LOGINCeleste POV
The cheers hadn’t stopped. I could still hear them, bleeding through the walls, thundering in my ears like a cruel reminder that I didn’t belong out there anymore. The cheers from the arena still echoed faintly, like they were laughing at me from a distance. I knew that applause wasn’t for me. Not anymore. They were cheering for her. Samantha. I sat on the edge of the locker room bench, arms folded tightly, jaw clenched so hard it ached. My skating bag sat by my feet, untouched. I’d come in earlier, hoping to wish him luck, his lucky charm, remember?, but instead I sat here, invisible, forgotten. The door creaked open. And there he was. Anthony stepped in, flushed from the performance, chest rising and falling beneath his costume. There was sweat on his brow and fire in his eyes, eyes that didn’t even see me at first. Not really. Not until I stood. His eyes lit up when he saw me. And for a moment, I hated him for it. “I didn’t think you’d still be here, You didn’t wait for me after warm-up.” He said, peeling off his gloves. “You watched?” “Of course I watched,” I snapped. “What kind of partner do you take me for?” He blinked, caught off guard by the tone. “Celeste…” “No, really.” I stood slowly, arms crossed over my chest. “I saw your performance,” I said flatly. “Beautiful.” “You were incredible. You and Samantha. Such chemistry. So electric. Even the blind could see it, you two are meant to skate together.” He rubbed the back of his neck, not meeting my eyes. “It was just a performance, Cel.” He said, offering a sheepish smile. I didn’t smile back. “With her,” I cut in. He froze. I let out a sharp, dry laugh. “God, Anthony. You didn’t even try to hide it. The way you looked at her out there? Like she was your whole world.” “It was just the program…” “No, don’t give me that,” I snapped. “You didn’t look at me that way. Not even when we won regionals last year. You didn’t touch me like I was something fragile and precious. You don’t even realize it, do you? How you follow her with your eyes. How you tilt your head when she speaks. How you move like you’ve been waiting for someone like her.” He shifted, uncomfortable, but said nothing. “That should have been me out there, I worked my ass off to get us here,” I whispered. “That program was written for us. I broke my back getting us to Nationals. And the second I’m not perfect, I’m sidelined and she slips into my skates like I never mattered.” “That’s not what happened. You’re not sidelined,” Anthony said quietly. “You got hurt…” “You didn’t even hesitate, Anthony!” I slammed my hand against the locker. “You switched partners before my cast was off. Before I could even heal. And now you two are skating like you’ve been destined from the start.” His eyes darted to the floor. I took a shaky breath, trying to hold in the betrayal that was cracking open inside me. “She’s not me,” I said coldly. “She doesn’t have the experience, the mental stamina, the discipline. I know you. I know your rhythm, your tells, your blind spots.” His jaw tightened, just for a second. “Celeste,” he said quietly, “it’s not about replacing you. You got injured. The team had to move forward.” “Don’t feed me that team crap,” I hissed. “We were the team. And now you’re parading her around like she’s your great comeback story.” I should have walked away then. But I couldn’t. Anthony’s expression hardened. “This isn’t fair.” He muttered. “You know what’s not fair?” I stepped right up to him, nearly nose to nose. “Watching you skate with her like you belong together. Hearing the crowd scream for you and her when it should have been you and me. Do you know what it feels like to become invisible in the sport you gave your body to?” He didn’t answer. Because he couldn’t. “You don’t get to hurt me and still play the good guy,” I whispered. “I was your partner in every sense, and you discarded me the second she showed up.” “I’m warning you, Anthony,” I said, quieter now but colder. “Don’t get comfortable. She’s not permanent. She’s a filler. A substitute. One wrong step and the same people cheering today will rip her apart tomorrow.” I grabbed my jacket and slung it over my shoulder. Anthony’s expression faltered, like he wanted to argue but couldn’t find the words. So I gave him mine. “Enjoy your little fairytale. I hope the crowd’s cheers keep you warm, Anthony,” I said, voice shaking. “Because the way you looked at her today? It wasn’t just acting. And one day, she’ll realize it too.” I didn’t wait for him to reply. I turned before he could see the tears burning in my eyes, and left him standing there, still painted in gold, while I walked away with nothing but bruises no medal could cover.Samantha’s POVI looked at him, really looked at him, and suddenly so many things made sense. The tension. The sharp words. The way his eyes lingered when he thought I was not looking.“You were protecting yourself,” I whispered.“And you,” he said. “From me.”Silence settled between us again, thicker now, but not uncomfortable. Heavy with all the years we had not spoken like this.I wrapped my arms around myself, feeling suddenly exposed. “I spent years rebuilding myself after that night,” I said softly. “Thinking I was not enough. Thinking I had imagined what we had.”His expression tightened. “I am so sorry.”“I know,” I said. And I did.The fountain continued its steady rhythm, water rising and falling like a heartbeat.Anthony reached out slowly, hesitating for a fraction of a second before his hand covered mine where it rested on the bench.I did not pull away.“I cannot change what happened,” he said. “But I can tell you this now. You were never weak. You were never a mistake.
