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Chapter 26 An Enemy.
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SURRENDER TO YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES.ย ย ย Chapter 27 A Warning.
โYou look even better in person than on TV,โ her tone was as patronizing as they come and Rachel immediately knew she was up to something.But the woman was so gorgeous, her Mongolian features were sharp and beautiful. Her slanted eyeliner and smoky shadow gave her a sophisticated look as did the plunged neck of her tight red dress. Her hair was cut in a sharp blunt style. Just as Rachel's eyes were accessing her, Veraโs eyes were accessing her too.โYou are not his usual type.โโExcuse me?โ Rachel asked aghast at the womanโs bluntness, her voice was firm with indignation.Vera walked to her side and placed one perfectly manicured hand on the sink. She stared at Rachel through the mirror, her red lips tilted up. โYou donโt know Nateโs type? He wouldnโt normally go for the girls with the big mouths, he loves his girls obedient, silent, and a little foolish.โโI am guessing it wasn't hard for you then?โ Rachel shot back. During the divorce she was on Veraโs side 100% but that Vera wasn
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๋ฐ์ดํธ : 2023-03-23SURRENDER TO YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES.ย ย ย Chapter 28 Using Each Other.
Away from the ocean, the wind was cool and lovely but right in front of the beach that fed from the ocean, below the cliff, the wind was salty and vicious, blowing her hair out of the tight coils. Her jacket bellowed in the wind, the cold was biting and terrible but she didnโt care. Once again she couldnโt help but think that some force was conspiring against her to ruin her life.She was crying softly but she barely noticed. All she could think of was how low her life had become. Since the beginning of this downfall to hell she never cried once but tonight she couldnโt help it. Veraโs words were cruel because she not just called her out on her hypocrisy, she had also hit where it hurt the most โ the fact that without someone as powerful as Nate she couldnโt get her footing in society anymore.Maybe that was why she was crying because she knew she had reduced herself to nothing but a whore. The very thing she avoided on her way up was what she was doing out of necessity. She considere
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๋ฐ์ดํธ : 2023-03-23SURRENDER TO YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES.ย ย ย Chapter 29 Silver Linings.
They agreed not to talk about their secrets anymore. Rachel wasnโt satisfied but it was the best she could do, if the man wouldnโt talk she would make use of her skills, she was Rachel Rivers after all. He had said he didnโt want her snooping around in the wrong place but in her line of business, there was no such thing as a wrong place in seeking information. Day 2 of the fashion week went by, she was able to submit a couple of articles to Larry and when subsequent nights rolled by with more designs out on display she noted everything down with a vengeance. Nate was called away on business on the third day and he left her in the hotel leaving her with the limo and ames to defend her if needed. He didnโt leave without a promise, โWhen you come back to Gem Hills Iโll show you the room.โ โThe room?โ she had frowned. He simply flashed an enigmatic smile before walking off into the waiting car that was supposed to take him to the airport and back to Gem Hills. She was excited, waiting f
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๋ฐ์ดํธ : 2023-03-23SURRENDER TO YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES.ย ย ย Chapter 30 Ssh Call Me Master.
Rachel chewed on the end of a strawberry. โHmm, thatโs a weighty allegation, Ben. And everyone in the office is behind this rumor?โโWell it started with Patricia, you know how chatty she can be but then again everyone at the office loves to gossip so maybe itโs just a rumor?โThe Allen Brothers often fought with Rachel when they thought she went too far with her interviews. They werenโt exactly the most upstanding citizens in the state but in Rachelโs book they were good enough and sex trafficking wasnโt something they were capable of. Yet, it was something to look into to get back at them for replacing her so easily with Dana.The fashion show had been a success and Rachel was feeling very optimistic. She had gotten to interview a couple of pop singers, actresses, business moguls, and models, all of whom had attended dressed in elaborate clothes. Thanks to Larry and the camera he provided she was also able to do her amateur photography. She was her own camera crew and scriptwriter
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๋ฐ์ดํธ : 2023-03-25SURRENDER TO YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES.ย ย ย Chapter 31 What A Tease.
