Chapter 128

128.

After about an hour of that, I made myself a pot of coffee…it was going to

be a long day. It had been three days since Alana had walked out. I had made a

grave mistake by allowing myself the pleasure of making love to her when

she was too drunk to have the capacity to consent. I truly hadn’t meant for

that to happen. I tried to tell myself that I was beyond the point of rational

thought as well, but truthfully I wasn’t drunk, at least not from the alcohol. I

was intoxicated by her. I’d been researching her and watching her for so

long…every fantasy I’d had for the past year had been wrapped up in

Alana. I had just completely lost my mind the moment I was actually

allowed to touch her. The fact that she was allowing me to, and even

encouraging it had really sent me over the edge.

It was wrong though…I was wrong. I knew from the time I’d spent

watching her that she wasn’t a big drinker, and she definitely didn’t sleep

around. I should have had more respec