only rice and calderita. "Eat that. Don't worry. It's not poisonous," I then rolled my eyeballs.He looked at me badly. "Why did you cut your hair? You look ugly.""They started falling off so I cut them off. I'm just waiting for me to go bald," I answered indifferently and took a bite of food.Ev didn't speak anymore and just started eating.Then we were both silent while eating.When we were in high school, we created a rule that each of us was not allowed to talk when we were eating.And in fact, if neither of us talks while eating, we have to free treat each other at Starbucks every day for a month. It's really just a trip for us to do that.Until it became a tradition for the both of us.Neither of us wants to treat each other at Starbucks even though we can afford the food and drinks there.Until we finished eating.I was putting away
I patted the top of it first before unlocking and opening it.Many tape recordings, small pictures, and two pink notebooks that I made into a diary appeared to me.These are recordings from when Fritz and I were children and our grandparents were still with us.I used to save up just to buy tape recordings and diary notebooks.I intend to give them to Fritz. Remembrance of us by our grandparents. So that she won't be able to forget us.I left the window. Then I patted the floor and squatted there.I also put the briefcase on the floor.I was about to start listening to the recordings when suddenly I could no longer control the movement of my arms. I can't even feel half of my body anymore.I was immediately struck with fear. I immediately took my cell phone out of my pocket before the feeling got worse.I turned on the location of my phone and called Ev.After three rings, he answered the call. But I let go of the cell phone so it fell on the floor.My arms have lost strength.Until I
Then we lay together on my soft bed.We face each other. Vish immediately closed his eyes and after a few minutes, he was fast asleep.He was really tired. Maybe that's why he didn't remember me these past few days because he's too busy.My fingers caressed his face. It was soft.I looked closely at his face. Every detail of his appearance is imprinted on my mind.I don't want to forget what he looks like now. I'm afraid that one day might come and suddenly I won't recognize him anymore, causing him to change his view of me.I moved closer to him and kissed his soft lips.I closed my eyes. I also tried to remember the taste of his lips. I don't want to forget that either.I parted our lips. Vish didn't feel what I did.I just closed my eyes and fell asleep as well.***It was five in the afternoon when Vish and I woke up together.I was preparing our snacks when he suddenly hugged me from behind causing me to smile.He rested his head on my shoulder."Let's go to Dahliah and her baby.
Vish stood next to me. But he didn't go inside the gate so I turned to him around.I looked where he was looking. He was looking at the big house next to his house. It's dark there. No one seems to live there."Whose house is that?" I asked while not taking my eyes off the dark house."Kiel owned this."I quickly turned to him. "Really?" I can't believe it.He nodded. "No one has lived in that house since he died.""How did Liah feel about it? Kiel used to live right next to where she's staying now.""She never said a thing. She never mentioned anything about it. Perhaps, she's trying to move on from him," she said. I nodded. "Let's just get inside."He entered first carrying the food we bought. I followed him.The old lady greeted us. "Good evening, sir," he turned to me. "Good evening to you too, ma'am.""Good evening too," I replied with a smile.The lady took Vish's bag. "Miss Liah is upstairs. The child is being put to sleep. She'll be down after five minutes, she told the maid,"
"Likewise, ma," I knew how much she hates being called 'ma' by me. She was about to throw the bag she was carrying with jer but Ev quickly pulled her away. "Auntie, that's it! Let's just go!" He pulled mom away from me until they were completely already far from me. But, she kept on shouting and cursing me so people who passed by looked at her. I just watched them until they slowly disappeared from my sight. I sighed heavily and sat on the bench. Tears suddenly fell down my cheeks. I quickly wiped it off. Today was the first time I answered mom. All my life, I just let her belittle my whole being. When will he accept me as her daughter? I am also his child. Fritz is not her only child. I am too. It's not my fault that she gave birth to me. A few minutes later, Ev returned. I stood up quickly when I saw him. "See what I mean? You made me feel worse in front of her. I trusted you. You're the only person I trusted about my condition." "I just want you to be free from your pain
He didn't force me anyway.I just don't want to accept anything from him because I'm not used to it.He didn't really buy me anything before. And all the things I used to have, they were all gifts to me from my grandparents.Fritz was the only one they always took with them to the mall to go shopping while I was at home waiting for them to come home and have something for me.But that never happened."How have you been for the past few years? I want you to answer me honestly," dad said.I didn't bother looking at him. I kept my eyes on the children playing happily not far from me while my head was leaning on the rope chain of the swing."To be honest? I wasn't doing fine for the first, second and third years since you left us. My life became more and more hell," I answered lifelessly.He became silent for a while."I'm sorry, we didn't have any other option but to leave you and Fritz with your aunt and uncle," he sounded slightly regretful."They just made my life a living hell. They
I opened the condo door with a key then pulled Vish inside.I quickly closed the door then gently pushed him against it. He was obviously shocked by what I did but I just ignored it.I hugged her neck again then kissed her chin and cheeks up to her nose.Our eyes met. We could already feel each other's breath because our faces were so close."I want you to be mine now," I huskily said. I saw him stilled. "I want you to be mine tonight," I kissed the tip of his nose. "Can you do that for me?"Almost a minute had passed, but he didn't say a word.I was gradually disappointed because of his reaction. But it disappeared as soon as he suddenly touched my face and pressed his lips to mine.I closed my eyes and quickly responded to his kiss.Our kiss gradually deepened. Our lips and tongues fight as we gradually take off the coverings from our bodies.Vish was already giving in to our kiss when I tried to move his face away from mine.He looked at me curiously."This time, I'll do all the wo
"Thanks for your honest answer. At least, now I know that I am not actually the one for you," I said in a low voice.I felt a sudden tightness in my chest and a pain in my heart.It's a bummer! I was brave enough to get hurt.It's really risky what I asked."By the way, join me tomorrow," he casually said as if he didn't hurt my feelings.But he is not aware of that.It's scary to tell him that I like him, that I love him because I already know what he will answer.I might just get hurt even more."Where?" I managed to ask."At the party tomorrow night. There is a new fashion clothing line opening here in the Philippines. I told you last time. We will be the ones who will supply the fabrics they will use. And as one of the elite in the business world and as their business partner, I am one of the guests. I don't want to go there without a date. So, can you?"I just forced myself to nod. "Alright, there's no problem with me," I replied."Good. For now, let's rest. You worked so hard ea