When she woke up the next morning the sun was already warming the surface of the river. A cool breeze settled, blowing through the partially open windows. Rachel lay on the bed feeling at peace. The countryside was tranquil and relaxing. The air was clean. It was still as busy as main Gem Hills but far quieter and she found herself thinking about tomorrow and days after tomorrow when suddenly she caught herself. Shit, what am I thinking? she thought. As soon as this charade was over she would be out of his life and back into her busy life. Thatโs how itโs supposed to be! There was no tomorrow for her! At least not one with Nate involved.Maybe by then, she would have the divorce Jacob was still stalling to think about.With that thought in mind, she climbed out of the comfortable bed and went into the bathroom where she stood for almost an hour under the cold shower. It wasnโt a cold day still she needed the shock factor of the cold water to wake her up from her stupid reverie. When s
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๋ฐ์ดํธ : 2023-03-25SURRENDER TO YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES.ย ย ย Chapter 32 The Room.
No amount of preparedness could have prepared her for the sight that met her eyes. It wasโฆsomething. Incredulous was how she could put it. And to think there was a room like this embedded in an unassuming library. It was large.Nate left her hand to go into the room and tap on a switch that turned on the lights. As if her surprise wasnโt bad enough, she could now clearly see everything. It was a room designed to make the sickest of minds proud.The walls were black, padded and soundproof. It was cool as she stepped barely an inch inside. A chill ran through her body, not from the cold, as she looked around slowly as if trying to picture the things that may have happened there in the past.Right before her eyes was a padded bench with 4 Velcro straps on each side attached to poles jotting off the sides of the bench. There was a sex machine on the floor, a black contraption with a small projection just big enough to resemble a mini dick. On one wall were a lot of clips and on each of th
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๋ฐ์ดํธ : 2023-03-25SURRENDER TO YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES.ย ย ย Chapter 33 Bared For Him.
She was still shaking from the intensity, her moans were almost whimpers of mercy, when she felt the soft towel drying her up. Her inner walls spasmed a little less intensely now. She felt sensitive and raw. Tears leaked from the corners of her eyes. When she finally managed to open them Nate had finished cleaning himself and her and was returning to the bed with the wet towel firmly clutched in his hand.โIโm sorry,โ she whimpered softly.He came to sit beside her. With his free hand, he moved wet strands of her hair aside, a small smile on his face as he did so.โYou shouldnโt be sorry for what your body can do.โ His fingers traced the line of her hair down to her chin. โDid you like it?โRachel watched his face, the solid beautiful lines of his face. He knew she enjoyed it yet he wanted to hear it from her. The warmth in his voice compelled her to answer. She nodded.โAnswer me when I talk to you, Rachel.โโYes sir.โHe traced the line of her mouth, his eyes settling on her lips. โ
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๋ฐ์ดํธ : 2023-03-26SURRENDER TO YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES.ย ย ย Chapter 34 Contract (2)
It wasnโt long after she woke up that Nate invited her to the living room again like he did the first time. There he handed her a fairly thick wad of papers. Rachel was dressed in a sweater that belonged to him. She crossed her legs on the couch and without a word and with a beating heart collected the papers from him to read.Dominant/Submissive ContractI, Rachel Rivers, with a free mind and open heart accept Nathaniel Madden, submitting my will to him and accepting him as my Dominant. I ask that as my Dominant, Nathaniel Madden takes me into his care and guidance and encourages growth together in lust, trust, and mutual respect. It is my desire as a submissive to satisfy his needs and desires whenever possible, in hopes that I will be found pleasing to him. In order to do so, I offer him the use of my body, abilities, and purpose. I also vow to subdue myself to the lessons my Dominant will teach me.Section One: Code of Conductโข Duties of ServitudeAbove all, the primary duty of R
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SURRENDER TO YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES.ย ย ย Chapter 80 The End.
