REALLY NEED YOU

(AMELIA)

She must have told them that she's okay and it is fine but I know that deep down, she is not that elated. God dammit.

This is so infuriating. I facepalm myself and immediately pick up my phone from the bed. I dail her number and place the phone on my ear waiting for her to pick up the call.

"Come on mom. Pick pick pick up pick up pick up. pick up please." I keep on muttering to myself as I pace about the room with one hand gripping the phone to my ear and the other hand over to my waist. I definitely know that she might be asleep by this time but I am hoping deep down within me that she picks up this call. I won't to be able to get myself tonight if I don't speak to her immediately about this.

After a very long while of pacing and waiting, the call finally ends without her picking it and I sigh.

"Come on Mom. Just fucking pick up the call." I whisper and dail her number again. I place the phone in my ear and continue pacing up and down the room with frustration biting m