AMELIAAfter that sizzling hot experience with Miles, I decided to visit my favorite milkshake shop for the very last time before heading home since we were leaving the next day according to the plan Dad erected for our departure. I just have to grab this chance as I'm not sure whatever city we are heading to will have or make this kind of milkshake these guys make. It has this sort of recipe that soothes my soul and makes me calm whenever I am in a tough situation that is why I target it as my favorite.As usual, the whispers surrounding me from every corner of the restaurant are much but I am done worrying about all of that. I decided to ignore them and just act like everything was normal and nothing was happening. I am so not ready to bother myself about that shit anymore. It's just..... it is just over. Thinking about it has granted my head the pleasure of an extreme brain-splitting headache. I don't think I can continue to bother myself about it. This is my last day in this town a
AMELIAWell. it is officially my last day in school. The day before the day I will no longer let my presence be known in this school I have been for almost all my life. It is officially the day my back will be turned on this school never to return probably. Only the heavens know if I will ever be returning here in a million years.I am standing right in front of the building staring at it with a lot of thoughts in my head as my arms remain folded behind me. I have gone through a lot in this wonderful school of mine. Lily? Ishh, I don't think she is ever going to be having any sort of discussion with me in the next 3 months or years to come. There's no need to try to find her attention anymore. It has long been over between us so it is just of no use. I think it's high time I let go of this town. Maybe all this happened for a reason. Maybe my destiny doesn't end here. Maybe I have a lot more to accomplish and this town is just not the right place for it that is the reason for all this.
AMELIAI finally arrive at my apartment completely weak to my unable to feel or even think anymore. My eyes are completely swollen and my soul is completely broken as I stand before the door staring at it endlessly not knowing what to say or what else to do anymore. This day has officially become the worst day of my life and I don't think I want to go through any second of it. The guilt rocking my system has officially killed me and rendered me so completely weak. I have to end this as quickly as possible. I can't keep on carrying this within me. But what the hell do I have to do to set this out? After a long while I finally managed to lift my hands and knock on the door.I wait for a short while and it doesn't take too long before Mom finally opens the door and the look she gives me is not what I expected. The look she gives me is filled with absolute pity. It looks like she is giving me is just making me want to cry continuously. I just feel so ….I don't even know what to say. I jus
AMELIAThe planned day finally arrives and I make my visit to the residence of the Mitchell completely frightened. I don't even know what else to feel right now. The only thing I know is that I want them to try as much as possible to find a place in their deepest hearts to forgive me. I don't think I take the guilt lurking deep down in my system anyone. It's just killing me. However, the visit didn't go as well as I planned and thought it would. It was just totally unwelcoming. The stares the entire family gave me the moment I stepped in didn't make me feel good. I find myself trembling excessively as I stand in the large sitting room where Lily is currently seated in between her two parents and I raise an eyebrow. But this is unexpected. I was thinking that Mr Michelle would have been gone from this home by now. But he is still around. That means Mr Mitchell must have pleaded and has been forgiven. Maybe she can forgive me too. I am already hoping it goes well but the looks they are
AMELIAThe humiliation is just beyond comprehension. I can't find any single ounce of control within me as I begin to weep endlessly trying to sprint my way away from the presence of the entire school. I can't take it anymore. It is just too much. Why the hell did I have to mess up this way? Why did I have to allow myself to fall for silly sexual desires and end up being disgraced in front of not just the school but the entire town? My god, I'm such a fool. I am full of regrets right now as I don't know what to do or where else to go. I can't go home because the attitude and the look on my parent's faces are going to get me traumatized. Staying in school is another whole level of trauma as everyone seems to be bullying me with just their looks and cases alone. My goodness. How did my life end up this way? This is not how I planned it at all not one bit. What have I landed myself into?"Amelia. Amelia." Someone with a very familiar loud voice calls my attention from a distance and I am
AMELIAI can't even begin to explain it. I can't begin to talk about the entire charade and episode right now. It is just too much. My goodness, it is expressly beyond comprehension. School the next day is so humiliating as f***. My goodness, I can't begin to tell the tale. Telling it might make me want to hit my head against the wall or something. My God, I became the topic and the order of the day. The news about my ordeal with Mr Mitchell became the talk of the town. What the hell was I even expecting? It is bound to spread this far since the person I got myself involved with is the town's most popular billionaire and business model.I honestly I sincerely did not know how the news got that far and it makes me wonder who the hell hates me and Mr Mitchell enough to film us and reveal various important news sources. Just how? How does news spread these days in this town? How did it get that fast? It took less than a day for it to spread all over the entire town. My travel to school