Samantha’s POVThe cold crept in slowly, the kind that did not announce itself right away but settled into your bones when you stopped moving. I hugged my arms around myself, staring at the fountain as water arced and fell in perfect rhythm, glowing under the lights like liquid glass.My mind was not quiet. It had not been quiet since Anthony spoke.Eight years.Eight years of carrying something sharp inside my chest, something I thought was truth, something that shaped every decision I made after that night. Every wall I built. Every distance I forced between us. Every time I told myself I was fine, that I was over it, that I was stronger now.And now he was telling me it had all been wrong.I let out a shaky breath.Before I could say anything, I felt warmth settle around my shoulders. I startled slightly, then realized Anthony had taken off his jacket and draped it over me. It still carried his heat, faintly scented with his cologne and something unmistakably him.“You are cold,”
Anthony’s POVI had not planned to say it out loud.The words slipped out because the silence after the kiss was too full, too honest to hide behind. My mouth moved before my fear could stop it.“I have been wanting to do that for eight years,” I said softly.Her reaction was immediate. Not anger. Not relief. Something messier.She scoffed, a shaky sound that did not match the way her fingers were still curled into my jacket. “You would not have been wanting to do this if you had not messed everything up back then.”The words landed hard in my chest.For a moment, I only looked at her. At the woman I had carried with me in every quiet hour, every flight, every hotel room where sleep would not come. The woman who had haunted me without knowing it.“Samantha,” I said carefully. “You misunderstood.”Her brows pulled together, defensive instinct rising like a wall. “I did not.”“You did.”She shook her head. “I heard you.”The certainty in her voice hurt more than anger would have. I took
Anthony’s POV The words settled between us, fragile and honest. I heard her inhale sharply, a quiet sound she probably did not realize she made. It tightened something in my chest.I finally looked at her then.Her eyes were wide, reflecting the lights from the fountain, her lips parted just slightly as if she had been caught mid-thought. For a second, she looked exactly like she had eight years ago, surprised by something she had not expected to hear.“I do not understand,” she said quietly.And that was the truth, I realized. She really did not. Neither did I. That was the problem.I had spent eight years convincing myself that what I felt for Samantha was gone. Buried under competition, resentment, pride, and time. I told myself it had burned out the day she walked away without looking back. I told myself it was easier that way.But lately, I noticed her everywhere.The way my focus shifted when she entered a room. The way my chest tightened when she looked tired. The way my body
Anthony’s POVWe did not go far.That was the first thing I noticed as we slipped out through the quieter side exit, leaving the noise and lights behind. The music from the ballroom faded into a distant hum, replaced by the soft night air and the low murmur of the city beyond the venue. Paris at night felt different when you were not performing for it. Quieter. More honest.The last time I had been here, I barely remembered the streets. Everything had blurred together into airports, practice rinks, hotel corridors, and endless schedules taped to the inside of my head. I had seen Paris through tinted car windows and reflected stage lights, never through my own tired eyes. There had been no time to slow down, no space to breathe. Every hour had been accounted for, every step measured by what came next.And Celeste had not helped.She had loved the attention. Thrived on it, really. Every gala, every after party, every public appearance turned into a performance of its own. She floate
Samantha’s POVThe Paris team arrived at our table. They approached together, their presence warm and polite, and I sat up straighter.Camille spoke first, a bright smile on her lips. “Hello again. We wanted to check if you both settled in well. I hope everything was resolved.”“Yes,” I said softly. “Thank you again for helping us earlier.”She waved a hand. “It was the least we could do. The event should treat all athletes well. Not only the favorites.”Her eyes flicked toward Anthony when she said that. Slowly. Intentionally.He smiled back at her. And my stomach twisted again.Camille was beautiful, elegant, and one of the most well known skaters in Europe. Tall, graceful, with dark curls pinned into a perfect updo. Her partner, Julien, stood beside her, equally charming in a classic black suit.“You look refreshing tonight,” Julien said courteously.“Ah, but not as striking as your partner,” Camille added smoothly, her smile turning warmer in a way that was no longer subtle. “Anth