It was two days later before they left Gem Hills. Mabel had been lucky enough to sustain only a first-degree burn on her left foot. She had also inhaled a lot of smoke but that had been purged out of her, leaving her with a croaky voice.Nate on the other hand did have a burn on his leg and his skin stung from the heat of the fire but he was lucky to have gotten out with just that much. Especially considering the fact that he was naked at the time of the fire. It could have been worse given that he had been rescued seconds before the roof came crashing down. Rachel supported Nate as they walked to the car with Tom in front. Once again Tom had his proud father smile for Rachel.He assisted her to get Nate into the car and did the same for Mabel. Behind them was James, Nateโs head of security, and two of his colleagues, ready to go with them to the airport.Tshepo had wanted more security men to go with them but Nate had made him see reasons why that would attract more attention than th
SURRENDER TO YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES.ย ย ย Chapter 79 Go Back To Gabore.
โNate? Can you hear me?โHis eyelids fluttered open. His eyes stung and water seeped from the edges.There was an excited gasp beside him. Suddenly soft hands were cradling his face. At first, he couldnโt see but when he blinked rapidly and the blur cleared he saw Rachelโs tear-streaked face. She was crying and laughing.โYou are alive,โ she laughed, kissing his face and hair and his nose and cheeks. He groaned. His skin burned and his chest felt tight. He remembered coughing up smoke and being dragged out of the fire. He remembered Mabel hanging limp in his hands. But what he worried about the most was Rachelโs safety. His hand, though heavy as lead, came up to cradle her face. She kissed his palm and cried.โAre you okay?โ he croaked. โAre you hurt? The baby?"She shook her head violently. โNo I am fine, we are fine. You saved me remember?โHe remembered pushing her outside the burning house. He opened his mouth to speak again but could only cough some more. Rachel left his side to
SURRENDER TO YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES.ย ย ย Chapter 78 Smoke and Fire.
And he was going to do his best not to fail.By the time they went to bed, it was late into the night and their efforts at thinking of a means to stop Jacob was futile. There was nothing they could do.Mabel let Nate stay with them. Rachel wouldnโt hear of him sleeping on the couch so she invited him to her room where he lay on the tiny bed with his legs dangling over the edge and his arms around her.โYou are such a large man, do you know that?โโIn more ways than one,โ he joked.Rachel laughed lightly but she was thinking again. โWhat if Jacob was to take you to court, hard as his kind of story is to believe, he does have that sheet of paper naming him as Fredrickโs heir, what will you do if you lost your wealth?โ she asked. โI canโt imagine you living in a place like this where your feet dangled over the edge of the bed.โโIโll survive. I donโt worry about the money, I only worry about the children. He will cut off all expenses and enslave them in the mines as Fredrick did.โRachel
SURRENDER TO YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES.ย ย ย Chapter 77 Luck and Jacob.
It wasnโt the first time in his life he told someone the story of his birth and everything he had been through, but it was the first time he told the story as it was without making himself the victim of circumstances. He told her facts, plain and simple and her face animated what she thought about his story. When he talked about the death of his mother she mourned for her and held him and when he talked about Fredrick selling him off her eyes showed her anger. When he talked about Tshepo, her eyes had widened in surprise. โYou know that GHIA man?โ she asked in astonishment. โHe is like a brother to me.โ โYeah, I got that. You did kind of grow up together in a sense.โ she was amused. โNo wonder he was so concerned about me. He is very protective of you.โ โVera said the same thing,โ he confessed, burying his fingers in the curls of her hair. He enjoyed the feel of her soft body pressed against his. Rachel rose on her elbow to reward him with a questioning glare. โVera?โ โAh, I see
SURRENDER TO YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES.ย ย ย Chapter 76 Kiss And Makeup
Rachel was watching him as she spoke and she frowned.โI am ready to tell you everything you need to know. The only reason I could come clean earlier, even after it became obvious that I was falling hard again for another woman was because I was genuinely scared of another Vera situation. I truly was ready to come clean until I came into the study that day and saw that you already saw the videos and emails I kept.โโI was hurt, Nate.โโI know,โ he pressed forward and reached for her hand. She wouldnโt let him hold her. He didnโt want to give up just yet. She had every right to be angry but he wanted her back and he was ready to brave through the thorns of her heart to win her back. โI am a bastard for what I did but if thereโs one thing I must do right, itโs to make you happy all over again and I cannot forgive myself until I do that.โShe bowed her head. โForgiving you wonโt be easy.โโI will keep trying until I die if thatโs how long it would take.โShe raised shimmering eyes to his
