"What promise?! If you cry today the next day do it again?!" Mother is angry after I never broke up with Gerald.
"Mother, it is impossible for Rara to break up with someone else's child. He is grieving."
"Until when? Waiting for you get pregnant?!" My heart is broken. Mother seems to pray badly for me.
"At least, wait up to a month. Rara doesn't want him to be hurt."
"Oh, God. That heartache, an hour at the most. You suffer for the rest of your life! Why don't you realize?" Mother's face is furious.
"He is an inattentive child. His parents, no one cares about him. Rara doesn't have the heart, and he is often disappointed. Rara also doesn't want to disappoint Gerald." Yes, now I was determined I would never let Gerald go, let alone know the messy condition of his family. I understand why Gerald is like that because his family is like that. The family has the first upbringing. No wonder Gerald could yell at the principal. He dared yell at his father.
Gone - Rose💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰Mother gave me money to buy a new cell phone. Waiting for Gerald to take responsibility is like waiting for a cat to give birth to a crocodile. It seems impossible.After school, I plan to buy a new cell phone. Incidentally, today, Gerald is not going to school. He does go to school now and then. The day after tomorrow is closed as if the school is his own.I decided to look for the most considerable cell phone wholesaler, located in the most famous mall in my city.If there's no Gerald, I'll end up taking a cab. However, I prefer to be with Gerald.Before looking for a cellphone that was quite draining, I stopped by a food outlet while eating. If other people saw, they must think, I'm a single who just broke up. Ha! I was always thinking badly and always scared, even though all my fears were groundless.I train my tongue to get used to eating outside food. I ordered burritos, remembering yesterday's
My relationship is tenuous.It's obvious, Gerald is mad at me, and I'm mad at him. Moreover, there is my mother in the middle, and it's complete.I'm thinking of away, so I can meet Gerald and talk about it all. Communication is vital in a relationship. A relationship without communication is like a cat that can't be lustful. All right, an irrelevant analogy.The only way through Aldo."Send a message to Gerald. Tell him to see me." I said quietly to Aldo. Afraid my mother hear. I hate being messed about. I am not a child, and I know what is good and what is wrong. But Mother's heart is full of revenge. I'm also not stupid and old-fashioned, but my mother does not believe me."Tsk, lazy!" Aldo chuckled irritably. He didn't like Gerald either. I pinched Aldo's thigh because I was annoyed."Hurry!" I said, opening my eyes.With a huff, Aldo took out his cell phone. I took the cell phone with sparkling eyes like I found a favorite food.M
Don't Let Me Down - The Chainsmokers, Daya💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰Gerald pumped my body so slowly and serene. I bit my lip. I want to sigh, but this is not a fiery lovemaking session for release. It's a very intimate sex session, one that can climb mountains, swim in marshes, sink into the ocean, and of course, know where to go home.POV 3Looking for a friendship these days, without the frills of motives and intentions, it's like looking for a pin among a ton of rice piles. Almost impossible.Everyone wants to be friends with a specific purpose. As she is rich, by being friends with her, I can be treated all the time, and she is beautiful by being friends with her, so my crush will glance at me. He's famous. By being friends with him, I can get a renowned splash.In one well-known school, a group or gang was formed, at Mercusuar High School, so that it sounds cool like other0 stories, which are always created by teams of handsome school
Don't Say You Love me - Fifth Harmony💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰Crushed! Die! Down! Dying!How to describe my current condition. I'm down. I feel like dying. I did not expect my fate ended tragically like this. Who wants herself like this? Nothing!Only one thing I can do. Cry! After three days of slumping, I shut myself in the room and could only cry. I remember, for three days, only one meal entered my stomach. Miraculously my stomach always feels full.I'm sorry Gerald decided everything unilaterally. He should be able to hear my explanation. I have sacrificed a lot for this relationship. I think this relationship will last, and I believe my dream to marry Caucasians goes so smoothly and must run aground in the middle of the road. I already fell in love with Germany, and my dream of going to that country seemed impossible. God, I have so many plans.I cried regretfully. It should be that cursing mouth, no need to say. But I still feel to
Hold On - Justin Bieber💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰I could only cry and sat on the floor, watching Gerald move away. I'm still holding it down my stomach. It hurts so much.I deliberately felt it down. I was afraid my ass was bleeding because of the force of gravity downward."Wake up." Mas Rangga stretched out his hand. I feel more and more devastated."Thank you." I wiped my tears while sitting on the bench earlier."Rara wants to go home." My mood fell apart. I'm not in the mood for what to do. My lower stomach hurts too. I better go home and rest.Mas Rangga knows my broken mood. Luckily I had time to eat."Thank you for your kindness, Mas. Rara prayed hope you will find the perfect companion." I immediately ran into the house. I do not want to hear what Mas Rangga said.I just cried and cried, regardless of what was going on around me._____________________"This is what I said before, make sin not to re
Anyone - Justin Bieber💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰We've changed clothes, respectively. Yes, indeed, a date that I will never forget."Ready to date?" I smile. I'm excited now. If we can't be lovers, at least we've had different experiences. As my request, Gerald is wearing a purple shirt, and I am wearing a pink shirt, just like the other couple goals. I also asked him to wear a hat, very handsome of course. And I was told to tie up like a schoolgirl and wear glasses, really like a nerd. I wear big round glasses, and they droop a lot."I'm a nerd." I held out my hand."I'm a bad boy." Gerald introduced himself."No. You're not.""I am." I laughed and hugged him."Let's go." I don't remember if this was the last day I had fun. After this, it's all just memories, which will put me down as much as possible."Before the date, it looks like we need to eat.""Right," I said, confirming the word lover a day."But
Gerald's PovMy world collapsed, I didn't expect my angel to be like a devil.Really. Just really.I lost my words to express it, I lost energy, lost everything. I lost everything because of her.There is no need to describe what I am anymore. You can imagine for yourself. You don't need to imagine. I just feel it.My world is upside down. My God, my world. My woman.I really didn't expect. I hope this is all a dream. And when I wake up I'll find her still by my side. I mean it still resides in my heart.My heart is dead, my taste is dead. Buried and carried away at the same time as the confession.It's killed me!This is no longer killing me slowly, but precisely stabbing the dagger of my heart. I no longer have a heart. I feel hearthless now!Damn! Because of women.I've never experienced anything like this before.Oh God, my woman! Do she still deserve or not consider her my woman? I really really
Sorry for the typoEnjoy readingMy world stopped spinning. Yes my world.I woke up, and when I woke up I was in the hospital. I could say I'm sick, but my heart hurts more.All my life, I just had this pain. Broken my heart, I feel.It's hard to breathe, my breath is short. Thinking about all this, just thinking about it gave me a headache and a stomach upset, suddenly wanted to go to the toilet, but when I went to the toilet nothing happened.Paralyzed, my brain is paralyzed to think.It's been a week I didn't go to school, I dropped. Really drop and rushed to the hospital. I lacked fluids because there was no food coming in and cried all the time, my eyes might be blind too much crying.Poor mother, who is tired of taking care of me and I can only be a bother.Mother is always loyal and painstaking taking care of me. Myself is out of shape anymore. My eyes are sunken already. My face is pale, my lips are pale. And I think I lost