SURRENDER TO YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES.ย ย ย Chapter 75 Live Without You
Mabel left reluctantly and only then could Nate breathe a sigh of relief. He watched her go into town leaving just him and Rachel. But once she left he didnโt know what to say or do. All he had in mind when he left the heart of the city was to see Rachel and now that he was here what words could he say? Would words be enough?โYou keep losing weight. The last time I saw you your suit hung on you and nowโฆat least you shaved this time.โHe smiled at her words. โI donโt think I planned my arrival properly then. I would have fattened myself up on the way if I knew you were concerned about my size.โShe stared at him, her brown eyes dark in the dying light. There was no smile for him. He didnโt expect her to smile and welcome him with open hands anyway. He wanted to convince himself she was alright, he was here now he could see she was doing goodโฆhe should get back into his car and drive off.But he didnโt.โHow is your shoulder?โ she asked.He raised his brows, surprised that she remember
SURRENDER TO YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES.ย ย ย Chapter 74 Dealing With The Pain.
After every session, he began to open up well enough to let the darkness in his heart go. But with every ounce of darkness that left his heart, a void appeared and he knew what he needed to fill that void.Even though Tshepo had warned him not to see Rachel for fear of putting her in danger again, he couldnโt help but yearn for her over and over again. He still had the problem of Jacob defaming him, and spreading lies about him and his involvement with Rachel. Tshepo advised that it was best they continued to let Jacob believe she was dead so that they could keep doing their investigation in private and when they had enough proof of his illegal activities and his partners in crime they could pull the rug out from under him. It wasn't just enough to destroy Jacob, they had to take his cohorts with him too.Nate understood the importance of letting Tshepo do his job but he felt he would die if he didnโt convince himself of Rachelโs safety so he did what he knew best. He threatened Tshep
SURRENDER TO YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES.ย ย ย Chapter 73 Seeking Help.
He needed help.He did. He stared at Veraโs head as she bowed her head crying into her hand to muffle her sobs, unable to move. For a long time he could only watch her and when he opened his mouth to speak his voice was a croak.โYou really think I need help?โShe sniffed and lifted her head to wipe at her eyes. โYou do, Nate. I thought about it for a long time and realized I wasnโt fair to you when I left. Our marriage vows were for better or worse and I broke them, leaving you when I could have helped.โโWas I really that terrible?โโYou are not a terrible person. What you do for those children in Gabore is more than enough proof of that. You give them hope, you make them smile again, and provide more than they can ever hope for. You are a good person but you do take people who care about you for granted. You perceive us as enemies. For a long time, I thought I could change you, I thought loving you and letting you have your way with me for your pleasure would convince you that I wa
SURRENDER TO YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES.ย ย ย Chapter 72 The Truth.
It surprised him how easily the media ate up Jacobโs lies. But Nate thought he shouldnโt be surprised at all. It wasnโt the first time the man lied on national television and he seemed so fearless about it too.Tshepo voiced what he was thinking. โIf you are thinking Jacob Henderson has friends in high places you are not wrong. Arresting him will be difficult. I have dug through a lot of his messes in the past and that sex trade of his is far more complicated than you and I can ever think about. We are talking Jeffrey Epstein's type of business. He has senators, tycoons, governors even Monarchs in the palm of his hands. He is an underdog with much more power than the man on the seat.โโSo you are saying you cannot put a stop to his evil?โ Nate asked, annoyed that he already knew Tshepoโs answer.Tshepo shook his head. โNot until I know what his endgame is. There is a bigger picture here, I canโt tell you the details neither can I tell you about my suspicions but keeping you safe is th
